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00:05your mom was someone's whore so what does that make you
00:12dante what are you saying it's in your blood baby being a mistress
00:18that's what you were born for from now on you're my mistress
00:24scarlet marchetti a marchetti you know what that name means
00:28i'm marrying her then what am i your mother knew the man had a wife
00:35still crawled into his bed she could do it why can't you
00:46i was quiet for a long time my mother and i are different
00:50i will never be anyone's mistress
00:55then we're done
00:58fine
00:59done
01:00i've only ever made one vow i'd die before i turned into my mother dante didn't know that
01:09don't be stupid you walk out that door what have you got
01:14i'm the only reason nobody's touched you
01:17your mom jumped off
01:19your father never even gave you his name
01:25he saw me crying took it as a win
01:28his thumb wiped under my eye
01:32look at you one word about ending this and you fall apart
01:37if i really cut you loose one day you think you'd make it
01:42don't test me lena
01:45stay by my side
01:46that's your only way out
01:49he took my silence and surrendered and the engine turned over halfway
01:55oh almost forgot
01:57you sit in the back now
01:58scarlet says this seat's hers
02:01i gave her my word
02:03you know me
02:04i don't go back on what i say
02:06i promise to take care of you for life even if i marry someone else that still stands
02:15bet you didn't know three days from now i'm marrying her
02:21took me six months to get her to say yes
02:24she's not like you
02:26can't just sweet talk her into anything
02:28she told me she's a red rose
02:30you love her you bleed on the thorns
02:32dante was lost in his little love story
02:35and i actually felt the thorn go in
02:36sharp reel right through my palm
02:38my hand had pressed into an earring left on the seat
02:41the thin needle tip broke my skin
02:44what the hell did you do
02:46for a split second i thought he was worried about me
02:51that's scarlet's earring
02:52she's a serious germaphobe
02:54if she finds out her favorite piece got dirty
02:56you don't want to know what happened
02:58so my blood was dirty to him
03:00my head was spinning from the pain
03:02i just looked at him
03:03for a long time long enough that he finally squeezed out something that almost looked like guilt
03:08forget it
03:09don't touch your things again
03:11i sat there
03:12didn't move
03:15he finished wiping the earring
03:17wrapped it in a clean tissue
03:19and placed it gently in the glove compartment
03:23you still sitting there
03:24i told you to get in the back
03:26no need
03:27i'll walk
03:29suit yourself
03:30i've got a family event tonight anyway
03:32gotta take scarlet to pick out a dress
03:35head home on your own
03:36he didn't care that it was pouring outside
03:39didn't even leave me an umbrella
03:41i stood on the side of the road
03:43soaked through
03:44people passing by looked at me like i'd lost my mind
03:47there was one thing dante got wrong
03:51i didn't need him to protect me
03:53three seconds
03:55the reply came back
03:59the thing about my mom being a mistress
04:01it didn't come out one day like some big reveal
04:03in this circle there are no secrets
04:06she was enzo ferrani's mistress
04:08that's what everyone said
04:10ferrani was the moretti family's conciate
04:12while his wife was pregnant
04:14he had my mother on the side
04:15when his wife and baby didn't make it
04:17everyone said my mom drove them to their deaths
04:19my mom jumped off the roof when i was 10
04:23after she died ferrani never came for me
04:25it was some elder in the family who couldn't stomach it
04:28stuck me in saint anna's
04:30a roof over my head but no name
04:31no status
04:33from the first day i walked through those doors
04:35i was one thing and one thing only
04:37the thing that whore left behind
04:39the family kids at saint ann's kept it subtle
04:42they wouldn't touch me
04:44dropped their voices when i passed in the hallway
04:46look ferrani's bastard
04:49the wives were the ones who got physical
04:52mrs conti
04:54sal conti's wife
04:55when she talked the other wives listened
04:58stay standing
05:00your mother was on her knees
05:02serving someone else's husband
05:04and never complained
05:06a whore's daughter will always be a whore
05:09i knew my mom was guilty
05:11i didn't think i was innocent either
05:13i never fought back
05:15let them take it out on me
05:16that went on for years
05:18until dante stepped in
05:20who says a whore's daughter has to end up a whore
05:25what does your daughter do
05:26my daughter works in investment banking
05:29and you
05:30before you married sal conti
05:33where were you
