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00:00I'm joking! I can't get it out!
00:01She's bratty-calling it.
00:02It's okay.
00:03She arrested, but she's stable.
00:05I know that you blame yourself for what happened,
00:07but please don't let your guilt blind you to what is going on now.
00:11They are lying to you.
00:12They are lying to all of us.
00:14You can have the sofa, can I?
00:16Are you sure?
00:17You have an autoimmune disease, Rita.
00:19Alopecia areata.
00:20The most important thing right now is to have a support framework.
00:24Friends, family, talk to them.
00:26That man is one of a million.
00:29You want to get one, Dylan?
00:48Yeah?
00:49Sorry, Dylan, I know your shift doesn't start for another hour,
00:51but I've got an overdose patient of some kind,
00:53and I just wanted to get your opinion.
00:55Have you looked at Toxbase?
00:57Yeah, but the symptoms are so general.
00:59There's shortness of breath, nausea, dizziness,
01:01confusion, tachycardia.
01:03So, um, what, what, I mean, tell me,
01:06what would be apparent?
01:07How did he, how did you treat me a percent?
01:08He's quite cyanotic, quite a lot, actually,
01:12given his oxygen saturation.
01:14Um, yeah, so has he had any antibiotics?
01:19Or to, um, local anesthetic, or sodium nitrate?
01:24Thank you very much.
01:25No.
01:26Yeah, because that, that would fit with,
01:27with, um, with methamacognemia.
01:31Sorry, Brad.
01:42Sorry, Brad.
01:45Um, so, you need to, um, run a venous blood gas,
01:49then set up and be for a blue infusion, yeah?
01:51Okay.
01:52And, yeah, I'll be there as soon as I can.
01:54Thanks, then.
02:23Hey.
02:24Hey.
02:25Is it all that I've not called you back yet?
02:27No.
02:31Are you sure you're ready to go back?
02:33Oh, Ian, for the hundredth time, yes,
02:36I want to go back to work.
02:38Okay.
02:39Well, Pearl's going to be hungry.
02:41Do you want to feed her before you go?
02:42Uh, well, there's plenty of express milk in the fridge.
02:45Even more in the freezer.
02:48Come on, Faith, we need to talk.
02:50Ian, there's nothing to talk about, is there?
02:52I am fine, okay?
02:54This is what's best.
02:56For all of us.
03:09I'm sorry to pause you so early.
03:12We're right about the blood gas.
03:14Uh, 52%.
03:14Uh, sorry.
03:16Say that again.
03:17Uh, 52% blood gas.
03:19Uh, are you okay?
03:20Yeah, no, no, I'm fine, I'm fine.
03:22I'm fine.
03:22Sorry, um, I would repeat the blood gas, say, for, um, 30 minutes.
03:26Oh, come on.
03:26Keep an eye on the Met here, we're going to be leveled.
03:28You're very well.
03:29Look at me!
03:30Sorry, what was that?
03:31Nothing.
03:32I, I just said, thanks.
03:43Yeah, I'll...
03:44Dylan.
03:45Dylan.
03:46I saw you drinking.
03:51There's Mummy!
03:53Uh, take that mask off for me.
03:54Oh, it's back.
03:55Oh, you might as well leave me.
03:55I'm not, uh, entirely sure where your Mummy is, but I do know the other paramedics are
03:59looking after her, okay?
04:00What about Rio?
04:01He's little.
04:02He can't get out on his own.
04:03It's a really good job that Danny got you out, isn't it?
04:07I just saw the windows explode.
04:09Oh, you weren't, you weren't already inside?
04:10Well, I was just walking up to the house and then I heard Cara screaming.
04:13Very brave going in.
04:15Look, their mum split up with me about six months ago.
04:18It's been hard, isn't it, eh?
04:20Not seeing each other much.
04:22Look, she's going to be alright.
04:23Can you just help her keep my mask on?
04:24Is that alright?
04:25Cara, keep the mask off.
04:26Um, Cara, I'm going to, I'm going to give you a bit of pain relief.
04:29Hold on, I'm right here.
04:29I'm just going to go in the back here.
04:30Hey, look at me.
04:31You're going to be fine.
04:36I couldn't believe what I was seeing.
04:38Have you been drinking this entire time?
04:40No.
04:42I don't know what happened last night, but it's the first time I've had a drink in a very long
04:45time.
04:46A drink?
04:46Well, obviously it's more than just one drink.
04:48You were drunk.
04:49Yes, and now I'm hungover.
04:52Sorry to interrupt, your pre-alert's just arrived.
04:57It's not funny, you're an alcoholic.
05:00Yeah, I know.
05:01Should you even be awake?
05:03Oh, Murphy, come on.
05:03It's not as bad as that.
05:05Why did you do it?
05:06I mean, I've been sober for so long.
05:07I don't know, I don't know.
05:08Look, can we not make more of this than we need to, alright?
05:11I tell you what, there's a, there's a meeting tonight, alright?
05:13I will go to that, and I will sort myself out, alright?
05:15I promise.
05:18What have we got?
05:19Where's my daughter?
05:20This is our pre-alert from the fire.
05:22Where's my daughter?
05:23Where is she?
05:23We will find for you, Kelly.
05:24I can promise you that.
