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After I Left, The Mafia Heir Lost It New engsub fullfilm🍿🍿
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00:05your mom was someone's whore so what does that make you
00:12Dante what are you saying it's in your blood baby being a mistress that's what you were born for
00:21from now on you're my mistress Scarlet Marchetti a Marchetti you know what that name means
00:28I'm marrying her your mother knew the man had a wife still crawled into his bed she could do it
00:39why
00:40can't you I was quiet for a long time my mother and I are different I will never be anyone's
00:52mistress then we're done fine done I've only ever made one vow I'd die before I turned into my mother
01:05Dante didn't know that don't be stupid you walk out that door what have you got I'm the only reason
01:15nobody's touched you your mom jumped off your father never even gave you his name
01:25he saw me climb took it as a win his thumb wiped under my eye look at you one word
01:34about ending this and
01:35you fall apart if I really cut you loose one day you think you'd make it don't test me
01:43Elena staying by my side that's your only way out he took my silence as surrender and the engine turned
01:52over oh almost forgot you sit in the back now Scarlet says this seats hers I gave her my word
02:03you know me I don't go back on what I say I promise to take care of you for life
02:08even if I marry someone
02:10else that still stands bet you didn't know three days from now I'm marrying her took me six months to
02:22get her to say yes she's not like you can't just sweet talk her into anything she told me she's
02:29a red rose
02:30you love her you bleed on the thorns Dante was lost in his little love story and I actually felt
02:35the
02:36thorn go in sharp real right through my palm my hand had pressed into an earring left on the seat
02:41the thin needle tip broke my skin what the hell did you do for a split second I thought he
02:48was worried
02:48about me that's Scarlet's earring she's a serious germaphobe if she finds out her favorite piece got
02:56dirty you don't want to know what happened so my blood was dirty to him my head was spinning from
03:01the pain I just looked at him for a long time long enough that he finally squeezed out something that
03:07almost looked like guilt forget it don't touch your things again I sat there didn't move he finished
03:16wiping the earring wrapped it in a clean tissue and placed it gently in the glove compartment
03:23you still sitting there I told you to get in the back no need I'll walk suit yourself I've got
03:30a
03:30family event tonight anyway gotta take Scarlet to pick out a dress head home on your own he didn't
03:37care that it was pouring outside didn't even leave me an umbrella I stood on the side of the road
03:43soaked through people passing by looked at me like I'd lost my mind there was one thing Dante got wrong
03:51I didn't need him to protect me three seconds the reply came back
03:58the thing about my mom being a mistress it didn't come out one day like some big reveal
04:03in this circle there are no secrets she was Enzo Farhani's mistress that's what everyone said
04:09Farhani was the Moretti family's conciate while his wife was pregnant he had my mother on the side
04:15when his wife and baby didn't make it everyone said my mom drove them to their deaths my mom jumped
04:21off the roof when I was 10 after she died Farhani never came for me it was some elder in
04:26the family
04:27who couldn't stomach it stuck me in St. Anna's a roof over my head but no name no status from
04:33the
04:33first day I walked through those doors I was one thing and one thing only the thing that whore left
04:38behind the family kids at St. Ann's kept it subtle they wouldn't touch me drop their voices when I
04:45passed in the hallway look Farhani's bastard the wives were the ones who got physical
04:52Mrs. Conti Sal Conti's wife when she talked the other wives listened stay standing your mother was
05:01on her knees serving someone else's husband and never complained a whore's daughter will always
05:08be a whore I knew my mom was guilty I didn't think I was innocent either I never fought back
05:14let them
05:15take it out on me that went on for years until Dante stepped in who says a whore's daughter has
05:23to end
05:23up a whore what does your daughter do my daughter works in investment banking and you before you
05:31married Sal Conti where were you she was tending bar before she married him see your daughter turned
05:41out nothing like you after that he brought light into my life and now here I was standing in the
05:49pouring
05:50rain trying to make sense of it how did the man who saved me become the one destroying me I
05:56wiped the
05:57rain off my face barely able to see where I was going and then everything was black I passed out