05:36she was tending bar before she married in
05:39see
05:40your daughter turned out nothing like you
05:43after that
05:44he brought light into my life
05:46and now here i was
05:48standing in the pouring rain
05:50trying to make sense of it
05:52how did the man who saved me
05:54become the one destroying me
05:55i wiped the rain off my face
05:58barely able to see where i was going
06:01and then everything was black
06:03i passed out
06:07when i woke up it was already dark
06:10i was lying on a bed in the er
06:12a thin blanket over me
06:14a blood pressure monitor clipped to my wrist
06:17blood pressure's too low
06:18don't go anywhere tonight
06:20okay
06:21the second i said it my phone rang
06:23dante
06:24i stared at the screen for a long time
06:27picked up anyway
06:29scarlet's dress got ruined
06:30go get the starry dime and bring it to me
06:33she needs a change
06:34starry night
06:35the gown dante had custom made for me
06:37meant for our wedding reception
06:39now he wanted me to hand it over to another woman
06:41his woman
06:43it didn't matter anymore
06:45dante i'm in the er
06:46the er cut the act
06:49don't pull this shit with me right now
06:52i didn't bother arguing
06:55call it repaying a debt
06:57for the time he once saved me
06:59i walked back out into the storm
07:01picked up the dress
07:02and brought it all the way to the venue
07:04on the phone dante said
07:05scarlet's waiting for you at the door
07:07she wants to say thank you in person
07:09be good
07:10don't make a scene
07:11but what scarlet gave me wasn't a thank you
07:14it was a slap
07:15no warning the hits spun me halfway around
07:18elena if you didn't want to do it
07:20you could have just said so
07:22why throw the dress on the ground
07:24i didn't even understand what she was playing at
07:27but dante did and he decided to play along
07:30dante maybe we shouldn't force elena to do things she doesn't want to do
07:35have i been too easy on you
07:36apologize to scarlet
07:38now
07:40dante i hope you don't live to regret this
07:46i'm sorry scarlet i shouldn't have dropped your dress
07:51that didn't sound very sincere
07:53try harder
07:56then what do you want from me
07:59i won't be anyone's mistress
08:01dante and i are done
08:02i pulled off the ring right in front of her
08:05the one dante had made for our wedding
08:07take it back
08:08you and me
08:09it's over
08:11dante's body went still
08:13he didn't reach for it
08:14i threw it at him
08:15it hit the floor with a sharp clean sound
08:19you wanna go
08:20carlette grabbed the back of my neck
08:23and shoved me through the doors
08:25into the hall upstairs
08:26like dragging a prisoner
08:28come look at this
08:29a woman begging to be someone's mistress
08:35isn't that dante's girl
08:38not anymore
08:40i'm with scarlet martetti now
08:45what did i tell you
08:46a whore's daughter always ends up a whore
08:49and you used to stick up for her dante
08:51right
08:53dirty whore
08:54dante would never want a woman like that
09:00baby's right
09:01it went through me like a knife
09:03i was to say something
09:05a glass of red wine hit me full in the face
09:08i couldn't breathe
09:10a mistress's spawn belongs where a mistress belongs
09:14who gave you the nerve to sit at the real table
09:17more of them closed in
09:22one of them grabbed my jaw
09:23forced my mouth open
09:24poured wine straight down my throat
09:29die
09:31whore
09:32i was thrown to the ground
09:33slaps and heels came down on me
09:36the thing i feared most had finally come
09:39before my mom died this is what happened to her
09:41surrounded
09:42beaten
09:42cursed
09:43stomped on
09:44she couldn't take it
09:45climbed to the rooftop
09:46and jumped
09:46that's why i cut things off with dante
09:48because i was terrified of this exact moment
09:51and it came anyway
09:52dante why is it that the man who pulled me out of the dark
09:55is the same man who threw me back in
09:57he went crazy
09:58ripping free from the crowd
10:00crashing into the hallway
10:02throwing myself at the stairs
10:04running all the way up to the roof
10:06he must have thought of my mother
10:08dante's face changed
10:10but i didn't jump like my mom did
10:20one step at a time
10:23onto the rope ladder
10:24hanging from a helicopter
10:30i'm sorry scarlet i shouldn't have dropped your dress
10:34that didn't sound very sincere
10:36try harder
10:39then what do you want from me
10:42i won't be anyone's mistress
10:44dante and i are done
10:46i pulled off the ring right in front of her
10:48the one dante had made for our wedding
10:50take it back
10:51you and me
10:52it's over
10:54dante's body went still
10:56he didn't reach for it
10:57i threw it at him
10:58it hit the floor with a sharp clean sound
11:02you wanna go
