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Too Late for Goodbye HD
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00:00A month after I died of cancer, Arthur Pendleton Stinnell thought I was throwing a tantrum.
00:06He was waiting for me to come back and apologize to his first love, Vivian Wright.
00:11It wasn't until Vivian's birthday, when she wanted to invite me, that Arthur finally called.
00:18His voice was cold.
00:21Charlotte Hayes, do you realize your mistake yet?
00:26On the other end of the line, my friend's voice choked with sobs.
00:31Charlotte has been dead for a month.
00:33Three years ago, I married Arthur Pendleton.
00:36I loved him.
00:38I had loved him since high school.
00:40He saved me from my abusive foster family when no one else would.
00:44I thought marriage meant he finally saw me.
00:46But on our wedding night, Vivian had an accident abroad.
00:49He rushed to her side without a second thought.
00:52Vivian sent me a photo of him sleeping in her bed.
00:55Borrowing your husband for a night, I'll return him tomorrow.
00:58I told myself it was fine.
01:00He would come home.
01:01He did come home.
01:02But his heart.
01:03Never did.
01:04Now I was dead.
01:06My soul trapped by his side.
01:08Watching him live his life as if I never existed.
01:13In the third year of my marriage,
01:15I was diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer.
01:19The doctor recommended surgery.
01:22The day before, I called Arthur.
01:25What is it?
01:27His tone was incredibly impatient.
01:31Arthur, I'm having surgery tomorrow.
01:34He cut me off coldly.
01:35Charlotte, do you think faking an illness will make me forgive what you did to Vivian?
01:40If you want my forgiveness, come and apologize to her.
01:44I'm not faking it.
01:45I'm really...
01:46He interrupted me again.
01:47I'm busy.
01:49I don't have time to argue with you.
01:51If you're really sick, let me know when you're dead so I can collect your body.
01:56He hung up.
01:58I closed my eyes and put down my phone.
02:00A week earlier, when I was first diagnosed, I went to find him.
02:06He and Vivian were getting ready to go rowing.
02:09I wanted to leave, but Vivian grabbed me and pulled me onto the boat.
02:14She wanted to show off their lovey-de-vee act right in front of me, just to mess with me.
02:19When the boat reached the middle of the lake, Vivian reached out to touch the water.
02:23And then, noops, she suddenly fell right in.
02:26I risked my life to save her.
02:29But once ashore, she claimed I pushed her.
02:33Arthur believed her.
02:34We had a massive fight.
02:37Charlotte, why doesn't a vicious woman like you just die?
02:41He didn't know I was actually dying.
02:44Just as Arthur wished, I died on the operating table.
02:49After I died, Ed Julian collected my body.
02:53We came from the same orphanage.
02:56He was my best friend.
02:59Furious at Arthur's indifference, Ed Julian didn't tell him about my death.
03:04He took my ashes back to the orphanage.
03:09And buried me on the back hill.
03:12Dandelions covered the slopes.
03:15Beautiful when the wind blew.
03:17After death, my soul didn't dissipate.
03:20I was trapped by at Arthur's side.
03:23Confined within five meters of him.
03:25In the month since my death, Vivian had caught a cold.
03:29Arthur visited her every day.
03:31Cooked for her.
03:32Cared for her with devotion.
03:35He reminded her to put on more clothes when it got cold.
03:38He made her hangover soup when she got drunk.
03:41He handed her tissues when she cried over a sad movie.
03:45His voice was so gentle, it practically melted.
03:48I remember doing all these things for him.
03:51He took everything he learned from me and used it all on another woman.
03:56When they were together, Vivian would occasionally mention me.
04:01Arthur, has Charlotte not contacted you?
04:04Maybe you shouldn't be mad at her.
04:06I know the truth.
04:07You don't need to make excuses for her.
04:09That night, Arthur worked overtime and came home late.
04:13He didn't go to the bedroom.
04:15He entered the study instead.
04:17Since I died, he seemed to have become busy.
04:21Working overtime late into the night every day.
04:24Not giving himself a moment to breathe.
04:28After finishing his work, he went to the balcony.
04:33The moonlight was bright.
04:35He lit a cigarette and leaned against the railing.
04:38His face showed no expression, but I detected his irritability.
04:45In the month since I died, he seemed to be in a bad mood all along.
04:49Was it because I hadn't come back to apologize?
04:52His phone rang.
04:54He took it out almost immediately.
04:57A few specks of starlight lit up in his dark eyes.
05:00But seeing the caller ID, the emotion returned to calmness.
05:04The call was from Vivian.
05:06It's so late. You haven't slept yet.
05:09His voice was very gentle.
05:10Arthur, tomorrow is my birthday.
05:13You should call Charlotte to come.
05:15I don't blame her for what happened.
05:17I'll clear things up with her.
05:18Arthur agreed.
05:19After the call, he dialed my number impatiently.
05:23No one answered.
05:24He called several times.
05:26Then he dialed Julian's number.
05:30Tell Charlotte to come back and apologize.
05:33Or she can never come back again.
05:35Julian's voice was cold.
05:37Charlotte is already dead.
05:38If you want her apology, tell that manipulative bitch to go to hell to hear it.
05:44Who did you say died?
05:46I said Charlotte is already dead.
05:49She was buried a month ago.
05:50She will never appear in front of you and Vivian again.
05:53Arthur's eyes went blank and panicked.
05:56But soon he sneered.
05:57Charlotte told you to say this, didn't she?
06:00Faking illness didn't work.
06:01So she's faking death this time?
06:03You tell her.
06:03If she doesn't show up tomorrow, she never has to come back.
06:07Julian's voice rose.
06:09Who told you she's faking it?
06:10Charlotte is really dead.
06:12She's been buried.
06:13She's been dead for so many days.
06:15As her husband, you didn't care at all.
