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A Hot Trip with My Ex's Stepdad New
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00:01My name is Judy Smith, and I have a secret that could end my career in one night.
00:09I'm a sex addict.
00:13Medication keeps me functional.
00:15I left the pills at home.
00:18Now I'm stranded in a forest with no signal, no rescue until morning, and Sebastian Blackwood,
00:24my CEO, my ex-boyfriend Alex's stepfather, has to share the only spare tent with me.
00:29Three years ago, I sat across from him at family dinners.
00:32His presence made the air thick.
00:34He was untouchable then.
00:36Now he signs my paychecks.
00:38Sarah from marketing claimed the other tent with her boyfriend, Mark.
00:42Sebastian looked at the two tiny shelters, then at me.
00:49Judy, you're with me.
00:51Six hours since my last pill, I pressed myself into the farthest corner of the tent
00:56and dug my nails into my palms.
00:59I told myself, stay still.
01:01Stay quiet.
01:03Pass out before the dose fully wears off.
01:05You don't look fine.
01:07He shifted closer.
01:08I felt the heat radiating off him.
01:11Clean soap.
01:12Something distinctly male.
01:13Then, without a word, he knelt beside me
01:16and pressed his large, callaged hand to my forehead.
01:20My body detonated.
01:23He pulled his hand back, fuzzled.
01:26His dark eyes searched mine.
01:28You're burning up, but there's no fever.
01:31He tilted my chin up.
01:33I jerked my head away.
01:35The tent wall was right behind me.
01:38Nowhere to go.
01:39His scent filling every inch of the space.
01:42My body was already spiraling into another wave.
01:45I had maybe three seconds.
01:50And I lunged for the tent flap.
01:53Judy, hold on!
01:56I stumbled upright and took three steps
01:59before my legs gave out completely.
02:01The cold ground rushed up.
02:04Seba Stastien caught my arms
02:06and kept me from hitting the Durst,
02:08his grip firm but careful.
02:10Hey, talk to me.
02:12What's going on?
02:14I couldn't explain.
02:15I tried to pull away,
02:17but my legs were useless.
02:20Every wave of sensation
02:21had drained them to nothing.
02:23He guided me away from the clearing,
02:26toward a small overhang
02:28near a cluster of trees.
02:31Shielded.
02:32Private.
02:33He eased me down onto a flat rock.
02:37Mr. Blackwood, please.
02:39Just let me go.
02:42When I reached to push him away,
02:44my hands found the fabric of his shirt
02:47and curled into it instead.
02:50I pressed my face against his chest
02:53and hated myself for it.
02:55His heartbeat was steady.
02:57Mine was a disaster.
02:59I kept my grip on his shirt
03:01and told myself it was only physics.
03:04I needed something solid to hold
03:06or I'd fall.
03:07Then I heard it.
03:10Soft, unmistakable sounds
03:11drifting from the direction
03:12of Sarah and Mark's tent.
03:14My body, which had barely begun to settle,
03:17snapped back to full alert.
03:19I wrapped my arms tighter
03:20around Sebastian's waist,
03:22the only anchor I had,
03:24and braced for what I knew was coming.
03:27Under the moonlight, I saw them.
03:29Sarah and Mark stumbling out of their tent,
03:33heading straight for the flat rock
03:34where Sebastian had just been sitting with me.
03:38Sebastian grabbed my wrist
03:39and pulled me low behind a thick patch of shrubs.
03:43We crouched in the dark,
03:45not breathing.
03:46The sounds cut through the still air like sparks.
03:49My body, raw from the night,
03:51reacted instantly.
03:52A tight coil of need snapped tight.
03:55I squeezed my eyes shut
03:56and begged them silently to hurry.
03:58They had all the stamina in the world.
04:00Sebastian was right behind me.
04:03His breath near my ear.
04:05His chest a wall against my back.
04:08His scent was everywhere.
04:11The climax hit without warning.
04:14A small sound escaped my throat
04:17before I could stop it.
04:19His hand clamped over my mouth instantly.
04:22Shh.
04:22I nodded against his palm.
04:24My whole body was shaking.
04:26I couldn't stop it.
04:27In the moonlight,
04:28I could see his eyes tracking me.
04:30The dazed look on my face,
04:32the way I was trembling.
04:33He had caught a glimpse of my soap panties
04:36when I crawled out of the tent.
04:38He was holding a woman
04:40who climaxed it at the sound of strangers.
04:42He had to be piecing it together.
04:46I nodded weakly under his hand and waited.
04:49Sarah and Mark finally slipped back to their tent,
04:53giggling.
04:54I gasped for air's heaving.
