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00:00In the fifth year of my marriage to Kenneth Mendez, Haley Humphrey, the love of his life,
00:04moved back home after her divorce. His heart went back to her, and he had no idea I was
00:10already in the final stages of a terminal illness. The doctor said that if I went into
00:15surgery, my chances of surviving were under 10%. So I decided to put my life in Kenneth's
00:22hands. He would be my chief surgeon.
00:26The day I got my medic report happened to be my fifth wedding anniversary with
00:30Kenneth. I spent all afternoon making his favorite meal, but it was freezing cold
00:36now, and he still wasn't back. I couldn't help calling him. The phone rang five
00:42times before he finally picked up.
00:45What is it?
00:46He snapped.
00:48I'm working. I just got assigned an emergency surgery.
00:52I'm sorry. I thought...
00:57And what exactly did you think?
00:59He cut in. His voice sharp enough to shut me up. But the very next second, a
01:05familiar girl's voice came through the speaker.
01:07Kenny, do you like cream cake?
01:12My grip tightened on the phone.
01:15Kenneth?
01:17Hey, Lissy.
01:18She was back.
01:21At 9pm, I packed the reheated food into a thermal container and drove to the hospital.
01:26Through the glass window, I saw Kenneth sitting with Haley, the two of them studying the same
01:31medical file.
01:33They were so close that Haley's loose hair brushed against Kenneth's cheek.
01:38Kenneth was a clean freak, and he hated people touching him, but he didn't push her away.
01:45I knocked. When Kenneth saw me, his brows immediately flooded.
01:49Why are you here?
01:50I spotted a cream cake with happy birthday hails written on it.
01:54So today wasn't just our anniversary. It was Haley's birthday, too.
02:00Rachel, do you want some cake?
02:02Haley asked.
02:05She doesn't like whipped cream.
02:07Kenneth answered for me.
02:11Then he looked at me.
02:13Rachel, why don't you head home first?
02:16Kenneth, I need to talk to you about something. Can we talk alone for a minute?
02:20I don't have time tonight. Why the special trip just to keep tabs on me?
02:24His eyes flashed with anger.
02:27I froze. So that was what he thought of me.
02:31I was only here to tell him about my illness, and that, according to my doctor, my days were numbered.
02:43I went home, carrying all the food that hadn't been touched.
02:47When I dumped the entire table into the trash, I couldn't help sound, what a waste.
02:53Just like me.
02:55Always unnecessary in Kenneth's life.
02:59The pain in my chest came back again.
03:04I curled up on the couch, biting back the pain, and drifted into a heavy, foggy sleep.
03:12In my dream, I was back in college.
03:16Kenneth was my upperclassman.
03:19Back then, his girlfriend was still Haley, the most popular girl in the department.
03:25He was a junior when I got accepted into New York Medical College.
03:31I arrived on campus alone with my luggage.
03:34While everyone else had parents and relatives around them, I stood out like an orphan.
03:38That day, the student volunteers were overwhelmed, and Kenneth happened to walk by.
03:46He saw how lost I was and helped me out.
03:50He carried my bags and told me about the school.
03:54I listened to everything like it mattered.
03:57When he finally set my two-case down and politely said goodbye, something inside me shifted.
04:03Then, right before Kenneth graduated, Haley chose to go overseas, and they broke up.
04:12The next time I saw him, he was drunk on the side of the road.
04:16Wrecked, abandoned, pitiful.
04:17No one was taking care of him.
04:19I couldn't help it.
04:20My heart softened.
04:22For the first time, I stepped forward on my own and brought him back to his apartment.
04:26When I tried to leave, he grabbed my hand.
04:29That night, he whispered halos into my ear 132 times.
04:35I admit that I took advantage of the moment, but I had no strength to refuse him.
04:42Then, Kenneth introduced me to all his friends and gave me the title of girlfriend.
04:47Our relationship stabilized, and I married him.
04:52But now, everything was about to shatter.
04:59Halini was back, and Kenneth's heart went with her.
05:02And me?
05:03On our wedding anniversary, I was diagnosed with terminal late-stage illness.
05:08The next morning, Kenneth came home.
05:11He looked exhausted, like he had been up all night.