06:07when I woke up it was already dark I was lying on a bed in the ER a thin blanket
06:13over me a blood
06:15pressure monitor clipped to my wrist blood pressure's too low don't go anywhere tonight
06:20okay the second I said it my phone rang Dante I stared at the screen for a long time picked
06:27up
06:28anyway Scarlett's dress got ruined go get the starry dime and bring it to me she needs a change
06:34starry night the gown Dante had custom made for me meant for our wedding reception now he wanted me to
06:40hand it over to another woman his woman it didn't matter anymore Dante I'm in the ER the ER cut
06:48the act
06:48don't pull this shit with me right now I didn't bother arguing call it repaying a debt for the time
06:58he
06:58once saved me I walked back out into the storm picked up the dress and brought it all the way
07:03to the venue
07:04on the phone Dante said Scarlett's waiting for you at the door she wants to say thank you in person
07:09be good don't make a scene but what Scarlett gave me wasn't a thank you it was a slap no
07:15warning
07:16the hits spun me halfway around Elena if you didn't want to do it you could have just said so
07:21why throw the dress on the ground I didn't even understand what she was playing at but Dante did
07:28and he decided to play along Dante maybe we shouldn't force Elena to do things she doesn't want to do
07:35have I been too easy on you apologize to Scarlett now Dante I hope you don't live to regret this
07:46I'm sorry Scarlett I shouldn't have dropped your dress
07:51that didn't sound very sincere try harder then what do you want from me
07:58I won't be anyone's mistress Dante and I are done I pulled off the ring right in front of her
08:04the one Dante had made for our wedding take it back you and me it's over Dante's body went still
08:12he didn't reach for it I threw it at him it hit the floor with a sharp clean sound
08:18you wanna go Scarlett grabbed the back of my neck and shoved me through the doors into the hall
08:25upstairs like dragging a prisoner come look at this a woman begging to be someone's mistress
08:34isn't that Dante's girl
08:38not anymore I'm with Scarlett Martetti now
08:45what did I tell you a whore's daughter always ends up a whore and you used to stick up for
08:50her
08:51Dante right dirty whore Dante would never want a woman like that
09:00baby's right it went through me like a knife I was to say something a glass of red wine hit
09:06me full in
09:07the face I couldn't breathe a mistress's spawn belongs where a mistress belongs who gave you
09:15the nerve to sit at the real table more of them closed in one of them grabbed my jaw
09:23forced my mouth open poured wine straight down my throat die or I was thrown to the ground slaps and
09:34my heels came down at me the thing I feared most had finally come before my mom died this is
09:40what
09:40happened to her surrounded beaten cursed stomped on she couldn't take it climb to the rooftop and jump
09:46that's why I cut things off with Dante because I was terrified of this exact moment and it came
09:51anyway Dante why is it that the man who pulled me out of the dark is the same man who
09:56threw me back in
09:57I went crazy ripping free from the crowd crashing into the hallway throwing myself at the stairs running
10:04all the way up to the roof he must have thought of my mother Dante's face changed
10:18but I didn't jump like my mom did one step one time onto the rope ladder hanging from a helicopter
10:29I'm sorry Scarlet I shouldn't have dropped your dress
10:34that didn't sound very sincere try harder then what do you want from me I won't be anyone's mistress
10:43Dante and I are done I pulled off the ring right in front of her the one Dante had made
10:49for our wedding
10:50take it back you and me it's over Dante's body went still he didn't reach for it I threw it
10:58at him
10:58it hit the floor with a sharp clean sound you wanna go Carlet grabbed the back of my neck and
11:06shoved me
11:07through the doors into the hall upstairs like dragging a prisoner come look at this a woman begging to be
11:15someone's mistress isn't that Dante's girl not anymore I'm with Scarlet Martetti now
11:28what did I tell you a whore's daughter always ends up a whore and you used to stick up for
11:34her Dante
11:36right dirty whore Dante would never want a woman like that
11:43baby's right
11:44it went through me like a knife I was to say something a glass of red wine hit me full
11:50in the face
11:50I couldn't breathe
11:53a mistress's spawn belongs where a mistress belongs who gave you the nerve to sit at the real table
12:00more of them closed in
12:04one of them grabbed my jaw forced my mouth open poured wine straight down my throat
12:11die
12:14I was thrown to the ground slaps and heels came down at me