04:57Chest.
04:57My legs didn't move.
05:00Judy.
05:01His voice was low and rough,
05:04cutting through the haze.
05:05He didn't back away.
05:07I tried to shift off the rock
05:08and my hands swung out for balance
05:10and brushed directly against the front of his pants.
05:13Even through the fabric,
05:15I felt it.
05:16The heat.
05:17The size of him.
05:18I yanked my hand back.
05:21Are you soaked?
05:23The question hit me like cold water.
05:27No.
05:29I'm not.
05:30His hand slid under the hem of my skirt
05:32before I could finish the sentence.
05:34Are you sure?
05:36His rough fingers grazed my inner thigh.
05:39I tried to clamp my legs shut.
05:41His grip was firm, slow, deliberate,
05:44easing them apart like he had all the time in the world.
05:47I pushed against his chest.
05:50My fingers curled into his shirt and held on.
05:53His fingertips skimmed the edge of my panties,
05:56that tickly, overwhelming edge.
05:59Sebastian.
06:01The word came out broken.
06:04A plea or a surrender I couldn't tell which.
06:08Call me by my name, Judy.
06:11No more of that formal stuff.
06:13My cheeks burned.
06:14I managed a shaky whisper.
06:19Sebastian.
06:20Not enough, sweetheart.
06:22Give me more.
06:23I buried my face in his chest.
06:28Seb, please, Seb.
06:29He pulled his hand back
06:31and held his finger up in the moonlight.
06:33The slickness glistened between his big fingertips.
06:37Undeniable, humiliating proof.
06:39Not into this, are you?
06:41His tone was warm, knowing.
06:44He lifted me effortlessly
06:46and positioned me to straddle his lap, facing him.
06:50I felt myself press against the hard bulge in his pants and panicked.
06:54I squirmed to get off.
06:57Sebastian's hands locked on my hips and stopped me cold.
07:00I froze against his chest, overwhelmed,
07:03my last rational thought dissolving.
07:05The word was out before I could catch it.
07:08With one swift tug, he tore my panities off.
07:12The damp fabric ripped like nothing
07:15and tossed them into the dirt beside us.
07:19Call me by my name, Judy.
07:21No more of that formal stuff.
07:23Sebastian.
07:24My cheeks burned.
07:25I managed a shaky whisper.
07:29Sebastian.
07:30Not enough, sweetheart.
07:32Give me more.
07:33I buried my face in his chest.
07:38Seb, please, Seb.
07:40He pulled his hand back
07:41and held his finger up in the moonlight.
07:43The slickness glistened between his big fingertips.
07:47Undeniable, humiliating proof.
07:49Not into this, are you?
07:52His tone was warm, knowing.
07:54He lifted me effortlessly
07:56and positioned me to straddle his lap facing him.
08:00I felt myself press against the hard bulge in his pants and panicked.
08:05I squirmed to get off.
08:07Sebastian's hands locked on my hips and stopped me cold.
08:10I froze against his chest, overwhelmed,
08:13my last rational thought dissolving.
08:16The word was out before I could catch it.
08:18With one swift tug, he tore my panities off.
08:22The damp fabric ripped like nothing
08:25and tossed them into the dirt beside us.
08:29His finger pushed inside me,
08:32warm, thick,
08:33and the pain was sharp enough to make me cry out against his shoulder.
08:37Hold on.
08:39Is this your first time?
08:40He pulled out immediately,
08:42his brow funneled,
08:44his expression shifting from heat to genuine surprise.
08:47I nodded.
08:49I couldn't look at him.
08:52This condition had haunted me since I hit adulthood.
08:56The meds kept me functional enough to seem normal.
09:01But letting anyone close,
09:03close enough to find out,
09:05was impossible.
09:07You never?
09:08Disbelief in his voice.
09:10I shook my head.
09:12I shook my head.
09:13No.
09:14I was always terrified he'd find out about this,
09:17that he'd think I was a freak.
09:19I kept everything locked down,
09:21stayed away from anything that could trigger it.
09:23The words spilled raw and shaky into the dark,
09:26the truth I'd never said aloud to anyone,
09:28to the last man I should have told.
09:31I didn't want him to hate me.
09:34Sebastian's expression softened.
09:36He tilted my team up,
09:37looked at me,
09:38and I saw something in his eyes I'd never expected.
09:41Not disgust.
09:44Not pity.
09:45Not pity.
09:49Understanding.
09:53Then he opened his mouth,
09:56and what he said next stopped me completely.
10:00I'm not here to preach about purity,
10:02but you should really think this through.
10:07What he said was this.