06:18Now you call just to make her apologize to your mistress?
06:20Arthur, have you no fucking shame?
06:22Arthur's face darkened.
06:24Julian, who allowed you to speak to me like that?
06:27Julian roared and hung up.
06:30Arthur called back.
06:31The phone was turned off.
06:32With a gloomy face, he ordered his assistant to find Julian.
06:36He planned to teach Julian a lesson.
06:39Regarding the news of my death, he didn't care in the slightest.
06:45Before Arthur and I got married, he was in a car accident.
06:48His legs were disabled.
06:50His ex-girlfriend left him.
06:53No one was willing to marry a cripple.
06:56His parents funded my college education.
06:59I grew up in an orphanage.
07:01They promised that if I married Arthur,
07:03they would donate to the orphanage.
07:06I happened to have a secret crush on him.
07:08So I agreed.
07:11After our marriage, his temper was incredibly violent.
07:16Many caregivers couldn't stand it and left.
07:20I was the only one who never abandoned him.
07:24He complained my cooking was tasteless.
07:27My massage techniques were clumsy.
07:29I never talked back.
07:31I studied cooking harder.
07:33Learned massage from masters.
07:34He saw my efforts.
07:36Gradually, his attitude softened.
07:40Under my care, his condition improved day by day.
07:45But after his legs completely healed, Vivian returned.
07:50She effortlessly won back his affection.
07:52It took me three years just to barely catch his eye.
07:56Vivian didn't have to do a thing to be his absolute favorite.
07:59I had lost from the very beginning.
08:03The next day was Vivian's birthday.
08:06Arthur's assistant stood in the walk-in closet.
08:09Sir, whose designer piece would you like to wear today?
08:12Your outfits for important occasions.
08:14Always put together by your wife.
08:17I haven't been able to get through to her phone lately.
08:20Arthur's face darkened.
08:22What?
08:23I pay you a six-figure salary.
08:25And without Charlotte, you can't do anything.
08:28The assistant quickly picked a suit.
08:33This was the suit your wife picked out for you last month.
08:35And this tie is a new arrival.
08:39Your wife bought it for you.
08:41Enough!
08:41Arthur snapped.
08:43Get out!
08:44Floating in the air, I watched him lose his temper over me.
08:49He stood there for a long time, lost in thought.
08:53At the door, the butler was waiting.
08:56Sir, the essential oils your wife blended for you have run out.
09:00Should we make more, according to the recipe, the reek recipe she left behind?
09:05Arthur's face was stern.
09:08Order a different cologne.
09:10I don't want to hear anything more about Charlotte.
09:13Ever again.
09:15After breakfast, Arthur went to the company.
09:20He worked overtime into the night.
09:23At seven, Vivian called.
09:29Arthur, when are you coming over?
09:31Everyone is already here.
09:37He paused, as if just remembering today was her birthday.
09:41The old Arthur would never forget a single thing about Vivian.
09:47But today, he seemed a bit off.
09:51He arrived at Vivian's apartment.
09:53Flowers and balloons everywhere.
09:57The living room was packed.
10:00Seeing Arthur, people came over to greet him.
10:03Vivian glanced around him.
10:07Arthur, why didn't Charlotte come?
10:10She's busy.
10:12Couldn't make it.
10:13He pulled out the birthday gift.
10:15An exquisite jewelry set.
10:18Vivian's face lit up.
10:20Arthur, you're so good to me.
10:22She stood on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek.
10:25The crowd cheered.
10:27Many of her friends didn't know Arthur was married.
10:30They assumed the two were dating.
10:33Arthur froze for a second.
10:35His lips pressed into a tight line.
10:39Sensing his displeasure.
10:41Vivian looked downcast.
10:44It's just a standard greeting.
10:46I didn't mean to offend you.
10:48A standard greeting?
10:50Then why didn't she kiss everyone else?
10:54Vivian toyed with the necklace.
10:57Arthur, Charlotte hasn't contacted you in days.
10:59Do you think she actually wants to break up?
11:03Arthur's eyes darkened.
11:05Impossible.
11:06She can't live without me.
11:08Even now, he still didn't believe I was dead.
11:12He was still waiting for me to come crawling back and apologize.
11:15I suddenly found myself curious about how he would react when he finally learned.
11:20The party dragged on until the early hours.
11:23Guests slowly trickled out.
11:25It started raining outside.
11:27The air felt damp and heavy.
11:30Arthur had an old leg injury.
11:32He seemed uncomfortable on the sofa.
11:34In the past, whenever it rained, I would massage his leg to ease the pain.
11:40I was the one who stayed by his side through the darkest years.
11:44I weathered the storm with him.
11:47Now that he was basking in the sun, he didn't spare a single thought for me.
11:52He drank non-stop tonight.
11:54His leg injury was probably acting up.
11:57After the party ended and the guests left, only Vivian remained.
12:01She made him hangover soup, brought it over, and sat down beside him.
12:08Vivian had slipped into a deep V nightgown.
12:11When she leaned close to Arthur, she exposed quite a bit of cleavage.
12:16He was completely oblivious.
12:18He took a sip of the soup and stared blankly at the bowl.
12:21After a long while, he murmured.
12:26It's not the same as the one she makes.
12:29Vivian froze.
12:32Arthur, what did you say?
12:34He shook his head and finished the soup.
12:38Then he got ready to leave.
12:41Vivian stood up and hugged him from behind.
12:44Arthur, don't go tonight, okay?
12:46He pulled her hands off him, his voice cold and deep.
12:52Vivian, I told you.
12:54I'm a married man now.
12:56You need to know your boundaries.
12:58Charlotte hasn't been home for over a month.
13:00She's been entangled with that man named Julian.
13:03Maybe she's already left with him.
13:06Enough!
13:07Arthur suddenly snapped.
13:08Vivian froze, tears welling in her eyes.