12:19the thing I feared most had finally come before my mom died this is what happened to her
12:24surrounded beaten cursed stomped on she couldn't take it climb to the rooftop and jump
12:29that's why I cut things off with Dante because I was terrified of this exact moment and it came anyway
12:35Dante why is it that the man who pulled me out of the dark is the same man who threw
12:39me back in
12:40I went crazy ripping free from the crowd crashing into the hallway throwing myself at the stairs
12:47running all the way up to the roof he must have thought of my mother Dante's face changed
13:01but I didn't jump like my mom did
13:03and came up one step at a time onto the rope ladder hanging from a helicopter
13:12the helicopter came early
13:14my aunt Lydia she started from nothing in Monte Carlo
13:18built herself up to the point where even the old family dons think twice when they hear her name
13:25last week she reached out
13:26asked if I wanted to leave this hellhole and go with her
13:30I said no because I couldn't let go of Dante
13:34looking back now
13:35what a fucking joke
13:37I was so tired I passed out on the plane
13:40I was lying in a clean bed
13:42buried under a thick comforter
13:45the room smelled like disinfectant
13:51I knew I was in bad shape
13:53body and mind both broken
13:55Lydia was sitting by the bed
13:57sons of bitches
14:01then she turned to me
14:02her voice dropping soft
14:04it's over
14:05I got you the best doctors
14:08everything's gonna be okay
14:11drink
14:11you're safe now
14:17Dante watched me climb the rope ladder
14:19frozen
14:19then suddenly
14:20he bolted forward chasing after me
14:23why are you going after her
14:24that kind of woman
14:26just let her go
14:29what kind of woman
14:31the kind who likes being someone's mistress
14:35she was never anyone's mistress
14:38we forced her into that
14:41and even then
14:43she didn't take it
14:45you're yelling at me
14:46over her
14:50do you still love her
14:51yes
14:53I still love her
14:54I always have
14:56then what about me
14:57what am I
14:59you're the biggest mistake I ever made
15:01I finally get it
15:03why you wanted to be with me
15:04why you had to turn her into a mistress
15:06because you get off on crushing people
15:08you need it
15:09that's not true
15:12Dante took a folded document from his bodyguard
15:15threw it in her face
15:19back in high school
15:21Scarlett had singled out a classmate
15:23and turned the whole school against her
15:25the girl hadn't done a single thing wrong
15:27Scarlett pinned it on her anyway
15:29and it was enough for Scarlett to destroy her life
15:32she enjoys that
15:33while we're at it
15:35are you even a real Marchetti
15:42you came after me because of Elena
15:45from the very start
15:49the next day he started tracking down the helicopter
15:52nothing
15:54he pulled every string he had
15:56not a single useful lead
15:58Lydia had wiped the trail clean
16:00like Elena had never existed
16:02three full years
16:03not a word
16:04we have a contract Dante
16:06you don't get to walk away
16:08just because you feel like it
16:11you know what happens
16:12when you break a deal
16:13I had a contract with Elena too
16:17the wedding was a week out
16:21the one on the ground
16:22that was my promise
16:23she went door to door
16:25every family's wife
16:26every woman who mattered
16:28Scarlett showed up
16:29with tears in her eyes
16:31playing the victim
16:37a few families bought it
16:38started pulling away from the moretties on business
16:42Dante did explain
16:44didn't defend himself
16:49he waited three months
16:50let Scarlett put on her little show
16:59he waited three months
17:00let Scarlett put on her little show
17:07then at a joint family dinner
17:08he laid it all out on the table
17:10in front of everyone
17:12Scarlett's real background
17:14her history of bullying
17:15her real reason for getting close to Dante
17:18her fake connection to the Marchetti family
17:21all of it
17:22page by page
17:24dead silence
17:25and then something interesting happened
17:28history repeated itself
17:30years ago
17:31Ferrante threw Elena's mother under the bus
17:34to save his own skin
17:35now it was Scarlett's turn to be stripped bare
17:38her mother was someone's mistress too
17:41and she herself was just another illegitimate kid
17:44the father threw away
17:46the circle turned on her overnight
17:48the same wives who had stood with Scarlett
17:51who had helped her humiliate Elena
17:53turned around and did the exact same thing to Scarlett
17:57she became a joke
17:59fraud
18:00fake
18:01Scarlett's ending was the same as Elena's mother's
18:04she jumped off the roof
18:06Scarlett's ending didn't bring Dante any relief
18:09Scarlett had her sins
18:12but his were no lighter
18:13he wanted to make things right
18:16but where was Elena?
