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00:03I
00:40give me father for i've sinned it's been five years since my last confession
00:47i'm listening i don't know why i came here i haven't been to church since my mother died
00:55tonight i just needed somewhere safe you're safe here i don't remember what that feels like
01:05i made a mistake years ago that i'm still paying for what kind of mistake i used to be somebody
01:14who
01:14created things that mattered she had ideas and paint under her fingernails and she felt alive
01:22what happened to her she got married my husband he used to be so kind
01:30but now he scares me no one will judge you harshly for protecting yourself
01:39i need to see you
01:49you shouldn't have done that you didn't stop me
01:55i thought priests weren't supposed to look we're not but you are
02:30i should be getting hurt
02:32sounds like you don't have a home
02:35you have a house
02:36you're probably right
02:39but i've been gone too long
02:50where have you been
02:52i went for a walk
02:55i just wanted to let everything cool down
03:02you don't get to disappear
03:07you belong here
03:22in our darkest moments we seek connection
03:30we seek
03:37to be seen
03:50father sinclair hi
03:52marcus this is my wife elena
03:54my wife was an art teacher now she's just a just a housewife we have an art program we could
04:00use a volunteer
04:01i probably not be a great way to get you out of the house
04:05good
04:05father
04:09sage here is interning elena as a bona fide art teacher
04:13now you won't have to do it alone
04:15i don't think i've ever been more grateful to meet someone in my life
04:20marcus
04:21it's nice meeting you
04:22absolutely
04:30how did it go today
04:32really well
04:33honestly this is the first time i've felt like myself in years
04:37i'm glad
04:41how's marcus
04:46you know he taught me so much when we first met
04:49used to embarrass myself at a cocktail party
04:52so
04:54the important things
04:57maybe not important but
04:59things i didn't know
05:01maybe you can teach me
05:04teach you what
05:05well we have annual fundraising gala in two weeks and i just
05:09i never know how to act
05:11i'd be happy to help
05:16let me help you
05:17thanks
05:24we look like a crime scene
05:26we should clean this up
05:27yeah
05:29oh no
05:30you have it on your face
05:38will i know
05:41what
05:45we can't
05:50of course we're just cleaning up
05:52yeah just
05:53cleaning up
05:58gabriel
05:59yeah
06:01you're still holding my wrist
06:04am i
06:15oh
06:15hi father
06:16elena was amazing today the kids loved her
06:21we had an accident
06:23with the paint
06:26i'm gonna go get the mop
06:29i should go
06:39father gabriel
06:40victoria
06:41i was hoping i'd run into you
06:45this is for the gala fun
06:48wow
06:49you're so generous victoria
06:51thank you
06:53i'm just looking out for you gabriel
06:58you know
06:59the gala is only in two weeks
07:02which
07:04doesn't give us much time to prepare
07:06so
07:08i'll be seeing
07:11a lot
07:12of
07:13you
07:14yeah
07:39i know you're probably not there
07:42i'm here
07:44since noon
07:44on the chance you might come
07:47did you come to pray
07:49i told myself that's why i came here
07:52was it
07:53no
07:55i've been sitting here telling myself
07:57that my concern
07:58is only for your will being
08:00your soul
08:01and
08:10every day with him
08:12i die a little more
08:15you shouldn't be spoken through a screen
08:25tell me to leave
08:26and i'll go
08:29no
08:32melena
08:33i'm a priest
08:34i took vows
08:36i'm married
08:37so did i
08:38we're both gonna lose everything
08:47what was that
08:51you have to leave
08:52now
08:53but wait
08:55go
08:55go
09:23delivering the message
09:24right
09:27okay
09:28well
09:29who do i ask
09:29who's in charge of everything
09:31victoria ashford