05:16He asked me.
05:18Why didn't you go sleep in the bedroom?
05:22The pain in my body left me unable to speak for a moment.
05:27Just then, his gaze landed on the cream cake on the dining table that read,
05:31Happy 5th Anniversary, Honey.
05:38So yesterday was our anniversary.
05:41Yeah.
05:42I answered softly and stepped forward to take his coat.
05:48Without meaning to, I caught a perfume scent that wasn't mine.
05:52I'm sorry.
05:53I forgot.
05:55A heart attack case came in last night.
05:57I didn't say anything.
05:59Kenneth was a cardiac surgeon at one of New York's top hospitals.
06:04But if he'd only been in surgery, why did his coat smell like perfume?
06:10A fine, stabbing ache crawled through my chest again.
06:13He mistook my silence as swulking, and his brows tightened slightly.
06:18Rachel, I've been drowning in work.
06:20Forgetting anniversary is normal.
06:22If it bothers you that much,
06:25I'll make it up to you in a few days.
06:28Agony spread across my chest,
06:30making me double over in pain.
06:37You probably just have low blood sugar again.
06:43I didn't correct him.
06:44My medical report was sitting right on the dining table.
06:48All he had to do was walk over and look,
06:51but he didn't.
06:54All the things I should have said out loud
06:56suddenly didn't feel worth saying anymore.
07:01At noon, I cooked lunch as usual.
07:05Kenneth may be feeling guilty about last night.
07:07Rachel, I'm off this afternoon.
07:10Let's go watch a movie.
07:11My heart loosened.
07:12I replied quickly.
07:13Okay, it's been so long since we've gone to the movies together.
07:18But his phone rang.
07:19Haley's name on the screen.
07:22Kenny, I'm at the hospital.
07:23I think I twisted my ankle.
07:25Can you come get me?
07:26Without a second of hesitation,
07:29Kenneth grabbed his keys.
07:30I'll be right there.
07:31He turned to me.
07:32Rachel, Haley needs help.
07:34We'll go to the movies another day.
07:36Then he was gone.
07:38I sat alone at the table,
07:40lunch untouched.
07:41A few hours later,
07:43the pain hit again.
07:45I couldn't breathe.
07:48I knew my heart was failing,
07:50but I didn't call Kenneth.
07:51He wouldn't have come anyway.
07:53That night, sitting alone in the dark,
07:55I opened a blank notebook.
07:57On the first page, I wrote,
07:59my death diary.
08:00This is the record of every day I have left.
08:02And every day,
08:03Kenneth chooses her over me.
08:08The next day,
08:09I went to the hospital to see Dr. Robbins about my condition.
08:12Ms. Allen,
08:13your heart failure is progressing faster than expected.
08:16You need surgery immediately.
08:18Without it,
08:18you have less than a month.
08:25And with surgery?
08:29Less than 10%.
08:33I want Kenneth Mendez to be my chief surgeon.
08:35Kenneth is the best cardiac surgeon we have.
08:38But Ms. Allen,
08:39are you sure?
08:42Given your relationship?
08:44I'm sure, I said.
08:45If I die,
08:46I die on his table.
08:47If I live,
08:48it'll be because he saved me.
08:49Either way,
08:50he'll have to look at what he's been ignoring all this time.
08:54When I left the hospital,
08:55the sun was already setting.
08:58I drove home in a daze,
09:00my mind spiraling through every possible outcome.
09:03When I reached my building,
09:05I noticed the apartment across from ours
09:07had new tenants moving in.
09:09Box after box was being carried inside
09:11in an organized, professional way.
09:16I only glanced up for a second,
09:18and I saw Kenneth and Haley walking out together.
09:23Rachel!
09:25You're back!
09:29In that instant,
09:31the blood in my veins seemed to freeze.
09:36Oh, right!
09:37I have something to return to you.
09:39She went back inside
09:40and came out holding the empty thermost.
09:43She handed it to me with a smile.
09:45Your cooking is amazing.
09:47Kenneth is really lucky to have married you.
09:53My breathing slowed,
09:55and I looked up at Kenneth.
09:56He instinctively avoided my gaze,
09:59but then his eyes hardened again.