05:26Okay, reach on one, please.
05:28Nearly there.
05:29Nearly there.
05:31I'm gonna ask about my drinking, and, I mean, I can't lie.
05:35I just, I don't want to tell me to anyone else's case.
05:39No, just tell the truth.
05:41Look, I've got plenty of examples, both recent and historical,
05:44to prove that they were poisoning people.
05:46But mine's important, isn't it?
05:49Because Zack died.
05:50Yeah.
05:51Yeah.
05:52Yeah, Zack's case is important.
05:54And I will be there with all the information, right next to you.
05:57And the tissues as well.
06:03Right, I better get in.
06:05But you just give me a call if you need anything, okay?
06:07Right, I'll see you in a bit.
06:09Bye.
06:09All right.
06:13Hiya, Ian.
06:13Yeah.
06:14Diane's daughter should be sorting it now.
06:15Er, no.
06:16No, that's, that's not the way to survive at Joe Day.
06:18Why?
06:18What is it?
06:19Okay, look, there's, there's no easy way to say this, but the group have decided that
06:24they need somebody else to speak for them tomorrow night.
06:27Someone else?
06:28What?
06:28Yeah, someone.
06:31Someone with a bit more authority.
06:32Yeah, someone who will be taken seriously, you know.
06:35Why wouldn't I be taken seriously, Ian?
06:38Is it because I'm just a nurse, is that it?
06:39No.
06:40No.
06:43Look, he's out of my hands.
06:45Okay.
06:47But we still need the evidence that Goldcliffe knew though, so, can you send everything
06:51over as soon as you've got it?
06:53You all right with her?
06:55Yeah.
06:56Yeah, of course I am.
06:59You're going to be right, Colin.
07:01It's good.
07:01Pay four, please.
07:03Okay, this is Kelly 31.
07:05She and a sword trying to escape the first floor window when the roof fell on her.
07:09I've got a mixture of full and partial thickness.
07:11What are you doing here?
07:12What are you doing here?
07:15What are you doing here?
07:15I've been in the ambulance with her.
07:16Are you there?
07:18Yeah.
07:18Well, yeah, and it's a good job I was.
07:19That's true where we are.
07:21Yeah.
07:21Oh.
07:22Sir.
07:24Where's Sir?
07:24Is there someone else still in the booth?
07:26Er, who's she talking about?
07:27No idea.
07:28He was huge.
07:30You did this to me.
07:31She's crazy.
07:31Of course I didn't.
07:32I didn't.
07:33Why would I do this?
07:34Why would I put my kids in danger?
07:36Get him away from me.
07:37What is wrong with you?
07:38Why did you...
07:39Okay, er...
07:40Oh my God.
07:41It's all right.
07:42Just do not touch me.
07:42I'll be back in a minute, yeah?
07:44All right.
07:44Just do not touch me, eh?
07:45I'm not touching you, but you'll have to leave.
07:47I'll be back in a minute, car, yeah?
07:51Is your chest feeling...
07:53Is your chest feeling tighter and tighter?
08:12It's...
08:25Right.
08:25Right, okay.
08:26Yeah.
08:27Thanks.
08:31You okay?
08:33I'm fuming at Ian, you know.
08:35Right, what can I do?
08:36Come on.
08:37Nothing.
08:39I've just got to get on with it, haven't I?
08:44All right, well have a good day.
08:52Okay.
08:53Penny for your thoughts.
08:57I phoned Dylan for advice on a patient earlier, and he was spot on.
09:03Nice.
09:04Well played Dylan.
09:06Yeah.
09:07Yeah.
09:08Yeah.
09:08Am I sensing some nervousness about the Caesar presentation later?
09:13A little bit, but it's not the presentation.
09:15I think I know the content.
09:17It's just...
09:18Am I ready?
09:20Am I ready to be the one people call rather than the person calling, you know?
09:26Yeah.
09:27I'd call you.
09:29Every day.
09:34Right, so Mrs Cooper's waiting for a bed upstairs.
09:37Bed three and four needs scans of blood work.
09:40Bed one hasn't been seen at all, and we don't have a doctor.
09:43Yeah, that's about the size of it.
09:45Uh, this is Mick and Emily.
09:48They were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary with a hot air balloon ride.
09:52Oh!
09:53It crashed.
09:54That wasn't on the list.
09:56Uh, Emily has a major blood force trauma to the abdomen.
09:59But Mick has a head injury and sustained brief loss of consciousness, so they're both coming into recess three.
10:04Mm-hmm.
10:04Uh, um, actually, yep, here she is.
10:06Mrs Cooper's just coming out.
10:07So head into recess three, can you please?
10:10Faith, if it's your first day back, you're going to be okay with recess?
10:13Yeah.
10:13Yeah, I'll be fine.
10:14Sure?
10:15Yeah, I've got Siobhan.
10:17We'll manage.
10:18Like riding a bike, Faith.
10:22Listen, uh, spag bol and a nice red tonight.
10:25My treat for letting me stay.
10:26Yep.
10:27I dunno what I'm finishing.
10:28Don't get too excited.
10:30You're doing the washing up.
10:35Hi.
10:38Let's get started with you, then, shall we, Emily?
10:41First thing you need to know is that I'm dying.
10:44Hopefully not today.