10:11His words didn't cool anything.
10:14The fire inside me flared hotter.
10:18I could see he wasn't unaffected either.
10:21His chest rose in fail with deep, controlled breaths.
10:25His jaw tight with the effort of holding back.
10:29And watching him hold back felt like poison.
10:33Tears burst out of me,
10:35hot and unstoppable.
10:37Sebastian's eyes went wide.
10:39He thought he'd forced me into this.
10:42Wait.
10:43I didn't mean it like that.
10:44I'm sorry.
10:46A powerful, steady man,
10:48fumbling over his words.
10:51It broke something open me.
10:53I pressed into his arms,
10:55silent tears soaking his shirt.
10:57He looked down at me,
10:58troubled.
10:59Seb,
11:00I want it.
11:01In two years at the company,
11:03I'd barely spoken ten sentences to him outside work.
11:06I don't want to take advantage of you while you're like this.
11:09I didn't wait for more words.
11:11I reached out,
11:12trembling,
11:13and grasped him through his pants.
11:15A resigned grin crossed his face,
11:18and he set aside his last doubt.
11:21He guided me carefully,
11:22his fingers working to prepare me.
11:25And I climaxed again,
11:26almost immediately,
11:27shivering on top of him,
11:29barely able to breathe.
11:30And the pain split me open anyway.
11:33Sharp,
11:34overwhelming.
11:35He stopped and pulled out at once,
11:37brow crest.
11:38The second he was gone,
11:39I felt hollow,
11:41empty,
11:41aching to be filled again.
11:43Let's get back to the tent.
11:44He moved to lift me.
11:45No,
11:46here.
11:47I laid back on the cool ground
11:48and pulled him down over me.
11:50He pushed in again,
11:52slower this time.
11:53My hips moved on instinct.
11:56Time disulfated,
11:58until I heard his low,
11:59guttural release,
12:00and one last wave went through me.
12:03Then I heard it,
12:05a rhythmic thudding above the canopy.
12:08Sebastian kissed me once,
12:10soft and certain.
12:13It's time to go back.
12:15The helicopter descended through the trees,
12:18and I had no idea what going back meant for us.
12:22In the helicopter,
12:23I was squeezed into the back seat with Sebastian's thigh,
12:26a solid wall against mine.
12:28Sarah and Mark chattered across from us,
12:30excited to be going home.
12:32Sebastian said nothing.
12:34Then his fingers brushed the knop of my neck,
12:37slow,
12:37casual,
12:39unmistakably deliberate.
12:40A jolt went straight down my spine.
12:42I stared at the pilot's seat and held my breath.
12:46His hand moved to my thigh,
12:48his thumb drawing lazy circles
12:49just below the hem of my skirt.
12:51Closer.
12:52I squeezed my legs together.
12:54He eased them apart.
12:56Relax.
12:57No one can see.
12:58His fingers slipped under the hem.
13:00I gripped the edge of my seat until my knuckles white.
13:04Judy?
13:05You're looking a little flushed.
13:07Airsick?
13:09Sebastian's hand stilled instantly.
13:11Just a little warm.
13:12I'm fine.
13:16In the helicopter,
13:18I was squeezed into the back seat with Sebastian's thigh,
13:21a solid wall against mine.
13:23Sarah and Mark chattered across from us,
13:25excited to be going home.
13:27Sebastian said nothing.
13:29Then his fingers brushed the knop of my neck,
13:32slow,
13:32casual,
13:33unmistakably deliberate.
13:35A jolt went straight down my spine.
13:38I stared at the pilot's seat and held my breath.
13:40His hand moved to my thigh,
13:43his thumb drawing lazy circles just below the hem of my skirt.
13:46Closer.
13:47I squeezed my legs together.
13:49He eased them apart.
13:51Relax.
13:52No one can see.
13:53His fingers slipped under the hem.
13:55I gripped the edge of my seat until my knuckles white.
13:59Judy?
14:00You're looking a little flushed.
14:02Airsick?
14:04Sebastian's hand stilled instantly.
14:06Just a little warm.
14:07I'm fine.
14:12The next morning,
14:13I walked into the office building
14:15feeling like a completely different person.
14:18My body still hummed with the memory of Sebastian's hands.
14:23I was nervous,
14:24excited,
14:25terrified,
14:26and desperate to see him again,
14:28even from across a conference table.
14:30I stepped into the elevator.
14:33My heart was pounding with anticipation.
14:39A man stepped inside,
14:41tanned,
14:42handsome.
14:43I knew him.
14:45It was Alex,
14:46my ex-boyfriend,
14:47Sebastian's stepson,
14:49back from his two-year assignment abroad,
14:52standing 18 inches away from me.
