00:00Yang tertanya-tanya tu mungkin dari segi fizikal yang sekarang berhijab dan bertuduh kan.
00:06I think for me, I'm still trying.
00:08Masih mencuba lagi.
00:09Tak ada keluarkan statement apa-apa lagi in terms of my look or you know my faith.
00:14I think faith ni sangat-sangat personal.
00:16Something yang I don't think that I should comment on it very soon
00:20because it's very new to me.
00:22But I'm enjoying it and Alhamdulillah, masih mencubalah.
00:25Yelah kalau ramai orang tahu gambar bermula itu daripada percutian di Bali.
00:30So mungkin boleh share sikit bila?
00:33Hajat tu dah lama. Berniat tu dah lama lah.
00:36Since tahun lepas.
00:38But start pakai tu, I would say dah almost 2 months.
00:41Cuma dah tak ada buah-buahan ke apa ke.
00:44Start pakai pun sebab suka memang macam sahaja-sahaja pakai.
00:48Pergi grocery shopping, atau pergi buat kuku, pakai, and gradually.
00:52Mereka melekat lah.
00:54But yeah, still trying and I'm not, it's not perfect.
00:57It's the journey, it's you know, it's the transitioning.
01:00But I'm learning a lot and there's a lot of positivity around it lah.
01:03Banyak yang mendoakan yang baik-baik.
01:05Semuanya DM, so it's very meaningful to me.
01:08Apa yang membuatkan Aira rasa tertik nak?
01:12I'd rather not share, I feel like it's very personal.
01:14One day insyaAllah Aira memang sebenarnya nak share the whole story, the whole journey.
01:19But I'm still like I said in the process.
01:21So insyaAllah bila masa yang sesuai, Aira akan kongsi.
01:24Hopefully inspire other people juga.
01:27Wahidah boleh tuduh, Wahidah berhijab.
01:28Gaya macam mana Zahira macam mahu sampaikan.
01:31Dan bila belum tuduh tu, tutorial ke?
01:33Tengok tutorial tu macam mana?
01:35Macam mana boleh?
01:37Sebelum ni ada je yang pakai tuduh tu.
01:39Ya betul.
01:39Untuk syur, drama dan sebagainya.
01:42Tapi kita belajar daripada kawan-kawan, daripada social media.
01:47And I was inspired by a lot of social media influencers out there.
01:51Both internationally and locally.
01:53Macam suka tengok.
01:54Macam..
01:56Not just as a fashion piece, but as a sign of devotion.
01:59So I felt like, I felt very inspired by them.
02:02So ramai yang mungkin DM you dah cakap,
02:03Diorang inspired by me.
02:04Tapi sebenarnya I'm inspired by you guys.
02:06My fashion style and sense, I'm still trying it out.
02:09Masih lagi macam explore and experiment.
02:13And I think that's the fun of it.
02:14The process of it.
02:15To take it seriously, but not too seriously in terms of
02:18You lose yourself and jadi orang lain.
02:19So I think that's a misconception then.
02:21Bila kita berubah, kita totally jadi orang lain.
02:23Or ni tak boleh, tu tak boleh.
02:24You nak tutup macam mana ni semua.
02:27I cakap lah.
02:28It's a process of learning.
02:29You tak boleh just dive right in.
02:31We must take our time.
02:33And it's a journey.
02:34Nantilah, I nak cerita.
02:35Tapi I feel like, one day I will.
02:37And I feel like maybe, who knows.
02:39Kalau ada rezeki nak buat podcast sendiri ke apakah.
02:42I would love to talk about it even more in depth.
02:44Sebenarnya sebelum Irabu Hijab ni.
02:47Or you know, before I started to like sort of publicly wear it.
02:51Banyak offer.
02:52And it was hard.
02:54Because I, kita kan manusia.
02:56So we're like, should I just take this job?
02:58And then tolak tepi sekejap niat ni.
03:00And I kept sort of fighting my own mind lah.
03:03Tapi rasanya bila dah, dah.
03:05But when I started wearing it, I definitely had to tolak a few, few jobs.
03:10And for me, rezeki tu datang daripada Allah.
03:12If it's not meant for me, it's not meant for me.
03:14It's meant for someone else.
03:15And I believe that whatever is meant for me will come.
03:17Yeah.
03:18And like, you know, getting this drama.
03:20And I didn't tell the producer at first.
03:23I didn't tell Kat Hasnizai at first.
03:25because sebenarnya I dah tolak drama ni awal-awal.
03:27On the basis, I tak bagi tahu apa niat I.
03:31Tapi I cakap it doesn't align dengan my vision.
03:34So I sebenarnya dah tolak this job.
03:37But TV3 came back and asked me to still be a part of it.
03:42And they will consider to change the script here and there.
03:45Sesuaikan I bring the character.
03:47but they still didn't know that I sebenarnya nak try to bring it up.
03:50So I still kept it to myself until the very last minute.
03:53And then diorang macam, oh okay, diorang faham.
03:55So they said it's okay.
03:56Sesuai je dengan character ni.
03:58And I rasa the values that I want to bring for this character,
04:01it's not just because dia watak jahat.
04:02Dia sebenarnya orang yang mengejar hustle culture lah ni.
04:06Macam mana kita nak buka mata audience
04:09untuk diorang realise that it's not always about hustle culture.
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