00:00on a sunday so they've gone for food like and this is what i mean about just like
00:04separate being separate all the time doing separate things with the kids because it's just
00:07it's not fair i'm trying to get him in a routine and this is where i'm like so torn because
00:12it's
00:12like i'm trying to get him in a routine i'm trying to do the best thing for him but equally
00:15like
00:16that's not the best thing for babby because that means that we're all tied to the house unless we
00:19literally just do separate things with the kids which is what we're doing but then we're not
00:23spending any time together and literally just feel like we're in spending time together when
00:27we get into bed which by that point we're both absolutely exhausted and we've got a newborn
00:31next to us so it's like i'm not complaining i'm not complaining like peace and love and prosperity
00:39and all of that but it's just a lot like obviously and i'm like i feel like i'm showing a
00:44lot of like
00:44oh you know i'm coping i'm good but also i'm having moments where i'm thinking
00:49100 like i'm so blessed and so lucky but this will be my last child
00:57you
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