13:11This was the first time I had seen Arthur raise his voice at her.
13:16Back when he was in a wheelchair, he used to yell at me like this.
13:20I would shamelessly cling to him and comfort him.
13:23He would push me away and call me overly sentimental.
13:26I never got mad.
13:28I just kept coaxing him.
13:31Back then, he was my entire world.
13:35Arthur realized he had lost his composure.
13:38Sorry, I'm in a bad mood today.
13:41Don't be mad.
13:43Vivian wrapped her arms around his waist again.
13:46Arthur, do you still like me?
13:49This was the first time she had asked so bluntly.
13:52I suddenly understood we she wanted Arthur to bring me to the party.
13:56She planned to force him to choose between us in front of me.
14:00She wanted to watch him abandon me with her own eyes.
14:03It was a pity I was already dead.
14:06Her scheme fell through.
14:08Arthur hesitated.
14:09I hate you.
14:11Vivian's entire body stiffened.
14:13Tears spilled over.
14:15Arthur looked at her and sighed.
14:18But I can't forget you either.
14:19I couldn't help but let out a sarcastic laugh.
14:22When his legs were crippled,
14:24Vivian chose to go abroad without a second thought.
14:28After returning,
14:29she said her parents forced her to leave.
14:32The excuse was so flimsy.
14:34Even I didn't buy it.
14:36Yet Arthur believed her.
14:38Or perhaps he chose to believe her.
14:40Because he couldn't let go of her.
14:43His trust in Vivian was unconditional.
14:45And what about me?
14:47On the day of my cancer surgery,
14:49he told me to go die.
14:52Then what about Charlotte?
14:54Vivian asked.
14:56Do you have feelings for her?
14:58Arthur paused and lowered his eyelids.
15:00She is only my wife in name.
15:03Hearing this,
15:04I laughed mockingly at myself.
15:07Vivian beamed with joy and hooked her arms around his neck.
15:10Then stay tonight, okay?
15:12She stood on tiptoe and tried to kiss him.
15:15Arthur turned his face to avoid it.
15:18Vivian stiffened.
15:20Arthur,
15:21are you still unwilling to accept me?
15:23I am a married man.
15:25If word gets out,
15:26it won't be good for your reputation.
15:29I don't mind.
15:30I only want you.
15:32Arthur's voice grew colder.
15:34Be good.
15:35Then when will you bring up divorce with Charlotte?
15:38Charlotte is kind-hearted.
15:39She should grant our wish.
15:41After all,
15:42we truly love each other.
15:44Arthur's voice was flat.
15:46I haven't been able to contact her lately.
15:48Once I get in touch with her,
15:50I'll talk to her about the divorce.
15:53After returning home,
15:55Arthur called me again.
15:56He probably wanted to talk about the divorce.
15:59My phone still couldn't be reached.
16:03After several failed calls,
16:05Arthur irritably opened my WhatsApp chat box.
16:09Our chat history was still stuck at a month ago.
16:12The day I asked him to come to the hospital
16:14to sign my surgery consent form.
16:17Arthur,
16:18I have cancer.
16:19Can you come see me?
16:21Arthur,
16:22the doctor needs a family member to sign for the surgery.
16:25It won't take up too much of your time.
16:27An hour at most, please.
16:29Arthur,
16:30I'm going into the operating room.
16:32Are you still not coming?
16:34Goodbye,
16:35Arthur.
16:36For the following month,
16:37he and I had no further contact.
16:40Arthur stared at those messages.
16:43His whole body seemed frozen.
16:46About ten minutes passed.
16:47He darkened his face
16:49and deleted my messages about cancer.
16:51Then his fingers danced across the keyboard.
16:54Charlotte,
16:55I'm giving you one last chance.
16:57Stop throwing a tantrum.
16:59Come back immediately.
17:01If I don't see you by tomorrow,
17:03we're getting a divorce.
17:05He had planned to divorce me anyway,
17:07yet he still used it to threaten me.
17:09The message sank like a stone in the ocean.
17:13Arthur put down his phone and went to take a shower.
17:17Coming out of the shower,
17:19Arthur received a transatlantic phone call.
17:22Hello,
17:23is this the family of Ms. Hayes?
17:25Your wife participated in the Dizzen Design Awards two months ago.
17:30Her work won a prize,
17:32but we haven't been able to reach her.
17:34Arthur was dazed.
17:35Didn't Charlotte already give up on design?
17:38I graduated from a top design academy.
17:41My dream was the international stage.
17:44After marrying Arthur,
17:45I gave up my career to take care of him.
17:48He once asked if I regretted it.
17:50I lied and said work was too tiring.
17:53He took it to heart and never asked about it again.
17:56But I had always wanted to continue my studies.
17:59Since this year,
18:00Arthur and Vivian had been getting closer.
18:02I had a premonition he would abandon me.
18:05So I picked up my profession again.
18:07I submitted a piece to Dizzen.
18:09I placed first in both preliminaries and semifinals.
18:12I was overjoyed.
18:14I thought I still had a chance to chase my dream.
18:17Then I received the medical report,
18:19Stomach Cancer.
18:20Less than half a year to live.
18:22Before I could cheer for my new life,
18:24I plummeted back to rock bottom.
18:26Giving up my future for this cold man
18:28was the worst decision of my life.
18:32Early the next morning,
18:33Arthur went to find Julian.
18:35He drove to the orphanage in City A.
18:38When they arrived,
18:40Julian was handing out candies to the children.
18:43Seeing Arthur,
18:44Julian's smile vanished.
18:46He turned to walk inside.
18:48Arthur grabbed his arm.
18:50Where is Charlotte?
18:52Tell her to come out.
18:53I froze.
18:54He had traveled all this way just to see me.
18:57Since when did he care so much about my affairs?
19:00It was a pity I was already dead.