09:33she runs the comedian
09:34pretty much everything in this town
09:36anything big
09:37goes through her
09:39should i be worried
09:41well
09:41if you're asking
09:44you already know the answer
09:50i don't like either of these
09:51so we'll have to send those back
09:53and find new material for that
09:54hi
09:56found you guys
09:57you must be elena
09:58yep way back there
10:00sit
10:00listen
10:00try not to slow us down
10:02we are covering assignments right now
10:04the artist liaison role
10:06i'll handle that
10:07jonah relations
10:08that's also me
10:09francine you've got catering
10:11and elena
10:12you're gonna be on supply closet duty
10:15it's filthy back there
10:17but i'm sure you can manage
10:19sorry to interrupt
10:22just a quick note
10:23on the gala
10:24logistics
10:26father
10:28is just saying
10:29how essential
10:30you are
10:31to all of this
10:38let's uh
10:39let's go over the
10:40finer details
10:41yeah
10:42shall we
10:43this is a treat everyone
10:45father has joined us
10:48well actually i think we all know enough to get started so let's go
10:52oh one last thing
10:54the art supply order from gloucester was never placed
10:58elena
10:58this is your job now
11:00handle it
11:02father sinclair will go with her
11:04the vendor requires clergy authorization
11:06i'm sure we can just call ahead and i'll handle it right now
11:09oh i've tried
11:11they require in-person signatures so
11:14here
11:16take the van
11:17be back by five
11:20elena
11:22a moment
11:24i just want to make sure that we're on the same page
11:26this gala is the most important event saint catherine's hosts
11:29it funds our programs for the entire year
11:32just remember that this is a team effort
11:36but i'm the captain
11:44sorry
12:05this cadmium is so beautiful
12:10it's a paint
12:14it's a possibility
12:15every one of these is a decision you haven't made yet
12:19it's not cool
12:24you should see yourself right now
12:28what do you mean
12:30you're
12:32you
12:42i got it
12:55we should check out
12:57yeah
13:17i'm sorry
13:19i didn't mean to fall asleep
13:21don't apologize
13:27where are you
13:29your location says gloucester
13:31who are you with
13:33what is it
13:34marcus
13:35he tracks my phone
13:42you're late
13:43traffic
13:46what's up
13:50you smell like paint
13:52you're reloading rent supplies
13:56you seem really energized
13:58with all this
13:59church stuff
14:01yeah well
14:01kids are great
14:04gala's a big project
14:07well just remember why you're doing it
14:09invisibility
14:10right not to relive your
14:12little art
14:14career
14:15whatever
14:18will you get me a drink
14:30hey lena
14:31can you put the arrangements up there
14:33of course
14:49put on my lips
14:54i think i do
14:56get on my kicks
15:06you should use a letter
15:10i couldn't find one
15:12well maybe then you should have asked for help
15:16i don't like asking for help
15:19i'm not
15:28i um
15:30i'm gonna
15:31find a ladder
15:32okay
15:43so
15:44so what
15:46father sinclair
15:49don't
15:49i'm not judging
15:51i promise
15:51but
15:52i have eyes lena
15:53and so does everybody else in this room
15:55i'm worried
15:56about what happens if the wrong person sees what i saw today
15:59i don't know what i'm doing
16:01i know
16:02that's that's the part that worries me
16:04just
16:05whatever this is
16:07be careful
16:10i know
16:11i have to go
16:18marcus
16:21what are you doing here
16:23said you'd be home by seven
16:24it's nine
16:26called you twice
16:27you didn't pick up
16:28i'm sorry
16:29the meeting ran late
16:30my phone was on silent
16:32the meeting right
16:35i don't like being ignored lena
16:37i'm sorry
16:44lena
16:44i'm sorry i kept you for so long
16:46marcus
16:48good to see you
16:49i just needed
16:50her input
16:51on the children
16:52exhibition pieces
16:53of course
