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00:02Um, well, why don't you try?
00:06Ain't sure to get into a bit of havens if I are.
00:09I don't know, I think it means, excuse me, have you got a light?
00:13Doesn't matter if you don't smoke nowhere, it's trying out the lingo, isn't it?
00:17You know, it's showing willing.
00:19Anyway, don't miss your boss.
00:21I love you too.
00:22Bye.
00:24How embarrassing was that?
00:26Just a bit of German I can remember from school.
00:29I take it that was Noah. How did he sound?
00:33Confident.
00:34Oh, cos you've made him that way. What time did he get there?
00:37Oh, I don't know, it was pretty late, but can you believe he's already on a bus going to work?
00:42So you're happy?
00:43Oh, I feel sad for me, but I'm thrilled for him.
00:47I'm probably going to go and visit him just before Christmas, let him get settled in first.
00:51I know, it must be hard. I mean, it's not every day your son leaves home.
00:55Not just that, though, is it?
00:57Come on, let's go out for coffee and cake. I'll even pay.
01:01I would, but I've got to do some at first.
01:03Er, OK, well, I'll...
01:05By myself.
01:06Fine.
01:07But can I ask what it is?
01:09Oh, no, cos I don't want to bottle it. Sorry.
01:12OK.
01:19I mean, I don't know if Gabby's mad at me or not, but she's definitely keeping a distance.
01:24Oh, good.
01:25She blends me up.
01:28I shouldn't have even told her about Billy kissing me.
01:31Let's just worry about Billy, OK?
01:33He should be getting stronger today.
01:34I know.
01:35I don't want to push him, but I mean, we need him to wake up and remember it wasn't you
01:40that attacked him, right?
01:43You OK?
01:44Yeah, yeah, I'm always OK.
01:46Why don't you go in? I'm going to have a chat with the doctor.
01:49OK.
01:50Excuse me. Doctor, hi.
01:52Hi.
01:55Hey.
01:58You look so much better.
02:00Better than I feel.
02:02Still moaning, then? That's a good sign.
02:05Did he mention anything about the attack?
02:08No.
02:09But, as I said, he's improving.
02:12Things might start coming back.
02:14OK, that's good.
02:20It's best Monty's wrapped in something that he likes,
02:23when we put him in the grave.
02:25Well, I won't mind, though, because it's been on the city for years.
02:27Well, yeah, just like Monty was.
02:29Tell you what, when winter comes, you can learn how to crochet and make another one, if you like.
02:34How do you know he can't already?
02:36Yeah.
02:36Dad taught me everything I know.
02:38Now that is something I'd pay to see.
02:41Seen some life, this, haven't you, eh?
02:44Yeah.
02:44Remember when Dad used to hide underneath it when Lisa on Warpath?
02:48When did you find out that Grandad was your real Dad?
02:52Er, I don't know, I can't really remember.
02:54It's OK.
02:55You don't have to talk about it.
02:56No, no, it's fine.
02:57It's just, erm...
02:58Your Dad missed out not growing up with us.
03:00He got the smelly end of the stick with Shadrach.
03:03Yeah, but I'm over it now.
03:05Just as well.
03:06Because Dad preferred Monty to us too, and he wrote.
03:08Can you blame him?
03:09You fat egg.
03:10You're a fat egg.
03:13So if you can get those results to me as soon as possible, that would be great.
03:17Well, lookie who it is.
03:19Man, Pete.
03:20What are you doing here?
03:22Er, training day.
03:23Liam forced me.
03:25You, missus?
03:26You fell off the face of the earth without so much as a text.
03:29Thought something had happened.
03:30Not at all.
03:32But I'm the new girl and it's been full on.
03:34You know how it is running a department.
03:36I'd swap you that for a full surgery any day.
03:39Listen, let's have a coffee.
03:40Catch up.
03:41Erm, I'm having a bit of a day.
03:43It can't be as bad as mine.
03:44Two-hour workshop on IBS.
03:46Well, how about lunch then?
03:48I'm travelling by train and I'll be ready for a drink.
03:51Oh, you're twisting my arm.