10:01Hales just got back from overseas.
10:04She doesn't have anywhere to stay.
10:06Coincidentally,
10:07the place across to our apartment was for rent.
10:09She liked it,
10:10so she moved in.
10:11She hadn't eaten yet,
10:13so I took the more new cut meal toy over to her,
10:15I just helping out on my way.
10:19Just helping out,
10:20I thought.
10:22I smiled faintly.
10:24Behind my back,
10:25my nails dug deep into my palm.
10:27I still wanted to believe
10:28he was a man with boundaries,
10:29that he would stay loyal to our marriage.
10:32That night,
10:33Kenneth covered my eyes with his hands,
10:35acting all mysterious,
10:37and guided me to the dining table.
10:41When he finally let me see again,
10:44I looked down and saw an expensive necklace sitting there.
10:51Do you like it?
10:54I nodded.
10:56Kenneth picked it up and fastened it around my neck.
11:00The small diamond rested right in the hollow of my collarbone.
11:04He said,
11:05praising me,
11:06it's beautiful.
11:08This kind of ceremony was rare in our lives.
11:12Even though I knew this gift was really just him making up for forgetting our wedding anniversary,
11:17and maybe there was a little guilty mixed in for letting down my feelings,
11:21I still felt happy for the first time in a long while.
11:25Before bed,
11:26he fell asleep quickly,
11:28but I couldn't drift off at all.
11:30While scrolling on my phone,
11:32I accidentally saw a post Haley had made an hour earlier on Instagram.
11:37Happiness is when the person you've kept in your heart
11:39has been waiting for you in the same place all along.
11:42I didn't know if she made that post visible only to me,
11:46but the photo hit like a knife,
11:48stabbing my eyes in an instant.
11:51It was a photo of a diamond ring,
11:54engraved with their initials.
11:57The necklace Kenneth had given me tonight
11:59was from the same brand.
12:03My hands were shaking as I reached for Kenneth's phone.
12:06He was careful in the way he handled things,
12:09but he'd never bothered putting a password on his phone,
12:12and he'd never guarded it from me.
12:19I unlocked it easily.
12:22I opened the Amazon app
12:24and went to the orders page.
12:26In the orders section,
12:28I found a diamond ring he had reserved a week ago
12:30and the necklace he had rushed to order just yesterday.
12:33Then I saw his chat with customer service.
12:36The ring is a birthday present.
12:37Make sure it arrives before the 17th.
12:39My vision blurred before I even realized it.
12:45A birthday gift
12:47and a makeup present,
12:50a diamond ring
12:51and a necklace.
12:52I forced myself out of bed,
12:54fighting nausea,
12:55and ran into the bathroom.
12:58I clutched the toilet
13:00and threw up violently.
13:02My stomach was already empty,
13:04so all that came out was sour bile,
13:07burning my throat raw.
13:13Kenneth woke up and followed me in,
13:15patting my back.
13:18What's wrong?
13:21I couldn't answer.
13:22The pain swallowed nausea.
13:24My face went white
13:26and my lips turned bluish purple.
13:28It hurt so badly,
13:29it felt like it was tearing me apart.
13:32Kenneth finally realized something was off.
13:34He picked me up
13:35and carried me back to the bed.
13:41Rachel,
13:42didn't I tell you to go to the hospital for a checkup?
13:44You really need to get tested.
13:47You're the doctor,
13:48I said,
13:49tugging at the corner of my mouth.
13:51Can't you tell if there's something wrong with me?
13:54A flicker of hesitation crossed his eyes,
13:56but he still shook his head.
14:00Doctors aren't machines.
14:02Making judgments purely based on experience
14:04is irresponsible.
14:06But you look fine to me.
14:08You probably just ate too much tonight.
14:10Try to get some sleep, okay?
14:14I didn't bother arguing,
14:16but it would be a lie to say I wasn't disappointed.
14:19I thought,
14:20Kenneth,
14:21you'll find out soon enough whether I'm sick.
14:23You'll see me lying on your operating table
14:24with only a 10% chance of surviving.
14:29Early the next morning,
14:30I went to the pharmacy
14:31to buy some painkillers
14:33to temporarily relieve the pain in my body.