19:03He would only see my tombstone.
19:05Charlotte is dead.
19:07You can't see her anymore.
19:09Arthur's eyes darkened.
19:11Julian,
19:12don't play this kind of joke with me.
19:14Hurry up and tell Charlotte to come out,
19:16or I'll tear this orphanage to the ground.
19:19Julian got angry too.
19:22Arthur,
19:22don't you like Vivian?
19:24Now that Charlotte is gone,
19:25it should be a good thing for you.
19:27Why are you still looking for her?
19:30Don't tell me that when she was serving you,
19:32you didn't like her.
19:33But now that she's gone,
19:35you want to throw yourself at her.
19:37Are you just a glutton for punishment?
19:41Arthur's face was dark as thunder.
19:44I came to find her to get a divorce.
19:46Even if she wants to leave,
19:48she should do it after divorcing me.
19:50She's occupying the position of my wife and just vanished.
19:53How am I supposed to marry anyone else in the future?
19:56I couldn't help but laugh.
19:58He went to such great lengths just to divorce me.
20:02Julian stared at him.
20:03Arthur,
20:04stop denying it.
20:06You've fallen in love with Charlotte,
20:08haven't you?
20:08Arthur flew into a rage.
20:11Don't talk nonsense.
20:13How could I possibly like a woman like Charlotte?
20:16Do you really want to see her?
20:18Julian asked.
20:19Arthur nodded.
20:21Then come with me.
20:22Julian turned and walked toward the back of the mountain.
20:26It was the height of summer.
20:28Dandelions were blooming vigorously.
20:30The path was rugged.
20:32Arthur's custom-made shoes picked up mud.
20:35He was a neat freak.
20:37His expression gradually turned ugly.
20:40Halfway up the mountain,
20:41amidst the dandelions,
20:43stood a few tombstones.
20:45The most modest one among them was my grave.
20:48Julian stopped in front of it.
20:50This is Charlotte.
20:53Arthur looked down at the name and photo on the tombstone.
20:57He froze completely.
20:59He stared at the black and white photo for a long time.
21:03Then he grabbed Julian by the collar.
21:05Julian,
21:06are you playing me?
21:07Facing his fury,
21:09Julian appeared incredibly calm.
21:12I'm not playing you.
21:13This is Charlotte's grave.
21:15Arthur still didn't believe it.
21:17He let go and took a few steps back.
21:20Impossible.
21:21She came to see me just a month ago.
21:24How could she suddenly be gone?
21:26Julian,
21:27don't lie to me.
21:28Tell her to come see me right now.
21:31Even as he said this,
21:32his eyes faintly reddened.
21:35Julian looked at my tombstone,
21:37his own eyes reddening too.
21:39I'm not lying to you.
21:41She's really dead.
21:42Yes,
21:43she did go to see you a month ago.
21:46But do you even remember what she went to see you for?
21:49She had late stage stomach cancer.
21:51She needed surgery.
21:53The doctor told her to find you to sign the consent forms.
21:56She grew up without parents.
21:58She never had a real home.
22:01When she got cancer,
22:02she didn't have a single person she could lean on.
22:06You were her only family.
22:09Julian's voice trembled.
22:11She went looking for you right after she was diagnosed.
22:13She wanted to tell you.
22:15She wanted to tell you how scared she was.
22:18But not only did you refuse to believe her,
22:20you even told her to drop dead because of Vivian.
22:23She was thinking of you right up until her very last breath.
22:26But did you ever, even once,
22:29keep her in your heart?
22:31You didn't cherish her when she loved me.
22:33Now you want to find her.
22:35Too bad.
22:36You can't find her anymore.
22:38You will never see her again in this lifetime.
22:41Enough!
22:42Arthur snapped.
22:44Julian,
22:45don't think you can fool me with a fake grave.
22:47There's no way she's dead.
22:49She was so full of life.
22:50If you think I'm lying,
22:52go check at the hospital yourself.
22:55She had her surgery at City General Hospital.
22:58Her records are still there.
23:00You're her husband.
23:02Getting her death certificate would be a piece of cake.
23:05Arthur's hands slowly clenched into fists.
23:08In the end,
23:09he said nothing and left in silence.
23:12I thought he would go to the hospital to confirm my death.
23:16Instead,
23:17he went straight back to the villa and entered my room.
23:21Married to Arthur for three years,
23:24we had always slept in separate rooms.
23:26He would only step into my room when he had needs.
23:29But today,
23:31uncharacteristically,
23:32he walked in during the day.
23:34He collapsed right onto my bed.
23:37He hugged my blanket and took a deep breath.
23:39Then his eyes gradually turned red.
23:42He called out to me in a hoarse voice.
23:45Charlotte?
23:46Suppressing the choke in his voice,
23:48he called my name over and over.
23:51The bedroom remained dead silent.
23:54No one would ever respond to his Charlotte again.
23:57For the next two days,
23:58Arthur didn't send anyone to confirm my death.
24:02Instead,
24:03he moved out of the villa and lived his life normally.
24:06It was as if my death was nothing more than an insignificant matter.
24:10I was dead,
24:12and he only spent half a day grieving for me.
24:15At least,
24:16that was what I thought.
24:17Until a dinner party shattered his feigned indifference.
24:21Arthur was entertaining the bosses of several partner companies.
24:25After a few rounds of drinks,
24:27someone held up a glass.
24:29Mr. Pendleton,
24:30I heard your wife passed away.
24:35The entire private room fell silent.
24:38Arthur drank his wine in silence,
24:41not saying a word.
24:42The last time he went to the mountain behind the orphanage,
24:46someone took a picture.
24:47Now almost everyone in Denver knew his wife was dead.
24:51The media had uploaded my cancer medical records and death certificate.
24:56Everyone knew I was dead.
24:58Only Arthur refused to believe it.