18:20he wanted to make things right
18:22but where was Elena?
18:24he searched damn near the whole globe
18:26but Elena had vanished
18:28like she'd been erased from the face of the earth
18:31just when he was about to give up
18:33someone said they might have seen her in Paris
18:36he rushed to Paris
18:38then someone said Berlin
18:39he chased it to Berlin
18:42the trail went cold
18:43eight full years
18:44that's how long it took before he finally spotted her
18:47on the street in London
18:48but she was walking hand in hand with another man
18:51that should have been him
18:55his voice was so rough he barely recognized it himself
19:00Elena
19:01I didn't recognize him at first
19:02because he looked nothing like the man in front of me
19:04the man in front of me was wrapped in a black overcoat
19:06she pulled his jetty out
19:07worn down
19:08used up
19:09it's been a long time Mr. Moretz
19:14can we talk?
19:15I looked at my husband Julian
19:17he nodded
19:22we found a small cafe on the corner and sat down
19:37after you left Scarla and I were done pretty quick
19:42I looked for you
19:43eight years
19:47Elena I'm sorry
19:51he wanted to make things right
19:53but where was Elena?
19:54he searched damn near the whole globe
19:57but Elena had vanished
19:59like she'd been erased from the face of the earth
20:02just when he was about to give up
20:04someone said they might have seen her in Paris
20:06he rushed to Paris
20:08then someone said
20:09Berlin
20:11he chased it to Berlin
20:12the trail went cold
20:14eight full years
20:15that's how long it took before he finally spotted her
20:18on the street in London
20:19but she was walking hand in hand with another man
20:22that should have been him
20:25his voice was so rough he barely recognized it himself
20:30Elena
20:31Elena
20:31I didn't recognize him at first
20:33because he looked nothing like the man in front of me
20:35the man in front of me was wrapped in a black overcoat
20:37the cheekbones jutting out
20:38worn down
20:39eased up
20:39it's been a long time Mr. Moretz
20:44can we talk?
20:46I looked at my husband Julian
20:47he nodded
20:52we found a small cafe on the corner and sat down
21:08after you left Scarla and I were done pretty quick
21:13I looked for you
21:14eight years
21:17Elena I'm sorry
21:22after you left Scarla and I were done pretty quick
21:27I looked for you
21:28eight years
21:32Elena I'm sorry
21:35it's in the past
21:37ancient history Mr. Moretti
21:39don't lose sleep over it
21:41something about my tone
21:42or maybe it was the name
21:44set him off
21:44he got agitated
21:45in the past?
21:47this is the only love I've ever
21:49I couldn't help it
21:50I laughed
21:51so that's what he calls love
21:53interesting
21:55Mr. Moretti if there's nothing else I need to go
21:58Julian's waiting for me outside
22:00don't go
22:01have you been okay
22:02all these years?
