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Escape the Shadows HD
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00:00:00My three brothers made sure I knew I was never supposed to exist.
00:00:03My biological father raped my mother, and she died giving birth to me, for 17 years.
00:00:10They repeated that story at every dinner table like a sentence I could never escape.
00:00:15I sat at the far end of a table built for 12.
00:00:18Eating spoiled food they poisoned on purpose, while they called me a curse.
00:00:22An ominous creature, a sin that should never have been born.
00:00:26I was allergic to bacon.
00:00:28The maid still put it on my plate every single night.
00:00:31I was beaten at school until I bled.
00:00:34My brother's response.
00:00:35She really is the Ropest kid.
00:00:37I threw up blood on their expensive floor.
00:00:40They called me gross and told me to get out.
00:00:44Get out! You're disgusting!
00:00:52Every night, I pulled my oversized hoodie over my bruised face and prayed to disappear.
00:00:58But one morning, I stopped praying to die and started planning to live.
00:01:02I tricked my oldest brother into signing the paper that would set me free.
00:01:06And before the sun came up, I walked out the back door.
00:01:10With $500, and never looked back.
00:01:17Nobody wanted me in this world.
00:01:20My biological father raped my mother.
00:01:22And she died giving birth to me.
00:01:25That was the story my brothers repeated whenever they wanted to remind me I didn't belong.
00:01:30I killed her.
00:01:31I was the reason everything went wrong.
00:01:33Every time they said it, something inside me cracked a little more.
00:01:37I couldn't argue.
00:01:39I had long since accepted this fact, but it still hurt.
00:01:42I wiped the tears off my cheeks and looked over at the bed and then at the lampshades.
00:01:47Trying to drown out my brother's harsh words.
00:01:50A knock came at the door.
00:01:53I'll be there.
00:01:54I said softly.
00:01:55It was the same every night.
00:01:57One of the staff knocked to tell me dinner was ready.
00:02:00It was also their way of reminding me it was time for the usual.
00:02:04They never laid a hand on me physically.
00:02:06But they broke me with verbal abuse and emotional manipulation.
00:02:10I pulled my biggest hoodie over my head.
00:02:13The hood swallowed most of my face and made me feel a tiny bit safer.
00:02:17I walked downstairs slowly.
00:02:19I already heard their laughter before I even reached the dining room.
00:02:23The moment I stepped through the doorway, the laughter stopped.
00:02:27Like someone flipped a switch.
00:02:31I sighed, kept my eyes on the floor and pulled out the chair at the very end of the table.
00:02:36The table was huge, long enough for 12 or more people.
00:02:40But I always sat as far from them as possible.
00:02:43Even from there the air felt thick and heavy.
00:02:46I couldn't breathe right.
00:02:48I didn't dare look up, but I knew exactly who was where.
00:02:52Damien sat at the head.
00:02:53Like always.
00:02:55He was the oldest.
00:02:56Ran a hotel chain worth billions and never said much to me.
00:03:00He didn't need a reason to look at me with malice.
00:03:03The way he looked through me was worse than yelling.
00:03:06On his left sat Riker, I was most scar.
00:03:09He could be calm one second and explode the next.
00:03:13I never knew what would set him off.
00:03:15On Damien's right sat Grayson.
00:03:17He was closer to my age and already a doctor.
00:03:20Whenever they decided to punish me with words.
00:03:23Grayson usually started it, they all hated me.
00:03:26That was the one thing they agreed on.
00:03:29The moment I picked up my fork, I smelled a faint sour from the vegetables.
00:03:33A thick slice of bacon sat on the edge.
00:03:36But I'm allergic.
00:03:37This had to be Alice's doing.
00:03:39In front of my brothers, she played the dutiful maid.
00:03:42But behind their backs, she made my life a living hell in all the small.
00:03:46Cruel ways she could manage.
00:03:49Spiking or ruining my meals was just one of her favorite ways to break me.
00:03:53She knew I was allergic to it too.
00:03:55It happened when I was seven.
00:03:57It was the first time I ever tried bacon.
00:04:00I was so excited because I rarely got meat in the house.
00:04:04It was so delicious, I still remember the flavor of it now.
00:04:07But a few minutes after I finished it, I couldn't breathe.
00:04:11My whole body broke out in hives.
00:04:13When I woke up, I was in the hospital.
00:04:16My brothers were sitting beside me.
00:04:18Staring at me with pure disgust.
00:04:21The first thing Damien said when he saw me wake up was...
00:04:25Are you a pig?
00:04:26How do you not know you're allergic?
00:04:30Or are you trying to die right in front of us just to make us feel guilty?
00:04:36Nice try.
00:04:38That's never going to happen.
00:04:40You're going to stay alive and suffer every single bit of pain this world has to offer.
00:04:47So in the last decade, I became extremely careful with everything I ate.
00:04:51It left me painfully thin.
00:04:56Touching the dishes like that.
00:04:57It's annoying.
00:04:59My hands shook.
00:05:00I tried to hold the fork steady, but it slipped.
00:05:03Clatter.
00:05:04The knife clattered to the floor with a loud bang.
00:05:07Grayson gave a short laugh.
00:05:10See?
00:05:11Can't even hold a knife right.
00:05:13Must be those bad genes from her father.
00:05:15Riker clicked his tongue.
00:05:17Why can't this bitch just leave already?
00:05:20She's like a curse on the house.
00:05:22Ominous.
00:05:23Always has been.
00:05:24Just survive it as usual.
00:05:26I tried hard to tell myself.
00:05:28Grayson leaned forward a little.
00:05:30Mom would still be here if it wasn't for her.
00:05:34Every time I look at her face, I remember what that monster did.
00:05:39And now we're stuck feeding her, paying for her, watching her ruin everything just by breathing.
00:05:44Riker snorted.
00:05:47Yeah.
00:05:48Thank God Mom's gone.
00:05:49At least she doesn't have to see this thing wasting our money every day.
00:05:56I cautiously picked up the knife, lowered my head, and started to force myself to eat the spoiled vegetables.
00:06:02I hoped they would lose interest in me.
00:06:05But they kept going, voices overlapping.
00:06:09Every bill she runs up is a reminder.
00:06:12Grayson said.
00:06:13Should have been left at the hospital.
00:06:15Would have saved us all the trouble.
00:06:17I swallowed big bites, fighting the disgusting taste.
00:06:21My stomach started cramping, but I kept forcing it down.
00:06:24By the time I finished everything, my insides were churning violently.
00:06:30Why the fuck did you leave the bacon?
00:06:32Grayson snapped.
00:06:34You really think you can waste our money like that?
00:06:39I tried to explain that I was allergic, but the moment I opened my mouth, a wave of nausea hit
00:06:46me.
00:06:46I clamped a hand over my mouth, terrified that if I opened it, I'd throw up right there.
00:06:52That only seemed to make him angrier.
00:06:54He kicked the leg of my chair home.
00:06:56Bang.
00:06:57What the hell are you doing?
00:07:00I crashed to the floor, sharp pain shooting through my body.
00:07:03I couldn't hold it in anymore.
00:07:05A violent dry heave ripped out of me.
00:07:08Panicking, I covered my mouth with both hands, desperate not to throw up on their expensive floor.
00:07:14Riker snarled in disgust.
00:07:16You're fucking gross.
00:07:17Get the hell out.
00:07:18I couldn't take another second.
00:07:20I scrambled up and ran.
00:07:22The moment I stumbled into my bathroom.
00:07:25I dropped to my knees and threw up violently into the toilet.
00:07:29Nothing was left, but I kept heaving until streaks of blood mixed with the bile.
00:07:33I collapsed onto the cold floor.
00:07:35I cried hard, then furiously.
00:07:38Wiped my face and covered my mouth so no one would hear me sob.
00:07:42I don't know how long I cried, but eventually the sobs turned into hiccups.
00:07:46When I finally pulled myself up, I walked over to my bedside table.
00:07:50I opened the bottom drawer and pulled out the small stack of university admission posters I'd been hiding.
00:07:57Bright pictures of campuses.
00:07:59Lecture halls, libraries, people my age laughing together free.
00:08:04I wanted to leave.
00:08:05I wanted to graduate high school fast.
00:08:08I wanted to get into a good university and never come back.
00:08:14I lay in bed staring at the ceiling the whole night, tried to find out a way that I could
00:08:19leave.
