00:00My picture is both happy and sad kasi sakto na yung picture na to kasama ko yung lola ko who
00:08just passed away recently.
00:13So yung lola ko na yun is nanay ng lolo ko. So she is 103 before she passed.
00:24Sobrang tuwing pupunta kami doon, hindi ko akala na makikilala niya ako kasi matanda na nga siya, malabo na yung
00:31mata niya, ganyan.
00:33Ang kilala niya lang yung mom ko kasi yun yung naabutan yung pinalaki niya.
00:38So tuwing nakikita kami, yan na ba yung apo ko? Yan ba yung apo ko sa apo ko?
00:46Oh, makakatuwa.
00:52So, graduation pictorial! Grabe naman ang babae. Banat na banat ang buhok ko dyan.
01:02Grabe, for the bling-bling din ang earrings ko dyan.
01:06Kasi that time, sabi nila, glam dapat yung photo.
01:10And pinanindigan ko yung sinasabi nila, pwede ka mag-pageant.
01:13Okay, magpa-pageant tayo for the glam.
01:16Ever since nasumali ako sa mga amateur singing contest,
01:22mabibilang lang doon yung panalo ko.
01:24Like, hindi ko na mabilang kung ilan yung nasalihan ko.
01:28Siguro kasi kaya hindi ako sumuko kahit lagi ako natatalo is...
01:35Yung mindset ko, music for me is not a competition.
01:41Sabi ko, kumakanta ko kasi gusto ko, hindi dahil inilalaban ko lang.
01:46Na pag natalo ako, kailangan ko nang itigil.
01:49Kumanta ko, nagsimula akong kumanta, hindi na nagkukumpita ko.
01:54Kumanta ko kasi gusto ko lang.
01:55Kasi parang passion ko na siya eh.
01:59So, this was, I think, 2024. I mean, nirepresent ko yung city namin sa provincial na binibining Laguna.
02:11So, I placed second runner-up dito sa pageant na to.
02:16This is one of the biggest pageants na nasalihan ko.
02:21This was taken nung grand finals ng tawag ng tanghalan.
02:26Ito yung time na...
02:28Sa grand finals kasi doon, isang one week na nangyayari yung grand finals.
02:34Nababawasan each day.
02:37There are 12 grand finalists on the first day.
02:41Tapos, every day may nababawas.
02:43So, this was on the fifth day.
02:47Kasi six days yung grand finals.
02:49Before yung pinakahuling tapatan.
02:52And this time, itong picture na to,
02:57if I remember it right, yung nawawalan ako ng boses.
03:01Kasi pagod na.
03:03I came from rest back then.
03:06Tapos, sumunod na linggo.
03:08Ito yung nangyayari.
03:10So, walang pahinga.
03:12Walang naging pahinga that time.
03:15I think, naging emotional pa ako dyan.
03:18Kasi, hindi ko na alam paano ko ilalabas yung boses ko.
03:22Kasi paus na ako.
03:24Pagod na.
03:24Pero, sabi ko, last na naman.
03:27Ipupush na lang.
03:28Ilalaban ko na lang that time.
03:29And, umabot naman ako sa top five.
03:33Wow.
03:33What I appreciate about them is,
03:38di ba nagkakaroon ng ingitan sa magkakapatid kapag
03:43yung time ng parents na doon lang sa isa.
03:46Ganyan.
03:48Pero, sa akin kasi, on my case, yung kapag, lalo na pag sumasali ako sa kontes.
03:54Grabe yung support nung sisters ko.
03:57I'm very, very grateful for my sisters.
04:01Kasi sobrang...
04:02Ako yung ate, pero minsan talaga nararamdaman ko ako yung binibaby nila eh.
04:08Kaya, um...
04:10For my sisters, I'd do anything for my family.
04:14Grabe yung, grabe yung pagmamahal ko sa mga to.
04:16Ah, what I can say about me na competition.
04:22Sa lahat ng competitions na nasalihan ko,
04:25everyone knows na umabot ako ng grand finals, pero hindi ako nanalo.
04:31So, this time, actually, every competition before Veiled Cup,
04:37Lagi akong hard sa sarili ko na dapat ganito, dapat umabot ako ng ganito.
04:42Dapat ganito gagawin ko.
04:43I was really pressuring myself.
04:47Pero, this time sa Veiled Cup, I tried a different approach.
04:50Na sabi ko, ang dami ko nang sinalihan.
04:54Why not try to enjoy na lang?
04:57Yeah, the pressure is still there, pero I have to enjoy more.
05:04So, honestly, every competition that I joined, I don't expect anything.
05:09Na mananalo ba ako?
05:11Hindi ako nag-i-expect ng ganito.
05:13Lalo na nga yung Veiled, kasi iba't-ibang countries yung kalaban ko.
05:18Ang gagaling ng lahat.
05:21Sabi ko, wala akong expect.
05:23Hindi ako mag-i-expect ng kahit ano.
05:25Like, every round.
05:26And then, we bagged the trophy.
05:29I came back home.
05:31Sa photo na to, sabi ko,
05:33Totoo ba to? Hawa ko lang ba to?
05:35O iuuwi ko na talaga siya?
05:59Would you like them all?
05:59Aba ajej wetsERS saиг desired nu le aatwaì‹œê³ .
06:01Five round.
06:03Tchao ni Yeah.
06:20O iuuwi ko na all.
06:29You
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