10:47Ovarian cancer, stage three.
10:52Okay.
10:53Let's move you across, shall we?
10:58Well, that's bang out.
10:59You can't just chuck me out.
11:00My kids are in here.
11:01My son.
11:01I need to see my son.
11:02Yes, I understand that, sir.
11:04And if you ask at reception, the police will be around somewhere.
11:07Look, she could say what she likes.
11:09I would never hurt my kids.
11:12Excuse me.
11:13Excuse me.
11:14Listen, mate.
11:15Just stay away from your ex, alright?
11:17She obviously doesn't want you around.
11:25Hey, Matty.
11:26How was last night?
11:28Last night?
11:29Yeah, Dylan's speech.
11:30Was he happy you were there?
11:32Yeah, I didn't end up going, but, erm, I'll catch the highlights.
11:40I'm back.
11:41How are you doing?
11:43She's been so brave with all the treatment.
11:46I've asked Emily's oncologist for a note.
11:48OK, great.
11:49Can you eat JCT for me, please?
11:52Right, Emily.
11:53I definitely think you've broken some ribs, but we're going to do some scans to make sure
11:56there's nothing else going on.
11:57OK?
11:57She landed hard.
11:59Not fussing, will you?
12:00I got off lightly.
12:02Hi, let's see you got off lightly.
12:04Right, you keep sucking on that and I'll get that shoulder back in place.
12:07OK?
12:09Tell me what made you want to go up on a hot air balloon ride, especially in your condition,
12:14Emily.
12:14It's on our list.
12:15When I first got ill, we made a bucket list.
12:18Everything we'd do if the tomorrows were endless.
12:22OK, keep sucking on that.
12:23Just a wee bit more.
12:28OK.
12:31I know.
12:32I know.
12:32Well done.
12:33Well done, you.
12:34OK, how's that feel?
12:36Oh, it's better.
12:38Oh, it's much better.
12:39Can you wiggle your fingers for me, please?
12:42Still got much more to do.
12:44Um, climb the Eiffel Tower, trek to Petra.
12:50Oh, here's a new one.
12:52What's this?
12:53Eat a...
12:55What is it?
12:56Cronauts?
12:57Whatever that is.
12:59I think we could all do with one of them right now.
13:05OK.
13:05Right, let's get this thing on you.
13:07Oh.
13:10So, I'm estimating her weight at 60 kilos and 50% coverage.
13:14So, that is 12 litres of heart.
13:16That's six litres the first eight hours from the time of the accident.
13:20Car has gone to CT.
13:21Oh, great.
13:21Can you stay with us?
13:22We need to catheterise here and monitor urine output.
13:23Be careful.
13:25Sam.
13:26Sam.
13:28Sam.
13:28Sam.
13:30Sam.
13:31Struggling to breathe here.
13:32You need to intubate.
13:33So, let's have the protocol, please, and the fentanyl as quickly as we can.
13:37Drugs in?
13:38Yes.
13:43Hello.
13:46Yeah.
13:46OK, I can visualise the court.
13:48That's good.
13:48OK.
13:50One hour.
13:51An hour of burns?
13:52That's no good.
13:52We're in here.
13:53Let's check the end title.
13:54CO2, please, when we can.
13:55Let's have the blood results.
13:56We've got the latest blood gas results.
13:59I don't know how that CO2 is.
14:01OK.
14:02We've got it entitled.
14:06That's good.
14:07The acidosis isn't great.
14:08Can you take over here for me, Cam?
14:11I need to check those burns.
14:13I need to check those burns.
14:19Erm.
14:20OK.
14:20Let's pray to do the escharoscopy here, please.
14:26Up in there.
14:27Take a seat for me.
14:30Lovely.
14:32This is baby Arthur.
14:35Jessica, what's happened?
14:37Erm.
14:37If possible, can I have someone else treating him, please?
14:40Yeah.
14:41I'll take it from here.
14:50OK.
14:51Erm.
14:51Why don't you tell me what's going on?
14:52So, he's had a temperature for ages.
14:54And then last night it got really bad.
14:56And about an hour ago he just started seizing.
14:58All right.
14:58May I take a look?
14:59So beautiful.
15:01I'm just going to pop you on the bed.
15:03Can you stay asleep?
15:05Erm.
15:05How long did the seizure last?
15:08A minute maybe.
15:09I just, I didn't know what to do.
15:10No.
15:11You absolutely did the right thing bringing him in.
15:14Sometimes when babies get a fever, they find it hard to regulate their own body heat.
15:19And erm.
15:20And sometimes if they've got a virus, they get what's called a febrile seizure.
15:25Yeah.
15:26And that's probably what's happened.
15:27Oh, I'm sorry.
15:28I'm sorry.
15:29I'm sorry.
15:29I'm sorry.
15:29I'm going to pass him back to you.
15:33Erm.
15:33And I think what we're going to do now is take some bloods and erm, then we'll get a doctor
15:38to have a look.
15:39All right?
15:44Erm.
15:44Erm.
15:45I know this is really uncouth, but I feel like I need to tell you, Dr Masson's a really
15:50good doctor.
15:50Oh, I'm, I'm not saying otherwise.
15:55Why would he agree to go to coffee with me if he wasn't interested?