00:08:20But I didn't know exactly what I could do.
00:08:22I had tried to leave more than once before.
00:08:25But every single time they dragged me back and punished me even more severely.
00:08:29The next morning, I slipped out of the house very early.
00:08:34The sky was still pale gray.
00:08:36Luckily, I did not run into anyone on my way out.
00:08:39I had no idea where I was going.
00:08:41It was too early for school to open.
00:08:44I wandered the street.
00:08:50He'd been my best friend for years.
00:08:52I had come to think of him as my real brother.
00:08:55He was always kind to me and his parents treated me like their own daughter.
00:08:59I was still hesitating at the front door when it suddenly swung open.
00:09:04Harrison jumped out with a loud.
00:09:06I nearly jumped out of my skin.
00:09:09He burst out laughing.
00:09:10I couldn't help smiling a little.
00:09:13But the second he got a good look at my face, his grin disappeared.
00:09:17He stepped forward and gently cupped my cheeks with both hands.
00:09:21Your eyes look like two walnuts.
00:09:23Were you crying again?
00:09:25I forced a small smile and looked down.
00:09:27It's nothing.
00:09:28I just didn't sleep well.
00:09:30But Harrison kept watching me.
00:09:32But right then his dad walked out.
00:09:34I let out a small breath of relief and quickly greeted him.
00:09:38Good morning, Uncle Jason.
00:09:40He gave me a gentle smile.
00:09:42But the moment his eyes landed on my swollen,
00:09:45red eyes,
00:09:45his smile faded,
00:09:47his brows pulled together tightly.
00:09:48Your brothers have been at it again, haven't they?
00:09:52His voice was lower and angry.
00:09:54What they're doing to you is completely out of line.
00:09:58It's not how brothers are supposed to treat family.
00:10:01It's nothing.
00:10:02I smiled bitterly.
00:10:03I suddenly remembered what I'd been thinking about last night.
00:10:07Uncle Jason is one of the best lawyers in our country.
00:10:10If anyone could give me suggestions,
00:10:12he must be the most professional one.
00:10:15Uncle Jason,
00:10:16do you know how,
00:10:18how can I move out of my brother's house?
00:10:21I asked eagerly.
00:10:22He looked a little relieved.
00:10:24You can move out as long as your current guardian signs a document relinquishing guardianship.
00:10:29Getting Damien to sign would not be easy,
00:10:31but it was my only hope.
00:10:36I looked at him and asked,
00:10:38Can you prepare that document for me?
00:10:40Yeah, sure.
00:10:42And one more thing,
00:10:43if you really want to get out of here that much,
00:10:45and if he didn't by chance sign it,
00:10:47then I will fight for your custody, kiddo.
00:10:50You are just like my own daughter.
00:10:52Uncle Jason's voice brought a strange relief to me.
00:10:56Thank you so much, Uncle.
00:10:57That meant a lot to me.
00:10:59I said quietly,
00:11:00it was really good news to me.
00:11:02I couldn't help but wonder about my future life.
00:11:05On my way to school with Harrison,
00:11:08Harrison glanced at me.
00:11:10So, what are you going to do after you leave your brother's house?
00:11:12I looked down at the sidewalk.
00:11:15I don't know,
00:11:16maybe I'll find some part-time jobs,
00:11:18but I need to find a safe place to stay at first.
00:11:22You know you can stay at my house.
00:11:23Mom and Dad would love having you around full-time.
00:11:27Hell, Mom already calls you her bonus daughter.
00:11:29I gave him a small smile,
00:11:31but quickly shook my head.
00:11:33I appreciate it, Harrison.
00:11:35Really.
00:11:38But I don't want to bring any trouble to your family.
00:11:41If my brothers ever found out I was staying with you,
00:11:45it would get messy.
00:11:47I don't want them coming after you or your parents.
00:11:49I need to do this on my own,
00:11:51somewhere they can't easily find me.
00:11:53He let out a long sigh,
00:11:55running a hand through his hair.
00:11:58I get it.
00:11:59I hate it, but I get it.
00:12:00Then his tone lightened again as he nudged me playfully.
00:12:04Seriously, if things get too bad before you leave,
00:12:06just say the word.
00:12:08I'll help you pack and sneak you out in the middle of the night if I have to.
00:12:12No questions asked.
00:12:13I couldn't help but laugh softly.
00:12:15Harrison grinned.
00:12:19There she is.
00:12:20See?
00:12:21That's the reaction I was going for.
00:12:23You can't stay all gloomy when I'm around.
00:12:26Thank you, Harrison, really.
00:12:28I said quietly.
00:12:30He waved his hands casually at school.
00:12:33Harrison and I split up for class.
00:12:35I waved goodbye and turned the corner toward my locker.
00:12:39But just as I did, I ran straight into Lilith.
00:12:42She was standing there with two of her friends,
00:12:45blocking the hallway.
00:12:49She was Grayson's ex-girlfriend,
00:12:51and she knew way too much about me.
00:12:53She loved hurting me.
00:12:55It was her twisted way of showing Grayson how much she loved him.
00:12:59At first, it was just occasional shoves and slaps.
00:13:02After they broke up,
00:13:03it only got worse.
00:13:05She started beating me so badly I'd be covered in bruises.
00:13:09In the beginning, I secretly hoped Grayson would step in.
00:13:12We were family, after all.
00:13:14I used to imagine him pulling me behind him
00:13:17and telling her to stay away from his sister.
00:13:19But I was wrong.
00:13:20Dreams don't come true.
00:13:22Not for me.
00:13:23He just smirked lazily and said,
00:13:26She really is the...
00:13:27Rapist kid.
00:13:28Everyone hates her.
00:13:30Then he told Lilith to hurry up
00:13:32so they wouldn't be late for their party.
00:13:34Luckily, I had a way to escape them now.
00:13:37I quickly turned to leave,
00:13:39but it was too late.
00:13:40Hey, bitch!
00:13:41Don't you dare walk away!
00:13:43Lilith shouted behind me.
00:13:44I didn't stop.
00:13:46I sped up, almost jogging,
00:13:48desperate to reach my classroom.
00:13:50The next second,
00:13:51someone kicked me hard from behind.
00:13:53I flew forward and slammed into the ground.
00:13:56Sharp pain exploded across my knees and palms.
00:14:00They were definitely scraped raw.
00:14:02My back throbbed too.
00:14:03I asked you to stop.
00:14:05Are you deaf?
00:14:06She sneered.
00:14:07I nervously told her,
00:14:09Leave me alone.
00:14:10Aw, listen to her.
00:14:12Leave me alone.
00:14:14So polite.
00:14:16Too bad no one wants you around.
00:14:18Not even your own family.
00:14:23I heard they all hate you.
00:14:25Is that why you smell like trash every day?
00:14:27She laughed and grabbed a handful of my hair,
00:14:29yanking my head back.
00:14:31Look at this ugly face.
00:14:33No wonder your brothers can't stand the sight of you.
00:14:36You're like a curse, aren't you?
00:14:38Born to ruin everything.
00:14:40I winced in pain.
00:14:42Please, stop them.
00:14:44She clamped her hand hard around my throat and squeezed.
00:14:47Black spots danced in front of my eyes.
00:14:50I clawed at her wrist.
00:14:52Gasping for air, but she only laughed louder.
00:14:59Suddenly she punched me hard in the face.
00:15:02Then her friends joined in.
00:15:03They punched me again and again.
00:15:05My lips split open.
00:15:07My cheeks swelled instantly.
00:15:10When I started to shut,
00:15:11I curled up on the cold floor,
00:15:13covering my head with my arms.
00:15:15While they kept laughing and kicking me a few more times in the stomach and legs.
00:15:21Pathetic.
00:15:22She hissed, her face inches from mine.
00:15:25You can't even fight back.
00:15:27No one's going to save a loser like you.
00:15:30She held on until my legs started to shake and I thought I would pass out.
00:15:35Only then did she let go and shove me hard against the lockers.
00:15:38I slid.
00:15:39Down the wall, coughing and gasping.
00:15:42I stayed on the floor for a long time.
00:15:45I breathed hard, every breath hurting.
00:15:47Pain shot through my face with every small movement.
00:15:50I touched my cheek and felt warm blood on my fingers.