25:00In Detroit,
25:01if you ask me who I envy the most,
25:04it has to be Mr. Pendleton.
25:06Not only is he young and successful,
25:09but his wife is also dead.
25:11A dead wife is the best goods in a man's house.
25:15This is a good thing that others couldn't even pray for.
25:19Arthur's face darkened.
25:21The secretary quickly tried to smooth things over.
25:25Mr. Vance just likes to talk nonsense when he's drunk.
25:29Please be the bigger person and don't hold it against him.
25:33What nonsense.
25:35Mr. Vance slurred.
25:37Mr. Pendleton's wife just straight up died.
25:40It's so convenient for him to find a little mistress.
25:44Crash.
25:45The piercing sound of a shattering wine bottle rang out.
25:49Mr. Vance's head was busted open.
25:52He collapsed onto the table.
25:54Arthur stood beside him,
25:56holding a blood-stained bottle.
25:58His eyes were bloodshot,
26:00filled with a shattered madness.
26:04No one dared to speak.
26:06They were all dead silent.
26:08Arthur threw down the bottle and swept a cold glare over everyone.
26:13Charlotte is only missing.
26:14If anyone spreads rumors that she's dead again,
26:17don't blame me for showing no mercy.
26:19He turned and left.
26:22I followed him out,
26:23seeing the red corners of his eyes,
26:26his near-collapsing expression.
26:28My heart remained completely undisturbed.
26:31I knew he must have believed I was dead.
26:34That was why he looked so devastated.
26:36But I didn't care for his remorse at all.
26:39I only wanted to reincarnate sooner,
26:42get far away from him,
26:44never meet him again in my next life.
26:46Arthur had hurt someone.
26:49His own hand was injured too.
26:51He didn't treat it.
26:53Blood dripped from his palm onto the ground.
26:55After getting into the car,
26:57he didn't return to the villa.
26:59I floated after him.
27:01This was the road to the orphanage.
27:03He parked at the foot of the mountain.
27:06It had rained.
27:07Muddy water flowed down the ground.
27:10He got out and went up the mountain.
27:12His expensive shoes and pants were covered in mud.
27:16He didn't seem to notice.
27:19The rain was pouring down heavily.
27:22Arthur could barely open his eyes.
27:24He walked behind my tombstone.
27:27He knelt down.
27:28Then he started digging up my grave with his bare hands.
27:32I was so shocked I could hardly control myself.
27:35I rushed over to stop him.
27:37I was already dead.
27:39Yet he still refused to let me rest.
27:41But I couldn't touch him.
27:43My body passed straight through him.
27:45I watched helplessly as he dug away the dirt bit by bit.
27:49His ten fingers were dripping with blood.
27:52Mixing with the rain.
27:54Dying the ground red.
27:56Finally, the small cremation urn was revealed.
27:59He pulled out that muddy urn.
28:02He stared at it for a long time.
28:04As if finally accepting the reality of my death.
28:08He pulled it tightly into his arms.
28:10He wept silently.
28:12Charlotte, I'm sorry.
28:15I watched his bitter tears with cold detachment.
28:18There was no pity in my heart.
28:20Only disgust.
28:22When I was alive, he wouldn't spare me a single glance.
28:26Now that I'm dead, he puts on this show of deep devotion.
28:30Belated devotion is truly cheaper than dirt.
28:35Arthur held my ashes and knelt before my grave for a long time.
28:39He finally rose and left.
28:41Cradling the urn like a man who had lost his soul.
28:45The wounds on his hands dripped blood endlessly.
28:48He seemed to feel no pain.
28:50He returned to the villa with my ashes in his arms.
28:53The butler came out to greet him.
28:56Seeing him covered in dirt, holding a cremation urn.
28:59He froze in shock.
29:01Sir, what are you?
29:03Arthur didn't respond.
29:05He walked numbly upstairs.
29:07He didn't go to the master bedroom.
29:09He went to my room instead.
29:11He found a clean towel.
29:14Carefully wiped the muddy water off my urn.
29:17He changed his clothes.
29:19Then he lay down on the bed holding the box.
29:22He lowered his head and planted a gentle kiss on the cold wooden box.
29:26Good night, Charlotte.
29:28Even as a ghost, I couldn't help but shudder.
29:31He said good night to my cremation urn.
29:34But he didn't close his eyes all night.
29:37Like a corpse stripped of its soul,
29:39he maintained the same posture.
29:42Staring numbly out the French windows,
29:44listening to the rain hit the leaves.
29:48The next morning,
29:50Ms. Higgins came to notify him for breakfast.
29:53Arthur didn't even lift his head.
29:55Get out.
29:56Ms. Higgins was startled.
29:58Seeing the urn in his arms,
30:00she stepped back.
30:02She accidentally bumped into the cabinet.
30:05A notebook fell to the floor.
30:07Don't touch her things!
30:09Arthur barked.
30:10He got up from the bed and bent down to pick it up himself.
30:14After picking it up, he paused and opened the first page.
30:18I instinctively tried to snatch it back.
30:21My hand passed right through.
30:23The notebook was my diary.
30:25I didn't want Arthur to see it.
30:27It recorded too much of my vulnerable side.
30:30It would make me look pathetic.
30:33I didn't need his pity.
30:34But I couldn't touch physical objects now.
30:37I could only watch helplessly as Arthur began to read my diary.
30:42February 1st, 2020.
30:44Snow.
30:44Mrs. Pendleton came to me and asked if I was willing to marry Arthur.
30:49I agreed without hesitation.
30:52Not for the donation.
30:54But because I like Arthur.
30:56He didn't know I had liked him for a very long time.
30:59February 3rd, 2020.
31:02Snow.
31:02I had applied to study abroad.
31:05Today I received an admission email from Milan.
31:09February 10th, 2020.
31:12Cloudy.