15:58I...
16:00We can't date our patients.
16:03If we did, I mean, he'd get totally struck off.
16:06I think he genuinely just cares for Arthur and you.
16:12I can't believe I was such an idiot.
16:15Dr Masson's a bit too nice for his own good, actually.
16:17I'll go find a doctor for you, all right?
16:27Ventilator pressures are at the limit, but her volumes are still low.
16:31Her constriction's getting worse.
16:32Yeah.
16:33Blood gas isn't improving either, so there we are.
16:36Right.
16:36Give you one of this.
16:38Erm.
16:38If you don't mind me asking, isn't this risky?
16:40Yeah.
16:40But we don't have any choices where we are, so...
16:43Let's get ready to make the incision.
16:44Yes.
16:45So, in at 45 degrees and then down to 30.
16:48Yeah.
16:48Through the subcutaneous fat.
16:49But don't go through into the musculature.
16:51Okay?
16:51We're not trying to hit the fascia plane.
16:55Ooh.
16:58You okay?
16:59Yeah, yeah.
17:00That's just a bit tough.
17:01I do, mate.
17:04Start something moving.
17:05All right.
17:06Give us a moment.
17:07If you want to, you can...
17:08You can use your finger to...
17:10Er...
17:12Set...
17:15Do you...
17:15Do you want me to...
17:17No.
17:18No, it's fine.
17:19Honestly, it's...
17:23Keep on going.
17:24How are you doing, your side?
17:26Nearly there.
17:27Yeah.
17:28Okay.
17:29There we go.
17:33Right.
17:33The chest expansion's...
17:34It improved, hasn't it?
17:36Yeah.
17:37And...
17:38The end title's much improved.
17:40Good.
17:40Well done, everyone.
17:41Sorry.
17:42Er...
17:42Can we get a hold of theatre, please?
17:44And, er...
17:44Let them know we've done the Escherotomy.
17:46Yeah, but...
17:46We don't need a new ETA.
17:49Sorry, give me five minutes.
17:51Just...
17:51Clean her up.
17:52I'll be back.
17:57Swimming Miss Dolphins was the first one we did up in Scotland.
17:59It was amazing.
18:01It was freezing, though.
18:02Yeah.
18:02I want to try and dine and dash, but...
18:04Emily thinks it's unfair to the restaurant owners.
18:08I don't know.
18:09You could try a chain restaurant.
18:11That's exactly what I said.
18:13Great minds, eh?
18:15Thanks.
18:16Come back.
18:18What's going on?
18:19Right?
18:20Find it hard to breathe?
18:21I guess.
18:22Yeah, do your chest hurt?
18:23Er...
18:23What's wrong?
18:24Is it a rib?
18:27Hey, Siobhan.
18:28I need you in here.
18:31Has she had her CT cells?
18:33Yeah, not yet.
18:34Just gonna drop you down a bit.
18:37It's just gonna feel a bit cold, Emily.
18:39What are you doing?
18:40I'm just gonna take a look at her chest.
18:42I'm gonna take a look at her lungs and her heart, okay?
18:44Her heart?
18:45What's wrong with her heart?
18:46We don't know yet.
18:47Right, we're just gonna have a look.
18:52Okay.
18:53Emily.
18:54Right, you do have a bit of food around your heart, do you mean, okay?
18:57It's called a pericardial effusion and it's a bit rare,
18:59so we're gonna go and get Dr Byron.
19:01He's gonna come and have a look.
19:03Now, it's a bit scary, but the best thing you can do is just stay completely calm.
19:06Okay, both of you.
19:08Come on in.
19:08I hear you.
19:09I'm here.
19:09I'm here.
19:10Okay now.
19:25What are you, these?
19:34Uh, my, my dad was an alcoholic.
19:37A real drink of it, you know.
19:40Like a beer monster.
19:42I hated him for that.
19:46Sorry, I didn't know.
19:48Well, I don't know what you're serious for.
19:52I could have gone with you.
19:54What?
19:54I could have done something.
19:55Well, with that, you couldn't have done anything.
19:57What could you have done?
19:58I don't know.
19:58I could have helped.
19:59I am your son.
20:00Well, I didn't want to be a dad.
20:04I knew I couldn't do it.
20:07I don't want your help.
20:08I don't want your help.
20:08I don't want your help.
20:09I'm not stupid, okay?
20:10I know what you're trying to do.
20:11Look at me.
20:13No, properly, properly, look at me.
20:15I am disgusting.
20:17Your mum was right.
20:18We've tried everything, haven't we?
20:20But I'm just, just a dead loss.
20:23So, thanks for these.
20:25You can leave me alone now.
20:34How'd it go with your dad last night?
20:36It was good.
20:37It was a stranger at first, obviously.
20:40Yeah, we got into it.
20:42I think I'm gonna stay in about a month or so.
20:45Come on.
20:47I'm happy for you, mate.
20:48Well done.
20:49Thanks, Mum.
20:53Wow.
20:55This is how the poor half live.
20:58Yeah?
21:08Hey.
21:09He's 38 degrees.
21:11It won't lift.
21:12Okay.
21:13Er, rewind for me.
21:14I was getting ready to go out.
21:16I thought he was getting ready for school.