00:15:54My vision was blurry.
00:15:56After I could stand up, I went to the nearby washroom to clean myself.
00:16:00I didn't want anyone else to see me like this.
00:16:03Soon, I told myself.
00:16:06I would be out of here soon.
00:16:08I just had to hold on a little longer.
00:16:13That evening, when Harrison's father came to pick him up after school, he handed me the
00:16:18guardianship relinquishment document in a plain envelope.
00:16:21He looked at me with real concern in his eyes and told me to contact him anytime if I needed
00:16:26help.
00:16:27I was overjoyed I held the envelope tightly against my chest and thanked him again and again.
00:16:32When I got home, I went straight to my room.
00:16:36I packed a small bag with my most important clothes so I would be ready to leave at any moment.
00:16:41Then I changed into an oversized hoodie that belonged to Harrison.
00:16:45I often wore his clothes.
00:16:47I were big and soft and made me feel safe, like someone actually cared.
00:16:52I paced back and forth in my room for almost an hour.
00:16:56Damien was home tonight.
00:16:57And he might leave for a business trip tomorrow.
00:17:00I had to get his signature tonight.
00:17:02There was no other chance.
00:17:04I stood outside his office door, taking deep breaths.
00:17:08In 17 years, I had never dared step into his room on my own.
00:17:13My hands shook.
00:17:14I told myself this was for my future freedom.
00:17:18I checked my appearance one last time.
00:17:20I had covered the marks Lilith left on me with makeup and let my hair down to hide them.
00:17:25I really didn't need its raw attention and taunt.
00:17:29I knocked softly and pushed the door open and walked in.
00:17:33All three of my brothers were inside.
00:17:35Their eyes widened when they saw me stay in the air.
00:17:44Um, I have some...
00:17:46Just say what you want to and stop wasting time.
00:17:49We don't have time for this.
00:17:50I tried to say it out properly, but Grayson interrupted me rudely.
00:17:54Riker just stared at me with pure disgust on his face, like I was something dirty he had stepped in.
00:18:00I clenched my fists tight until my nails dug into my palms.
00:18:04I forced myself to speak clearly this time.
00:18:08It is my report card.
00:18:10My teacher needs a guardian signature.
00:18:13My heart was racing so fast I could hear it in my ears.
00:18:17I had never asked them to sign anything like this before.
00:18:20I did not know if they would get...
00:18:22Suspicious.
00:18:24Damien reached out his hand without a word.
00:18:27I quickly placed the papers on the desk in front of him.
00:18:30He flipped through them casually.
00:18:32My heart was in my throat the whole time.
00:18:35The guardianship relinquishment form was mixed in there among the other sheets.
00:18:39He could see it at any moment and everything would be ruined.
00:18:43I stared at the papers, barely breathing.
00:18:46Finally, he picked up a pen and signed.
00:18:48I stepped forward fast and grabbed the documents, letting out a quiet sigh of relief.
00:18:56Then Grayson's voice suddenly sounded right beside my ear.
00:18:59He asked,
00:19:00Why are you acting so sneaky?
00:19:02Is there something wrong with the documents?
00:19:08Then Grayson's voice suddenly sounded right beside my ear.
00:19:12He asked,
00:19:14Why are you acting so sneaky?
00:19:16Is there something wrong with the documents?
00:19:19My heart leapt again.
00:19:21I instinctively said,
00:19:27No.
00:19:29I saw him reach out toward me and I thought he was about to hit me.
00:19:33I turned my head away tightly and shut my eyes.
00:19:36Clutching the papers to my chest as hard as I could.
00:19:39But a few seconds passed.
00:19:42The pain never came.
00:19:44Instead, I heard Riker ask, slightly angry.
00:19:47What is wrong with your face?
00:19:49I quickly opened my eyes and said.
00:19:53Grayson pushed my hair aside without asking.
00:19:55He must have seen the bruises.
00:19:58He sounded irritated as he asked.
00:20:00Who did it?
00:20:01I quickly said.
00:20:03Nobody.
00:20:04Damien stood up and walked over.
00:20:06He stared at my neck.
00:20:07His expression turned cold as he asked.
00:20:10Did someone try to strangle you?
00:20:12I quickly denied it.
00:20:14I didn't want to cause any troubles.
00:20:15And I really did not want them to notice anything wrong with the documents.
00:20:21It is really nothing.
00:20:23I can handle it.
00:20:24Am I now?
00:20:25But it is really, really.
00:20:28Myself, I can sorry.
00:20:29I'm sorry for the troubles.
00:20:30I bowed again, apologized once more, promised I would not cause trouble again, and ran out
00:20:37of the room as fast as I could.
00:20:39Back in my room, I closed the door and locked it.
00:20:42I took out the guardianship document, looked at Damien's signature, and hid it carefully
00:20:47in my bag.
00:20:48What I didn't know then was that my brothers had noticed the bruises on my face and neck,
00:20:53and they were furious.
00:20:55Not because they cared about me.
00:20:57I was still a curse in their eyes, the reason our mother was dead.
00:21:01They had made sure I felt every bit of hostility from this family for 17 years.
00:21:06They believed I deserved to live in pain every single day.
00:21:09But this was our family's matter.
00:21:12They could treat me however they wanted inside those walls.
00:21:15That did not mean some worthless outsider got to put hands on me.
00:21:19That would be an insult to our family name.
00:21:22And no one could do that.
00:21:27The next day, after Damien's company meetings, they drove to my school.
00:21:31The principal stammered.
00:21:33Mr. Damien, what brings you here today?
00:21:36Has something happened?
00:21:38Damien sat down in her chair, crossed his legs.
00:21:41I am extremely dissatisfied with the safety in this school.
00:21:45Damien scoffed.
00:21:47Riker leaned forward.
00:21:48Then why has our only sister been beaten black and blue at your school for years?
00:21:54The principal gasped.
00:21:55That's impossible.
00:21:57Riker continued.
00:21:58Your student Lilith has been brutally assaulting Willow for years.
00:22:05An elote resists from a means of this starrys.
00:22:08The principal went pale.
00:22:11That cannot be true.
00:22:12Damien looked straight at her.
00:22:14I want Lilith's parents here within half an hour.
00:22:16And I want Lilith herself to personally apologize in front of everyone.
00:22:22He told Riker to go bring me to the school.
00:22:24But soon Riker came back alone.
00:22:27Willow has not come to school today.
00:22:29Damien immediately called home.
00:22:31The maid sounded surprised.
00:22:33Miss Willow left for school as usual this morning, in her uniform and carrying her bag.
00:22:38They searched the entire route and every corner of the school building.
00:22:41But there was still no sign of me.
00:22:44A strange worry settled in Damien's stomach.
00:22:47They decided to involve the police.
00:22:49At the station, an officer leaned back in his chair.
00:22:53She has not been missing for more than 24 hours.
00:22:56We cannot start a full search yet.
00:22:59But the moment Damien gave his full name, their attitude changed.
00:23:04They sat up straight and exchanged glances.
00:23:06What is your exact relationship with her?
00:23:09Impatiently, Damien said.
00:23:11I am her guardian.
00:23:12Now hurry up and start the search.
00:23:14But one of the officers typed something on his computer, frowned, and looked back at him.
00:23:19According to our system, he said slowly.
00:23:23You have already signed a guardianship relinquishional document.
00:23:28You are no longer her guardian.
00:23:34At 6 in the morning, before the sun came up, I slung the small backpack I had secretly packed the
00:23:40night before over my shoulder.
00:23:42Inside were only a few changes of clothes, the college brochure I loved looking at, the $500 Harrison had lent
00:23:49me, and the guardianship relinquishment statement that I had fought so hard to get.
00:23:53My heart pounded hard against my ribs as I slipped out the back door of the mansion.
00:23:59I dared not look back at the huge house where I had lived for 17 years.
00:24:03I was scared that if I turned around, I would see Damien or one of others running after me.
00:24:09They should have already left for the school to confront Lilith today.
00:24:12I told myself again and again.
00:24:15This was the best chance I would ever get to escape.
00:24:18I jogged all the way to the bus stop, my breath coming fast.
00:24:22When the first bus arrived, I climbed on and chose a seat near the back.
00:24:27The further the bus went, the lighter I felt.
00:24:30I texted Harrison's father.
00:24:32Uncle, I am out.
