00:01I've been married four times now.
00:04I used to be terrified to be alone.
00:07I didn't know what I was going to do by myself.
00:09I have decided to tell my story
00:12that I've never shared with anybody in the world.
00:16Action.
00:17I loved you so much
00:19That messed me up
00:22I'm sure people watching from the outside were like
00:26What is this girl's problem?
00:30What I portrayed to the world was
00:33Oh, this didn't work out
00:35And it's fine
00:36And I'm good
00:37And they're good
00:38And all of that was kind of bullshit
00:42It's a 20-year project
00:44And it became a three-part musical experience
00:47This Is Me Now
00:48Is about facing the truth of who you really are
00:51You look amazing
00:52You know I look like a psychiatrist
00:55Lessons can blossom from a broken child
00:57And says to me
00:58Why are you so stressed lately?
01:00I said I'm not just financing it
01:01I'm writing it
01:02Dancing in it
01:03Singing in it
01:04Oh my god
01:07What am I doing?
01:10I feel like you're not good enough
01:12You're not good enough
01:13As a partner
01:14As a mother
01:15As all the things
01:18It takes courage to share your truths
01:20And I know it could end disastrously
01:24Nobody figures out anything
01:25When everything's all hunky-dory and rosy
01:29You figure shit out
01:30When shit is hard
01:34I forget how much older I am
01:36Than everybody now
01:39You live and learn
01:40Let me say this to you
01:41The prize for aging
01:43Is wisdom
01:47I don't know
01:48I don't understand this
01:49I just
01:49Nobody does
01:50I don't need to do any of it
01:54But I want to
01:58Here we go
01:59I'm scared
02:00You don't look like it though
02:04I don't act like I'm scared
02:06But
02:06That's the secret to my whole career
02:08I don't know
02:20Yeah
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