31:13After hesitating for a long time, I decided not to go abroad.
31:18Arthur asked about my study abroad application.
31:22I lied and told him I didn't pass.
31:24He believed it.
31:26March 21st, 2020.
31:28Sunny.
31:29I married Arthur.
31:31Arthur didn't come home at night.
31:33I heard Vivian had an accident abroad.
31:36He rushed over overnight.
31:38On our wedding night, my groom went to see another woman.
31:42March 22nd, 2020.
31:44Overcast.
31:45Vivian sent me a photo.
31:47Arthur was lying in her bed, sleeping exhaustedly.
31:51She said,
31:52Charlotte, borrowing your husband for a night.
31:55It felt like a hole had been torn in my heart.
31:58March 26th, 2020.
32:01Sunny.
32:02Arthur came back.
32:03Mrs. Pendleton scolded him.
32:05He said he would treat me well from now on.
32:08I believed him.
32:10April 12th, 2020.
32:11Overcast.
32:13Arthur's legs hurt.
32:14He yelled at another caregiver until they left.
32:17I massaged him myself.
32:19He wouldn't let me touch him.
32:21He threw a book at my head.
32:23The blood-stained book fell to the floor.
32:26Both he and I froze.
32:28My head hurt a little.
32:29But Arthur applied the medicine for me himself.
32:32It seemed to stop hurting.
32:35May 14th, 2020.
32:38Sunny.
32:38I cooked for Arthur for the first time.
32:41He said it tasted awful.
32:44I secretly sought out Miss Higgins at night to learn cooking.
32:48He still said it tasted awful.
32:50But he finished all the food anyway.
32:52I looked at him and smiled like a fool.
32:55He called me an idiot.
32:57I smiled.
32:58And then I kissed him.
33:00He looked a bit awkward.
33:01But then he smiled along with me.
33:04June 3rd, 2020.
33:06Sunny.
33:07Mrs. Pendleton invited foreign specialists.
33:10They said Arthur could be cured.
33:13The Pendeltons were thrilled.
33:15So was I.
33:17November 10th, 2020.
33:19Sunny.
33:20After months of treatment, Arthur could finally stand up.
33:23Like a toddler learning to walk, he wobbled forward with my support.
33:28I teased him for walking slow.
33:30He glared at me.
33:32Then he kissed me.
33:33It was the first time he kissed me.
33:36It was a little bit sweet.
33:38I couldn't stop smiling for a long time.
33:41January 21st, 2023.
33:44Snow.
33:45Arthur's legs were completely healed.
33:47We made a date to go see a movie.
33:50Coming out, I saw a familiar figure.
33:52The person turned around.
33:54It was Vivian.
33:56Arthur let go of my hand.
33:57Staring straight in that direction.
34:00The moment Vivian's gaze met ours.
34:03I knew my happiness was about to end.
34:07October 9th, 2023.
34:10Overcast.
34:11The doctor said I was diagnosed with stomach cancer.
34:14He suggested surgery.
34:16Even though the success rate was only 10%.
34:19If I didn't have the surgery, I wouldn't live past three months.
34:24I wanted to get better.
34:26So I agreed to the surgery.
34:28Being alone, I felt a bit scared.
34:31So I went to find Arthur.
34:33He was my only family.
34:35He used to say he would protect me for life.
34:38When I went looking for him, he wasn't there.
34:41Vivian fell into the water.
34:43I saved her.
34:44When Arthur returned, he thought I pushed her in.
34:48He cursed at me.
34:49Called me sick in the head.
34:51Told me to go die.
34:53He didn't know that I was actually dying.
34:56October 10th, 2023.
34:58Overcast.
34:59Fell into the water yesterday.
35:01Running a fever today.
35:03Coughed up some blood while eating.
35:06Knocked over my bowl and chopsticks.
35:08I was the only one in the dining room.
35:11I wiped away the blood stains.
35:13Cleaned up the dishes.
35:15Went upstairs to sleep.
35:16My stomach twisted in agonizing pain.
35:20Took some painkillers.
35:22It still hurt.
35:23I scrolled through Instagram.
35:25I saw Arthur.
35:27He was in a photo posted by Vivian.
35:29Wearing an apron.
35:31Cooking porridge.
35:32His back looking handsome and aloof.
35:35Vivian's caption read,
35:37It feels so good to be taken care of.
35:39I stared at the post for a long time.
35:42Then I left a like.
35:44And took a few more painkillers.
35:48October 12th, 2023.
35:50Overcast.
35:51In the middle of the night, my stomach started hurting again.
35:55I looked for my pills.
35:57Taking to didn't work.
35:59Took for more.
36:00Suddenly I wondered,
36:02What if the surgery wasn't successful?
36:04Where would I go after I died?
36:06I wanted to go to the sea.
36:08If I died, I hoped someone would scatter my ashes into the deep blue sea.
36:14It's quiet there.
36:15Most importantly, there would be no Arthur and no Vivian.
36:19October 14th, 2023.
36:22Overcast.
36:23The surgery is the day after tomorrow.
36:26Julian took me out to eat.
36:28I asked him if this was my last meal.
36:31He smacked me on the head.
36:33Stop saying such unlucky things.
36:35I just smiled at him and didn't speak.
36:38Looking up, I saw Arthur and Vivian in the restaurant across the street.
36:42My heart suddenly seized.
36:45I couldn't smile anymore.
36:47It hurt.
36:48It hurt everywhere.
36:49October 15th, 2023.
36:52Overcast.
36:53The surgery is tomorrow.
36:55I have to go to the hospital to prepare.
36:57I felt a bit scared.
37:00I wanted Arthur to accompany me.
37:02I gave him a call.
37:04He refused to come.
37:05He said he would come collect my body when I was dead.
37:09Arthur.
37:10That liar.
37:11In the end, the one who collected my body was clearly Julian.