14:36When I got home,
14:38Kenneth was wearing an apron
14:39and moving around the kitchen
14:41in a calm,
14:42practiced way,
14:44cooking like it was second nature.
14:52I froze.
14:54Before we got married,
14:55Kenneth had told me
14:56he didn't know how to cook
14:57and hated the kitchen
14:58because of the grease and mess.
15:00After marriage,
15:01I took care of everything myself
15:03and never once let those hands
15:04that held a scalpel
15:05touch household chores.
15:07Before we got married,
15:08Kenneth had told me
15:09he didn't know how to cook
15:10and hated the kitchen
15:12because of the grease and mess.
15:14After marriage,
15:15I take care of everything myself
15:17and never once let those hands
15:19that held a scalpel
15:20to touch household chores.
15:22Yet today,
15:23out of nowhere,
15:24he was actually cooking.
15:31I was still confused
15:32when I suddenly saw
15:33Haleen walk out of our bedroom.
15:36She looked toward the kitchen
15:37and whined sweetly.
15:40Kenneth,
15:41is the food ready yet?
15:42I'm starving.
15:44Almost,
15:45Kenneth answered
15:45without turning around,
15:47his voice smiling.
15:49You little foodie.
15:51The whole scene was so absurd
15:53it pinned me to the spot.
15:57It felt like I had walked
15:58into the wrong apartment
15:59and accidentally entered
16:01someone else's warm,
16:02happy home.
16:04She teased
16:05and he laughed.
16:07Only I didn't belong here.
16:12So it wasn't that
16:13Kenneth couldn't cook.
16:14He just didn't want to.
16:16His cooking was only
16:17for the person
16:18he was willing to cook for.
16:21Halee acted as if
16:23she had just noticed me.
16:24Rachel!
16:25You're back!
16:27The surprise on her face
16:29appeared at exactly
16:30the right moment.
16:32She smiled brightly
16:34and grabbed my hand.
16:35This morning I went
16:36to the market with Kenneth
16:37and bought so many groceries.
16:39We girls should enjoy
16:40the results.
16:44Right?
16:45Let him do all the work.
16:46Come sit down.
16:47You have to try his cooking.
16:49He's really good.
16:52I let her pull me along,
16:55numb and stiff.
16:59The ring on her left ring
17:00niggots scraped hard
17:02against my skin.
17:03It hurt
17:04and the pain
17:05snapped me awake.
17:07Rachel,
17:08I'm honestly so jealous.
17:09You get to eat
17:10Kenneth's cooking
17:11every day.
17:12Her voice turned
17:12even sweeter.
17:13I don't have that
17:14kind of luck anymore.
17:15Back then,
17:16Kenneth actually learned
17:17to cook just for me,
17:18but I barely got to eat it
17:19a few times
17:20before I went abroad.
17:22As if she'd suddenly
17:23realized she'd said
17:24too much,
17:25she stuck her tongue out.
17:28That's all in the past now.
17:31Rachel,
17:31I really do appreciate you
17:33for taking such good
17:34care of Kenneth.
17:36I stared at her,
17:37my hands and feet
17:39turning ice cold.
17:41The food's ready.
17:42Let's eat first.
17:44Kenneth said
17:44as he walked over,
17:45cutting the conversation off.
17:47The dishes were extravagant.
17:49An entire table of seaweed.
17:51I didn't touch a thing.
17:52There wasn't a single dish
17:54on that table
17:55that I could eat.
17:56When I didn't pick up my fork,
17:58Kenneth finally seemed
17:59to remember.
18:01His expression
18:02turned slightly awkward.
18:06Rachel, sorry.
18:07I didn't know
18:08you'd come back today.
18:09Otherwise,
18:09I would have made
18:10a couple of other dishes.
18:11Haley blinked.
18:13Rachel doesn't like seafood?
18:16She's allergic to seafood.
18:18What a shame.
18:20Haley said.
18:21Kenneth's seafood dishes
18:22are actually his best.
18:24She picked up
18:24a garlic butter prawn
18:26and dropped it
18:27into Kenneth's plate,
18:28smiling playfully.