00:24:34Thank you for finding me a hotel.
00:24:36He replied right away.
00:24:38Willow, safety first.
00:24:39Call me anytime if anything happens.
00:24:42We are here for you.
00:24:44Over the years, only the Harrison family had treated.
00:24:47Me like a real person, I wiped my eyes quickly.
00:24:50I could not cry now.
00:24:52I had made it this far.
00:24:54The hotel was in an old neighborhood on the outskirts of the city.
00:24:57The owner, a woman in her 50s, studied my bruised face but did not ask too many questions.
00:25:04You staying alone?
00:25:06She asked, I nodded.
00:25:08She handed me the key.
00:25:09Be careful, kid.
00:25:12Locked the door at night.
00:25:42I went up to my room.
00:25:46I reached into my bag and took out the university acceptance letter.
00:25:50I read it slowly, again and again.
00:25:53The major I wanted to apply for was psychology.
00:25:56I wanted to help people like me.
00:25:58People who had been hurt by their own families.
00:26:01Maybe if I learned how to understand pain and trauma, I could finally forgive myself for being born.
00:26:07At 2 o'clock in the afternoon, I left the hotel and walked to a small coffee shop nearby.
00:26:13Harrison's father had given me the address.
00:26:16The shop was quiet when I entered.
00:26:18Only a few customers sat at the tables.
00:26:21The owner was a plump, middle-aged woman.
00:26:24Named Mary, she had kind eyes and a warm smile.
00:26:27She noticed how nervous I looked and how my hands kept shaking.
00:26:31She leaned forward a little and asked gently,
00:26:34Are you okay, sweetheart?
00:26:36You look really nervous.
00:26:38First time looking for work?
00:26:40I nodded and looked down.
00:26:42Yes, ma'am.
00:26:44It's my first time doing anything like this.
00:26:46Mary gave me a soft smile and said,
00:26:49That's all right.
00:26:51Everyone start somewhere.
00:26:53Don't worry too much.
00:26:55Give it a try.
00:26:56You can start by serving dishes and clearing tables.
00:26:59We'll take it slow, okay?
00:27:01No rush.
00:27:02I whispered,
00:27:05Feeling a little relief in my chest.
00:27:07I put on the apron she gave me and began working.
00:27:10My first customer ordered a latte.
00:27:12My hands shook so badly that I almost spilled the hot drink when I carried it to the table.
00:27:18A few drops landed on the saucer.
00:27:20I froze, waiting for someone to shout at me.
00:27:23But Mary just walked over,
00:27:26patted my shoulder softly, and said,
00:27:28Take your time,
00:27:31sweetheart.
00:27:32Nobody here is going to yell at you.
00:27:35Breathe.
00:27:36You are doing fine.
00:27:37The words made my eyes sting again.
00:27:40I whispered,
00:27:42The afternoon passed slowly.
00:27:44I made mistakes, but
00:27:46no one got angry.
00:27:48By the time my shift ended at 8 in the evening,
00:27:51my legs ached and my arms felt heavy.
00:27:53But I had earned $80 in tips.
00:27:56Eighty whole dollars that I made myself.
00:27:58I sat on the steps outside the coffee shop and counted the money twice.
00:28:03For the first time.
00:28:05The future did not feel so far away.
00:28:07I could do this.
00:28:09I could build a life on my own.
00:28:14When I got back to the hotel that night, I took a long shower.
00:28:17The hot water stung the bruises on my face and body.
00:28:21But I did not mind.
00:28:23After I dried myself.
00:28:24I stood in front of the small cracked mirror and looked at my reflection.
00:28:29The scars on my face had started to fade a little.
00:28:32The swelling was going down.
00:28:34I took out my high school textbooks and the university study materials from my backpack.
00:28:39The acceptance letter said I needed to complete an entrance exam before the semester started.
00:28:44I could not rely only on part-time work.
00:28:47I needed a scholarship if I wanted to be truly in.
00:28:51Dependent.
00:28:52I turned on the small desk lamp at 9 o'clock and started reviewing basic psychology.
00:28:56The words on the page blurred sometimes because my eyes were tired.
00:29:01But I kept going.
00:29:02I made notes on a cheap notebook I had bought earlier.
00:29:06I read about trauma.
00:29:07About how families can hurt children.
00:29:10And about how healing is possible.
00:29:12At 1 in the morning, my eyes were so sore I could barely keep them open.
00:29:17My head felt heavy.
00:29:19Still, a quiet happiness filled me.
00:29:21I closed the book slowly and whispered to myself.
00:29:25I am really doing this.
00:29:27I lay down on the hard bed again.
00:29:29The room was quiet except.
00:29:30For the distant sound of traffic.
00:29:33No one was shouting at me.
00:29:35No one was calling me names.
00:29:37No one was reminding me that I had killed my mother just by being born.
00:29:41For the first time in 17 years, I fell asleep without praying to die.
00:29:45I slept with the university brochure tucked under my pillow like a promise.
00:29:53The next few days passed like a wound up toy.
00:29:56The same actions repeating over and over.
00:29:59I woke up at 7 every morning.
00:30:02Washed my face with cold water and went to the coffee shop by 8.
00:30:06I worked through the morning rush, took a quick sandwich for lunch in the back room.
00:30:10And kept serving drinks until the afternoon crowd slowed down.
00:30:14When I returned to the small hostel at 9 in the evening, I did not rest.
00:30:19I sat at the broken table under the dim lamp and studied until late into the night.
00:30:24The entrance exams mentioned in my university acceptance letter were coming.
00:30:28Closer every day.
00:30:30I had bought some second-hand psychology textbooks.
00:30:33And practice question books from a small store nearby.
00:30:37Every evening I forced myself to complete at least 50 questions.
00:30:41My fingers grew numb from holding the pen for so long.
00:30:44And my eyes burned, but I kept going.
00:30:47I told myself again.
00:30:49And again that only a scholarship could pay for tuition and rent.
00:30:53I did not want to ask anyone for money anymore.
00:30:56I wanted to stand on my own feet.
00:30:58The coffee shop slowly gained regular customers.
00:31:02Faces I started to recognize came in at the same time each day.
00:31:05One person stood out more than the others.
00:31:09His name was Ethan.
00:31:10He was a senior at the nearby university.
00:31:1320 years old, tall and thin.
00:31:15He always wore a clean white shirt and ordered the same thing.
00:31:19An Americano.
00:31:20He liked to sit by the window with a book in his hands.
00:31:24One afternoon when I served him his coffee, my hand trembled again.
00:31:28A little bit spilled onto the saucer.
00:31:30I froze, expecting anger.
00:31:32Ethan just smiled kindly and said,
00:31:36No problem.
00:31:37I got it.
00:31:38Do not worry.
00:31:39He noticed the fading bruise on my arm.
00:31:41That my sleeve had failed to hide.
00:31:44His voice became soft as he asked.
00:31:47Are you alright?
00:31:48Do you need any help?
00:31:49His question caught me off guard.
00:31:51No stranger had ever asked me that before.
00:31:54At home my brothers only pointed out my bruises to mock me.
00:31:57I hurriedly shook my head and looked down at the floor.
00:32:01I am fine.
00:32:02I whispered.
00:32:09I turned and walked away quickly, but a small warmth touched my heart.
00:32:14It felt strange.
00:32:15This was the first time someone who did not know me had shown concern instead of mockery or disgust.
00:32:21The next day at work, Ethan came in again at his usual time.
00:32:25This time he carried something extra.
00:32:28When the shop was not too busy, he waited until I finished serving another table, then walked up to the
00:32:34counter.
00:32:35I have noticed you reading during your short breaks, he said with a gentle smile.
00:32:40You are always so focused, even when you are tired from work.
00:32:44Are you planning to join the university?
00:32:47I looked up at him, surprised that he had noticed.
00:32:51I nodded slowly.
00:32:53Yes, I am trying to get in through a scholarship.
00:32:58The entrance exemption is coming soon, so I study whenever I can.
00:33:04Ethan's eyes lit up with interest.
00:33:07That is great.
00:33:09What major are you aiming for?
00:33:11Psychology.
00:33:12I replied softly.
00:33:13He smiled wider and placed an introductory psychology book on the counter in front of me.
00:33:19I thought this might help.
00:33:21It is recommended by one of my seniors.
