The Heat After the AC Died - ENGSUB
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00:0898 degrees the AC in my room died this morning just gave out I hate this house the way it
00:17is
00:18now anyway I hate the day mom married Kevin and packed him and his quiet 30 another son into my
00:23life two years now every wrong thing under this roof started that day too hot to think
00:35I've kicked off my shorts a tank strap slipping off my shoulder and flopped back on the bed to call
00:44her
00:53mom my AC's broken I'm melting up here her end is all rattling carts and store announcements I know
01:01I know I'm at the store back soon have your brother look at it he's coming home for lunch anyway
01:10your brother those two words set me off but my brain won't listen it pulls him up before I can
01:17stop it he does HVAC fixes AC lines and pipes all day always slick with sweat last week in the
01:26kitchen
01:26head tipped back chugging ice water his throat working with every swallow a drop running down
01:33his jaw to his collar pine the muscle in his forearm bunching tight as he cranked a valve I press
01:40my
01:40thighs together and hate myself the second I do I hate him I really do so what the hell is
01:49this
01:50downstairs the front door clicks open the stairs grown step by step under someone much heavier than me
01:58that's when I remember what I'm wearing I lunge for the shorts on my chair too late the door swings
02:05open
02:06Samir work pants gray tank soaked through and clean every line of his chest and stomach right there
02:14toolbox in hand the hair at his forehead damp in strands I should look away I don't my eyes dragged
02:22down on their own his slick chest his tensed forearms and finally see something you like his voice comes
02:31out rough the corner of his mouth tipping up caught heat shoots all the way to my ears I ripped
02:38the
02:38blanket up over myself who's looking at you don't flatter yourself he doesn't look away the smirk only
02:46deepens his throat moves once the AC he steps in drops the toolbox and looks down at me curled up
02:54small
02:55where is it over there I jerk my chin at the unit in the corner and pull the blanket tighter
03:03he doesn't
03:04move right away first those heavy eyes drag over me then he comes the unit sits high on the wall
03:13above my
03:13headboard my bed right under it the room small and a man his size only makes it smaller he takes
03:22one
03:23look and frowns get down why should I dig my heels in though it sounds hollow the moment it's out
03:30two
03:31years and this is all I know how to do with him bristle jab pushback mom remarried he and Kevin
03:39moved in
03:39and the house stopped being just hers and mine I came home for the summer wanting some quiet and now
03:47I share
03:48even my breathing room with this stranger I can dodge him for an afternoon not for the long line of
03:55summers
03:55after he doesn't argue one knee on the edge of the bed and he stretches up toward the unit I
04:03shrink into the
04:04corner but the bed's only so big as he leans the soaked gray tank brushes my shin heat sweat that
04:11sun-warmed smell of him all of it crashing over me at once his arm works a screw overhead the
04:17muscle
04:17bunching and releasing inches from my face I hold my breath I don't dare move no one's downstairs mom's
04:23still at the store the whole house is quiet just my sun-baked bedroom door shut sealed off from the
04:29rest
04:29of the world the thought sends a hotter prickle up my back up here door closed whatever happens no one
04:36below would know move over he says low his elbow pressing toward me there's nowhere to go his hip
04:43is against my drawn-up knees I'm wedged between him and the wall half of me pressed to his side
04:51I told you I can't get away from you he says glancing down his throat moving goes both ways
04:59he turns it a few times swears says the wiring's fried the whole thing has to come apart the minutes
05:05crawl the room's hot enough to swim in the two of us crammed into this scrap of space neither one
05:10talking my backs to the wall half of me against his sweat damp side the sweat glues us together skin
05:16to
05:17skin impossible to peel apart I should be disgusted I'm not I can feel the muscle in his side tighten
05:23with every turn of the screw that strength soaking through a thin film of sweat into my skin sinking
05:28low in my belly the picture rises before I can stop it if that hand weren't reaching for a screw
05:33overhead but sliding down my waist instead I kill the thought my face burns I hate him I think of
05:40the
05:40wedding day him standing there cold not even a hello two years ago I swore I'd never go soft for
05:46this man not once and right now my thighs are clamping together on their own the wet heat there is
05:53impossible to hide slick sticky mortifying it's the weather I lie to myself that's all just the heat
06:01irritated I try to shift to find room to breathe my knee moves and by accident grazes the inside of
06:08his thigh his hands stop the whole room goes still Becca his voice drops to gravel it travels straight
06:15down my ear into my spine you'd better not move I don't listen my heart slamming and something hotter
06:22than hate eggs me on I push out again elbow digging into his side on purpose the next second his
06:27free
06:27hand clamps down on my waist a hand big enough to span half of it too strong to fight and
06:32it hauls me back
06:33against him my gas jams in my throat my back hits his scalding sweat damp chest his heartbeat through
06:39two thin layers of cotton slams into my spine once again I keep my voice down and claw at the
06:50arm locked
06:51across my waist it's cast iron it doesn't give I should break free drive an elbow into him call him