03:53But I'm on call tonight, so no booze for me.
03:55Well, fine.
03:56I'll drink.
03:57You can watch.
03:58Erm, oh, I'm late.
04:00Er, I'll text you when I'm done.
04:01Mm-hm.
04:02Yeah?
04:02You can give me all that gossip on the weird little village of yours.
04:10It's the fact that he was nice, you know?
04:14He'd lived two doors down for a couple of years
04:16and he was like any other neighbour.
04:19Then out of nowhere, he comes round and asks me out.
04:24And when I said I wasn't interested, he said I'd led him on.
04:30Next thing, I was being raped.
04:34In my own home.
04:37Up till that point, he was just a normal bloke.
04:43They're all normal blokes.
04:48Normal to somebody anyway.
04:51If they weren't normal, we'd be able to spot him a mile off.
04:55Welcome back.
04:59It's nice to see you.
05:03Sorry about last time.
05:09My son went to live in Germany yesterday.
05:13It's a good thing.
05:15But all I wanted to do was cling on.
05:18I didn't, in the end, though, I let him go and...
05:21And I felt OK about it this morning and I said to myself,
05:24well, if I can deal with that, I can...
05:26..come back to the group.
05:30So, here I am.
05:35Erm...
05:35..when I was here last time, I...
05:39..I didn't hear anything like what had happened to me.
05:42And I felt...
05:45..I don't know.
05:47Well, no two experiences are the same.
05:51Yeah, I get that.
05:54But some are really different.
05:58You see, I...
06:01..I was...
06:06..raped by a woman.
06:18I've got a lot better than you do.
06:22No, mate.
06:24I'll be honest.
06:27I didn't know what I was going to find.
06:30Only me.
06:31I'm still here.
06:33Just...
06:34I waited for Don and Joe to go.
06:36Didn't want to crowd you.
06:39You're doing great, you know.
06:41You'll be out of here in no time.
06:43It's Kerry running rings round you.
06:47Well, this is good.
06:49Still know where you work.
06:50You recognise me and you remember Kerry.
06:54God help you.
06:55God help you.
06:57Why did this happen?
07:01It's just...
07:04My head's blank.
07:09You were assaulted.
07:10Yeah, I know, but...
07:13Who?
07:16Look, try not to worry about that for now.
07:18Caleb, please don't go.
07:19I can't stay, Billy.
07:20Right.
07:26Because I think this is all my fault.
07:31When I was young, I was...
07:35...groomed...
07:35...and abused by men.
07:41It felt like everywhere I looked, there was a man wanting something, you know.
07:48Innocent stuff sometimes, like something from the shop.
07:54Mostly not...
07:55...so innocent.
07:58But...
08:00...people were kind to me even then.
08:04Looked at me without pity or judgement.
08:08Always women.
08:10Not all women, but...
08:13...you know, for them to make me feel like it wasn't my fault.
08:17...and...
08:18...give me a bit of hope.
08:22Over the years, I...
08:23...talked to a lot of women about rape.
08:28And this has never come up.
08:33Usually, I am happy being different, but...
08:38...this has been...
08:42...difficult.
08:45Because it was a woman.
08:48Yeah.
08:50That really seems to matter.
08:54I can't even look at you.
08:56I feel terrible.
08:58I keep going over and over it in my head.
09:01I've got all day.
09:07Right, the day you got jumped...
09:10...Joe came to see me.
09:13He'd found out about all that...
09:14...counter-fit gear that we've been flogging.
09:17Don't worry.
09:18Right, I've dealt with it, I've covered everything up.
09:21So we can't actually do anything.
09:26I hate him, really.
09:28I hate him, more than you could ever imagine.
09:32What he did to me.
09:35I mean, I can usually get past it, but this time, I don't know.
09:38He was goading me.
09:39He was trying to...
09:41...threaten and blackmail me, and I just lost it.
09:44So, to put him in his place, I, erm...
09:48...told him that you and Dawn had had a moment.
09:52Why?
09:52I know.
09:54God, no.
09:56Does Dawn know that you told Jo?
09:58Yeah.
