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00:00Dr. Cheon, you'll need a library of surgery, please.
00:03Dr. Cheon, you'll need a library of surgery, please.
00:09Dr. Cheon, you'll need a library of surgery, please.
00:12Hey.
00:26Hey.
00:28Hey.
00:31It's a go.
00:33You had a go.
00:36Is she okay?
00:37She's fine.
00:40Oh.
00:41Oh.
00:42Um.
00:43Yeah.
00:44So you had a caesarean.
00:46Look at her.
00:48It was pretty touch and go there for a minute.
00:50She's so tiny.
00:51Let Nas and Esther fix the placental abruption.
00:54Nas.
00:57Bob's are all stable.
00:58You're on track.
01:02Oh.
01:12Oh.
01:16Oh.
01:21I came back to tell you.
01:23You're the whole reason I came back, Marty.
01:25Literally the only reason.
01:27I psyched myself up.
01:29I came straight to find you.
01:31Do you remember when I first got back in the car park, how it got weird for a minute?
01:35You never said anything.
01:36Yeah, because we got interrupted.
01:38But then I tried again later.
01:39But when I came over, I...
01:42I thought you and Esther were together.
01:43We weren't.
01:44Yeah, but I didn't know that.
01:46And then I saw another and my head has just been...
01:49I used to say I messed up.
01:51Jesus.
01:52Nas must be so gutted.
01:54And then this morning...
01:55Is it even still morning?
01:56I came to tell you and find you, but then this happened.
01:59You're gonna hate me.
02:00No.
02:01How long has he known?
02:02And when did you find out?
02:04God, me running my mouth off like that in front of him when he knew this was my baby?
02:09But you weren't running your mouth off, right?
02:11You meant what you said, didn't you?
02:12I thought you were gonna die.
02:14Same.
02:15I thought I was gonna lose you.
02:18Both of you.
02:19Let's not do that again.
02:21You should've just told me.
02:23I know.
02:23And Nas, I can't believe you didn't say anything.
02:26Please don't hate him.
02:26He's been amazing.
02:28When did you even find out?
02:31You came back ages ago.
02:33You could've just said...
02:33I'm really, really sorry, okay?
02:37When?
02:38What?
02:41How long have you known?
02:46Before Christmas.
02:48What?
02:49Sorry?
02:50Last year.
02:51Last year?
02:51You've known since last year.
02:53I just... I... I... I... I...
02:54Jesus Christ!
02:54Madi, Madi, listen to me.
02:55I couldn't admit it to myself, okay?
02:57I've literally had my tubes tied.
02:59And me and you, we were one night.
03:00One night.
03:02Most fertile night ever.
03:04And then all the stuff that was going on with Natha, it's just...
03:07I went to the mountain to try to figure it all out.
03:09You've known all this time?
03:11I wanted to tell you.
03:12Did you tell Nas then?
03:13At Christmas?
03:16He figured it out.
03:17How?
03:18Zoya.
03:20What?
03:21She figured it out.
03:22Who else?
03:24I'm sorry.
03:25So you keep saying.
03:26Who else knew?
03:29Phil?
03:30Christ!
03:31Sage.
03:32But that's all.
03:32That is all.
03:33They're my... they're my friends, Madi.
03:34They could see that I was crashing out.
03:35Okay, I had to tell them.
03:37Everyone but me.
03:38Madi.
03:40God, I feel sick.
03:42But look, we're here now, right?
03:44We've been talking this whole time.
03:47I know.
03:48And every single time, you chose not to tell me.
03:50I know.
03:51We talked.
03:51We texted.
03:52If I could take it back, Madi.
03:53It's not like you thought, well, Madi's having a shit day.
03:55I won't tell him this once.
03:56You actively chose not to tell me.
03:59Repeatedly.
04:00But you were having shit days, Madi.
04:01All the stuff that was happening with Esther.
04:03My God, we talked about the baby.
04:05We talked about everything.
04:06I know.
04:07I know.
04:07I'm sorry.
04:09Why didn't you tell me?
04:10I just...
04:11I couldn't.
04:12Why?
04:12Because I was scared.
04:13I was scared it would ruin everything, Madi.