18:32Dr. Mendez,
18:33would you please
18:34peel one for me?
18:35You really are
18:36getting more spoiled
18:36by the day.
18:37He said,
18:38but he smiled
18:39like he didn't mind at all.
18:43He peeled a shrimp
18:45and placed it
18:46in front of her.
18:50They interacted
18:51like I wasn't
18:52even there.
18:53I couldn't
18:54understand it.
18:55Kenneth was
18:56cooking a feast
18:57and peeling a prawn
18:58for another woman
18:59in our marital home.
19:00Kenneth,
19:01don't you think
19:02this is inappropriate?
19:03I said,
19:04calling it out.
19:05For the first time
19:06in forever,
19:07he actually
19:08explained himself.
19:10Hales is a guest.
19:11So peeling a prawn
19:12for a guest
19:13was considered
19:14good manners?
19:20After all these
19:21years of marriage,
19:22Kenneth had never
19:22peeled fruit for me.
19:23He'd barely even
19:24placed food on my plate.
19:26Haley pretended
19:27to realize the issue
19:28and looked at me
19:29innocently.
19:30Rachel,
19:31I just didn't want
19:32to get my hands dirty.
19:34You're not mad,
19:35right?
19:36I met her bright,
19:38sly eyes
19:38and suddenly
19:39everything clicked.
19:41I thought,
19:41no.
19:42Why would I be mad?
19:43I was just disgusted.
19:45Since there's nothing
19:46on this table
19:46I can even eat,
19:47you two take your time.
19:49I'm going back
19:49to the bedroom.
19:50Then,
19:50I stood up
19:51and left the table.
19:56Outside the door,
19:57I faintly heard
19:58Halen's voice.
20:00Is Rachel mad?
20:01Kenneth,
20:02maybe you should
20:03go explain.
20:06It's just that
20:07I have a cut on my hand
20:08so I couldn't peel
20:09the prawn myself.
20:10I don't want her
20:10misunderstand.
20:11Kenneth's reply
20:12was indifferent,
20:12like it didn't matter
20:13at all.
20:14There's no need.
20:15It's a small thing.
20:16She can figure it out
20:17on her own.
20:17She laughed again,
20:18cheerful and smug.
20:19True.
20:20Rachel really does
20:21seem so mature.
20:22I leaned weakly
20:23against the door,
20:25enduring the dull ache
20:26rising in my chest.
20:28My eyes drifted down
20:30without thinking.
20:31On the floor
20:32lay a necklace,
20:33snapped into three pieces.
20:35The necklace
20:36Kenneth gave me
20:36last night?
20:37This morning
20:38I'd taken it off
20:38and placed it neatly
20:39on the bedside tibble.
20:40I never expected
20:41it would be yanked apart
20:42and thrown onto the floor
20:43like trash.
20:47Haylene had just
20:48walked out of our bedroom.
20:49It was obvious
20:50who did it.
20:52She wasn't even trying
20:53to keep up appearances
20:54anymore.
20:55I was so angry
20:56I wanted to storm out
20:57and confront her.
20:58But the moment
20:59I opened the door
21:00I saw Kenneth and Haylen
21:01sitting together,
21:02eating,
21:02looking warm and cozy.
21:04It was like
21:05they were a family
21:06while I was the intruder.
21:11My anger
21:12drained away
21:13all at once.
21:15I used to believe
21:16that if love
21:16lasted long enough
21:17and if it burned hot enough
21:18it could melt even ice.
21:20But reality proved
21:21something simple.
21:22Love was love
21:23and not loving someone
21:24was not loving them.
21:26In the afternoon,
21:28Kenneth returned
21:28and said he wanted
21:29to talk.
21:30Suddenly,
21:31I wanted to ask him
21:32something.
21:33Kenneth,
21:34have you ever thought
21:35about living this life
21:36properly with me
21:37all the way to the end?
21:38His answer came quickly.
21:40Of course.
21:41If I didn't want
21:42to spend my life with you,
21:43I wouldn't have married you.
21:47Can you promise me
21:48one thing then?
21:53What is it?
21:54For the next month,
21:56don't commute with Hayley,
21:58don't go to work with her
21:59and don't come home with her.