16:55well we should
16:56we should get going huh
16:58got an early morning tomorrow
17:06good night
17:07brother
17:07pray safe
17:08thanks for keeping an eye on her
17:09of course
17:10let's go
17:22don't
17:28i became a priest
17:30to serve you
17:32to put myself aside
17:34and i have done that
17:36for 14 years
17:37without complaint
17:38without question
17:47i'm questioning now
17:48every time i see her
17:50i don't
17:51think about salvation
17:52i think about the bruise
17:54on her face
17:55i think about
17:56the way she holds
17:57the paintbrush
17:58like
17:58it's the only thing
17:59keeping her alive
18:01i think about her hands
18:04her lips
18:06and the way she said
18:07my name
18:07tell me what to do
18:13because
18:16i don't trust myself anymore
18:18what are you doing
18:35nothing
18:36just thinking
18:38yeah thinking about what
18:41gala
18:42there's a lot to do
18:44don't stay up too late
18:46thinking
18:50turn the light off
18:51yeah
18:54what am i doing
19:01lena you're here early
19:02good
19:04i was trying to get ahead
19:05on the name cards
19:11you know
19:12gabriel is an excellent priest
19:15we're really lucky to have him
19:16we've been working closely together
19:18for a while
19:19planning events
19:20fundraising
19:21late nights
19:22going over the budget
19:24just the two of us
19:27but lately
19:28he doesn't seem to be as
19:30available
19:31as he used to be
19:34and i can't help but wonder why
19:36he seems to have a lot of work
19:40i could be it
19:41but here's the thing
19:43i'm used to getting his
19:45input
19:46on everything
19:48but lately
19:50i'm just not getting it
19:52so i can't help but wonder
19:54is someone else
19:57because i really
19:59need to get it
20:04oh
20:05i met your husband
20:06the other week
20:07seems he wants a seat
20:08on the board of my company
20:15the name cards look lovely
20:17by the way
20:23the lighting in
20:24his gallery is perfect
20:27you have real
20:28instinct for this
20:30thank you
20:35what's wrong
20:36nothing
20:38just focus on the gallop
20:42you won't look at me
20:43i'm looking at the exhibition
20:44which is why we're here
20:45right
21:07is this special
21:10or do you spend this kind of time
21:11with all the women in the church
21:13victoria
21:15look whatever she told you
21:17it's not the truth
21:18then tell me the truth
21:26victoria ashford
21:27came to
21:28saint catherine's
21:29a year ago
21:31very wealthy
21:32she wrote a check
21:34poured this room
21:35from caving in
21:36then another one
21:37for the heating system
21:38then for the youth program
21:39and within weeks
21:40she owned half of the parish council
21:43so she bought her way in
21:47but the things became more
21:50personal
21:51she would show up and announce
21:53leave notes
21:55notes
21:56invitations
21:57to her bed
22:00i said i'm just her priest
22:01and that's all
22:02what did she do when you told her that
22:04she stopped running checks
22:06and families
22:07who depended on us
22:10had nowhere else to go
22:12that's horrible
22:13so i uh
22:14i made amends with her
22:17and i put on the show
22:18to make her feel welcome
22:19but i know she wants more
22:22checks
22:23started coming again
22:24and i became complicit
22:26in a lie
22:27i never agreed to
22:29she got what she wanted
22:31the illusion of intimacy
22:33and i
22:34i sold pieces of myself
22:36to keep the lights on
22:40she's watching me
22:42watching us
22:44and she's jealous
22:45so what
22:46she owns
22:47this whole town
22:48this church
22:49you
22:51yes
22:52i can't
22:53i can't watch
22:54i can't do anything about it
23:22i have to go
23:25i know
23:27marcus will be wondering
23:28where i am
23:31gabriel
23:33yes
23:35i believe you
23:36but victoria is dangerous
23:38i know
23:47okay
23:47let's see here
23:49uh this one
23:50with the pearl earrings
