00:00No three-year-old can make up why his granddad touching my bottom. I was so confused. I met
00:06my husband. So he was 20 and I was 70 and was a very sort of power independent achieving person
00:14even though I was really dyslexic and found learning very difficult and my memory didn't
00:20work and I was all traumatised so like when it's developmental trauma it really affects
00:24your entire structure of yourself all of your functions and my husband would say to me that
00:30you sort of become this other person and you say something you don't remember and it wasn't until
00:35he said it a few times because I really thought I was going mad and he was like playing tricks
00:40on me
00:40like my dad used to. We were doing this garden project one day and I was like in the rain
00:44like
00:45this pounding rain and I couldn't even feel him and he sort of came over to me and he was
00:50like
00:50Faye! Faye! and I could feel him calling me back and he said it's time to stop and come in
00:57and then
00:58he started sort of dealing with it like that and the more we were able to deal with it like
01:02that
01:02the more I had control over coming back or him reaching me from this point of threat response.
01:09Get some therapy with someone who is either psychoso so knows about these things or go with
01:16the names so that you know about the things so they can't stop being all hmm this is something
01:20you go in there with your education so they can't culture you
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