00:33:23It is free for you.
00:33:26Good luck with your scholarship application.
00:33:28I believe you can do it.
00:33:31I froze, staring at the book.
00:33:33My fingers trembled slightly as I reached out and picked it up.
00:33:37You really did not have to do this.
00:33:40I whispered.
00:33:41Ethan smiled and shrugged lightly.
00:33:43I know how hard it is to study while working.
00:33:46If you need any help understanding the material, just let me know.
00:33:51He did not leave right away.
00:33:53He waited until I had safely placed the book under the counter.
00:33:57Only then did he pick up his Americano and go sit by the window with his own book.
00:34:01That evening after work, I carried the new book back to the hostel with extra care.
00:34:06I showered quickly, changed into comfortable clothes, and sat down at the small table.
00:34:12When I opened the psychology book, a small folded note fell out.
00:34:16Ask me anytime if you have any questions.
00:34:19I am usually on the second floor of the university library next door.
00:34:23I could not help but smile.
00:34:26A real small smile that reached my eyes.
00:34:28No one had ever given me something like this without expecting anything in return.
00:34:34I held the note for a long moment before tucking it safely between the pages.
00:34:42On the third night, I was sitting.
00:34:44In my tiny hostel room studying when my phone vibrated on the table.
00:34:48An unknown number called several times, I did not answer.
00:34:52Then a message appeared on the screen.
00:34:55Willow, we know you ran away.
00:34:57Come home.
00:34:58We were wrong.
00:34:59It was from Damien.
00:35:01My heart started pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.
00:35:05The pen slipped from my fingers and fell to the floor with a small clatter.
00:35:09I read the message again.
00:35:11My hands shaking, they knew.
00:35:13They had found out I was gone.
00:35:15Fear rushed over me like a cold wave.
00:35:18What if they came looking for me?
00:35:20What if they dragged me back to that big house and started saying those cruel words again?
00:35:24I could already hear Riker's angry voice and Grayson's sharp comments in my head.
00:35:29I quickly deleted the message, turned off my phone, and buried my face in the thin pillow.
00:35:35Tears burned behind my eyes.
00:35:38But I refused to let them fall.
00:35:40I told myself over and over.
00:35:42Stay away from them and you will be safe.
00:35:45You are free now.
00:35:46Do not go back.
00:35:47I will be safe.
00:35:52What I didn't know then.
00:35:53What I wouldn't learn until much later was that while I was studying in that tiny room,
00:35:59they were searching for me like madmen.
00:36:02Three days had passed.
00:36:04Damien sat behind his desk in the home office, staring at the chaos in front of him.
00:36:09The large wooden table was covered with stacks of CCTV footage printouts,
00:36:15bank records, and phone logs from Harrison's family.
00:36:18His head throbbed from lack of sleep, but he could not stop.
00:36:22Every second counted.
00:36:24Riker paced back and forth near the window like a caged animal.
00:36:28His fists were clenched so tight that
00:36:30His knuckles had turned white.
00:36:33He kept muttering under his breath, his jaw tight with frustration.
00:36:37Grayson leaned against the sofa in the corner.
00:36:40His eyes were bloodshot and his hair was messy.
00:36:42He had not slept properly for two days straight.
00:36:46The usual calm doctor look was gone.
00:36:48He just stared at the floor, lost in his own thoughts.
00:36:55She's only 17.
00:36:57Riker growled suddenly, his voice cracking with a panic I had never heard from him before.
00:37:12Damien's eyes stayed fixed on the laptop screen, replaying the last CCTV clip they had.
00:37:18It showed me slipping out through the back door early in the morning with a small backpack.
00:37:22I looked so small and scared, glancing over my shoulder once before disappearing into the darkness.
00:37:29At that moment, something sharp stabbed inside his chest.
00:37:36We have used every resource we have.
00:37:39Damien said finally, his voice low.
00:37:42Citywide CCTV, hotel registrations, even calling in favors from the police department.
00:37:49We cornered Harrison's father at his law firm yesterday.
00:37:52He refused to tell us anything useful.
00:37:55Grayson lifted his head slowly.
00:37:57What did he say?
00:37:58Damien rubbed his forehead.
00:38:00He looked me straight in the eyes and said,
00:38:04If she does not want you to find her, then stop finding her.
00:38:11Those words felt like a slap across my face.
00:38:20Stop finding her?
00:38:21How can we stop finding our own sister?
00:38:24She's family!
00:38:25Family.
00:38:27Did we really do anything for her?
00:38:29Damien asked quietly.
00:38:30The room fell silent.
00:38:31He continued.
00:38:34Think about the last 17 years.
00:38:36Every single night at dinner.
00:38:38We made her sit at the far end of the table while we called her an ominous creature.
00:38:43A curse.
00:38:44The reason mom died.
00:38:46We thought we were punishing her for what happened.
00:38:50But she was just a baby.
00:38:52Grayson's shoulders slumped.
00:38:56We never let her speak.
00:38:57We never let her explain anything.
00:38:59Damien nodded slowly.
00:39:01The guilt that had been building for days now felt heavier than ever.
00:39:05We transferred all our pain onto her.
00:39:07And now she is gone.
00:39:09The next morning, the private investigator knocked on the office door.
00:39:13He walked in with a serious expression and placed a thick file on the desk.
00:39:18Gentlemen.
00:39:19He said, his voice heavy.
00:39:23I found the DNA and hospital birth records you requested.
00:39:26The results are different from what you expected.
00:39:34Damien's stomach dropped.
00:39:36He reached for the file with icy cold fingers.
00:39:39Riker and Grayson moved closer immediately.
00:39:42Their faces tense.
00:39:44He opened the folder.
00:39:45Inside were my mother's complete medical records from the day she gave birth.
00:39:50A detailed DNA comparison report.
00:39:52And an old dusty police file.
00:39:55The report was clear.
00:39:57My biological father and the biological father.
00:40:00Of the three of them were the same person.
00:40:03Their father.
00:40:04The so-called rape story was a complete lie.
00:40:07It had been fabricated by the family to cover up their father's infidelity.
00:40:11And the domestic violence that happened behind closed doors.
00:40:15I was not the product of some outsider's crime.
00:40:19I was their real, full biological sister.
00:40:22I shared the same blood as them.
00:40:24The file slipped from Damien's hands and fell to the floor with a soft thud.
00:40:29Riker rushed forward and picked it up.
00:40:31His eyes scanned the pages quickly.
00:40:34His face turned pale, then red with shock.
00:40:38This is the girl we have hated for 17 years?
00:40:43Our own sister?
00:40:45His voice trembled.
00:40:47Suddenly, he slammed his fist hard against the wall.
00:40:50Blood trickled down his knuckles.
00:40:52But he did not seem to notice the pain.
00:40:55Grayson grabbed the file next.
00:40:57He read it silently.
00:40:59His lips moving without sound.
00:41:01When he looked up, his eyes were filled with horror.
00:41:05All this time, we were wrong.
00:41:09Completely wrong.
00:41:10Everything they had believed was crumbling.
00:41:13The jinx, the sin, the ominous creature.
00:41:15They had used their own sister as a dumping ground for all their hatred and grief.
00:41:20The day mom died in childbirth, they only listened to their father's version of the store.
00:41:25Why?
00:41:26They never questioned it.
00:41:27They never checked the facts.
00:41:29They simply poured all their pain onto a newborn baby who had done nothing wrong.
00:41:37Damien stood up slowly.
00:41:41We never bothered to find the truth.
00:41:43We just accepted the easiest story that let us feel righteous.
00:41:46Riker sank into the nearest chair, his face pale.
00:41:50We drove our own sister out of the house.
00:41:53We thought we were seeking justices for mom.
00:41:59Instead, we were destroying her every single day.
00:42:02Grayson whispered.
00:42:08She is out there alone right now.
00:42:10Probably still injured from that bullying at school.
00:42:13She has almost no money.
00:42:17And we...
00:42:19We made her believe she deserved all of it.
00:42:21The despair hit them like to sharp knives.
00:42:24Damien remembered the dinner table, the mocking.
00:42:27The way I always sat at the far end, trying to make myself invisible.
00:42:30The fear in my eyes whenever Riker raised his voice.
00:42:34We were supposed to protect her.
00:42:36Damien said hoarsely.