21:19But I went into his room, and he was absolutely burning up.
21:24Wipe your feet.
21:25Don't worry about the doors.
21:27I'm airing the house.
21:30He can't get out of bed.
21:33Was he on the world last night?
21:35Well, you said he felt a bit rough, but I had no idea.
21:39His father's away with work.
21:41I suppose I should have gone in earlier, but he is 17, and I thought he had a study period.
21:47Does he have any medical history we should know about?
21:50No.
21:50He's always been very healthy.
21:52His name's Louis.
21:56Hiya, Louis.
21:57I'm Teddy.
21:58This is Jacob.
22:00Just gonna see what's going on with you, okay?
22:02How long have you been feeling ill?
22:04A few days.
22:05A few days?
22:06Why didn't you say something?
22:08I thought it was just a bug.
22:10Any shortness of breath?
22:12Any serious coughing fits?
22:14Any stinging in your wee?
22:15No.
22:20Sass 90, heart rate 110.
22:23Oh, any vomiting?
22:26Okay.
22:27I'll get the wheels.
22:28So you do think he needs to go in?
22:31Yeah.
22:32You don't think it was silly of me to ring?
22:33No.
22:34No, I'm afraid not.
22:35He's quite unwell.
22:36Huh.
22:37Your father thought you'd be faking it.
22:39No, he's definitely not faking it.
22:41I'm just gonna take a look at your chest.
22:43Timing's terrible.
22:44What with your A-level so soon.
22:46It's fine.
22:46I know it all.
22:47Stop stressing.
22:48He's going to Oxford.
22:50Same college as his father.
22:51Nice.
22:52Must be very proud.
22:55All right.
22:57I'm here, love.
22:58Doctor's coming.
22:59Hey, this could have been a good one from the list, couldn't it?
23:02Scare Mick half to death.
23:03Could you step back, please?
23:04Yeah.
23:05Dr. Byron is coming as quickly as he can.
23:07Okay.
23:08Well, I've called cardiothoracic, but no one's available.
23:11I mean, she's increasingly tacky.
23:12Her BP's still falling.
23:14She's tamping at it now.
23:15What are they doing?
23:16I promise she's in safe hands.
23:17Do you want to wait outside?
23:18But she's asleep.
23:18She's asleep.
23:19I have done one before, really.
23:20No, I don't want to go outside.
23:23The BP.
23:23Look, he'll be here soon.
23:25No one would blame you for waiting.
23:27Oh, come on.
23:28The infusion's getting worse.
23:29She's already paid arrest.
23:31We'll leave it any longer, she'll arrest.
23:32Do you know that?
23:36Your call.
23:41Right.
23:41We're going to do this.
23:42Ultrasound guided.
23:44You give the local.
23:47Let's lower the patient to 30 degrees.
23:57Okay.
23:58Over.
23:59Right.
24:00Okay.
24:01Between the zipist sternum and the left coastal margin.
24:06In at 40 degrees.
24:10Here we go.
24:13Lowering down to 20 degrees.
24:16In for the shoulder.
24:18No.
24:18Hovering down to 20 degrees.
24:19Oh.
24:19It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
24:22You keep that probe really still.
24:25There's the needle.
24:27I'm gonna try and aspirate, okay?
24:34It's okay.
24:37Nothing.
24:40All right, I'll go a wee bit further.
24:45Faith, ectopic on the monitor.
24:47Yep, just a wee bit too far. All right, everybody stay calm.
24:49What's happening?
24:50It's okay.
24:51I'll try again.
25:01There we go.
25:04There we go.
25:06Heart rate's coming back to normal.
25:08There we go.
25:10Okay, Mick.
25:11She's stable for now, but she's still gonna need major surgery, okay?
25:14So really gentle.
25:15Hello.
25:17Hello.
25:20That was incredible.
25:22You just did a pericardiocentesis first day back.
25:26You and his doctors, eh?
25:27I'm proud of you.
25:39There you are.
25:43Good job you can walk around again now, eh?
25:46Where's Rio?
25:47I wanna see him.
25:49He'll be down in a minute.
25:50Are you sure?
25:50Yes.
25:51I promise.
25:52It's gonna be down.
25:52It's great.
25:53It's a resource too, please.
25:54Yep.
25:56The roof collapsed on them.
25:57The flight service couldn't get them out.
26:01It's a resource too, please.
26:09The guy in there was the one that Kelly was shouting for.
26:11That was Samir.
26:13Couldn't get an ID on the daughter or the mother.
26:15Okay.
26:15Right.
26:16When you're ready, guys, let's bump her over.
26:18Yep.
26:18On three.
26:18One, two, three.
26:20There you go.
26:22Is she gonna be okay?
26:24Hi.
26:27Er...
26:28The doctors are looking after her right now.
26:31Do they live with you?
26:32Mum says she doesn't have enough money without them.
26:37Their country wasn't safe.
26:42What's her name?
26:43Leila.
26:45Can I go speak to her, please?
26:47Yeah.
26:47Yeah, of course.
26:52Hi.
26:54Hi.
26:55You all right?
26:57It's just...
26:57They were arresting someone when we were there.
27:00Obviously, someone in that street doesn't like migrants.
27:04Hi.
27:12I get that you don't want to tell your mum everything,
27:15but for us to help you, we need to know.