11:03carlette grabbed the back of my neck
11:06and shoved me through the doors
11:08into the hall upstairs
11:09like dragging a prisoner
11:11come look at this
11:13a woman begging to be someone's mistress
11:18isn't that dante's girl
11:21not anymore
11:23i'm with scarlet martetti now
11:28what did i tell you
11:29a whore's daughter always ends up a whore
11:32and you used to stick up for her dante
11:35right
11:37dirty whore
11:38dante would never want a woman like that
11:43baby's right
11:44it went through me like a knife
11:46i was to say something
11:48a glass of red wine hit me full in the face
11:51i couldn't breathe
11:53a mistress's spawn belongs where a mistress belongs
11:57who gave you the nerve to sit at the real table
12:00more of them closed in
12:05one of them grabbed my jaw
12:06forced my mouth open
12:08poured wine straight down my throat
12:12die
12:14whore
12:14i was thrown to the ground
12:17slaps and heels came down at me
12:19the thing i feared most had finally come
12:22before my mom died this is what happened to her
12:24surrounded
12:25beaten
12:26cursed
12:26stomped on
12:27she couldn't take it
12:28climbed to the rooftop and jumped
12:30that's why i cut things off with dante
12:32because i was terrified of this exact moment
12:34and it came anyway
12:35dante why is it that the man who pulled me out of the dark
12:38is the same man who threw me back in
12:40i went crazy
12:41ripping free from the crowd
12:43crashing into the hallway
12:45throwing myself at the stairs
12:47running all the way up to the roof
12:49he must have thought of my mother
12:51dante's face changed
13:01but i didn't jump like my mom did
13:03i went up
13:04one step at a time
13:06onto the rope ladder hanging from a helicopter
13:12the helicopter came early
13:14my aunt lydia
13:15she started from nothing in monte carlo
13:18built herself up to the point where even the old family dons
13:22think twice when they hear her name
13:25last week she reached out
13:27asked if i wanted to leave this hellhole and go with her
13:31i said no because i couldn't let go of dante
13:34looking back now
13:36what a fucking joke
13:37i was so tired i passed out on the plane
13:40i was lying in a clean bed
13:43buried under a thick comforter
13:45the room smelled like disinfectant
13:51i knew i was in bad shape
13:53body and mind both broken
13:56lydia was sitting by the bed
13:57sons of bitches
14:01then she turned to me
14:03her voice dropping soft
14:04it's over
14:05i got you the best doctors
14:08everything's gonna be okay
14:11drink
14:12you're safe now
14:17dante watched me climb the rope ladder
14:19frozen
14:20then suddenly
14:20he bolted forward chasing after you
14:23why are you going after her
14:25that kind of woman
14:26just let her go
14:29what kind of woman
14:32the kind who likes being someone's mistress
14:35she was never anyone's mistress
14:39who forced her into that
14:41and even then
14:43she didn't take it
14:45you're yelling at me
14:47over her
14:50do you still love her
14:52yes
14:52i still love her
14:54i always have
14:56then what about me
14:57what am i
14:59you're the biggest mistake i ever made
15:01i finally get it
15:03why you wanted to be with me
15:04why you had to turn her into a mistress
15:06because you get off on crushing people
15:08you need it
15:09that's not true
15:12dante took a folded document from his bodyguard
15:15threw it in her face
15:20back in high school
15:21scarlet had singled out her classmate
15:23and turned the whole school against her
15:25the girl hadn't done a single thing wrong
15:27scarlet pinned it on her anyway
15:29and it was enough for scarlet to destroy her life
15:33she enjoys that
15:33while we're at it
15:35are you even a real marchetti
15:42you came after me because of elena
15:46from the very start
15:50the next day he started tracking down the helicopter
15:52nothing
15:54he pulled every string he had
15:56not a single useful lead
15:58lydia had wiped the trail clean
16:00like elena had never existed
16:02three full years
16:04not a word
16:04we have a contract dante
16:06you don't get to walk away just because you feel like it
16:11you know what happens when you break a deal
16:13i had a contract with elena too
16:17the wedding was a week out
16:21the one on the ground that was my promise
16:24she went door to door
16:25every family's wife
16:26every woman who mattered
16:28scarlet showed up with tears in her eyes
16:31playing the victim
16:37a few families bought it
16:39started pulling away from the moretties on business
16:42dante did explain
16:44didn't defend himself
16:49he waited three months
16:50let scarlet put on her little show
16:59he waited three months
17:01let scarlet put on her little show
17:07then at a joint family dinner
