00:00I will say that I will account for being reached once, but I've been sexually asleep more times
00:04than I can account for. And the person that reached me, I had been with him before. I remember
00:10it. It was around spring 2009. I was sleeping in my apartment. And I always like to note that I
00:18was
00:18at home sleeping because people always are like, well, where were you? What were you doing? What
00:23were you wearing? Let me tell you, I was about five dreams in. Okay. I was in some pajamas in
00:28my bed, in where I thought was a safe space in my apartment. I'm sure someone else had let him
00:32in
00:32because they thought whatever, because we had been together beforehand. And I woke up and this later
00:38affected a lot of things, but I woke up and he was standing over me naked with a car on.
00:42I found
00:43and I knew he had an obsession with weapons. I'd seen them. And so I just went in motion. And
00:49then
00:49it was like, he raised me and then he finished and then put his clothes on and left. And it
00:54was the
00:55wildest thing. And it happened in a way that like, as other survivors have questioned, like
01:00what just happened? Is that okay? Cause I've been with him before. And I will say this to any survivor
01:06that hears this, you didn't ask for that. And that wasn't consensual. So no, it's never on you.
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