27:18So what is it?
27:19Is it drinking, drugs, vaping?
27:22All of the above, obviously.
27:25Erm...
27:26Have you been in any fights?
27:28Got any injuries?
27:30Something that an infection could have got into?
27:32Like...
27:33Wrong toenail.
27:36I'm gonna examine the rest of you.
27:37That's...
27:38You touch me and I'll make a complaint.
27:43It's embarrassing.
27:44She'll...
27:44Whatever it is, I'm sure your mum just wants to make sure you're all right.
27:50I've got your iPad and your books. I hope I got the right ones.
27:53So no time is wasted.
27:57Okay?
27:58Right, that's a new belt.
28:08I just thought you'd like to know that Kevin's being treated upstairs.
28:13Er...
28:14What about that Sammy?
28:16His family?
28:18Yeah, he's not allowed to watch out.
28:22I thought you didn't know him.
28:25I didn't do anything.
28:29Look, I might have laughed off about having some immigrant in my house and my kids,
28:33but I didn't realise they do, did I?
28:40No, I'm not a mind reader!
28:47Let's go.
29:01Eat a stick of rock in black.
29:04He's very enthusiastic about this list, isn't he?
29:07Yes.
29:09You're younger than me, but when I was a child, people did nothing a lot more.
29:15Now everything has to be so meaningful.
29:19How come social media gets to decide what's meaningful?
29:22Yeah.
29:23Hey, hey.
29:25I think we should plan something for when you get out of hospital.
29:29Mate, she's just about to have a major heart surgery.
29:32She's gonna need rest.
29:34No, no, no. She's tough as old boots.
29:36I'm not. I'm dying.
29:44I'm dying, Mick.
29:50I know.
29:52What would I do without you?
29:55Well, maybe you could do the list.
29:59Beats moping about, grieving me.
30:03But right now, assuming I survive this operation, I've got another, what, six months on this earth?
30:13Yes.
30:14I want to spend it sitting on our sofa, watching old films, being with you. That's all.
30:28Whatever you want.
30:30Oh, I'm so glad I got to spend my one precious time with you.
30:36So am I.
30:38And you are a very lucky one.
30:40No.
30:41No.
30:46This is Louis, 17.
30:48He's had a couple of days of feeling generally unwell.
30:51Sorry, guys.
30:52He has hypoxic, hypotensive, and his temperature is 38 degrees. There's no known source of infection, but he has refused
31:00examination of his legs.
31:01Louis, are you all right to move yourself across, mate?
31:04What?
31:04OK.
31:05All right.
31:06His heart rate is 120, BP's 98 over 60, he's got increased breasts.
31:10Sat's 93 on 15 litres, GCS 13.
31:13He's had a gram of IV paracetamol and 500 mils of saline.
31:16That's great.
31:17OK.
31:17Jodie, let's do a full examination when we can, please, and let's do the sepsis six.
31:24So, babies of Hartman's, please, 500 mils IV.
31:28Let's have blood gas, blood cultures, please, and tazosin 4.5 as soon as we can, please.
31:32Yes, yes.
31:33We are right to take Mum to the family room.
31:35Why?
31:37She can stay.
31:39OK.
31:40All right.
31:41No worries.
31:41Take care.
31:56OK.
31:56Well, that's the source of the infection, then, isn't it?
31:59Yeah.
31:59Yeah.
32:01Uh, yeah, we may see more deaths.
32:02So, let's, uh, let's get those cleaned up as soon as we can, please, and should we send
32:05a post sample to the lab?
32:07Yeah.
32:07You did this to yourself.
32:24Me?
32:25Yeah.
32:26Yes, you get so big and broke so much.
32:28I don't think I could show my face tomorrow, but good luck.
32:32Ah, thanks.
32:34Um, yeah.
32:40Uh, Rash?
32:45Doctor Massoon.
32:46Excuse me.
32:47Oh.
32:47Coming through.
32:50I'm sorry about earlier and just for everything.
32:54No.
32:55No.
32:55It...
32:55It was me.
32:57I'm...
32:57I'm sorry.
32:59I should never have given you the wrong impression.
33:01No, it's...
33:02It really was me.
33:04Baby hormones, doing it all on my own.
33:07I feel like I've spent more time here than I have at home with him.
33:10Yeah, I...
33:11I bet.
33:12Look, I...
33:12I know you were there when Laura's baby died.
33:15If you feel like you need to talk to someone...
33:20You...
33:21You could consider counselling or...
33:23Or...
33:23Or maybe a baby group.
33:25Maybe.
33:26Yeah.
33:27I will.
33:29You're a brilliant doctor.
33:35Doctor Massoon.
33:49What's the new part of your fancies going up in a hot air balloon?
33:53What, 80 days around the world?
33:55No thanks.
33:56You used to be so adventurous.
33:59Yeah.
34:00Speaking of things I do fancy.
34:01Mm-hmm.
34:03Periocardicentesis.
34:05Yeah, Siobhan's singing your praises.
34:07Aw, what's she?
34:08Bless her.
34:09Anyway.
34:11How are you?
34:13Generally.
34:17That was very loaded.
34:20Not you as well.
34:22I'm delighted to have you back.
34:24For me.