04:16And this doesn't?
04:18Please don't say that.
04:20What...
04:20What do you want me to say, Monique?
04:22How did you imagine I would react to this?
04:24How did you think this would all go down?
04:26You were going through hell.
04:28Okay?
04:30Esther's heart was failing.
04:33All of the Georgia and Edo stuff, it was tearing you apart.
04:36I was there for you, Madi.
04:37I could see how much of a mess it was.
04:40And I wasn't just going to march into that minefield and say, hey, fun fact.
04:43Yes!
04:43You could've.
04:44You should've.
04:45It felt wrong.
04:46Or you were too weak.
04:48And I hadn't asked to deal with.
04:50Deal with?
04:50Yes!
04:53Me and him blowing up his family situation.
04:56You have no idea how diabolical that got because of me.
05:02He wanted this baby so badly, Madi.
05:04He literally lost everything.
05:06And I didn't!
05:07I know you did.
05:08That's why I couldn't tell-
05:10No!
05:10Monique!
05:11That's all just noise!
05:12Okay?
05:12You're a coward!
05:13If you want to know the truth.
05:14Do you want to know the truth?
05:15The truth!
05:15The truth!
05:16Yeah, I want to know the truth!
05:17The truth!
05:18Oh my God.
05:20I wanted you to love me for me.
05:23I needed you to love me.
05:27Not just because I was carrying your baby.
05:30Okay?
05:33I needed to know that.
05:35By lying.
05:36I'm sorry.
05:37I'm sorry.
05:39I'm sorry!
05:39I don't know how many different ways I can say I'm sorry.
05:44I can't do this.
05:46Wait.
05:47Wait!
05:47Wait, Madi!
05:48Madi, listen to me!
05:56Sorry.
05:57Sorry.
06:06No!
06:08Sorry!
06:08No!
06:27Excuse me.
06:28Excuse me.
06:34You sat there.
06:35Will I put together that cot?
06:37You sat there.
06:38You both sat there while I talked Nas through all his fears about becoming a dad.
06:43I know.
06:43You sat there while I grieved losing access to my own kids.
06:47I know.
06:47I was there for you.
06:48You were carrying my child.
06:50I know.
06:51I know.
06:52Do you though?
06:53Do you, Mon?
06:53You were literally packed and ready to move countries without telling me.
06:57I wasn't going to go.
06:57You were going to move to the other side of the world with our child.
07:00I wasn't going to go.
07:00Who even are you?
07:01I don't even know you.
07:03Do you ever want to be a father, Maddie?
07:06Do you ever want this child?
07:08Don't you dare.
07:09Then ask me that.
07:10Look at her.
07:11You're not even looking at her.
07:13Well, damn it.
07:15She's here, Maddie.
07:17Maddie.
07:17Look, we could have it all.
07:19We could be a family.
07:23Except you've ruined that too.
07:24No, no.
07:25This should have been a happy day.
07:26This should have been the biggest day of my life.
07:27But I can't even enjoy it now.
07:30I didn't get the excitement, the anticipation, the pregnancy.
07:33I didn't get any of it, Mon.
07:34You took all of that away from me.
07:36I can't even look at her without thinking how much you screwed me over.
07:41Please.
07:42You've taken it all away from me, Mon.
07:44I can never get that time back.
07:46I never wanted to be a mother, Maddie.
07:49I never wanted a baby.
07:51You know this.
07:52You know it.
07:54I am doing it because it is with you.
07:57Because I want you.
07:59Because I love you.
08:01And you say all that to Nas too?
08:03It's true.
08:03Why else would I be doing this?
08:06Why would I trust anything you say ever again?
08:09Because I love you.
08:13I have never loved anyone like I love you.
08:18It's the whole reason I came back to tell you that I love you.
08:21Yeah, so you say.
08:23And I hope to hell that you love me too.
08:26And Maddie, I know that you do because I heard you.
08:29You said you love me.
08:31And that's all I've ever wanted.
08:35Whether or not I was with Esther.
08:37Whether or not our baby lived.
08:39Whether you were with Nas or at the Mount or in goddamn London.
08:44You should have told me.
08:54Oh, we don't have to do this now.