17:09he laid it all out on the table
17:11in front of everyone
17:12scarlet's real background
17:14her history of bullying
17:15her real reason for getting close to dante
17:18her fake connection to the marchetti family
17:21all of it page by page
17:24dead silence
17:26and then something interesting happened
17:28history repeated itself
17:30years ago ferrante threw elena's mother under the bus
17:34to save his own skin
17:35now it was scarlet's turn to be stripped bare
17:39her mother was someone's mistress too
17:41and she herself was just another illegitimate kid
17:44the father threw away
17:47circle turned on her overnight
17:49the same wives who had stood with scarlet
17:52who had helped her humiliate elena
17:54turned around and did the exact same thing to scarlet
17:58she became joke
18:00fraud
18:01fake
18:02scarlet's ending was the same as elena's mother's
18:04she jumped off the roof
18:06scarlet's ending didn't bring dante any relief
18:10scarlet had her sins
18:12but his were no lighter
18:14he wanted to make things right
18:16but where was elena
18:20he wanted to make things right
18:22but where was elena
18:24he searched damn near the whole globe
18:27but elena had vanished
18:29like she'd been erased from the face of the earth
18:31just when he was about to give up
18:34someone said they might have seen her in paris
18:36he rushed to paris
18:38then someone said berlin
18:40he chased it to berlin
18:42the trail went cold
18:43eight full years
18:45that's how long it took before he finally spotted her
18:47a street in london
18:49but she was walking hand in hand with another man
18:51as should have been him
18:55his voice was so rough he barely recognized himself
19:00elena
19:01i didn't recognize him at first
19:02because he looked nothing like the man
19:04the man in front of me was wrapped in a black overcoat
19:07cheekbones jutting out
19:08worn down
19:08eased up
19:09it's been a long time this summer item
19:14can we talk
19:15i looked at my husband julian
19:17he nodded
19:22we found a small cafe on the corner and sat down
19:37after you left scarla and i were done pretty quick
19:42i looked for you
19:43eight years
19:47elena i'm sorry
19:51he wanted to make things right
19:53but where was elena
19:54he searched damn near the whole globe
19:57but elena had vanished
19:59like she'd been erased from the face of the earth
20:02just when he was about to give up
20:04someone said they might have seen her in paris
20:07he rushed to paris
20:09then someone said berlin
20:10he chased it to berlin
20:12the trail went cold
20:14eight full years
20:15that's how long it took before he finally spotted her
20:18on a street in london
20:19but she was walking hand in hand with another man
20:22that should have been him
20:26his voice was so rough he barely recognized himself
20:31elena
20:31i didn't recognize him at first
20:33because he looked nothing like the man
20:35the man in front of me was wrapped in a black overcoat
20:37she pulled his jetty out
20:38worn down
20:39used up
20:39it's been a long time this summer item
20:44can we talk
20:46i looked at my husband julian
20:48he nodded
20:53we found a small cafe on the corner and sat down
21:08after you left scala and i were done pretty quick
21:13i looked for you
21:15eight years
21:18elena i'm sorry
21:22after you left scala and i were done pretty quick
21:27i looked for you
21:29eight years
21:32elena i'm sorry
21:35it's in the past
21:37ancient history mr moretti
21:39don't lose sleep over it
21:41something about my tone
21:43or maybe it was the name
21:44set him off
21:45he got agitated
21:46in the past
21:47this is the only love i've ever
21:49i couldn't help it
21:50i laughed
21:51so that's what he calls love
21:53interesting
21:55mr moretti if there's nothing else i need to go
21:58julian's waiting for me outside
22:00don't go
22:01have you been okay
22:02all these years
22:06as you can see julian and i are doing just fine
22:09i'd rather be back with julian than sitting here listening to this
22:13we'd only been apart a few minutes and i already missed him
22:16i'm not
22:17so i kept glancing out the window
22:19dante noticed
22:21every time my eyes drifted outside his face got a little darker
22:28and he'd rush to say something to hold me back
22:31do you live in london
22:33no
22:35where then can you tell me
22:37no
22:40how long are you staying
22:41will i see you again
22:43i don't know
22:48dante finally stopped holding me back
22:52go
22:54go find your husband
22:56i hope we meet again
22:58i let out a breath
22:59stood up
23:00he called after me
23:01elena
23:04hmm
23:06i never loved scarlet
23:08she fooled me
23:10that's all it was
23:11i didn't react
23:12just nodded turned and started walking
23:15as i passed him he spoke again