22:01He fell silent.
22:05He was just about to agree
22:06when suddenly,
22:07a scream imploded
22:08from across the hall.
22:09It was from Hayley.
22:11Kenneth's facial expression
22:12changed instantly.
22:14Without even a second
22:15of hesitation,
22:16he jumped up
22:17and rushed out.
22:24I followed behind him
22:25and saw it
22:26with my own eyes.
22:39Rachel,
22:40Halo slipped in the bathroom
22:42and hit her head.
22:42I have to take her
22:43to the hospital right now.
22:51I stood there
22:52and watched them disappear
22:53behind the closing doors
22:55and didn't move
22:56for a long time.
22:58It wasn't until
22:59my phone rang
23:00that I answered.
23:05It was from the hospital.
23:08Miss Allen,
23:09Dr. Cameron said
23:11you requested
23:11Dr. Mendez
23:12to be your chief surgeon?
23:17Yes.
23:18Veronica Cameron
23:19was my university mentor.
23:20When I had gone
23:21to the hospital last time,
23:22I had used her connection.
23:26Is there anything else
23:27you want us to note?
23:30Before my surgery,
23:31I don't want Dr. Mendez
23:33to know who I am.
23:34The other party replied,
23:36Understood.
23:40I ended the call
23:42with a faint smile.
23:44Kenneth,
23:45when we meet again
23:46on the operating table,
23:47I hope you can still
23:48stay as calm
23:49as you always are.
23:50I murmured.
23:53Kenneth didn't come home
23:54at all
23:55until late at night.
23:56I stopped waiting
23:57for him like I used to.
23:58I washed up
23:59and lay down in bed.
24:01But sleep wouldn't come.
24:03I scrolled through my phone
24:05and once again,
24:07Halini's post popped up.
24:10It's just a tiny injury,
24:12yet he still insists
24:13stay in the hospital
24:13for observation.
24:14I took and realized
24:15that it actually feels
24:16pretty nice
24:16to be cared about.
24:17She posted a photo
24:19of the back of her hand
24:20with an IV line
24:21taped in place.
24:22In the corner of the picture,
24:25Kenneth's side profile
24:26showed up.
24:29I stared at it
24:30for a long time
24:31and then I hit
24:32the like button.
24:36In the middle of the night,
24:38half asleep,
24:39I heard Kenneth come back.
24:40Even though he moved
24:42carefully,
24:42I still woke instantly,
24:44eyes snapping open.
24:46Rachel, it's me.
24:48Kenneth reached out
24:49and held my hand.
24:50I went quiet for a moment,
24:52then asked,
24:54Is she okay?
24:55He replied,
24:57She just suffered
24:58from minor injuries.
24:59I stayed with her
25:01for a while.
25:02I looked at Kenneth
25:03and could feel
25:04his discomfort,
25:05the awkwardness
25:06he didn't know
25:07how to hide.
25:11Go back to sleep, Rachel.
25:17Before dawn,
25:18the phone by Kenneth's pillow
25:19buzzed
25:20and he sat up immediately.
25:22In the darkness,
25:22I watched the glow
25:23of his screen
25:24light up his face.
25:25Then he climbed
25:26out of bed quietly.
25:27I didn't ask
25:28what he was doing
25:28up so early
25:29and I didn't want to ask.
25:31I rolled over
25:32and went back to sleep.
25:35When I woke again,
25:37it was already 7 a.m.
25:39I got up to drink water
25:40and ran into Kenneth
25:42in the kitchen.
25:43He was looking up
25:44recipes on his phone.
25:46A flash of embarrassment
25:47crossed his face.
25:50Rachel.
25:53Halis said she wants
25:54the food you made last time.
25:56Can you help make it?
25:57In 5 years of marriage,
25:59he had never shown
26:00that kind of effort
26:01or thoughtfulness towards me.
26:05No, I can't.
26:07Kenneth froze.
26:08Then his brows tightened.
26:11Halis is a patient.
26:13Can you not hold things
26:14against a patient?
26:16Let's talk about
26:17what happened yesterday
26:18after she gets discharged.
26:22Rachel.
26:23You should be more generous.
26:25Generous?