23:51my mother gave you
23:53for the gala
23:54for the gala
23:55for the gala
23:56the arts foundation
23:57board members will be there
23:58and first impressions matter
23:59all right
24:02hey look at me
24:04i want you natural
24:05i want you approachable
24:06you're the councilman's wife
24:08not
24:09i know who i am marcus
24:11yeah
24:13good
24:30sage
24:31hi
24:33i was wondering
24:33what you're doing tomorrow
24:35i want to do something
24:36for myself
24:37always
24:38what are we doing
24:41shopping
24:42shopping
24:45no
24:46no
24:47no
24:48god no
24:51oh
24:53try this
24:55marcus would hate it
24:56good
24:58god i haven't worn something like this in like
25:01i don't even remember
25:03and that's exactly why you need to get it
25:08i think i kind of love it
25:16well the council finally did it
25:18mentioned giving me a seat on the board
25:22that's good
25:22oh it's more than good
25:24it's strategic
25:24and the gala that locks us in
25:26it's where they announce the last two members of the board
25:29and they're gonna do it again
25:30i just know it
25:33i want you perfect that night
25:35and if i'm not
25:38if you're not
25:41then i'll make sure you have nothing
25:43no money
25:44no friends
25:46no little church program
25:48i'll burn it all down to the ground
25:50before i let you embarrass me
25:56why do you even want me
25:57because you're mine
26:03you're mine
26:05you're mine
26:07you're mine
26:22you're mine
26:23you're mine
26:24you're mine
26:25you're mine
26:36you're mine
26:36you're mine
26:37you're mine
26:37you're mine
26:46I've come to pray.
26:49Did you?
26:53No.
26:55Neither did I.
27:01Forgive me, Father, where I have sinned.
27:07Have you?
27:12Not yet.
27:19I can't have this conversation through a screen.
27:34Tell me to leave.
27:39No.
27:42I took a while.
27:46So did I.
28:23Father Sinclair?
28:32Don't.
28:34I have to.
28:36No.
28:38I have to.
28:57I have to.
29:58What are you doing?
30:09I can't stop.
30:10If you knew I was to burn...
30:30Hey.
30:43Yeah, something definitely happened.
31:40You're staring.
31:43I can't help it.
31:50What do you see?
31:53You.
31:56It's us.
32:04You didn't mean for it to be.
32:11But it is.
32:53It's getting harder to stop.
32:56I know.
32:59What happens when we do?
33:28You look different.
33:30You slept well.
33:33Good.
33:35Cousin, would you look in your best this week?
33:38Got it?
33:40Hmm?
33:43Okay.
33:55Grace, it's not something we earn.
34:00It comes uninvited.
34:02Unexpected.
34:04And sometimes it takes a form.
34:08We do not understand it first.
34:15Yeah, because nothing happened.
34:20People aren't noticing.
34:21Just be careful.
34:43What is this?
34:44The reason you may not get your board seat.
34:57I thought you should know.
35:00We wanted to announce you at the gala, but...
35:03I guess that depends on how this goes.
35:10I'll take care of it.
35:14Good.
35:20Fuck!
35:31Looks beautiful, Lena.
35:34It's terrifying.
35:36Same thing.
35:48The figure looks closer than the last time I saw it.
35:55Changed it last night.
35:58They're almost touching.
36:05cely...
36:06Almost.....
36:14Almost.
36:27أَعَدْ
36:52Stop.
37:02Are you scared?
37:05Terrified.
37:11Of what?
37:14Not of losing my priesthood.
37:19Then what?
37:23Losing you.
37:33There she is.
37:35That's it.
37:36Made your favorite lunch.
37:38I actually have to get to the church.
37:41No, you're going to sit down and eat right now.
37:44Go ahead.
37:49There you go.
37:53I'm really looking forward to tonight.
37:56Me too.
37:59It's going to be a night no one forgets.
38:02Cheers.
38:08I had your navy dress dry cleaned.
38:14Tear up, pearly rings.
38:15We talked about this.
38:17We did.
38:19Listen, come here.
38:22I'm really going to need you to be by my side tonight, Elena.
38:26I mean, really.
38:29Can you do that?
38:34Yeah?