10:00Yeah, I feel terrible for her as well.
10:03But I don't think this will come as any surprise, but...
10:06...she's standing by him.
10:09What do you mean?
10:10Well, what happened to you?
10:13Yeah, I know.
10:15Talk about blind spot, but he's obviously manipulating her, isn't he?
10:20Look, maybe you getting attacked had nothing to do with Jo, but...
10:23...when I found out that he was in hospital, I wasn't surprised, not after what he'd said.
10:26What...
10:28...what did he...
10:28...what did he say?
10:31He was making threats against you.
10:33And I swear to you, if I'd have known that he was going to go through with it, then...
10:37...I'd have told you.
10:38He's been in.
10:40He's been nice as far.
10:41Yeah.
10:42Yeah.
10:43But I've literally just seen him out there with the doctor, and he was...
10:46...pushing them for information about what you could remember.
10:51Well, I would Dawn believe him.
10:56Oh!
10:57Right.
10:58Er...
10:59Dawn had to...
11:00...knit back for the kids.
11:03I'll go.
11:04I'll go.
11:05Just checking in.
11:07Making sure my...
11:08...favorite member of staff still got a brain.
11:12Just stay for a while, if you want.
11:15Not that anything's coming back just yet.
11:18Don't tell you the police questioned me.
11:20No, why?
11:22Don't mind.
11:23The police need to find out who did this.
11:26Listen mate, I'll er...
11:27...I'll leave you to it.
11:28I'll see you later.
11:35Take a seat if you're staying.
11:53But she was a woman, you know, stronger than me.
11:58She was posh.
12:00Not from my background.
12:03We had to...
12:04...physically fight to survive sometimes.
12:09But the thing is, in my head, I've made that the thing.
12:13That...
12:13She was a woman, so I should have been able to...
12:18...fight her off.
12:20But I couldn't and I just...
12:22You know, I feel ashamed.
12:24Can I say something?
12:29You were violated.
12:32Someone had control of you in that moment and...
12:35...you had no say.
12:38You know, we feel the guilt and the shame.
12:41When none of it should be us to feel.
12:44So why pile on more guilt, eh?
12:49Because it was a woman who raped you.
12:51Surely that shouldn't matter.
13:00There's something I need to tell you.
13:04Okay.
13:05It's not about who did this.
13:08Well, that'll come to you soon, I'm sure.
13:10Oh, a few days back.
13:13Yeah.
13:15Me and Dawn kissed.
13:19Ah.
13:21Yeah.
13:22I know.
13:26Look.
13:28You're always gonna have feelings for Dawn.
13:33I get that.
13:35But, erm...
13:37She and I, we had a chat and from what I could gather...
13:40...it was a...
13:42...pretty one-sided thing.
13:45That side being yours.
13:47Well, that sounds really awkward saying it out loud.
13:51But it didn't surprise me.
13:53And it didn't really bother me, so it shouldn't bother you.
13:55All I'm saying is just...
13:56...don't give it a second thought, okay?
13:58Just...
13:59...worry about getting better.
14:02You're a bigger man than me.
14:03Ha!
14:05I'll take that.
14:10Oh, hi!
14:12Hello, you.
14:15You look...
14:17...I don't know.
14:19You look deafening.
14:21I went back to the support group.
14:24I know you said you'd take me and everything, but I watched it by myself.
14:28And I did.
14:29I did it.
14:31Told them what happened and...
14:34...it went okay.
14:36Hm?
14:39Come here.
14:42I'm really pleased.
14:44I feel like a tiny bit of weight has lifted, you know.
14:47And that tiny bit is actually massive.
14:50A new start.
14:52So go on, you go and I'll just see you later.
14:55Come on.
14:56Okay.
14:58Love you. You're amazing.
14:59Thank you. I think I might know it.
15:14Can you wait for Moira?
15:16She said she's stuck in traffic.
15:20Dad?
15:21Yes.
15:22Yeah.
15:23We'll hang on a bit longer for her.
15:26It's not like Monty's got anywhere to be.
15:29Oh, sorry. I've never been to a dog's funeral before.
