00:00I kind of lost myself like I just started going downhill I didn't want to deal with it
00:04and I developed this abuse problem from you know like and whatnot I had to go
00:12to court that's when it hit the most when I seen his family was in there initially they're like
00:18this is a serious incident which they're right it was a serious incident that resulted in someone
00:23losing their life my whole world got turned upside down it was it was a lot to take in
00:28and the way I lived life now I had people taking care of me I wasn't able to work my
00:34family I mean
00:35I was the sole sole provider for my family it was a lot lot to deal with and that was
00:41kind of like a
00:41a way to to cope with with life you know it's where I got to the point to where I
00:48didn't think
00:49about nothing I didn't think about the man I didn't think about myself I didn't think about my family
00:53I didn't think about the young kids that I had three young daughters at the time you know I didn't
00:59think about them I was just in a selfish way and that's I think that was that did that you
01:05know
01:06and I think that might have been what I was trying to do
01:08you know
01:08you
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