22:06as you can see
22:07Julie and I are doing just fine
22:09I'd rather be back with Julian
22:11than sitting here listening to this
22:13we'd only been apart a few minutes
22:15and I already missed him
22:16I'm not
22:17so I kept glancing out the window
22:19Dante noticed
22:21every time my eyes drifted outside
22:23his face got a little darker
22:28and he'd rush to say something
22:29to hold me back
22:30do you live in London?
22:33no
22:34where then?
22:35can you tell me?
22:37no
22:40how long are you staying?
22:42will I see you again?
22:43I don't know
22:48Dante finally stopped holding me back
22:52go
22:53go find your husband
22:56I hope we meet again
22:57I let out a breath
22:59stood up
22:59he called after me
23:01Elena
23:03hmm?
23:06I never loved Scarlet
23:08she fooled me
23:09that's all it was
23:11I didn't react
23:12just nodded
23:13turned and started walking
23:14as I passed him
23:15he spoke again
23:16can you call me Dante?
23:18just once
23:19I didn't
23:20I'm someone else's wife now
23:22he just stood there
23:23a long time passed
23:24before he said quietly
23:26then can I call you baby?
23:28one last time
23:29that's your business
23:31nothing to do with me
23:33I was almost at the door
23:34when it came
23:35loud
23:36almost a shout
23:36from behind me
23:37baby!
23:40I turned my head
23:41Dante was standing
23:42at the entrance of the cafe
23:43tears streaming down his face
23:45I really miss you
23:46if I could do it over
23:48I wouldn't do that to you
23:49I gave him a small smile
23:51didn't stop
23:52walked out
23:53Julian was right there
23:54he took my hand
23:55the second I stepped outside
23:57fingers laced
23:58same as before
23:59we walked back down
24:01the same street
24:01where we'd run into Dante
24:03London was still wet
24:04but the rain inside me
24:06had stopped
24:06we stayed in London
24:08for a month
24:08we didn't learn
24:09it was Dante again
24:10didn't hear a thing
24:11about him
24:12then
24:12the day before
24:13we were set to leave
24:14the news hit
24:15two weeks ago
24:16a man had spent
24:17the last of his savings
24:19buying a small cafe
24:20on the corner of
24:21Carnaby Street
24:21last night
24:22he died there
24:23Dante
24:23I knew it instantly
24:25every drop of blood
24:26in my body went cold
24:29we rushed to the cafe together
24:31and it was Dante
24:32just as I'd feared
24:34the scene was still taped off
24:36the body had already been taken away
24:38we waited a week
24:40the autopsy came back
24:41cause of death
24:43chronic alcoholism
24:44late stage stomach cancer
24:46my legs almost gave out
24:48his stomach was always bad
24:50when we were together
24:51I made sure he took his pills
24:52never let him drink
24:54on an empty stomach
24:55all these years
24:56on his own
24:57he probably didn't bother
24:59with any of it
24:59he had no one in London
25:01cut ties with the family
25:03years ago
25:04there wasn't even
25:05anyone to notify
25:06Julian and I
25:07handled the funeral arrangements
25:09going through
25:10what he left behind
25:11I found a journal
25:12he left it for me
25:14every page was filled
25:15years of searching for me
25:17all over the world
25:18far more detailed
25:19than what he told me
25:20in person
25:21he wrote
25:22after the last time
25:23I saw her
25:24I kept telling myself
25:25she's doing fine
25:26I shouldn't bother her
25:27but I can't help it
25:28especially that man
25:30the one she calls Julian
25:31I wanted to kill him
25:33but I knew I couldn't