00:42:38Instead, we became her worst nightmare.
00:42:41Riker rubbed his bloody knuckles.
00:42:43She must hate us.
00:42:45Damien took a deep breath.
00:42:47We find her.
00:42:48No matter how long it takes.
00:42:50We kneel down and apologize to her face.
00:42:52We tell her the whole truth.
00:42:54We were wrong.
00:42:55We were cruel.
00:42:57We owe her 17 years of love and protection that we never gave.
00:43:01He stood taller, his voice firm despite the emotion choking him.
00:43:06Keep searching.
00:43:07Use every connection we have.
00:43:09Check every cheap hotel, every coffee shop, every bus station.
00:43:15When we find Willow, we will give her back everything we took from her.
00:43:19Her dignity.
00:43:20Her peace.
00:43:21Her right to feel safe in her own home.
00:43:23Grayson nodded, tears in high.
00:43:26She is our sister.
00:43:28Our real sister.
00:43:29S.I.'s.
00:43:31We cannot let her stay out there thinking she is worthless.
00:43:34Riker wiped his face.
00:43:38And if she does not want to come back, if she refuses to even look at us, then we will
00:43:44keep trying.
00:43:45Damien replied.
00:43:47Sardet.
00:43:57The files on the desk now represented not just a missing girl, but their own failure as brothers.
00:44:06Two weeks had passed since I ran away.
00:44:09My review had entered its most intense sprint.
00:44:12Every day felt like a race against time.
00:44:15I woke up at 6.30, ate a quick piece of bread, and reached the coffee shop by 8.
00:44:20From morning until 5 in the afternoon.
00:44:22I served trays, wiped tables, made coffee after coffee, and cleaned up spills.
00:44:28My arms ached so much by the end of the shift that I could barely lift them.
00:44:33The smell of coffee stayed on my clothes even after I showered.
00:44:37But the moment I returned to the small hostel room.
00:44:40I turned on the desk lamp, spread my second.
00:44:43Hand psychology textbooks and thick workbooks all over the tiny table.
00:44:48And started studying again.
00:44:49Only 10 days remained until the entrance exam.
00:44:53I needed a very high score if I wanted any chance at a full scholarship.
00:44:57At 11 o'clock at night I was still working on multiple choice questions.
00:45:02My eyes felt so dry they might bleed.
00:45:05And my back hurt from sitting in the same position for hours.
00:45:09Still, I kept pushing myself.
00:45:11Willow.
00:45:12You cannot stop now.
00:45:13I whispered to myself.
00:45:15My brothers made me feel worthless for 17 years.
00:45:18Now, I am going to prove with my grades that I can survive on my own.
00:45:23I do not need them.
00:45:25I never did.
00:45:28During the day at the shop, things stayed busy.
00:45:31While I worked with my head down.
00:45:34Ethan appeared again like clockwork.
00:45:36He came every single day now.
00:45:38He always ordered the same Americano.
00:45:41Sat by the window with a book, but he always found a moment to talk to me.
00:45:45Today, when I brought his coffee, he looked at me carefully and said softly,
00:45:50Junior, you stayed up late again last night.
00:45:53Didn't you?
00:45:56The dark circles under your eyes are getting worse.
00:45:58I tried to smile, but it came out weak.
00:46:01I am fine.
00:46:02Just studying.
00:46:07He took the cup from my hands gently.
00:46:10I looked at the scholarship application draft you showed me yesterday.
00:46:13It is very well written.
00:46:14But you could add one small section about overcoming family difficulties.
00:46:18It does not need to be too detailed.
00:46:21Just say that you cherish the opportunity to study even more after living independently.
00:46:25That kind of honesty can make a big difference.
00:46:27I froze, the tray in my hands almost slipped.
00:46:30How did he always know exactly what kind of help I needed?
00:46:33He never asked about my past.
00:46:35He never pushed.
00:46:37He just offered quiet, useful advice.
00:46:40I said quietly, my voice barely above a whisper.
00:46:43I will add that tonight.
00:46:45Ethan smiled and reached out to gently ruffle my hair.
00:46:48I will protect you, okay?
00:46:50See you at the library after work.
00:46:52I will wait for you so we can study together.
00:46:54His words made me feel warm.
00:46:56So I nodded quickly and went back to work before anyone noticed the tears gathering in my eyes.
00:47:02After my shift ended, Ethan and I walked together to the second floor of the public library.
00:47:07He chose a quiet table by the window and helped me organize my messy notes.
00:47:12Alright, let us go over cognitive behavioral therapy again.
00:47:15He said, opening one of my textbooks.
00:47:20This part always confuses students.
00:47:23His voice was gentle, like a soft spring breeze that slowly calmed my tense nerves.
00:47:28We worked through practice tests together.
00:47:31When I got a question about post-traumatic stress disorder completely wrong,
00:47:35I felt embarrassed and looked down at the paper.
00:47:38I am sorry.
00:47:39I mumbled.
00:47:40I keep making the same mistake.
00:47:42Ethan shook his head and smiled patiently.
00:47:45No need to apologize.
00:47:46Let me explain it again.
00:47:47He explained it three times, slowly and clearly, without any sign of frustration.
00:47:52When I finally got it right on the fourth try, he nodded proudly.
00:47:57See?
00:47:58You are already better than many fresh mention.
00:48:00You are doing really well, Willow.
00:48:01At that moment, my heart pounded a little faster.
00:48:04For the first time in a long while, studying did not feel lonely.
00:48:12When we finally left the library, it was already dark outside.
00:48:17Ethan insisted on walking me back to the hostel.
00:48:20You should not walk alone at night.
00:48:21I will go with you.
00:48:22He said firmly.
00:48:24He stayed close as we crossed the busy street, making sure no cars came to near.
00:48:30Be careful.
00:48:30He reminded me.
00:48:32I will pick you up a bit earlier tomorrow, so we have more time to study.
00:48:35I felt safe with him beside me.
00:48:37His presence made the dark streets feel less scary.
00:48:41But just as we turned the corner and the hostel entrance came into view, everything changed.
00:48:47Three tall, familiar figures sud.
00:48:49Enli stepped out from under the streetlights.
00:48:52Damien stood in the middle.
00:48:54Riker was on his left, and Grayson on his right.
00:48:57They had clearly followed some clue and tracked me here.
00:49:00Damien's sharp gaze swept over me like a knife.
00:49:03I froze on the spot.
00:49:05Fear poured over me like ice water.
00:49:08My hands and feet turned cold in an instant.
00:49:11My heart pounded so hard I thought it would explode out of my chest.
00:49:16No.
00:49:19I gripped Ethan's sleeve tightly.
00:49:22Do not let them see me.
00:49:26Please.
00:49:30Before Ethan could reply, I whirled around and dragged him into a narrow alleyway beside the hostel.
00:49:36My back press.
00:49:38Ed against the cold, rough wall.
00:49:40My whole body trembled uncontrollably.
00:49:43Ethan understood immediately.
00:49:45He stepped in front of me, shielding me completely with his body.
00:49:49When the brothers approached, he spoke politely but firmly.
00:49:53Excuse me.
00:49:54He said in a calm, steady voice.
00:49:56This young lady does not want to be disturbed.
00:49:59Please leave.
00:50:00I peeked from behind Ethan's shoulder.
00:50:03Riker tried to step forward.
00:50:05His face tight with emotion.
00:50:07Grayson looked ashen.
00:50:08Like he had not slept in days.
00:50:11Damien whispered my name softly.
00:50:13Willow.
00:50:14The sound of my name in his voice sent panic through me.
00:50:17I buried my head in my knees, covered my ears tightly with both hands.
00:50:22And squeezed my eyes shut.
00:50:24I did not want to hear anything they said.
00:50:26I did not want to see their faces.
00:50:28I whispered to myself over and over.
00:50:31Please go away.
00:50:32Just leave me alone.
00:50:36A few minutes later, Ethan and a passing security guard managed to persuade them to leave.
00:50:42Their footsteps finally faded away.
00:50:44I slid down the wall until I sat on the dirty ground.
00:50:48Silent tears fell down my cheeks.
00:50:51My body would not stop shaking.
00:50:53Ethan crouched down in front of me.
00:50:55It's just me.
00:50:56He placed a gentle hand on my shoulder.
00:50:58They are gone now.