38:34Of course.
38:38Good girl.
38:42I'll be back.
39:00Handle your wife
39:02or this goes public.
39:07It's good.
39:09Yeah.
39:09Mm-hmm.
39:31Hello?
39:32Sage.
39:34He knows.
39:35What?
39:36Marcus.
39:37Marcus knows about...
39:38about Gabriel.
39:39How do you know?
39:40I saw his phone.
39:42He and Victoria have been texting.
39:44Elena, you need to tell Gabriel.
39:46I can't call him.
39:48Marcus...
39:49Marcus tracks me.
39:50I'll tell him.
39:51I'll go to the church now.
39:54Listen to me.
39:55Whatever happens tonight,
39:56you are not alone.
39:57Do you hear me?
39:58Do you hear me?
40:02I hear you.
40:04I'll pick up your dress on my way.
40:05You're still wearing it?
40:09I'm still wearing it.
40:16We need to talk.
40:19What is it?
40:20Victoria has photos
40:21from the confessional booth.
40:28Of course.
40:32She's going to expose us
40:34at the gala
40:36in front of everyone
40:39to humiliate us both.
40:41Yeah, that's what it looks like.
40:43What are you going to do?
40:45I'm going to go to the gala.
40:47I'm not going to hide
40:49and I'm not going to let Elena
40:51face this alone.
40:59Whatever happens tonight,
41:00thank you for being her friend.
41:03I'm not going to do it.
41:49This is not what we discussed.
41:50What is this?
41:51Changed my mind.
41:53Elena!
41:54So good to finally meet you in person.
41:57I hear this loud.
41:58It's all yours.
41:59Amazing job.
42:01Councilman.
42:01Yes, she's certainly committed
42:04to the church.
42:05No.
42:06Thanks for being here.
42:07Thanks for having me.
42:27Father Sinclair.
42:29Father Sinclair.
42:32Marcus, good to see you.
42:35Yeah, quite the event.
42:36My wife, she did a wonderful job.
42:39Yes, she did.
42:40She's extraordinarily talented.
42:43She really is, isn't she?
42:45She's very devoted.
42:50To devotion.
42:51To devotion.
42:59You know, my wife speaks very highly of you.
43:02I've never seen her so involved with the church before.
43:07The program is very meaningful for her.
43:10She has a gift with the children.
43:13I'm sure the children aren't the only ones who appreciate her gifts.
43:20She's a valued member of this community.
43:23As are you, Marcus.
43:25Be careful, Father.
43:27That almost sounded rehearsed.
43:28Yes, she is.
44:00Father Sinclair, as our host, would you do us the honor?
44:11And of course, he needs someone to dance with.
44:16Elena Martinez, as exhibition coordinator, would you do us the honor?
44:57Woo!
45:00I'm aware.
45:03But you're still here.
45:06Where else would I be?
45:28He's managed to bring me back to life.
45:40Tide, twin flames.
45:44Everyone's watching.
45:46Let them.
45:49Here for you, always by your side.
45:56You've always managed to bring me back to life.
46:19Fix this.
46:23Excuse me.
46:49You shouldn't be out here.
46:52Neither should you.
46:55I just needed to breathe.
46:59So did I.
47:01Why aren't you in there protecting yourself?
47:06Because you're out here.
47:14For so many years, I've been trying to build a life.
47:17A life that I thought I wanted.
47:19That I thought I was supposed to live.
47:21And I did it well.
47:23Faithfully.
47:25But I've never, not once, felt as alive as I feel when I'm standing next to you.
47:32Don't.
47:33Don't just say that to me because of tonight.
47:39I'm not saying it because of tonight.
47:41I'm saying it because it's true.
47:44And I should have said it weeks ago.
47:48But I'm not afraid anymore.
47:56I'm not afraid anymore.
48:00I love you.
48:03I've been trying not to.
48:07But I do.
48:13I love you too.
48:17And I am terrified of what that means.