23:16can you call me dante
23:18just once
23:19i didn't
23:20i'm someone else's wife now
23:22he just stood there
23:23a long time passed before he said quietly
23:26then can i call you baby
23:28one last time
23:30that's your business
23:31nothing to do with me
23:33i was almost at the door
23:34when it came
23:35loud
23:36almost a shout
23:37from behind me
23:38baby
23:40i turned my head
23:41dante was standing at the entrance of the cafe
23:44he was streaming down his face
23:45i really miss you
23:47if i could do it over
23:48i wouldn't do that to you
23:49i gave him a small smile
23:51didn't stop
23:52walked out
23:53julian was right there
23:54he took my hand the second i stepped outside
23:57fingers laced
23:58same as before
24:00we walked back down the same street where we'd run into dante
24:04london was still wet
24:05the rain inside me had stopped
24:06we stayed in london for a month
24:08i didn't run into dante again
24:10didn't hear a thing about him
24:12then
24:13the day before we were set to leave
24:15the news hit
24:15two weeks ago a man had spent the last of his savings
24:19buying a small cafe on the corner of carnaby street
24:22last night he died there
24:23i knew it instantly
24:25every drop of blood in my body went cold
24:29we rushed to the cafe together and it was dante
24:32just as i feared
24:34the scene was still taped off
24:36the body had already been taken away
24:38we waited a week
24:40the autopsy came back
24:42cause of death
24:43chronic alcoholism
24:45late stage stomach cancer
24:46my legs almost gave out
24:48his stomach was always bad
24:50when we were together i made sure he took his pills
24:53never let him drink on an empty stomach
24:55all these years on his own
24:57he probably didn't bother with any of it
25:00he had no one in london
25:02cut ties with the family years ago
25:04there wasn't even anyone to notify
25:07julian and i handled the funeral arrangements
25:09going through what he left behind
25:11i found a journal
25:12he left it for me
25:14every page was filled
25:15years of searching for me
25:17all over the world
25:18far more detailed than what he told me in person
25:21he wrote
25:22after the last time i saw her
25:24i kept telling myself she's doing fine
25:26i shouldn't bother her but i can't help it
25:28especially that man
25:30the one she calls julian
25:31i wanted to kill him
25:33but i knew i couldn't
25:34it would hurt her
25:35day 18 since i saw elena again
25:38and lost her again
25:39i miss her
25:41more than yesterday
25:42i can't stop it
25:43i just want to hold her
25:44this ring
25:45i picked it up off the floor that night
25:48if i'm gone and you're still in london
25:50take it with you
25:52the journal ended there
25:56julian and i held a small funeral for dante
25:59as friends
26:00nothing more
26:01no family
26:02no guests
26:03just the two of us
26:05and a local priest
26:06the headstone was simple
26:08just his name
26:09and the years he lived
26:10i placed the journal
26:12and the ring together
26:13at the base of the stone
26:16dante
26:17i said softly
26:18voice steady
26:20it's over
26:21rest now
26:22i don't hate you
26:24and i don't forgive you
26:25we owe each other nothing
26:28i'm going to live well
26:29safe
26:30whole
26:31happy
26:32that's what you owed me
26:34and it's what i built
26:35and it's what i built for myself
26:38i stood there for a long time
26:40then i reached out
26:41and touched the cold stone
26:42of my fingertips
26:44not saying goodbye to a lover
26:45saying goodbye to a heavy past
26:48to the girl i used to be
26:50small
26:51helpless
26:51trampled under everyone's feet
26:54julian's arm came around my shoulders
26:55let's go
26:56let's go home
26:58i nodded
26:59turned around
26:59walked away
27:01this time
27:02i didn't look back
27:03later julian had the ring made into a necklace
27:06wear it
27:08i'm not going to be jealous of a dead man
27:12but i didn't put it on
27:14i locked it in a drawer
27:15that was the end of it
27:16everything between me and dante
27:18all the love
27:19all the damage
27:20finished
27:21i didn't need him watching over me
27:23not in any form
27:24i never did
27:27after the funeral i got sick
27:29nothing serious
27:30just drained
27:32no energy
27:33sleeping all the time
27:34low fever on and off
27:36julian insisted on taking me to a doctor
27:39they couldn't find anything wrong
27:41but i knew what it was
27:42some kind of withdrawal
27:44like when you finally set down something you've been carrying your whole life
27:48and your body doesn't know what to do without it
27:50julian took time off work
27:51stayed home with me every day
27:53he never asked what's wrong
27:55just stayed close
27:57baby pasta
27:58pulled the blanket over me