00:50:59I gasped between sobs.
00:51:02I do not want to see them.
00:51:07I am so afraid they will drag me back.
00:51:11They always said I was a curse.
00:51:13They said I killed our mother.
00:51:16I cannot go back there.
00:51:18I cannot.
00:51:20Ethan's voice stayed soft and steady.
00:51:23No.
00:51:24You do not have to go back.
00:51:27I am here.
00:51:29I will protect you.
00:51:32They cannot hurt you anymore.
00:51:34You are safe.
00:51:35Willow.
00:51:36Breathe with me.
00:51:43Okay?
00:51:46He stayed there, crouching patiently, until my breathing slowed down.
00:51:54Then he helped me stand up and walked me the last few steps to the hostel door.
00:52:00That night, the moment I entered my room, I locked the door twice.
00:52:04I took out my phone with shaking hands and deleted all the missed calls and messages from
00:52:10my brothers.
00:52:11Then I blocked their numbers one by one.
00:52:13I opened my books again and continued studying until the early hours of the morning.
00:52:18My eyes burned and my head felt heavy, but I refused to stop.
00:52:22Every question I solved felt like another step away from my old life, just before I finally
00:52:28tried to sleep.
00:52:29My phone lit up with a new message from Ethan.
00:52:31I will bring you breakfast tomorrow.
00:52:33Eat it before you go to the library.
00:52:35You need strength for the exam.
00:52:37I replied with a simple smiley face, but fresh tears welled up in my eyes again.
00:52:42The scholarship, I had to get it.
00:52:44This new life I was building, I had to seize it with both hands.
00:52:48No matter how scared I felt tonight, I would not let my brothers take it away from me.
00:52:53Not again.
00:52:57The good news about the scholarship finally arrived on Wednesday morning.
00:53:01I was in the middle of wiping down the coffee shop counter.
00:53:05When my phone buzzed in my apron pocket, I pulled it out quickly, thinking it might be
00:53:10a customer order.
00:53:12Instead, an official university email filled the screen.
00:53:15Congratulations, Willow.
00:53:17You have been awarded a full tuition scholarship and a living allowance.
00:53:21Welcome to the psychology department.
00:53:23I stood completely still in the kitchen, staring at the words until they blurred.
00:53:28Tears filled my eyes so fast that I could not see clearly.
00:53:32Or my hands started shaking.
00:53:35After all the late nights, the aching arms, the constant fear of not being good enough.
00:53:41It had actually happened.
00:53:43Mary, the shop owner, noticed me standing there frozen.
00:53:46She walked over, wiping her hands on her apron.
00:53:51What is wrong, sweetheart?
00:53:53She said gently.
00:53:55You look like you just saw a ghost.
00:53:57I could not speak at first.
00:53:59I got the scholarship.
00:54:01I just turned the phone toward her, my voice cracking.
00:54:04Full tuition and living allowance.
00:54:06They accepted me into psychology.
00:54:08Mary's eyes widened, then a big, warm smile spread across her face.
00:54:13She pulled me into a quick hug and patted my shoulder happily.
00:54:18Oh my goodness!
00:54:21You deserve it, Willow!
00:54:24You have been working here every day and studying until late at night.
00:54:27You have really worked yourself to the bone these past few weeks.
00:54:31I am so proud of you.
00:54:32I wiped away the tears that kept falling and laughed out loud for the first time inside the shop.
00:54:37The sound surprised even me.
00:54:40Thank you, Mary.
00:54:41I could not have done it without this job.
00:54:43You gave me a chance when no one else would.
00:54:48That afternoon, when my shift ended.
00:54:52Ethan was already waiting outside the shop like he always did now.
00:54:56The moment I stepped out, he noticed the smile on my face and the redness in my eyes.
00:55:03What happened?
00:55:04He asked, tilting his head with curiosity.
00:55:07You look happier than usual.
00:55:08I pulled out my phone and showed him the email.
00:55:11I got it!
00:55:14Full scholarship!
00:55:15I am officially going to university!
00:55:18Ethan's face lit up.
00:55:20Without warning, he stepped forward.
00:55:22Picked me up by the waist and spun me around once in the middle of the sidewalk.
00:55:26I let out a surprised laugh as the world turned.
00:55:30I knew you could do it!
00:55:32He said excitedly, setting me down gently, but keeping his hands on my shoulders.
00:55:37You worked so hard.
00:55:39Willow, tonight, we are going to celebrate properly.
00:55:43We will go eat your favorite strawberry cake.
00:55:45My treat.
00:55:46I felt my cheeks warm.
00:55:48You do not have to do that.
00:55:50I want to.
00:55:52He replied softly, his eyes gentle.
00:55:54You deserve something sweet after everything.
00:55:57After the celebration, my life became even faster and fooler.
00:56:01During the day, I continued working at the coffee shop to save up the last bit of living expenses before
00:56:07university started.
00:56:09In the evenings, Ethan helped me move into a small apartment he had found near the university.
00:56:15It was cheap, safe, and had a tiny balcony.
00:56:18He carried most of my things himself and helped me unpack.
00:56:22That first evening in the new place, we sat side by side on the small sofa.
00:56:27Ethan helped me organize the final application materials for university registration.
00:56:32Look, this section looks perfect now, he said, pointing at the paper.
00:56:37You wrote about overcoming difficulties really well.
00:56:40I am proud of you.
00:56:41I looked at the small potted plant he had placed on the balcony earlier.
00:56:45Thank you for helping me find this apartment.
00:56:48And for the plant.
00:56:50It is nice to have something green to look at every morning.
00:56:54Ethan smiled and leaned back.
00:56:57From now on, seeing that plant every day will remind you how hard you have worked.
00:57:01You grew strong, even when things were difficult.
00:57:06We talked for a long time that night.
00:57:08He told me stories from his own university life.
00:57:12When I was a freshman, he said quietly, I felt completely lost.
00:57:16I did not know what I wanted to study or who I wanted to be.
00:57:20I made a lot of mistakes, but I kept going.
00:57:24Now, as a senior, I want to protect girls like you, who are struggling alone.
00:57:31You are not alone anymore, Willow.
00:57:33His hand occasionally brushed against mine while we looked at the papers.
00:57:37Instead of pulling away, I let the small touch stay.
00:57:41A quiet warmth spread through me.
00:57:43It felt safe.
00:57:44The next day at noon, Ethan and I were buying notebooks for studying at the supermarket.
00:57:50We were laughing about something silly when I suddenly spotted Riker's car parked.
00:57:54At the intersection in the distance, my heart sank instantly.
00:57:58Fear gripped me like tight vines around my chest.
00:58:01I grabbed Ethan's hand tightly.
00:58:04They are here again.
00:58:06That is Riker's car.
00:58:08I do not want to see them.
00:58:11Please take me a detour.
00:58:13Ethan did not ask why.
00:58:15He just held my hand firmly and led me quickly into a nearby alley.
00:58:19We walked fast through the back streets until we reached the apartment through the rear entrance.
00:58:24Along the way, he kept whispering comforting words.
00:58:27Do not be afraid.
00:58:30They will not find you here.
00:58:32I already changed your phone number as a backup contact.
00:58:36From now on, you'll be safe with me.
00:58:41Just tell me if anything happens, okay?
00:58:43I have got you.
00:58:45When we finally got inside the apartment, I locked the door and leaned against it, breathing hard.
00:58:51I took out my phone with shaking hands and deleted the last few messages from my brothers.
00:58:55Then I blocked every possible number they might use.
00:58:59Ethan sat down on the floor with me.
00:59:01Come on.
00:59:03Let us not think about them right now.
00:59:05It will make the room feel more like home.
00:59:07We spent the rest of the afternoon wallpapering and arranging books together.
00:59:11He made me laugh by telling funny stories about his clumsy moves during freshman year.
00:59:17By the time it got dark, the fear had faded a little.
00:59:20Ethan's steady presence made the small apartment feel safer.
00:59:24I hadn't forgiven my brothers and neither did I want to give them any more chances to hurt me.
00:59:29This new life, it was in my hands now.
00:59:35That weekend, I officially moved out of the hostel for good.
00:59:39Ethan carried both of my suitcases by himself up the stairs.
00:59:43He made my bed with fresh sheets.
00:59:45Hung the curtains carefully and even prepared a simple dinner of fried rice in the tiny kitchen.