06:58a creep bolt downstairs but my body betrays me it sinks into him fitting against every scalding
07:04inch of him I can feel his breathing turn rough his chest rising and falling at my back
07:11he grunts my elbow jabbing his stomach and in the scramble quit it I won't give in and I'm even
07:18more
07:18scared he sees through me so I open my mouth for another jab nothing comes out his free hand lifts
07:24and closes around the front of my throat not hard but sure steady tipping the back of my head into
07:31the hollow of his shoulder every drop of blood in me runs cold then floods back scalding two years of
07:39fighting of cutting each other to the bone and he never once touched me but now his palm cradles my
07:46throat his thumb on the pulse going wild there and I'm not afraid being held completely in his hand
07:54helpless in his grip it turns me to water I'm in the same hell you are his mouth is at
08:01my ear his
08:02breath hot and horsey each word brended in but you are going to hold still his breath fans against the
08:10side of my face no more squirming no more little whimpers making it worse the hand on my throat tightens
08:16a
08:16fraction you hear me I try to nod only then does he ease off I guilt for air my heart
08:22wild enough to leap
08:23out of my chest for a long stretch I stay curled against him not daring to move his arm stays
08:30locked
08:30around my waist never once loosening and his thumb against the damp curve of my side moves slow up
08:36then down up then down every drag of it sends a current sliding down to the small of my back
08:41I clamp my thighs tighter and it only makes the want sharper I want more the thought scares me
08:48that's when downstairs the front door clicks open
08:57no no he didn't I call down forcing my voice into its usual annoyance he's probably off slacking
09:03somewhere again a beat of quiet below let me come up and look at it you can't sit in this
09:07heat
09:08the staircase creaks taking mom's weight one step my blood goes to ice I claw at his arm
09:17let go she's coming up let go of me he doesn't worse the hand that's been resting at my waist
09:24slides painfully slow down the line of my hip over my stomach over the dip of my hip bone lower
09:30still
09:30until it settles squarely over me through the thin fabric already soaked with sweat and something else
09:34my whole body bows tight a sharp high sound rushes up my throat I bite down on my lip and
09:39swallow it
09:39second stare creak he bends his head nose against my scalding ear and through the soaked fabric his
09:45palm grinds down on me not soft not hard once soaked like this and still lying that no one came
09:54up
09:54he breathes low and filthy Samir it comes out a plea my voice in pieces please my mom
10:03his thumb presses again dragging a winner out of me before I can swallow it the hand doesn't move
10:07from where it is scared now third step mom's voice is closer
10:13he looks down at me held completely in his hand every breath a luxury now his eyes lit with something
10:20that makes me dizzy he leans to my ear word by word
10:24so how about you let your mom see exactly what you look like right now
10:39becca why is this locked from the inside
10:45his palm is still on me grinding in that slow punishing way that has me shaking all over
10:50his breath brushes my ear answer her I'm changing I call out my voice in pieces
10:58it's too hot I'm not dressed don't come in mom god this heat hurry up then come down and eat
11:05I got
11:05sandwiches and cold pasta salad step by step the stairs let her go soon there's the rustle of
11:11plastic bags the fridge opening and closing the threat ebbs I slump back against him ringed out
11:18gulping air furious and humiliated my eyes burning you're insane you actually would have he doesn't
11:23answer and he doesn't do what I expect doesn't let go and retreat behind the wall we've spent two
11:28years building he just holds me chin on my shoulder silent for a long time long enough that I can
11:34hear
11:34the fridge humming downstairs then he says it low without a trace of his usual sneer I don't want
11:41to let go I go rigid I twist around to look at him two years and I know every cruel
11:50thing he's ever
11:50said to me this wasn't a joke not even close we stay frozen like that downstairs mom's putting
12:00groceries away humming something tuneless the AC's still dead the heat lying thick on my skin
12:07but the heat running through me stopped being the weather a while ago I've been locked against him
12:13too long wound too tight now my lower back and the tops of my thighs start to cramp a deep
12:18dragging ache
12:19like the heaviness before my period I shift in small movements trying to work it loose don't move
12:25he says low but it's not his usual impatience it's horsey careful something I've never heard from him
12:35I shift again can't help it a small noun escapes both his thumbs have come to rest on the outsides
12:43of
12:43my thighs kneading slow back and forth the touch lifts every hair on me but the ache is worse
12:48I bite my lip and admit it my lower back and where my legs meet tense too long it aches
12:56I want to
12:57stretch but you're pinning me I can't move his hands pause on my legs bring your knees his voice drops
13:09lower up onto the bed
13:14I twist around to glare at him red-faced and lost
13:19Neil Neil how he pats the narrow space along his thighs feet here
13:24then taps the mattress in front of me knees here when it hits me what he's asking my face goes
13:31up in
13:31flames but the ache is unbearable and somehow I do it his hands settle on my hips and guide me
13:36forward
13:36easing my feet up one at a time knees spreading by the time I catch up I'm straddling his lap