27:59held my hand while i slept
28:01i woke up half conscious and heard him on the balcony
28:04yes her mood is stable
28:06just a bit tired
28:07don't worry i'll take care of her
28:09yes for now
28:10don't let her come into contact with anything related to that side
28:13six months after dante died
28:15someone tracked me down
28:16mr moretti left a will
28:19the cafe on carnabutt street is yours
28:23it was his last wish
28:27i won't accept it
28:29his last wish was for me to be happy
28:31and my happiness now has nothing to do with him
28:35sell the cafe
28:36donate the money to girls who have nowhere to go after being bullied
28:42this is our decision
28:43thank you for coming all this way
28:50after the man left julian came back and found me staring at nothing on the couch
28:53he sat down next to me
28:55arm around my shoulders
28:56reluctant
28:56no
28:57i just suddenly feel that world is so far away
29:04after the funeral i got sick
29:06nothing serious
29:08just drained
29:09no energy
29:10sleeping all the time
29:11low fever on and off
29:13julian insisted on taking me to a doctor
29:16they couldn't find anything wrong
29:18but i knew what it was
29:20some kind of withdrawal
29:21like when you finally set down something you've been carrying your whole life
29:25and your body doesn't know what to do without
29:27julian took time off work
29:29stayed home with me every day
29:30he never asked what's wrong
29:33just stayed close
29:34made me pasta
29:35pulled the blanket over me
29:37held my hand while i slept
29:39i woke up half conscious and heard him on the balcony
29:41yes her mood is stable
29:43just a bit tired
29:44don't worry i'll take care of her
29:46yes for now don't let her come into contact with anything related to that side
29:51six months after dante died
29:53someone tracked me down
29:54mr moretti left a will
29:56the cafe on carnavut street is yours
30:00it was his last wish
30:04i won't accept it
30:06his last wish was for me to be happy
30:09and my happiness now has nothing to do with him
30:12sell the cafe
30:14donate the money to girls who have nowhere to go after being bullied
30:20this is our decision thank you for coming all this way
30:27after the man left julian came back and found me staring at nothing on the couch
30:31he sat down next to me arm around my shoulders
30:34reluctant
30:34no i just suddenly feel that world is so far away
30:42after dante died i never thought about the name scarlet again
30:46but the world is small
30:48one year i was in rome on business
30:50walked past a community rehabilitation center
30:54there was a woman out front
30:56gray hair
30:57face aged beyond her
30:59a nurse pushing her
31:01letting her get some sun
31:02miss marcelli time to go back
31:05scarlet
31:06she seemed to hear something in the air
31:08lifted her head slowly
31:10completely without warning
31:11she was thin
31:13unrecognizably so
31:14deep exhaustion behind her eyes
31:17numb
31:18i stood there
31:20took me a while to come back to myself
31:22karma's a bitch
31:23she didn't escape it either
31:25dante's journal had mentioned it
31:28don't push me
31:29don't push me
31:30i did nothing wrong
31:32ended up the same as my mother
31:34jumped off a roof
31:35she didn't die
31:36broke her spine
31:38spent the rest of her life in that chair
31:40i didn't feel satisfaction
31:42didn't feel pity either
31:43just calm
31:44not the cold kind
31:46not the kind where you pretend you didn't see
31:50it was a late autumn afternoon
31:52lydia once asked me
31:54do you hate your mother
31:57i thought about it for a long time
31:59i hated her when i was a child
32:01hated her for what she did
32:02hated her for making me live under those insults
32:05also hated her for leaving too early
32:08abandoning me alone in this world
32:09aunt lydia listened
32:10didn't interrupt
32:12but later i stopped hating
32:15she made a mistake and paid with her life
32:20elena you know
32:21your mother called me before she died
32:25she said she regretted it deeply
32:27that the she wronged most in her life was you
32:32she asked me if possible to find you and take care of you for her
32:35i kept my head down
32:37didn't say anything
32:38aunt lydia took my hand
32:40i think you should know this
32:43and in that last phone call she was a decent mother
32:48i started to cry
32:50after a long while i got up and put my arms around her
32:53she gave birth to me you saved me
32:57silly girl
32:58i just sent a helicopter you climbed up yourself
33:02we both laughed
33:03this was i just sent a helicopter you saved me
33:03i just sent a helicopter you saved me
33:04i just sent a helicopter you saved me
33:05and i just sent a helicopter you saved me
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