37:15The diary stopped on the day before my surgery.
37:19Obviously, my surgery had failed.
37:23I saw the bloodshot veins in Arthur's eyes.
37:26Towards me, he felt guilty after all.
37:30But seeing him grieve, my heart couldn't stir up the slightest ripple.
37:35Looking at him was like looking at a complete stranger.
37:38I had truly let him go.
37:40Now all I wanted was to get away and be reborn.
37:43Arthur lay on the bed, tightly hugging my urn.
37:47His face covered in tears.
37:49Charlotte.
37:50I'm sorry.
37:51If I had known you were really sick, I would never have said those things to you that day.
37:56His words sounded nice.
37:58But I knew in my heart, even if he had known I had cancer, he probably wouldn't have cared.
38:05He was busy keeping Vivian company.
38:08He held a grudge against me.
38:10It was only now that I was dead that he would shed a few crocodile tears.
38:14The next morning, Vivian came to the villa.
38:18Arthur.
38:19Arthur.
38:19I heard you haven't eaten or drunk anything for a whole day.
38:22Your body will break down if you keep going like this.
38:26Arthur ignored her.
38:27His lifeless eyes staring out the window.
38:30Vivian pushed the door open.
38:32She saw my cremation urn on the bed.
38:35Her face turned pale.
38:37But she quickly adjusted her emotions.
38:40Let me take care of your wounds for you.
38:43Vivian reached out and grabbed Arthur's wrist.
38:47He didn't resist.
38:48He just lay there, letting her tend to his wounds.
38:52She glanced at my ashes.
38:54The smile on her face became more pronounced.
38:57She probably thought that with me dead, the position of Mrs. Pendleton would fall to her.
39:03Charlotte is really something else.
39:05She didn't even tell us she had cancer.
39:08How painful that must have been.
39:10Hearing my name, Arthur finally showed some reaction.
39:14Yes.
39:14How painful it must have been for her all alone.
39:18Arthur.
39:18You said you would divorce Charlotte and marry me.
39:21Now that she's gone, can we go get our marriage certificate?
39:25Arthur's gloomy, piercing gaze swept over her.
39:29Last time at the lake.
39:31Was it really Charlotte who pushed you into the water?
39:34Vivian's face showed not a trace of guilt.
39:37Arthur, you don't suspect me of framing Charlotte, do you?
39:40Vivian, I'll give you one last chance.
39:43Tell me the truth.
39:45Vivian bit her lip and stayed silent.
39:47Since you refuse to speak, I'll go check the security footage myself.
39:52Vivian grew anxious and grabbed his hand.
39:55I'll tell you.
39:56I actually fell into the water by accident that day.
40:00It was Charlotte who jumped into the water and saved me.
40:05Arthur let out a mocking laugh.
40:07She saved you.
40:08Yet you told me she pushed you into the water.
40:11Vivian, how dare you?
40:14Intimidated by his oppressive aura, Vivian's voice dropped.
40:18I just said it casually at the time.
40:20Who knew you would actually believe me?
40:23I just told a lie.
40:24It's not like Charlotte would lose a piece of flesh.
40:27Before she could finish, Arthur slapped her hard across the face.
40:32He struck with such vicious force that blood seeped from her lip.
40:35Arthur, you actually hit me for that bitch Charlotte.
40:39You don't love her anyway.
40:41What does her death have to do with you?
40:43You were the one who cursed her to die.
40:46What are you going crazy for now?
40:48Arthur trembled with rage.
40:50I told her to die because you lied to me.
40:53If you hadn't lied, how could I have ever said such vicious things to her?
40:58Vivian sneered.
40:59Do you think you treated her so well when I wasn't around?
41:02If you hadn't been so weak-willed yourself, how could things have ended up like this?
41:08Arthur grabbed Vivian by the hair and dragged her toward the bathroom.
41:13Vivian wailed in pain, struggling desperately.
41:17But her strength was no match for Arthur's.
41:20He pressed down on her head and shoved her face into the toilet bowl.
41:24His eyes were bloodshot, filled with madness.
41:28You didn't drown when you fell in the water last time.
41:31So I'll help you out today.
41:33Charlotte is dead.
41:35Both you and I should go down to accompany her.
41:38In the end, the butler rushed in and pulled Arthur away.
41:42Vivian stumbled away and escaped.
41:45As she came out, she saw my cremation urn on the bed.
41:49Fueled by sudden rage, she picked it up and smashed it onto the floor.
41:54My ashes scattered all over the ground.
41:57Arthur's eyes nearly split open in fury.
42:00Vivian was so terrified, she fled out the door without looking back.
42:04Arthur knelt on the floor, reaching out his hands.
42:08Carefully gathering the ashes handful by handful back into the box.
42:13Charlotte.
42:14This is my Charlotte.
42:15I can't lose it.
42:17I can't lose it.
42:18He muttered like a man possessed.
42:21Vivian was crippled.
42:23After running out, she was hit by a passing car.
42:26High-level paraplegia.
42:28Never to walk again.
42:31A few days later, Arthur held a funeral for me.
42:35It rained that day.
42:37Amidst the misty rain, he buried me in the Pendelton family cemetery.
42:41He had words engraved on my tombstone.
42:44Late wife.
42:45Charlotte.
42:46I had no father or mother on the day of the funeral.
42:50Only the Pendeltons and Julian attended.
42:53Seeing Arthur, Julian couldn't hold back and threw a punch.
42:56Arthur, are you out of your mind?
43:00Charlotte was already laid to rest.
43:02And you actually dug up her ashes.
43:04She's already gone.
43:06Why must you disturb her peace?
43:08Arthur forced a pale smile.
43:11Charlotte wrote in her diary.
43:13She wanted to sink to the bottom of the sea after she died.
43:17I'm just fulfilling her dying wish.