15:31You'll be going to your own funeral in a minute, sunshine.
15:39Normally when there's an awkward silence, that's when Monty would do a massive goff.
15:43It's the only thing about him I'm not gonna miss.
15:46Has anybody got anything serious to say?
15:50I'm quite hungry.
15:52I meant about the dog, you idiot.
16:06I'm so sorry.
16:07I seem to be a bit sozzled.
16:10How many did we have?
16:11We?
16:12Had nothing. You had everything.
16:14The same time next week then?
16:17Never.
16:23Was she too drunk?
16:25Even for you.
16:30You just turned up one day with me dad.
16:34I'm glad you did.
16:36Thanks for keeping us warm when we ran out of wood.
16:41Thanks for keeping me company when the telly was broke.
16:44Aw, that's nice.
16:46Thank you for the fleas.
16:48That's less nice.
16:53I was 26 when I found out Zach was my real dad.
16:58Before that I was pretty lonely.
17:01After that I was...
17:03pretty lonely for quite a while.
17:07But once I'd stopped being angry about it.
17:12I was grateful.
17:15But I didn't always show it.
17:19And I drove dad mad.
17:25He'd go stomping out one of the dogs by his side.
17:30And that would sort him out.
17:34And he'd...
17:35come back, go to bed.
17:38And then the dog would sit by my side and sort me out.
17:44People and animals.
17:47All family together.
17:54It's what we do.
17:57We sit close by.
17:59When times are hard.
18:03And we sort each other out.
18:09We're gonna be alright.
18:13That's all I'm saying.
18:18You quite alright Vanessa?
18:20Me?
18:21I'm fine.
18:23Only I can see that something is bothering you.
18:25A cold bothers me.
18:27A rapist's not a cold.
18:29Oh my God.
18:31What's happened? Are you okay?
18:32Drop it.
18:33You raped charity.
18:37How you're always so excitable.
18:39But if I still owe money for utilities,
18:41you only have to say there is no need for all this silliness.
18:44Do you know what?
18:44I could rip your head off.
18:46I always say it's not about the gas bill.
18:47You're a bully.
18:50A rapist and a bully.
18:51Anything else?
18:53Hater of dogs.
18:54I do hold my hands up to that one.
18:56You turned me against Jacob.
18:58The boy was a liability.
19:00Oh my God, you people, you're pathetic.
19:03We both know that someone with a very guilty conscience has been crying wolf.
19:08And you are dumb enough to believe it.
19:12Or are you jealous?
19:13Because I didn't want you.
19:15Because you're not my type.
19:16No spirit.
19:18And charity's got plenty.
19:21Is that why you did it?
19:22To put her in a place?
19:24I've never heard anything funnier.
19:26So why aren't you laughing?
19:29You're not bullying kids at work now, love.
19:32I'm not scared of you.
19:34Look at her history.
19:36She is a liar.
19:38And we both know it.
19:40What I believe her.
19:41And so does Mac.
19:42Unlike the police.
19:43And the CPS.
19:44We both saw straight through her.
19:46This isn't over.
19:47Do you hear me?
19:48This isn't over!
20:02Hey.
20:06Do you all know you're here?
20:07No, I told him I was going to town.
20:09What the hell's going on?
20:11Did you leave your phone at home like I asked?
20:13Really?
20:14He's probably got a tracker on your car anyway.
20:19Don't care, trust you.
20:22Yeah.
20:23Of course you can trust me.
20:26I'm scared.
20:28I'm scared I'm gonna lose the kids and end up dead.
20:32Hey.
20:34You're not well, okay?
20:37I'm gonna go get someone.
20:38No.
20:43It was him.
20:46Joe put me in here.
20:52You're confused and I'm getting a doctor.
20:54No, I don't need a doctor.
20:56I need you to wake up.
20:59It was Joe.
20:59I knew.
21:01I know it was.
21:07It was.
21:13It was a quick shift.
21:15You wanna do beans on toast?
21:16No thanks.
21:18Hello, Charity.
21:19This is all about Europe F aman truths.
21:22Need for it and thank you so much as to take us.