34:24Mm-hmm.
34:25Obviously.
34:26But, you know, if I recall your due date correctly...
34:30Pearl should still be...
34:33On the inside.
34:33Yes, you should.
34:35But I thought you of all people would get it.
34:36You're my best mate.
34:37You know me.
34:38You know, I'm not just a mum.
34:41I'm still me.
34:42My life can't revolve around having a child.
34:46Four of them, actually.
34:47Is that what this is about?
34:51Yeah, I...
34:52I do know you.
34:54And I know that you know that Reese's will be here whenever you decide to come back.
34:57But...
34:59I also know that all that first smile, first step stuff...
35:04I know that you love that stuff.
35:07And that you want to be there for that.
35:10Even if you're scared.
35:17I'm so good, aren't I?
35:19So wise.
35:21Right.
35:22Back to the word of broken hips and DIY injuries.
35:25Look, I'm dead.
35:26Yeah, I can't wait.
35:38You must think I'm a dreadful mother not knowing he was doing that.
35:41I... I try not to make a dreadful mother.
35:45We were so close when he was little.
35:50I should go and talk to him, shouldn't I?
35:51Well, I...
35:52I dare say that he would appreciate the opportunity to explain to you how he feels.
35:57You know, how he could come to do something like that.
36:09Oh, hey.
36:10Hi.
36:13You know, I just don't know what to do now.
36:15Like, Laura's expecting me to be there, but...
36:17I don't know.
36:18Do they ever really need me?
36:21Yeah, I'm so sorry, Jodie.
36:24What's the matter?
36:26Nothing.
36:29Rita.
36:31What's the matter?
36:36Jodie, I've been, erm...
36:39I've been diagnosed with alopecia.
36:40I've been diagnosed with alopecia.
36:42What?
36:46Erm...
36:46How bad is it?
37:12You alright?
37:13Yeah.
37:13Yeah, fine.
37:14Thanks.
37:22Uh, we've got a heart rate coming down.
37:23Blood pressure.
37:24Both heading in the right direction.
37:25So he's okay?
37:26He's gonna be okay?
37:28Well, well, I mean...
37:29We never make problems like that, but yeah, as I say, things...
37:32Heading in the right direction.
37:33I should let your father know he's been worried.
37:35Worried I might mess up my A-levels.
37:38Embarrassing.
37:43We're not monsters.
37:46But then...
37:47Why do I feel like I'm on a treadmill I can't get off?
37:51Like...
37:52You only care when I'm the best.
37:54When I make the choices that you want me to make.
37:56That's not true, Louis.
37:57We'd love you whatever.
38:00Oh, come here.
38:01Yeah.
38:06So I can forget about Oxford.
38:08Take a gap year, work out what I wanna do.
38:12We expect a lot of you.
38:14We'll take you to Dr. Mark.
38:16He'll help.
38:18Get me on your happy pills, you mean.
38:23We all have things we lean on.
38:25Things that help us get through the day.
38:28In the end, you'll see.
38:30Your father and I just want what's best for you.
38:35And there he is.
38:38Let's see if he's managed to get us out of this grotty hospital yet.
38:42Hi, darling.
38:43He's all right.
38:45Oh, it's ghastly.
38:46How are you getting on?
38:47I don't know why I bothered.
38:51Well, I...
38:51I think you've made a step forward.
38:54Ah, you know.
38:55She's had a shock.
38:56Give her time to try again.
38:57Really?
38:58Yeah, yeah.
38:59But don't leave it too late, because...
39:01We tend to harden, I think, as we get older.
39:05And no escaping it, I'm afraid.
39:14How long ago did it start?
39:16Aging ago.
39:17You know, when the CQC was here?
39:20Yeah.
39:21Yeah, and I thought it was stress, but...
39:24I got my diagnosis a couple of weeks ago.
39:27Oh, Rita.
39:29I'm so sorry that I've just been so busy that...
39:32you haven't been able to tell me.
39:34You know, in a weird way,
39:36it's actually better now that I know what it is.
39:39Hmm.
39:41And I'm getting used to the shedding.
39:45I hate hiding it from you.
39:47Yeah, well, you don't have to hide it from me now, do you?
39:50You never really had to hide it from me.
39:52I just feel so...
39:56exposed.
39:59I feel I'm feminine.
40:01Oh, I know.
40:02And I get it.
40:03I get it.
40:04I wasn't showing my hair, so why does it even matter?
40:06But it's mine.
40:08It's my hair.
40:10It's my body.
40:12Of course, I know.
40:13It's a part of me.
40:14And if I lose my eyebrows...
40:17If I lose my eyebrows, I'm not...
40:18Just calm down, calm down.
40:21OK, don't get ahead of yourself.
40:24Have you thought about treatment?
40:27Yeah.
40:30I...
40:30I've started injections.
40:33OK.
40:33But, you know, who knows if they're gonna work.
40:36It's worth a try, isn't it?
40:40Yeah.
40:41OK.
40:44Do you know what I think?
40:48I think that, hair or no hair,
40:52you, Rita Amman, are beautiful and sexy and super cool
40:57in a way that I could never be.
41:00You are, it's just not fair, to be honest.
41:04And, you know...
41:07I am just so sorry that I've been so distracted I didn't even notice.