48:21So am I.
48:28Why doesn't it feel wrong?
48:31Because it isn't.
48:48I don't want to stop this time.
48:52Neither do I.
49:04Well, well, well.
49:08It does sound pain.
49:14It won't stop on my town.
49:19Well, you've done it.
49:23You ruined everything that I worked for.
49:27If you could have just made it through tonight,
49:31maybe I'd let you go.
49:36Marcus.
49:37This is the man who baptizes your children.
49:44Who hears your confessions.
49:49Who stands at the altar every Sunday and preaches about morality.
49:59Tell them, Father.
50:01Tell them what you've been doing in the dark with a married woman.
50:08Your Excellency.
50:22Marcus.
50:24Please, can we take this?
50:26You don't get to speak right now.
50:27You understand me?
50:29Don't you talk to her like this.
50:31Excuse me?
50:32Yeah, you heard me.
50:33She's my wife.
50:34She's not your property.
50:36Oh.
50:38Did everybody catch that?
50:40A priest defending his mistress in front of all of you?
50:45In front of God?
50:49You ruined everything.
50:51My reputation.
50:52My marriage.
50:54My board seat.
50:58Huh?
51:01What's this?
51:14She's running!
51:31We're going home now.
51:32Hey!
51:33You're going to explain to me everything that you do.
51:35She's not going with you anywhere.
51:39You heard him.
51:41I'm not going with you.
51:43If you walk away, I will destroy you, both of you.
51:48I will take everything, the house, the accounts, and you'll never work in another church again.
51:52You'll have nothing.
51:53You will be nothing.
51:55I already have nothing.
51:58You made sure of that.
52:00But I am done making myself small for you.
52:03I am done apologizing for taking up space, or having an opinion that you don't share,
52:08or for wanting more for my life than you will ever allow me to have.
52:11I am leaving you, Marcus.
52:16You are never going to tell me no again.
52:21I'm pretty sure you're not the best fit for us.
52:35You ripped my collar off.
52:37Yeah.
52:38You deserved it.
52:39Yeah.
52:40You may be right.
53:08I'm not.
53:09I don't.
53:10I don't.
53:10I don't.
53:13I've already made my decision.
53:16What decision?
53:26I'm going to the bishop tomorrow.
53:28I'm stepping down.
53:29Gabriel, no, you can't.
53:31Everything that you've worked for, your life, and please.
53:34My whole life has been leading me to this very moment.
53:38I just didn't know it until I met you.
53:43You can't give it all up for me.
53:46I can't carry that.
53:47I can't be the reason that you did that.
53:49You're not the reason why I'm leading the priesthood.
53:52You're the reason I finally understand why I should.
53:57Elena, I've been suffocating in that color for years.
54:02But with you, I can breathe.
54:23I keep waiting for something to interrupt us.
54:27Nothing's coming.
54:43Tell me to stop.
54:45I'm not going to.
54:50God.
54:51I don't know.
54:51You are my obsession.
54:52That you are my
54:56You are my
54:57You are my obsession
55:04You are my obsession
55:08You are my
55:12You are my
55:16Cause you are my obsession
55:21Your love cuts so deep
55:23Got a hold of me
55:25It's got a hold of me
55:27And I just really need your love
55:31Cause you are my
55:33You are my obsession
55:39How does it feel?
55:42Giving it up
55:45I do not regret my vows
55:49Not for a day
55:52But there is something in my life
55:55Is yours
56:10Wow, I love it you guys
56:15Lily, it's beautiful
56:17Does it need more blue?
56:19What do you think?
56:21I think
56:22It needs more blue
56:24And it needs more blue
56:27Here you go
56:28Thank you
56:28I don't know
56:29I don't know
56:30When the lights start burning out
56:37I know we can't know
56:41Nothing to show, no
56:44I don't know
56:47We could keep going
56:50If you do a good day
56:52If you do a good day
56:53I don't know
56:55I don't know
56:55I don't know
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