13:40with
13:41my back to him a position so shameful my toes curl lean back he draws me against his chest head
13:50back on my shoulder my throat's dry and I obey without knowing why the back of my head finds the
13:55hollow of his shoulder my whole spine rising and falling against his scalding sweat damp chest his
14:00hands lock on my hips and slowly he bears down lifting my lower body arching it back into a deep
14:05bow
14:05inch by inch my whole torso pulls open the ache I've held for so long lets go all at once
14:10so good my eyes well up a long moan slips out before I can stop it
14:19he curses low behind my ear his nose bearing into the side of my neck dragging once hard his breathing
14:26goes racked his hands press in harder deepening the arch once twice open release each one melts the
14:32ache into something else burning up from the base of my spine we hold it for almost a minute before
14:39the arms carrying me start to shake I'm smaller than him but I'm no slip of a girl holding me
14:47up in
14:47midair like this would wear anyone down I'm better now a lie my face burns he grunts and lowers me
14:55back
14:55onto his lap but his hands don't leave my hips I know exactly what it means still straddling him back
15:01turned and for some reason neither of us moves to fix it two years of fighting and this is the
15:06longest we've ever sat together without tearing each other apart that alone unsettles me thanks
15:11I say it at last barely a whisper he hums the stubble on his jaw drags across my cheek with
15:18it and a fine
15:19melting tingle races up my spine I know I have to push it down pretend I didn't feel it
15:26downstairs mom's still busy in the kitchen humming off key his long fingers in time with every breath
15:32I take slowly tighten on my hips the heavy ache starts pulsing back I can't help squirming still
15:40hurts sorry he hesitates then his hands come slowly around from my sides to the front of me drop your
15:49back down the rasp in his voice impossible to hide now lift your hips a little he pushes my tank
15:59up and
15:59slides both hands into my shorts his squirting thumbs find the two aching knots at the base of
16:04my spine and press in steady grinding down in slow circles my lips tremble I suck in a breath and
16:11a moan
16:11I can't hold pills out his thumbs circle leaning in harder grinding the stiff ache loose inch by inch
16:16I clamp down on my tongue downstairs the tap is running mom washing the produce please god she
16:21heard nothing he stills for a few seconds then he knees deeper faster his hands spreading wider
16:27outward downward my hips move with his rhythm on their own his thumbs are too close enough to turn
16:33me to water in that place with every circle of his hands betrays me getting hotter and hotter
16:37Samir his name comes out wrecked soft and clinging pleasure spreads in waves from where his fingers
16:45press melting every ache out of me I bite my lips between my teeth and strangle the next moan in
16:50my throat terrified they'll hear downstairs below the water surges louder and mom calls up
16:56just a few more minutes drowning out every sound I don't dare make and under that cover his hands the
17:03slides one inch lower his breathing changes too especially the moment he buries his face in the curve of
17:10my neck lips against my skin every hair on my nace stands up my whole spine shivers with that melting
17:14tingle then suddenly pulls his hands out of my shorts a small lost whimper leaks out of me before I
17:19can
17:19stop it the next second I want to disappear into the floor oh god he was just being decent for
17:24once
17:24working out a cramp and there I was panting and windering under his hands making those sounds
17:31I must have scared him off this silence stretches my heart still pounding over his hands over the
17:38mouth he'd press to my neck I get ready to pull away ready to say something ugly and that's when
17:44Samir's fingers hook the edge of my shorts and tug one inch down his warm mouth grazes my ear good
17:51girl
17:52he breathes low and rough lift your hips for me again good girl lift your hips for me again the
18:01words
18:01land somewhere deep inside me I squeeze my eyes shut trying to quiet my racing heart and instead I just
18:09obey lifting my hips shaking downstairs mom's voice suddenly rises it hits like a bucket of ice
18:22water over my head Samir goes rigid and I snap awake what am I doing my mom just got home
18:29she's
18:29right downstairs and here I am in my own room straddling my stepbrother lifting my hips because
18:34he told me to shame torches through me I shove his hands off scramble off his lap yank my shorts
18:40up
18:40not daring to look back I'm going down Becca he says behind me I don't stop but just before I
18:46pull the
18:46door open I look back at him after all he's on the wrecked bed chest heaving hair soaked eyes
18:52burning into me not a trace of the usual sneer just something scorching cut off mid-breath I flee
18:59straight down the stairs I don't taste a single bite of that lunch across from me mom rattles on
19:08the store had a sale the neighbor's news why is your brother so quiet today I murmur back my whole
19:15heart
19:15still stuck in that burning room upstairs Samir sits at the other end eating with his head down
19:21silent but I can feel it every time mom looks away his eyes land on me heavy hot enough that
19:29I can
19:29barely hold my fork oh I have to go help your aunt move some things this afternoon she's swamped
19:34Becca you rest at home okay Samir you're home this afternoon if the AC is still not fixed call
19:41someone don't let your sister roast my grip on the fork jumps afternoon house just the two of us my
19:48head