41:11No.
41:13I'm so sorry that Ian's group made you do all that work
41:16and then got a man to take credit for it.
41:18Oh, I didn't say a man.
41:19Yeah.
41:21Look, anyway,
41:23you have to know that you're not alone.
41:25OK?
41:25You're not on your own.
41:26It's always now, right?
41:28Yeah.
41:29I promise.
41:30Come here.
41:35I love you.
41:36I love you.
41:37It's going to be OK.
41:39OK.
41:39I love you.
41:55Hey.
42:05Hey.
42:10Maybe, just maybe, you were right in there earlier.
42:15Aw, I knew.
42:17Bye.
42:19What's that all about?
42:20That's for me to know.
42:23Where did that go?
42:25It was good.
42:27I gave a full statement.
42:29Maury, Jack, everything.
42:32Good.
42:32That's great.
42:33I'm glad.
42:42Mattie, we're going for food if you want to come.
42:45Yeah, that sounds good.
42:46I'll see you outside.
42:47All right.
42:47See you in a bit.
42:49Did you manage to catch up with Dylan about his speech highlights?
42:51No, I haven't seen him.
42:53Guys, you're talking about Dylan.
42:54He's gone, actually.
42:55He wasn't feeling very well.
42:56Did his paperwork.
42:57Didn't really see him himself.
43:01What's going on?
43:02What do you mean?
43:03I mean, earlier, when I asked you about Dylan, you were being weird.
43:06Why didn't you go?
43:07You can't read me that well.
43:10Okay, I did go.
43:12And he was drinking.
43:16Drinking, drinking?
43:17Mm-hmm.
43:18Now, are you sure?
43:18Yes.
43:22Okay, we need to go find him.
43:23No, no, no.
43:24No, I'm not going anywhere near him.
43:25He made it pretty clear that he doesn't want anything to do with me,
43:27or he's got no space for me in his life.
43:30A message I've had a lot recently.
43:31Right, okay, Mattie.
43:32I get it.
43:34I will go and check on Dylan.
43:37He'll be fine.
43:37Promise.
43:45See you in a bit, Jacob.
43:48Hey, what are you still doing here?
43:51Uh, yeah, just some paperwork.
43:55What's the matter?
43:56Nothing.
43:57Again?
43:59You know, if you want to talk to someone, always say to listen, right?
44:07I've done something stupid.
44:10Okay, well, whatever it is, we can always find a solution.
44:17I've let myself...
44:21catch feelings, I think Indy would say, for someone.
44:28Now, why is that stupid?
44:30Because she's straight.
44:33Because she's my friend.
44:37Because she's in my house right now making me spaghetti bolognese.
44:44So, do go on.
44:48What's your solution for that?
45:00Ian?
45:02Ian?
45:10Me and Pearl are having a little trip to space, aren't we?
45:15Aren't we?
45:16Do you want me to get the rocket ship?
45:18Yes!
45:21How was work?
45:23Work was fine.
45:25I'm not.
45:27So you were right?
45:32We need to talk.
45:35Ever since that respiratory arrest, I've been scared that she's not safe with me.
45:45That I can't take care of her properly.
45:47I get that.
45:48It must be normal.
45:50Ian, we do CPR all the time at work and we're almost casual about it.
45:55But, see, when it's your own daughter, I thought I was watching her die and I was useless.
46:03I should have been there with you.
46:05No, you don't.
46:06You don't, because every time I shut my eyes, that's all I see.
46:09I see fingers doing compressions on that tiny wee chest.
46:15And so I didn't...
46:19I didn't go back to work because it's more important than her.
46:23I mean, because...
46:25Because the more time I spend with her, the more I love her.
46:29Even what if something bad happens to her?
46:32It won't.
46:34Ian.
46:35It won't.
46:36It won't.
46:36You don't know that.
46:36It won't.
46:39It won't.
46:39All right.
46:39Well, it might.
46:42But...
46:42That's what loving someone is, isn't it?
46:46Anyone.
46:47You put your heart on the line.
46:48Yeah.
46:55It was way too soon to go back to work.
46:58Whatever you want, we will make it work.
47:01Okay.
47:06Look, look at this.
47:08Look what your daddy did.
47:13You're such a brilliant dad.
47:17You're a brilliant mum.
47:18Oh, not to her, I'm not.
47:22You will be.
47:24You just need to let yourself...
47:29Do you think somebody might be hungry?
47:32Sounds like it, isn't it?
47:33Are you somebody hungry?
47:36I'll make you a cup of tea.
47:37Oh, yeah, please.
47:39I know, I know, I know, I know.
47:41Oh, baby.
47:44Mum's home now.
47:45Mum is home.
47:52Mum is home.
47:53Dylan!
47:55Dylan, it's Stevie!
47:58Dylan, if you're in there, I know we're not exactly friends right now.
48:01You don't want to talk to me, but I just want to know you're okay.
48:05Sorry, love.
48:06We left in a hurry.
48:07Nick, you seem pretty wound up.
48:08Right, thank you.
48:10Thanks, Alex.
48:11I've got sick of mine.
48:13Think of him.
48:27You didn't need any ideas.
48:28I've got sick of mine.
48:29I've got sick of mine.
48:29But, you know what you need for us?
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