08:56No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
08:57We need to sort it.
08:58Maddie, Maddie, Maddie, we need to sort this out.
09:01You need space.
09:02No, no, no, no.
09:03Just don't go.
09:04You've had all year to get used to this moment.
09:07I've had, what, half an hour?
09:08Maddie, please, just don't.
09:10Don't let me lose you again, okay?
09:12You know I love you.
09:14Then can't you see how much this hurts?
09:15Maddie, Maddie.
09:22Please don't cry.
09:26It's okay.
09:27It's okay.
09:30It's okay.
09:33It's okay.
09:34It's okay.
09:38Someone's gonna go.
09:39It's okay, I'm sorry.
09:41Sorry, the nurses are swamped.
09:43Esther.
09:45You or her?
09:47Well, she's crying and I can't move and I can't help her.
09:51Hi, hi.
09:52Hi.
09:56I'm so sorry.
09:58I'm here for her.
10:00I'll tell you anything that you want to know.
10:02Has anyone changed her?
10:03Um, I don't know, I don't know.
10:09I don't know what I'm doing.
10:12You had a placental abruption, which means you had an emergency C-section.
10:16Yeah, I know, thank you.
10:18Has Nas or anyone talked you through it?
10:19No, no, no, I don't want to know the gory details.
10:21I just want to make sure she's okay.
10:23Well, wet nappy is a good sign.
10:29We will have to keep you in here for a few days
10:31and run some obs on you and baby after a hemorrhage.
10:35Like that, we will have to do some more checks
10:39and check for any complications.
10:41Okay.
10:42I'm going to make sure that your uterus is contracting properly
10:44so the team will visit you later this evening.
10:46Do some more checks and keep on top of the pain relief, okay?
10:51Yeah.
10:52Yeah.
10:53Um,
10:56is anyone going to show me?
10:59Show you how to what?
11:00Is anyone going to show me how to do any of that?
11:04Um,
11:07we have a call bell.
11:08We have nurses, we have midwives,
11:10we even have a lactation consultant.
11:11Do you want the same swaddle?
11:14Yeah, yeah, yeah.
11:16Right now,
11:17it is about
11:20recuperating
11:23and bonding
11:26and feeding
11:27and holding your baby.
11:30You don't have to be nice to me.
11:31Yeah, I know.
11:34Have you held it yet?
11:37No.
11:39Are you ready?
11:41Yeah.
11:45Okay,
11:45read on your arms.
11:48You want to stick her head in the crook of your elbow.
11:51Yeah.
11:52And hold her head
11:54and her neck,
11:56her back
11:56and forearm.
12:01And you can
12:04hold her close
12:05so that you can look at each other.
12:18You got what you wanted, huh?
12:20I never wanted to hurt you, Esther.
12:24No one knows what they're doing
12:25with the first one,
12:25and when you'll get there.
12:35I didn't know,
12:36Is.
12:37Okay?
12:37I didn't know anything.
12:38I swear,
12:39I had no idea.
12:41Is.
12:42Did you ever love me?
12:43What?
12:44It's a simple question.
12:45Did you ever love me?
12:46How can you even ask me that?
12:47Oh, is it all bullshit?
12:48No.
12:48It's going to happen the whole ten times.
12:49No, it hasn't.
12:50The whole theatre heard you, Marty.
12:52The whole world heard you make a fool out of me.
12:55Because in that moment, I...
12:56It's been years.
12:57Marty.
12:59Why'd you make me sick?
13:01How can you even question that?
13:03Of course I loved you.
13:04Can you just work it to Nas?
13:05No.
13:05No, of course not.
13:06What does that mean to me?
13:07Well, heaven forbid you should take any responsibility.
13:10My whole world has just been turned upside down.
13:12And as usual, Marty,
13:13is the people around you
13:14having to pick up all the pieces.
13:16I lied to Nas
13:17for you
13:18when you first lived with her
13:19and God knows how long that went for.
13:20Once!
13:20Once!
13:21It was only once!
13:22I cut this for you
13:22in the whole damn time
13:24you were in love with her.
13:25No, it is not that simple.
13:27Is.
13:27What we had was real.
13:28But you've done it.