19:48snaps up right into his eyes looking at me past my mother he says nothing just the faintest tip of
19:54his
19:54mouth aimed at me and the string in me that just snap pulls tight again humming the second mom's out
20:02the door the house goes so quiet there's nothing left but my own heartbeat I shut myself in my room
20:10back to the door telling myself I'm going nowhere and opening for no one this morning's madness never
20:17happened I hate him I have to remember I hate him but my body won't obey just remembering the heat
20:25of
20:25his palm that good girl and my legs start to give again the stairs crack step by step taking the
20:32weight
20:32I can't escape the footsteps stop outside my door open up his voice comes through the wood low rough
20:42leaving no room to refuse no I brace against the door but my voice is laughably thin go away I
20:50hate
20:50you a beat of silence outside Becca his voice drops to almost nothing each word like it's spoken
21:00against my ear the way you look this morning didn't look like hate my face goes up in flames my
21:07heart
21:07slamming till it aches I stare at my own hand on the lock watch it beyond my control slowly turn
21:18it open
21:21the instant the door gives he's through it I step back he steps in and in three strides he's backs
21:29me
21:29into the corner one hand braced on the wall by my head caging me between him and the plaster
21:37heat sweat that scent that's only his everywhere
21:44what you didn't finish saying this morning he bends down nose nearly to mine his breath
21:49scalding say it now say say what whether you hate me he cuts me off a certainty in his voice
21:57that lifts
21:58every hair on me look at me and say it
22:04I lift my eyes to his two years of resentment every I'm fine I ever fed my mother and this
22:10morning's surrender
22:11I die before admitting all of it jams in my throat the word comes out shaking apart I
22:16he waits eyes locked on me without a blink the hand on the wall corded with tension I close my
22:22eyes and let it go the truth
22:23I've held for two years and the last of my dignity with it I don't know I hear my own
22:28voice tremble
22:28I just know don't let go again his breath catches the next second he's kissing me pressing me into the
22:36wall
22:39Becca I forgot my keys are they on the entry table
22:42we both freeze his mouth still on mine my fists still in his tank both of us breathing hard chest
22:50against rising chest
22:52one wall and one stair ace away my mother's ordinary afternoon voice knowing nothing
22:57it cracks through me like thunder jolting me out of the heat that was about to swallow me whole
23:03I shove him off frantically fixing my clothes and my breath my voice shaking as I call down
23:09they're they're on the entry table just grab them mom
23:13got them okay I'm off
23:17the whole house sinks back into scalding silence I lean against the wall legs too weak to hold me
23:23and look up at him he's looking back and what's churning in his eyes burns hotter than the 98 degree
23:29day
23:30neither of us says a word but we both know that near miss one wall away didn't put us out
23:37it lit something for good the summer's only just begun
23:42and this door of mine will never quite shut again
23:48that night at dinner I can barely sit still
23:50the AC finally got fixed that afternoon the four of us around the table
23:54mom on my left busy topping off everyone's plate
23:57Kevin across from me head down over his food
24:00and Samir right at my side
24:01on the surface everything's normal
24:03mom rattles on about the neighbors
24:05Kevin grunts now and then some dull Reroy playing in the background
24:08I stare at my plate trying to look like I have at every meal for two years
24:12at war with the stepbrother beside me too disdainful to spare him a glance
24:15but under the tablecloth it's another world
24:17his hand has settled on my knee
24:18my fork stops in midair
24:20I try to brush him off without a flicker on my face
24:22he doesn't budge
24:23his palm is hot enough to feel through my dress
24:27slowly he slides it an inch up my thigh
24:30oh
24:31mom speaks up and I nearly come out of my chair
24:33is the AC all sorted?
24:35did your brother do okay up there?
24:37in that exact second his hand climbs another half inch
24:40stops high on my thigh and presses down with meaning
24:42like he knows precisely what he's doing to me
24:45I grip my fork and force my voice flat as dead water
24:48hmm it's fine
24:50passable
24:52passable
24:52Samir's coughs beside me
24:54cold as if we're actually fighting
24:55not even turning his head
24:57still as ungrateful as ever
24:58above the table were still the step siblings
25:00who can't share a room
25:01beneath it
25:02his thumb grinds slow circles
25:04into the inside of my thigh
25:06through the dress
25:07I stab at something and shove it in my mouth
25:09without tasting it
25:10my face is burning
25:12I gulp water to put it out
25:14but my throat's bone dry
25:15I set down my fork
25:17my voice unsteady
25:18mom
25:19I'll go get something to drink
25:21I'm practically fleeing as I stand
25:24and as I turn for the kitchen
25:26I see it clearly
25:27Samir
25:28in no hurry at all
25:30setting down his fork too
25:33a half wall counter separates the kitchen from the dining room
25:36back to the doorway
25:38I grip the counter
25:39shut my eyes
25:40and breathe deep
25:41trying to push down the heat in my face
25:43and the chaos in my chest
25:45behind me
25:46the floor gives the flattest creak
25:47before I can turn
25:49two hands brace the counter's edge
25:51caging me between him and the counter
25:53his chest against my back
25:55his chin on my shoulder
25:56his voice barely there
25:58breath brushing my ear
25:59running from what?