26:26Was I still not generous enough?
26:28I was already letting him
26:30go take care of his ex.
26:33So now I have to make food
26:35for every patient you have?
26:37Kenneth,
26:38if the one hospitalized today
26:39were me
26:40and I wanted food,
26:42would you ask her
26:44to make it for me?
26:49He was speechless.
26:51Later,
26:52Haley still got
26:53Kenneth made food.
26:56Soon,
26:57I saw her newest
26:58Instagram post
26:59on my feed.
27:00Do you know how lucky I am?
27:02Someone who has golden hands
27:03personally made food for me
27:05and I heard it was his
27:06first time ever.
27:07I must have done
27:08something right
27:09in my past life.
27:11I hit the like button again.
27:15After that fight
27:16ended badly,
27:17Kenneth worked late
27:18for several days in a row.
27:19That day,
27:20I went to the hospital
27:22to pick up my test results.
27:25I picked up my report.
27:27The conclusion section
27:29had even more lines
27:30than before.
27:31I was reading
27:32when I turned my head
27:33and my body
27:34accidentally collided
27:35with Kenneth
27:35who had suddenly
27:36appeared beside me.
27:37The report slipped
27:38from my hand
27:39and fell to the floor.
27:44Rachel,
27:45why are you
27:46at the hospital?
27:49I didn't even know
27:50how to answer.
27:53Kenneth's gaze
27:54dropped to the
27:54the report
27:55on the ground.
27:57He bent down
27:58to pick it up
27:59and just as he was
28:00about to read it,
28:02his phone rang.
28:04Instinctively,
28:05he pulled it out.
28:07I caught a glimpse
28:08of the screen.
28:09It was Haley calling.
28:14You suddenly have
28:15a low-grade fever?
28:18Okay.
28:20I'll come check
28:20on you right now.
28:22As he hung up,
28:23he shoved the report
28:24back into my hands,
28:25wrinkling it badly
28:26in the process.
28:28Rachel,
28:28I can't get away
28:29right now.
28:30Take care of yourself
28:30and go home early.
28:34That afternoon,
28:36I went to Kenneth's office.
28:37Through the door,
28:38I heard Haley's voice.
28:40Kenny,
28:41you should take
28:41the day off.
28:42Let's go to the beach.
28:43I can't.
28:43I have surgery scheduled.
28:45He said,
28:45but his voice was soft,
28:47softer than it ever
28:48was with me.
28:49I knocked.
28:50Kenneth saw me
28:51and his expression
28:52shifted back to cold.
28:53Rachel,
28:54what is it now?
28:56I need to talk to you
28:57about something important.
28:59It's about my health.
29:04Your health?
29:05What about it?
29:06Before I could answer,
29:08Haley spoke up.
29:11Kenny,
29:12I think Rachel might be jealous
29:14of how much time
29:14we spend together.
29:16Maybe we should give her
29:17some space.
29:19That's not...
29:20Rachel,
29:21I don't have time for this.
29:23Whatever it is
29:23can wait.
29:24I looked at him,
29:26at the way he stood
29:27so close to Haley,
29:28and I said nothing.
29:30That night,
29:31I wrote in my diary,
29:32he still doesn't know
29:34I'm dying.
29:39I coughed,
29:40and my hand came away
29:41spotted with blood.
29:46I washed it off in the sink
29:48and went to bed alone.
29:50A week later,
29:51I finally got the courage
29:52to tell Kenneth everything.
29:54I sat him down
29:55in our living room.
29:57Kenneth,
29:58I'm sick.
29:58I have heart failure.
30:00Late stage.
30:00I need surgery.
30:02And I want you
30:02to be the one to operate.
30:03He stared at me
30:04for a long moment.
30:06Then his face hardened.
30:09Is this some kind of test?
30:11You want to see
30:12if I'll drop everything
30:13to save you?
30:14No, Kenneth.
30:16I'm telling you the truth.
30:20Enough, Rachel.
30:21If you're sick,
30:21show me the report.
30:22Otherwise,
30:23stop playing games.
30:24He stood up
30:25and walked out,
30:26slamming the door.
30:33The medical report
30:34was still in my bag,
30:35crumpled and unread.