25:34it would hurt her
25:35day 18
25:36since I saw Elena again
25:38and lost her again
25:39I miss her
25:41more than yesterday
25:42I can't stop it
25:43I just want to hold her
25:44this ring
25:45I picked it up
25:46off the floor that night
25:48if I'm gone
25:49and you're still in London
25:50take it with you
25:52the journal
25:53ended there
25:56Julian and I
25:57held a small funeral
25:58for Dante
25:59as friends
26:00nothing more
26:01no family
26:02no guests
26:03just the two of us
26:05and a local priest
26:06the headstone
26:07was simple
26:08just his name
26:09and the years
26:10he lived
26:10I placed the journal
26:12and the ring
26:13together
26:13at the base
26:14of the stone
26:16Dante
26:16I said softly
26:18voice steady
26:20it's over
26:21rest now
26:22I don't hate you
26:23and I don't forgive you
26:25we owe each other nothing
26:28I'm going to live well
26:29safe
26:30whole
26:31happy
26:32that's what you owed me
26:34and it's what I built
26:35for myself
26:37I stood there
26:38for a long time
26:39then I reached out
26:41and touched the cold stone
26:42at my fingertips
26:43not saying goodbye
26:45to a lover
26:45saying goodbye
26:46to a heavy past
26:47to the girl
26:49I used to be
26:49small
26:50helpless
26:51trampled under everyone's feet
26:53Julian's arm came around
26:54my shoulders
26:55let's go
26:56let's go home
26:57I nodded
26:58turned around
26:59walked away
27:00this time
27:01I didn't look back
27:02later Julian had the ring
27:05made into a necklace
27:06wear it
27:07I'm not going to be jealous
27:09of a dead man
27:12but I didn't put it on
27:13I locked it in a drawer
27:15that was the end of it
27:16everything between me
27:17and Dante
27:18all the love
27:19all the damage
27:20finished
27:21I didn't need him
27:22watching over me
27:23not in any form
27:24I never did
27:27after the funeral
27:28I got sick
27:29nothing serious
27:31just drained
27:32no energy
27:33sleeping all the time
27:34low fever
27:35on and off
27:35Julian insisted
27:37on taking me
27:38to a doctor
27:39they couldn't find
27:40anything wrong
27:41but I knew
27:42what it was
27:42some kind of withdrawal
27:44like when you finally
27:45set down something
27:46you've been carrying
27:47your whole life
27:47and your body
27:48doesn't know
27:49what to do without
27:49Julian took time
27:50off work
27:51stayed home with me
27:52every day
27:53he never asked
27:54what's wrong
27:55just stayed close
27:56made me pasta
27:57pulled the blanket
27:59over me
27:59held my hand
28:00while I slept
28:01I woke up
28:02half conscious
28:02and heard him
28:03on the balcony
28:04yes
28:05her mood is stable
28:06just a bit tired
28:07don't worry
28:07I'll take care of her
28:08yes
28:09for now
28:09don't let her
28:10come into contact
28:11with anything
28:11related to that side
28:13six months after
28:14Dante died
28:15someone tracked me down
28:17Mr. Moretti
28:18left a will
28:19the cafe on
28:20Carnabut Street
28:21is yours
28:23it was his last wish
28:27I won't accept it
28:29his last wish
28:30was for me
28:30to be happy
28:31and my happiness
28:32happiness now
28:32has nothing
28:33to do with him
28:35sell the cafe
28:36donate the money
28:37to girls
28:38who have nowhere
28:38to go
28:38after being bullied
28:42this is our decision
28:43thank you for coming
28:44all this way
28:49after the man left
28:51Julian came back
28:51and found me staring
28:52at nothing on the couch
28:53he sat down next to me
28:54arm around my shoulders
28:56reluctant?