26:01you're insane
26:02I grip the counter
26:03hardly daring to make a sound
26:05I'm right there
26:06one wall away
26:08I know
26:09he laughs low
26:10the vibration traveling down my spine into me
26:12he touches nothing else
26:13just drags his nose painfully slow
26:15over the skin behind my ear
26:17so you'll have to hold it in
26:19same as under the table just now
26:21every drop of blood in me rushes to my face
26:23from the living room
26:25the TV
26:25the on and off murmur of mom and Kevin
26:27drifts over clear as day
26:29close enough that one lifted head
26:31one turns
26:32my breath shakes
26:34Samir
26:35he leans closer
26:37pressing me into the cold counter's edge
26:39his voice full of knowing amusement
26:43shaking like this
26:44are you scared of getting caught?
26:47he pauses
26:48we're scared I'll stop
26:50I can't answer
26:52because I don't have an answer to either
26:54from the dining room comes the scrape of a chair leg on the floor
26:59Becca?
27:00mom calls
27:01the drinks are on the bottom shelf of the fridge
27:03can't you find them?
27:04we both go still
27:08found found them
27:09I blurt it
27:10squeezing out from between him and the counter
27:12yanking open the bottom shelf
27:14grabbing two sparkling waters at random
27:17only when the cold bottles hit my scalding palms
27:19do I get a sliver of my mind back
27:23Samir steps back
27:25unhurried
27:26and pulls a beer from the fridge
27:28as if he weren't the one who just had me prin to the counter
27:32I carry the water back to the table
27:35my legs still unsteady
27:36but this time
27:38mom doesn't pick her chatter back up
27:41she sets down her forks
27:43and look between me and Samir
27:45from my flushed face
27:47to the faint mark on the side of his neck
27:48I only now notices
27:49left there at some point
27:51I can't place
27:52you too
27:53she says slowly
27:54her tone impossible to read
27:56why aren't you fighting today?
27:58the air locks
27:59Kevin looks up too
28:01my heart pounds in my ears
28:02two years
28:03and we've never had a quiet meal at this table
28:05today's silence is the biggest tell of all
28:07fight about what?
28:09Samir says it first
28:10flat as if he's remarking on the weather
28:13can't be bothered with her
28:16exactly
28:16I jump in
28:17chin up
28:18packing every ounce of panic
28:20into the familiar jab
28:21like I'd want to talk to him
28:23mom watches us
28:25for a long time
28:28then she smiles
28:29and picks her fork back up
28:31good
28:32we're family
28:34no need to be at each other's throats
28:36all the time
28:37but the moment she looks down
28:39I catch Kevin's eyes
28:40he says nothing
28:41just lingers a thoughtful second
28:43on that faint mark
28:44on his son's neck
28:45under the table
28:46Samir's knee bumps mine
28:47very lightly
28:48as if to say
28:49careful
28:50and also
28:51this isn't over
28:54that night
28:55I can't sleep
28:56turning over and over
28:57not just from the unspent restlessness
29:00humming under my skin all night
29:01from mom's look at the table
29:03and Kevin's one second pause
29:05two fine needles
29:07in the softest part of my chest
29:09I start thinking things
29:11I've never let myself think
29:14what if we get caught
29:20to marry Kevin
29:21mom rebuilt her whole life
29:22from when I was 16
29:24sold the old house
29:25moved to this strange city
29:27learned at 40
29:28to be a newlywed again
29:30so carefully
29:31she tried to weld two families
29:33into one home
29:34and here I am
29:35planting a bomb under it
29:37in the most unforgivable way there is
29:40I hate Samir
29:42that's what I've told myself
29:43and told my mother
29:44for two years
29:45now
29:47I finally see it
29:48that
29:49hate
29:50was laced with something else
29:51from the start
29:55I hated him barging in
29:56because I couldn't stop
29:57looking at him
29:59I went toe to toe with him
30:00because it was the only way
30:01I dared get close
30:03I dressed up my wanting
30:05as loathing
30:05and kept it up for two whole years
30:07until I nearly believed it myself
30:10in the hall
30:11the floor creaks
30:14my doorknob turns
30:16very lightly
30:17locked
30:19then a small folded note
30:21slides in under the door
30:25barefoot
30:26I slip off the bed
30:27pick it up
30:28unfold it in the moonlight
30:34Samir's handwriting
30:35one line
30:37they're both out tomorrow
30:38all day
30:39I hold the note
30:40standing on the cold floor
30:42my heart nearly bursting
30:43through my chest
30:45outside
30:46not a breath of summer wind
30:49and I know
30:49perfectly clearly
30:52tomorrow
30:53I won't lock the door
30:54by early the next morning
30:56the house is empty