14:54Judy?
14:54Wow.
14:55I can't believe it.
14:57What are you doing here?
14:59I couldn't form a single word.
15:02Two years.
15:03He had been gone two years,
15:05and he had to walk into this elevator on this morning.
15:10The elevator dinged.
15:12Executive floor.
15:13Sebastian was standing in the hallway, waiting.
15:16His eyes found mine first,
15:18dark,
15:19possessative,
15:20certain.
15:21His face hardened like stone.
15:24I stood between the two of them and couldn't move.
15:28For three days,
15:29I took the stairs to avoid the executive elevator.
15:33I ate lunch at my desk.
15:35I timed every bathroom break around department meeting schedules.
15:40Avoiding Alex was survival.
15:43Avoiding Sebastian was a different kind of torture.
15:46In meetings,
15:47I felt his eyes on me,
15:49heavy,
15:50possessive.
15:52We didn't exchange a single word.
15:56I didn't know what we were,
15:58and defining it out loud felt more terrifying than pretending the forest never happened.
16:06On the third night,
16:08I stayed late.
16:11The office emptied out floor by floor until the only sound was the ventilation hum.
16:19I finally let my guard down and slipped into the ladies' room.
16:24Alone in the stall,
16:26silence pressed down and my thoughts went straight to Sebastian,
16:29the weight of him,
16:30the heat,
16:31the way he'd held me still in the dark.
16:33My condition,
16:34quiet under three days of stress and ridge control,
16:37roared back to life.
16:39My hand moved before I decided,
16:41gripping the wall as I bit my lip.
16:45Then the main door creaked open.
16:55The restroom door exploded open.
16:58Sebastian filled the entire entrance.
17:00He didn't run.
17:01He surged forward.
17:03Two long strides and ripped Alex off me by the collar.
17:09Alex crumpled against the sinks,
17:12spitting blood.
17:13I scrambled to my feet and yanked my torn skirt down,
17:17shaking so hard I could barely stand.
17:19You touch her again,
17:21and then you and I are done.
17:23No money,
17:24no job,
17:26no family,
17:26you will cease to exist.
17:28Do you understand me?
17:30Alex stared at his stepfather,
17:32blood trickling from his lip,
17:34diseliefly cracking through the rage.
17:36You're serious?
17:37For her?
17:38You're not actually in love with this woman,
17:40are you?
17:41Sebastian's face went unreadable.
17:43He said nothing.
17:44He simply dropped Alex,
17:46who slid down the wall into a heap on the floor.
17:49Then Sebastian turned to me.
17:51The fury in his eyes dissolved into something raw.
17:55He had threatened to erase his own stepson
17:57from the family for me.
18:02But he still hadn't answered the question.
18:07Was that protection?
18:09Or something more?
18:12Judy,
18:13I know you're in here.
18:15You've been avoiding me.
18:17Alex,
18:19I scrambled to fix my clothes,
18:21hands shaking.
18:22Come on,
18:24don't play games.
18:25We need to talk.
18:28I pressed my back against the partition.
18:32Go away, Alex.
18:33Alex filled the frame.
18:35His face twisted with rage
18:37and something darker.
18:39I was always so patient with you.
18:42Always the perfect guy.
18:44But you're not scared, are you?
18:47You're just a tease.
18:51The pilot told me everything.
18:53How you slept with my stepfather.
18:56If you can give it to him,
18:58you can give it to me.
19:00I screamed.
19:01His hand clamped over my mouth,
19:04muffling everything.
19:05I thrashed,
19:06nails raking his arms,
19:08but he was stronger.
19:10He pressed the tip of himself against me.
19:13I clawed harder
19:15and screamed into his palm.
19:17As black despair closed over me.
19:21The restroom door exploded open.
19:23Sebastian filled the entire entrance.
19:26He didn't run.
19:27He surged forward.
19:29Two long strides
19:30and ripped Alex off me by the collar.
19:35Alex crumpled against the sinks,
19:38spitting blood.
19:39I scrambled to my feet
19:40and yanked my torn skirt down,
19:42shaking so hard I could barely stand.
19:45You touch her again
19:47and then you and I are done.
19:49No money,
19:50no job,
19:51no family.
19:52You will cease to exist.
19:54Do you understand me?
19:56Alex stared at his stepfather,
19:58blood trickling from his lip,
20:00diseliefly cracking through the rage.
20:02You're serious?
20:03For her?
20:04You're not actually in love with this woman,
20:06are you?
20:07Sebastian's face went unreadable.
20:09He said nothing.