28:57no
28:57I just suddenly feel
28:59that world
29:00is so far away
29:04after the funeral
29:05I got sick
29:06nothing serious
29:08just drained
29:09no energy
29:10sleeping all the time
29:11low fever
29:12on and off
29:13Julian insisted
29:15on taking me
29:15to a doctor
29:16they couldn't find
29:17anything wrong
29:18but I knew
29:19what it was
29:20some kind of withdrawal
29:21like when you
29:22finally set down
29:23something you've been
29:24carrying your whole life
29:25and your body
29:26doesn't know
29:26what to do without him
29:27Julian took time off work
29:28stayed home with me
29:30every day
29:30he never asked
29:32what's wrong
29:32just stayed close
29:34made me pasta
29:35pulled the blanket
29:36over me
29:37helped my hand
29:38while I slept
29:38I woke up half conscious
29:40and heard him
29:41on the balcony
29:41yes her mood is stable
29:43just a bit tired
29:44don't worry
29:45I'll take care of her
29:46yes for now
29:47don't let her come
29:48into contact
29:48with anything related
29:49to that side
29:51six months after
29:52Dante died
29:52someone tracked me down
29:54Mr. Moretti
29:55left a will
29:56the cafe on
29:58Carnabut Street
29:58is yours
30:00it was his last wish
30:04I won't accept it
30:06his last wish
30:07was for me to be happy
30:08and my happiness
30:09now has nothing
30:10to do with him
30:12sell the cafe
30:13donate the money
30:14to girls who have
30:15nowhere to go
30:16after being bullied
30:19this is our decision
30:21thank you for coming
30:22all this way
30:27after the man left
30:28Julian came back
30:29and found me staring
30:30at nothing on the couch
30:31he sat down next to me
30:32arm around my shoulders
30:33reluctant?
30:34no
30:35I just suddenly feel
30:37that world
30:37is so far away
30:42after Dante died
30:43I never thought about
30:44the name Scarlett
30:45again
30:46but the world
30:47is small
30:48one year
30:49I was in Rome
30:49on business
30:50walked past
30:52a community
30:53rehabilitation center
30:54there was a woman
30:55out front
30:56gray hair
30:57face aged
30:58beyond her
30:59a nurse pushing her
31:00letting her
31:01get some sun
31:02Miss Marcelli
31:03time to go back
31:04Scarlett
31:06she seemed to hear
31:07something in the air
31:08lifted her head slowly
31:10completely without warning
31:11she was thin
31:13unrecognizably so
31:14deep exhaustion
31:16behind her eyes
31:17numb
31:18I stood there
31:19took me a while
31:20to come back to myself
31:22Carm is a bitch
31:23she didn't escape it either
31:25Dante's journal
31:26had mentioned it
31:28don't push me
31:29don't push me
31:30I did nothing wrong
31:31ended up the same
31:33as my mother
31:33jumped off her roof
31:35she didn't die
31:36broke her spine
31:37spent the rest of her life
31:39in that chair
31:39I didn't feel satisfaction
31:42didn't feel pity either
31:43just calm
31:44not the cold kind
31:46not the kind
31:47where you pretend
31:48you didn't see
31:50it was a late autumn afternoon
31:52Lydia once asked me
31:54do you hate your mother?
31:56I thought about it
31:58for a long time
31:58I hated her
32:00when I was a child
32:01hated her
32:01for what she did
32:02hated her
32:03for making me live
32:04under those insults
32:05also hated her
32:06for leaving too early
32:07abandoning me alone
32:08in this world
32:09Aunt Lydia listened
32:10didn't interrupt
32:11but later
32:13I stopped hating
32:15she made a mistake
32:16and paid with her life
32:19Elena
32:20you know
32:21your mother called me
32:22before she died
32:25she said
32:26she regretted it deeply
32:27that the she wronged
32:28most in her life
32:29was you
32:31she asked me
32:32if possible
32:33to find you
32:34and take care of you
32:35for her
32:35I kept my head down
32:36didn't say anything
32:38Aunt Lydia took my hand
32:40I think you should know this
32:43and in that last phone call
32:45she was a decent mother
32:47I started to cry
32:50after a long while
32:51I got up
32:51and put my arms around her
32:53she gave birth to me
32:55you saved me
32:57silly girl
32:58I just sent a helicopter
33:00you climbed up yourself
33:02we both laughed
33:03yeah
33:04yeah
33:04yeah
33:04she actually