30:57mom and Kevin
30:58head out with their bags
30:59to help my aunt move
31:00on the way
31:01mom pokes her head
31:02up the stairs
31:03sort out your own lunch
31:04there's food in the fridge
31:05then the garage door
31:07rumbles down
31:08and the engine fades
31:09then the whole house
31:11is quiet enough
31:12that all that's left
31:13is my own breathing
31:15I don't lock the door
31:18I lie on the bed
31:19staring at the ceiling
31:21and hear his door
31:23open downstairs
31:24footsteps
31:25step by step
31:26climbing slow
31:27stopping outside mine
31:29the knob turns
31:30it opens
31:32Samir stands in the doorway
31:34backlit by the window
31:35and looks at me
31:36a long time
31:38neither of us speaks
31:39two years of friction
31:40last night's note
31:42the empty house silence
31:44all of it pressed
31:45into these few steps
31:46between us
31:48come here
31:48I hear myself say it
31:51soft
31:52but without a shred
31:53of hesitation
31:57he crosses to me
31:58sits on the end
31:59of the bed
31:59and tucks a damp
32:00strand of hair
32:01behind my ear
32:04a gesture too gentle
32:05to be his
32:07I thought about it
32:08all night
32:09I look at him
32:10and finish the sentence
32:11I've hidden for two years
32:13I don't hate you
32:15I never really did
32:18his throat works
32:19he leans down
32:20forehead to mine
32:22our breaths tangling
32:24same
32:26his voice is almost
32:27too hosky to hear
32:30from the day
32:30you stood at that
32:31wedding at 16
32:32and glared at me
32:33I was done for
32:36he kisses me
32:39this time there are
32:40no footsteps below
32:41no voice about to call us
32:43no threat waiting
32:44to puncture everything
32:46just a room full
32:47of summer light
32:48and two people
32:49who don't have
32:50to pretend anymore
32:51the camera holds
32:53outside the drawn curtains
32:56for the next few days
32:57we live inside
32:58a stolen
32:59scalding bubble
33:00by day the parents
33:01are at work
33:02and the house is ours
33:03but the sweeter it gets
33:04the tighter
33:05the string in me pulls
33:06because I know
33:07this bubble is borrowed
33:09and sooner or later
33:10it comes due
33:11the faint mark
33:12on Samir's neck fades
33:13and a new one
33:14takes its place
33:15he keeps saying
33:16it's fine
33:16but I start checking
33:17his collar before
33:18every meal
33:18without thinking
33:19and checking my own face
33:23we relearn how to bicker
33:24at the table
33:25except now
33:26every jab is a code
33:27only the two of us
33:28can read
33:31the change starts
33:32on a Saturday
33:33mom suddenly doesn't go in
33:35she sits on the living room couch
33:37watching Samir
33:38and me
33:39come down the stairs
33:40one after the other
33:40something in her eyes
33:42I can't read
33:45Becca
33:45she pats the seat
33:47beside her
33:48sit
33:48keep me company
33:49a minute
33:51Samir's step
33:52hitches almost
33:52imperceptibly
33:53before he keeps
33:54going toward the kitchen
33:55I sit
33:56my heart's going wild
34:04lately
34:04mom takes my hand
34:06her voice light
34:07but every word
34:07a hundred pounds
34:13half the blood
34:15drains out of me
34:15no
34:16I manage a smile
34:18what would I have
34:19on my mind
34:19mom looks at me
34:20a long time
34:21then lets out
34:22a soft sigh
34:22when you were sixteen
34:23I moved us here
34:24and you hated me
34:25for a long time
34:26her eyes drift
34:27to the window
34:27I know
34:28for my own happiness
34:30I pulled you up
34:30by the roots
34:31from everything familiar
34:33dropped you
34:34into a strange house
34:35gave you a strange
34:36brother
34:39all these years
34:40I felt I owed you
34:42my throat tightens
34:43I can't speak
34:44I just want you
34:45to be happy
34:46Becca
34:46she turns back
34:48her eyes shining
34:49really happy
34:51not the put on
34:52I'm fine
34:53you show me
34:54in that instant
34:55I almost tell her
34:56everything
34:56almost lay it all out
34:58two years of pretending
35:00these scalding few days
35:01the knot of joy
35:02and fear
35:03tangled in my chest
35:04but I look at that
35:05careful light
35:06light in her eyes
35:07the light of a woman
35:08who gave everything
35:09for this family
35:09and I swallow the words
35:17I'm happy mom
35:20I hug her
35:20bury my face
35:22in her shoulder
35:22my voice shaking
35:24really
35:26at the foot
35:27at the foot of the stairs
35:28Samir's stair stands
35:29holding two glasses
35:30of water
35:31motionless
35:33he heard
35:35he heard all of it
35:43that night
35:44another note
35:45slides under my door
35:48this one is four words
35:51we need to talk
35:58we meet in the garage
35:59out back
36:00the one place