43:19After the funeral, Arthur had the burial plot next to mine cleared out.
43:23The butler asked him what his intentions were.
43:27He smiled and murmured.
43:29Charlotte is timid.
43:31She'd be scared sleeping all alone.
43:33I have to go keep her company.
43:35After the funeral, Arthur's life gradually returned to normal.
43:39He ate on time every day.
43:42Exercised regularly.
43:44Visited his parents.
43:45He seemed to be living more lucidly than anyone else.
43:48But it was exactly this extreme normalcy that made things seem off.
43:54Mr. and Mrs. Pindelton Sr. decided to have another child.
43:59After Mrs. Pindelton got pregnant, Arthur looked relieved.
44:03He began handing his work back to his father.
44:06Spending most of his days at home tending to flowers and plants.
44:11Occasionally, he would cook something for himself.
44:14He made two portions every time.
44:17One for himself.
44:18And one placed opposite him.
44:21Pretending someone was eating with him.
44:23Much later, on a night with bright moonlight, Arthur bought a bottle of sleeping pills.
44:28He poured them all out and placed them on the table.
44:32Then he picked them up one by one and put them into his mouth.
44:35In a daze, he looked up in my direction.
44:39Charlotte.
44:41Are you here to pick me up?
44:42I looked at him quietly, offering no reply.
44:46Arthur didn't manage to die.
44:48His parents found him.
44:50They sent him to the hospital.
44:52While he was being resuscitated, Mr. and Mrs. Pindelton wept their hearts out outside the door.
44:58Watching from the side, I couldn't help but shed tears, too.
45:03Arthur was a bastard.
45:05But Mrs. Pindelton had always been good to me.
45:07I didn't really want Arthur to die.
45:11Death was too easy an escape.
45:13I preferred that he live his entire life in pain and remorse.
45:18After Arthur was saved, he looked around blankly.
45:22He pulled out his for drip, rolled out of bed.
45:26He began rummaging through the cabinets looking for something.
45:29Blood kept seeping from the needle hole on his hand.
45:33He seemed completely unaware.
45:35Still frantically searching, Mrs. Pindelton grabbed him.
45:40Arthur, what are you looking for?
45:43Arthur finally stopped, tears instantly welling up in his eyes.
45:47Mom, Charlotte is gone.
45:51I need to find Charlotte.
45:52I clearly saw her.
45:54How could she be gone?
45:56Arthur, Charlotte has already been buried.
46:00Have you forgotten?
46:03But I clearly saw her.
46:05He suddenly quieted down.
46:07He realized what he saw was nothing but a hallucination.
46:11He held his head, slowly crouched down.
46:15Then he broke into uncontrollable sobs.
46:18After that, Arthur started working desperately.
46:21When he wasn't working, he was out drinking heavily.
46:25Every night when he came home, he would sleep in my closet.
46:29The butler asked him to come out.
46:31He refused.
46:33He said it smelled like Charlotte in there.
46:36Sleeping there made him feel like I was still alive.
46:38I continued to stay by his side.
46:41My soul gradually becoming more transparent.
46:44I knew my time was almost up.
46:48Watching Arthur slowly deteriorate in his remorse, my resentment finally vanished.
46:54On a bright and sunny afternoon, my soul completely dissipated.
46:59Right before I disappeared, Arthur seemed to lift his cloudy eyes and look at me.
47:04I heard him call me.
47:06Charlotte.
47:06Hearing his voice, I suddenly remembered ten years ago.
47:11When he saved me from my foster mother's son.
47:14He had stood in the sunlight, calling my name just like this.
47:18If only time could have stayed frozen in that year forever.
47:22The Arthur of the past had once shown me a moment of pure kindness.
47:26After that day, his heavy drinking grew even worse.
47:30He didn't actually like to drink.
47:32His insomnia was severe.
47:35Without alcohol, he couldn't fall asleep.
47:38But only when he was asleep could he see me in his dreams.
47:41He would wake up at six every morning to prepare breakfast.
47:45Simple bacon and eggs with a glass of milk.
47:48My favorite.
47:50He would always look across the dining table with a smile.
47:53Is it good?
47:55Is it too salty?
47:56I'll be careful next time.
47:58You can't be a picky eater.
48:00You have to eat your celery too.
48:02Still don't want to eat.
48:04Never mind then.
48:05I'll eat it for you.
48:08Day after day, Arthur seemed to be living in his own world.
48:12He still made breakfast and went for a morning run every day.
48:16When he came home at night, he would sleep in my closet.
48:20Trying to catch the faint scent I had left behind.
48:23Gradually, the fragrance in the closet began to fade.
48:27He could no longer catch my scent.
48:29Panic set in.
48:31Like a madman.
48:33He gathered everything tainted with my scent.
48:36He hired a perfume company to recreate it.
48:39But it was all in vain.
48:41No matter how skilled the perfumer, it was impossible to replicate a person's natural scent.
48:46He could no longer grasp anything related to me.
48:50His heart was completely hollowed out.
48:52Life became a pool of stagnant water.
48:55This world felt like purgatory.
48:58Every minute, every second was agonizing for him.
49:02Charlotte, I want to see you so badly.
49:05Mr. and Mrs. Pendleton Sr. had a new baby girl.
49:09Arthur went back every day to visit his little sister.
49:12Buying her all sorts of tiny clothes and socks.
49:16Making her laugh.
49:18After having dinner with his family one last time, he smiled at his mother.
49:23Okay.
49:24He turned and left.
49:26Mrs. Pendleton watched his retreating back.
49:29Feeling an inexplicable sense of unease.
49:32The next day, a bracelet on her wrist shattered.
49:36The news broadcasted.
49:37The CEO of the Pendleton Group drove alone to the seaside last night.
49:42He never returned.
49:44That sea was the place that embraced my ashes.
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