13:28No money, you've done it.
13:29You've got the baby you always wanted.
13:31No, I had no idea about the baby.
13:33I couldn't give it to you.
13:34But you and me...
13:35Stop and listen to me.
13:36You and she and you both...
13:37What is that to say?
13:38Security board file for a tire.
13:40Is.
13:41Security board file.
13:42Listen.
13:42You can't just write off what we had.
13:45Okay?
13:45You were my whole world.
13:47I was your whole world.
13:48Our family.
13:49Was your whole world not Monique?
13:51Not Tatiana?
13:52Not Libby?
13:53Not Rachel?
13:54God, can't forget Rachel.
13:56You always have to paint me as the bandwagon, don't you?
13:57Would you just paint me alone?
13:58Please.
13:59Is.
13:59Is.
14:00This isn't fair.
14:01Fair?
14:02Fairness would have just been saying that you loved her instead of stealing her heart for
14:05me.
14:07Don't you dare.
14:08You have killed a woman for me.
14:11How many were you killed for her?
14:13I can never do it, can I?
14:15I can never once be good enough for you.
14:18That is on you, not me.
14:18Always second rate, second best.
14:20Not me.
14:20Never able to live up to St. Curtis.
14:22But you know what?
14:23I hung in there.
14:24I got through that.
14:25And then what happened?
14:26Oh, that's right.
14:27Let's screw Julian.
14:28Marty will love that.
14:30Let's send Kiwi's present back.
14:32You have your own kid now.
14:33You don't need mine.
14:34How the hell can you even say that?
14:36You will never get them, by the way.
14:37I will make sure of it.
14:38What, Esther?
14:39What are you going to do?
14:40Take away the kids I'm already not allowed to see?
14:42I hate you.
14:44And I wish I could forget you.
14:48Kiwi and Piki will do.
15:26I wish I could forget you.
15:43Dr. Nixon, to the emergency department, please.
15:46Dr. Nixon, to the emergency department.
15:48Mother!
15:49No, I'm busy.
15:52Hey, are you okay?
15:55Yep.
15:57She okay?
15:59The baby?
16:01Yeah, the baby seems fine.
16:04And Marty's there?
16:06No, not that I saw or asked.
16:11Hey, um, what does this mean for your resignation?
16:18I don't know.
16:21I'm asking, is HOD?
16:23Are you sticking around or does it still stand?
16:26I don't know.
16:27It depends.
16:29On what?
16:30On her.
16:31On what she decides.
16:34What?
16:34She's still got you on the hook.
16:40Okay, um, I am not going to file that paperwork.
16:44I'm going to give you some time to process.
16:49No, wait.
16:51When did you find out, by the way?
16:53The lockdown after the helicopter crash.
16:56All of that time?
16:57I don't expect you to understand.
17:00Well, you were just desperate to keep her.
17:04And you still are.
17:06Don't judge me.
17:08Those two are like magnets.
17:10No.
17:11We were never going to keep them.
17:13No, you don't know her.
17:15You need to talk to Monique.
17:17You don't tell me what I need to do.
17:19Just get it over with.
17:20No, you don't know my life.
17:22You don't know what we've had, what we've endured.
17:24You are deluding yourself.
17:25She might still choose me.
17:28After what Mari just said?
17:31You were there too.
17:33We both saw it and heard it.
17:36It's always been about them.
17:37No, no, they slept together once while we were apart and that was a mistake.
17:40It was bigger than that.
17:42Okay, you've been ignoring it.
17:43We've both been ignoring it.
17:45No.
17:46Do you really want to waste as many years as I have on something that won't even work?
17:50You are being pathetic.
17:51My relationship is not yours.
17:53Now get out!
17:56You can keep burying your head in the sand.
17:58You can be played for an idiot, but I sure as hell won't be doing that.
18:02Take it away.
18:03Everything is all about us.
18:06No, no, I don't need to fall.
18:06Oh, no, no.
18:07No, no, no.
18:07Oh, no, no.
18:09Oh, yeah, no.
18:15Oh, no, no.
18:47Do you love her?
18:52Yes.
18:57Right then.
18:59I'm sorry!
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23:49Oh, my God.
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