36:01in this house
36:02the parents won't think of
36:03and can't hear
36:04this can't keep going
36:06or it'll blow up
36:07Samir leans against
36:08the workbench
36:08his voice heavy
36:09your face today
36:10your mom will see through
36:12it sooner or later
36:12so what do you want to do
36:14I cross my arms
36:15my voice sharp
36:16even as my heart drops
36:20I don't know
36:21for once he looks
36:22at a loss
36:23dragging a hand
36:24down his face
36:25I just know
36:26I don't want to
36:26keep you hidden
36:28turn you into
36:29some secret
36:29that can't see daylight
36:31you shouldn't have
36:32to be that
36:33I freeze
36:33but what can we do
36:35my voice trembles
36:36tell them
36:37Becca and Samir
36:38the step siblings
36:39are together
36:39picture my mom's face
36:41she welded
36:42two families
36:43into one home
36:44and it cost her
36:45everything
36:45one sentence from us
36:47and it all shatters
36:48the garage goes quiet
36:50only the light overhead
36:52buzzing
36:54what if
36:54he says suddenly
36:55looking at me
36:56his eyes frighteningly serious
36:58we weren't step siblings
36:59what do you mean
37:03in September
37:04I start the project
37:05out in Tucson
37:06my own place
37:07my own life
37:08word by word
37:09I won't live
37:10in this house anymore
37:13we won't be siblings
37:14under one roof
37:15once the dust settles
37:17once you graduate too
37:18we can start over
37:20as something we don't
37:21have to hide
37:22I look at him
37:23my heart aching
37:24with each beat
37:25it's the first time
37:26I realize
37:27he isn't after
37:28this stolen summer
37:29he's after the after
37:35but some things
37:36don't wait for you
37:37to be ready
37:39it's a Tuesday evening
37:41I think the house
37:42is empty
37:43and come out
37:43of the bathroom
37:44and nothing but a towel
37:45and there's Samir
37:47waiting in the hall
37:48he backs me to the wall
37:50forehead to mine
37:51both of us
37:52grinning like kids
37:53who swiped candy
37:56neither of us
37:56hear Kevin's car
37:57home early
37:58below
37:59or his footsteps
38:01on the stairs
38:08Samir?
38:09the instant
38:10his father's voice
38:11sounds from the end
38:12of the hall
38:12the whole world stops
38:14we spring apart
38:15too late
38:17Kevin stands
38:18at the top of the stairs
38:19looking at his son
38:20half wrapped around me
38:22in a towel
38:22his son's hand
38:23still at my waist
38:24and his face freezes
38:26then breaks
38:27inch by inch
38:29what
38:31are you two doing?
38:33no music to cover it
38:37no door to block it
38:38no excuse that holds
38:42this time
38:43we're truly seen
38:48that night is the longest
38:49of my life
38:50Kevin calls mom home
38:52the four of us
38:54sit in the living room
38:55under a harsh
38:56white light
38:56mom's face
38:57goes from confusion
38:59to disbelief
39:00to something
39:01I'll never forget
39:02heartbreak
39:05how long
39:06mom I asked
39:09how long
39:13this summer
39:15Samir speaks first
39:17stepping in front of me
39:18as if to shield me
39:21I started it
39:22blame me
39:23no
39:26I grab his hand
39:27my voice shaking
39:29but holding
39:29not just him
39:32us
39:33mom I know this is hard
39:34to take
39:35we're not blood
39:36but we became siblings
39:38inside your marriage
39:39to Kevin
39:41I know how absurd
39:43that is
39:44how much it hurts
39:45mom covers her face
39:47her shoulders
39:48shaking hard
39:48Kevin can't get out
39:50a single word
39:51just stares at the floor
39:53I spent two years
39:55pretending to hate him
39:56because I knew
39:56from the start
39:57it was wrong
39:58but mom I can't
39:59keep pretending
40:00in the living room
40:01all that's left
40:02is mom stifled crying
40:03in that moment
40:04I finally understand
40:05what a price is
40:06it isn't the thrill
40:07of getting caught
40:08it's watching the person
40:09you love most
40:09break because of you
40:14for the next two weeks
40:15the house
40:16is frozen over
40:18mom barely speaks
40:19to me
40:21not anger
40:23the harder kind
40:24of silence
40:24Kevin moves into
40:26the study to sleep
40:28Samir moves up
40:29his transfer to Tucson
40:30and we agree
40:31until the dust settles
40:33neither of us
40:34crosses a single line
40:35it's the penance
40:36we set for ourselves
40:39I think this is how
40:40the family splits apart
40:43the bomb I planted
40:45with my own hands
40:46finally went off
40:47but one night
40:48going down for water
40:49I find mom alone
40:50in the kitchen
40:51two untouched cups
40:52of tea in front
40:53of her
40:54sit
40:58I sit
40:59and wait for the verdict
41:01when I was 19
41:05I fell for someone
41:06everyone said