20:10He simply dropped Alex,
20:12who slid down the wall
20:13into a heap on the floor.
20:15Then Sebastian turned to me.
20:17The fury in his eyes
20:19dissolved into something raw.
20:21He had threatened to erase
20:22his own stepson from the family for me.
20:28But he still hadn't answered the question.
20:33Was that protection?
20:35Or something more?
20:38Sebastian shugged off his suit jacket
20:40and wrapped it around my trembling shoulders.
20:43It smelled of him,
20:44power,
20:46warmth,
20:46the forest.
20:48Let's go home.
20:49He scooped me into his arms
20:51and carried me out of the restroom,
20:53stepping over Alex without a second glance.
20:56The ride to his penthouse
20:58was a silent blur.
21:00He held my hand the entire way,
21:03his thumb moving in a slow,
21:06steady rhythm across my knuckles.
21:09He didn't speak.
21:11Neither did I.
21:13The adrenaline was fading.
21:15In its place,
21:16a deep, bone-aching shock.
21:18And underneath that,
21:20a question I couldn't stop turning over.
21:23He had beaten his own stepson for me,
21:25threatened to cut him off completely.
21:28But he hadn't said a word
21:29when Alex asked the one thing that mattered.
21:33Are you okay?
21:35He had saved me tonight.
21:38But did he love me?
21:39Or was I just someone he felt responsible for?
21:57His hands started on the buttons of my blouse.
22:01And then Alex's voice,
22:03You're not actually in love with this woman, are you?
22:06What is it?
22:07Silence stretched between us.
22:09In the bathroom,
22:11Alex asked you a question.
22:13You didn't answer it.
22:15If he deflected now,
22:17I would have my answer.
22:19His expression shifted.
22:21Something opened in his face
22:23that I had never seen before.
22:25Not the CEO.
22:27Not the patriarch from those family dinners.
22:31Something unguarded.
22:33He looked more vulnerable
22:35than I had ever seen him.
22:52His hands started on the buttons of my blouse.
22:56And then Alex's voice,
22:57You're not actually in love with this woman, are you?
23:00What is it?
23:01Silence stretched between us.
23:03In the bathroom,
23:05Alex asked you a question.
23:07You didn't answer it.
23:09If he deflected now,
23:11I would have my answer.
23:13His expression shifted.
23:15Something opened in his face
23:17that I had never seen before.
23:19Not the CEO.
23:21Not the patriarch from those family dinners.
23:25Something unguarded.
23:28He looked more vulnerable
23:29than I had ever seen him.
23:32He brushed a strand of hair
23:34from my forehead.
23:36His eyes didn't waver.
23:39I didn't answer him
23:42because he doesn't deserve an answer.
23:45But you do.
23:46I'm not a man who uses the word love lightly.
23:49What I feel for you,
23:50it's not about what happened in the woods.
23:51It's not about your condition.
23:52It's about you.
23:54You.
23:54It's consuming.
23:56It's terrifying.
23:57And it's the most real thing
23:58I've felt in decades.
24:00Yes, Judy.
24:00I am in love with you.
24:02A secret too ugly to share.
24:04A fire that would drive
24:05every decent person away.
24:07Sebastian had seen it all.
24:09The forest floor.
24:10The helicopter.
24:11The bathroom.
24:12The tears.
24:12He'd chosen to stay.
24:14Not a question this time.
24:16Not a surrender.
24:18A decision.
24:20This time,
24:21there were no more questions.
24:22No more hesitations.
24:23Only us.
24:25Only us.
24:25And the city lights burning below the penthouse glass.
24:29We had started with a forbidden secret in the dark.
24:36Could what we were survive in the light?
24:41We were married a year later.
24:45Alex was transferred to the company's most remote international branch.
24:50So far away, he became little more than a bad memory.
24:56Our life became a whirlwind.
24:59Sebastian never asked me to dim the fire.
25:02He asked me to stop being ashamed of it.
25:06He taught me the difference between a condition that controlled me
25:10and a part of myself I could own.
25:14Slowly, I stopped flinching at my own reflection.
25:17I used to believe my secret would bury me the moment anyone saw it clearly.
25:24Sebastian saw it clearly on a forest floor with no signal and no rescue.
25:29And he stayed.
25:31And he chose me.
25:32And he kept choosing me.
25:35I am Judy Smith.
25:37Judy Blackwood now.
25:38I am a sex addict.
25:40I am a wife.
25:41I am not a freak.
25:43And I am not a secret.
25:44We started in the dark, under a flimsy tent,
25:48with every reason to run from each other.
25:51We found our forever in the light.
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