00:59:51Ethan, we sat together on the small balcony, eating the warm food while the evening lights
00:59:56of the city twinkled below us.
00:59:58This tastes really good.
01:00:01Thank you for doing all this.
01:00:02I said softly.
01:00:05Ethan looked at me seriously.
01:00:07From now on, this is your new home, Willow.
01:00:10I will pick you up after every class, Willow.
01:00:13Study with you in the evenings.
01:00:15And protect you.
01:00:17Okay?
01:00:18He paused for a moment, then added gently.
01:00:21Take it slow.
01:00:22Do not rush to accept me or anything.
01:00:26But I will always be here, whenever you need me.
01:00:29I nodded, feeling tears well up in my eyes again.
01:00:32Yet this time, a genuine smile appeared on my face.
01:00:36I hadn't forgiven my brothers, and neither did I want to give them any more chances to
01:00:40hurt me.
01:00:41This new life, it was in my hands now.
01:00:44I looked out at the city lights and took a deep breath.
01:00:47The fear of my brothers was still there, hiding in the corners of my mind.
01:00:51But it felt smaller now.
01:00:53I had a scholarship.
01:00:55I had a safe place to live.
01:00:57I had some, you know.
01:00:58Me who cared without asking for anything painful in return.
01:01:02For the first time, the future felt like something I could actually reach.
01:01:07I would keep working hard.
01:01:08I would keep studying.
01:01:10And I would keep building this new life, step by careful step.
01:01:14No one was going to take it away from me again.
01:01:20The first day of school finally arrived, I stood at the university registration desk.
01:01:25Clutching my scholarship acceptance letter and the key to my new apartment tightly in my
01:01:30hands.
01:01:30My heart beat fast with a mix of excitement and nervousness.
01:01:35Students moved all around me, laughing and talking loudly.
01:01:39The noise felt overwhelming.
01:01:41But in a good way, Ethan stood right beside me.
01:01:44He held my hand gently and carried my heavy suitcase without complaining.
01:01:49He wore a clean white shirt today that made him look even taller and calmer.
01:01:53He smiled down at me and said,
01:01:56Junior, you are a full-time college student now.
01:01:59As your senior and boyfriend, I will protect you every step of the way.
01:02:03I still could not believe those words.
01:02:07Last week, on the balcony of my apartment, Ethan had confessed his feelings.
01:02:11He had spoken softly under the stars.
01:02:14Telling me how much he cared, I had said yes.
01:02:26From the first moment I saw you in the coffee shop, can you just say from like weeping?
01:02:36I had leaned my head on his shoulder and felt something warm and full inside my chest for the first
01:02:42time.
01:02:42It was not just happiness.
01:02:44It was a sense of fulfillment.
01:02:46Someone wanted me.
01:02:48Someone chose me.
01:02:50After we finished registration.
01:02:52Ethan guided me through the busy crowd toward the psychology department's orientation event.
01:02:57He helped me collect all the materials, introduced me to a few professors.
01:03:02And even went to the cafeteria to get food for me when I felt too shy to go alone.
01:03:09As we sat at a small table and I ate, he suddenly reached over and took my hand.
01:03:14His touch was warm and steady.
01:03:17From now on, he said softly.
01:03:20And face everything together, okay?
01:03:22I looked into his kind eyes and smiled.
01:03:24Yes.
01:03:26The two of us.
01:03:29Walking together.
01:03:31The afternoon felt like a dream.
01:03:33We strolled along the campus' tree-lined path.
01:03:36The leaves rustled gently above us.
01:03:39Ethan bought to ice creams from a small stand.
01:03:41We sat side by side on a wooden bench under the shade of a big tree.
01:03:46He licked his ice cream and said,
01:03:48After we graduate, I want us to pursue graduate studies together.
01:03:52We can keep helping people who have gone through difficult family situations.
01:03:57Just like you.
01:03:59We can make a real difference.
01:04:02I took a small bite of my strawberry ice cream and listened quietly.
01:04:06His words painted a future I had never dared to imagine before.
01:04:10A future where I was not hiding or running.
01:04:13A future where I could help others heal.
01:04:15As I listened, a deep peace I had never felt before welled up inside me.
01:04:20It felt like the heavy weight I had carried for 17 years was finally starting to lift.
01:04:28Just as we were about to head back to the apartment.
01:04:31Three familiar figures appeared at the school gate, Damien.
01:04:35Riker and Grayson stood there.
01:04:37They had clearly used every connection they had to find me.
01:04:40My stomach dropped.
01:04:42Damien took a step forward, his mouth opening as if he wanted to speak.
01:04:49Fear and weariness rushed through me all at once, like an old wound suddenly reopening.
01:04:54I immediately backed away and hid behind Ethan, my whole body trembling.
01:05:00Ethan stepped in front of me protectively.
01:05:02I took a deep breath.
01:05:03For the first time, I spoke loudly and clearly so they could hear every word.
01:05:09I have not forgiven you, and I never want to see you again.
01:05:14I have recovered from the 17 years of pain you caused me.
01:05:18I said, my voice shaking but strong.
01:05:21Please leave my new life completely and do not bother me anymore.
01:05:25The words felt heavy as they left my mouth, but they also felt freeing.
01:05:30Ethan stood tall in front of me.
01:05:31His voice stayed firm yet polite.
01:05:36She is fine now.
01:05:38Please do not show up again, thank you.
01:05:39The three brothers stood there for a long moment.
01:05:42Their expressions looked complex.
01:05:44A mix of regret, pain and surprise.
01:05:48Damien's shoulders dropped slightly.
01:05:50Riker opened his mouth as if he wanted to argue.
01:05:53But Grayson placed a hand on his arm and stopped him.
01:05:57Slowly, they turned and walked away.
01:05:58I did not cry.
01:06:00I did not chase after them.
01:06:02I simply stood there and breathed a deep sigh of relief.
01:06:05The tight knot in my chest loosened just a little more.
01:06:09Ethan turned around and gently pulled me into a hug.
01:06:12He held me carefully like I was something precious.
01:06:16It is over.
01:06:17He whispered against my hair.
01:06:21From today onwards, it is just the two of us.
01:06:25I did not.
01:06:31The setting sun bathed the campus in a soft golden glow.
01:06:35Ethan and I walked hand in hand toward our new apartment.
01:06:38He lowered his head and kissed my forehead gently.
01:06:43Let us start a new life together.
01:06:46He said softly, I smiled and nodded.
01:06:49For the first time, I took off the oversized hoodie I had worn like armor for so long.
01:06:54And put on the light blue jacket Ethan had given me.
01:06:58It felt light and comfortable.
01:07:00College life, the scholarship, and Ethan's protection.
01:07:03All of this was something I had earned myself.
01:07:06No one could take it away anymore.
01:07:07That night, I lay in my new bed and looked up at the ceiling.
01:07:11The room was quiet except for the soft sound of Ethan breathing beside me.
01:07:16I whispered my new prayer into the darkness.
01:07:24If God can hear me, I want to live a good life with the people who love me.
01:07:31Ethan hugged me from behind and whispered back.
01:07:34I will always be here.
01:07:36I closed my eyes, feeling safe in his arms.
01:07:39The fear of my brothers still lingered somewhere in the back of my mind.
01:07:43But it no longer controlled me.
01:07:46I had faced them.
01:07:47I had spoken my truth.
01:07:49Now I could finally move forward.
01:07:51The next morning would bring my first real classes.
01:07:54I would walk into the psychology lecture hall as a real student.
01:07:58I would take notes, ask questions, and learn how to help others who carried pain like mine.
01:08:04Ethan would be there with me.
01:08:05We would study together in the library.
01:08:08Eat lunch on the campus grass and talk about our dreams late into the night.
01:08:13I thought about everything I had been through.
01:08:15The cruel words at the dinner table.
01:08:17The bruises from Lilith.
01:08:19The nights I prayed to die.
01:08:21Those memories still hurt.
01:08:23But they no longer define me.
01:08:24I was no longer the girl who hid at the end of the table.
01:08:28I was Willow, a university student with a full scholarship.
01:08:32And now, I had a kind boyfriend who would always protect me.
01:08:36In the future I was building with my own hands looked beautiful.
01:08:40This was my new beginning.
01:08:42And I was ready for it.
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