41:06I shouldn't
41:08my mother
41:09your grandmother
41:10wouldn't speak to me
41:11for three years
41:12I thought I'd long
41:13forgotten that feeling
41:15knowing it in your heart
41:16and not being able
41:17to tell a soul
41:17I'm not giving you
41:19my blessing
41:19she looks at me
41:21exhaustion
41:22struggle
41:23and a small
41:24loosening
41:25I need time
41:26Kevin needs more
41:28this may not be fixable
41:30and you should be
41:30ready for that
41:33but I won't force you
41:34to keep playing
41:35I'm fine anymore
41:36my tears come all
41:37at once
41:38it isn't forgiveness
41:41but it's a beginning
41:44in September
41:45Samir moves out
41:46we don't say goodbye
41:48in secret
41:48in front of mom
41:50and Kevin
41:50he loads the last box
41:52into the car
41:52then comes to me
41:54and under both their eyes
41:55says it plainly
41:56I'll wait
41:57for this family
41:58to take its time
41:59for you to graduate
42:00I won't rush it
42:02but I won't pretend
42:03none of this happened
42:03either
42:04Kevin turns his face away
42:06and says nothing
42:06but he doesn't stop it
42:07mom stands on the porch
42:08arms around himself
42:09watching us
42:10after a long moment
42:11she gives the faint
42:12barely perceptible nod
42:14the car pulls away
42:15that stolen
42:16scalding summer
42:17is over
42:18but strangely
42:19I don't feel
42:20the emptiness
42:20I expected
42:21because this time
42:22his leaving
42:23isn't running
42:24isn't an ending
42:25it's the two of us
42:26choosing
42:26together
42:27the harder road
42:28we can walk
42:29in the open
42:29I turn to go in
42:31mom stops me
42:32at the door
42:33hesitates
42:34then reaches out
42:35to smooth the hair
42:36the wind has must
42:37the same gesture
42:38exactly
42:39as that morning
42:40two months ago
42:41except this time
42:43neither of us
42:44have to pretend anymore
42:47what follows
42:48is a long year
42:49Samir in Tucson
42:51me at school
42:54we keep it clean
42:56almost like
42:56we're meeting each other
42:57for the first time
42:58calls
42:59texts
43:00the occasional weekend
43:01at a cafe
43:02where no one knows us
43:03like two ordinary adults
43:05finally doing this right
43:08the ice at home
43:09melts slowly
43:13Kevin gives first
43:14one Thanksgiving
43:16at the table
43:17he asks for the first time
43:19unprompted
43:20how's Samir doing?
43:22and something starts to seep
43:24into mom's silence too
43:26she begins asking
43:27if I'm okay
43:28and when she asks
43:29her eyes are really on me
43:31not every story
43:33gets a clean
43:33tidy forgiveness
43:34our family
43:35welded its cracks
43:36back together
43:37inch by patient inch
43:39some places
43:40will always carry
43:41the scar
43:44but a scar
43:45is proof of healing
43:46too
43:50the next summer
43:51I graduate
43:57on graduation day
43:58mom and Kevin
44:00are in the audience
44:02and beside them
44:04at a respectable distance
44:05Samir
44:10there is someone
44:11who doesn't have to hide anymore
44:15that summer
44:16is brutally hot again
44:17I move to Tucson
44:19a small apartment
44:20a ten minute walk
44:21from Samir's place
44:22we don't live together
44:24mom said to take it slow
44:26and we both agreed
44:29on moving day
44:30the AC breaks
44:33I collapse among the boxes
44:35dizzy with heat
44:36and somehow think
44:37of that identical afternoon
44:38two years ago
44:40lying in a stifling room
44:42hating a man
44:43unable to stop
44:44pressing my thighs together
44:46I laugh out loud
44:47then I pick up my phone
44:49and text him
44:50my AC's broken over here
44:54minutes later
44:55familiar footsteps
44:56come up the stairs
44:57step by step
45:01the doors unlock
45:03he stands in the doorway
45:04toolbox in hand
45:06gray tank
45:07hair soaked
45:08at the forehead
45:09identical to the first glimpse
45:11of him that summer
45:12except this time
45:13he isn't the stranger
45:14who barged into my life
45:15and took my mother
45:16and he isn't the stepbrother
45:17I have to pretend to hate
45:18where's it broken
45:22I look at him
45:23the man I resisted
45:24with two years of pretending
45:25and then fought for
45:26with all the honesty
45:26I had after
45:27and the thing that caught fire
45:29in me that scalding summer
45:30burns now
45:30steady and sure
45:35come here
45:35I'll show you
45:39outside the window
45:40summer is just beginning
45:43and this time
45:45we have all the time
45:46in the world
45:47I know
45:48I know
45:49but I know
45:50it's just a long way
45:51it's just a long way
45:51it's just a long way
45:52it's just a long way
45:52thank you
45:53to have to help
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