30:39Hayla Lee started coming
30:41to our home.
30:42Kenneth said she needed
30:43a place to stay
30:44while her apartment
30:45was being renovated.
30:48She walked through
30:49our house like she owned it.
30:50She touched much
30:52my things.
30:53She sat in my chair
30:54at the dining table.
30:57One evening,
30:58I came home
30:59to find her
30:59wearing my dresses.
31:02Rachel,
31:03I hope you don't mind.
31:04Kenneth said
31:05I could borrow it.
31:06He always did
31:06have good taste.
31:08I said nothing.
31:11I went to my room
31:13and wrote in my diary.
31:14She's living
31:15in my house now.
31:16He doesn't see
31:17how she looks at me
31:18like she's already won.
31:20Maybe she has.
31:22That night,
31:24Kenneth came home late.
31:25I could hear him
31:26and Hayley laughing
31:27in the living room.
31:28I stayed in the bedroom,
31:29clutching my chest
31:30as another wave
31:31of pain rolled through.
31:34The next morning
31:35at breakfast,
31:36Hayley Humphrey
31:37accidentally
31:38knocked over
31:39my cup of tea.
31:40It spilled
31:41across the table,
31:42soaking my notebook.
31:44Oh,
31:45I'm so sorry,
31:46Aunt Rachel.
31:47Let me help you
31:47clean that up,
31:48she said,
31:49reaching for my diary.
31:51No,
31:52I said,
31:53pulling it away.
31:54Don't touch it.
31:55Kenneth frowned.
31:56Rachel,
31:57she was just
31:58trying to help.
31:59Don't be rude.
32:01I looked at him
32:01and for the first time,
32:03I didn't apologize.
32:06I just took my diary
32:07and walked out of the room.
32:09A week later,
32:10Kenneth was called in
32:11for an emergency surgery.
32:12He asked me to come
32:13to the hospital.
32:14He needed to talk to me.
32:17When I arrived,
32:19Dr. Robbins was with him.
32:21Rachel Allen,
32:22Kenneth has reviewed
32:22your case.
32:23He's agreed to be
32:24your surgeon.
32:25I looked at Kenneth.
32:26His face was unreadable.
32:30Why did you wait
32:30so long to tell me?
32:31He asked quietly.
32:32You should have told me sooner.
32:34I tried.
32:35Several times.
32:36You didn't want to hear it.
32:39He flinched.
32:43For a moment,
32:44something like guilt
32:45crossed his face.
32:46The surgery is scheduled
32:47for next week.
32:48I'll be the lead surgeon.
32:50Rachel,
32:50I'll do everything I can.
32:56I know you will,
32:57but I also knew
32:58the survival rate.
33:00Less than 10%.
33:01I was putting my life
33:03in the hands of a man
33:04who hadn't looked at me
33:05with love in years.
33:07That night,
33:08I wrote my final entries.
33:10I detailed everything.
33:12Every time he chose her.
33:13Every time he let her hurt me.
33:15Every cold word.
33:16Every slammed door.
33:17I wrote about the day
33:18I got diagnosis
33:19and made him dinner
33:20while he ate cake with her.
33:22I wrote until my hand crampsed
33:25and my tears blurred the ink.
33:29The day of the surgery arrived.
33:32I lay on the operating table.
33:35The bright lights above me.
33:37Kenneth stood over me
33:38in his surgical gown.
33:39For a moment,
33:40he reached down
33:41and touched my hand.
33:42Rachel,
33:43I'm going to do everything I can.
33:45Just hold on.
33:48There's something I need to tell you.
33:50My voice was weak.
33:52Everything I wrote
33:53in my diary,
33:54it's all there.
33:55Everything I never said out loud.
33:57Don't talk like that.
33:59You're going to be fine.
34:03But I saw the fear
34:04in his eyes' eyes.
34:06For the first time in years,
34:08he was looking at me.
34:09Really looking at me.
34:11And what he saw
34:12terrified him.
34:13The anesthesia
34:15started to take effect.
34:17The last thing I saw
34:18was Kenneth's face,
34:19pale and desperate,
34:20as the monitors
34:21began to beep.
34:23The surgery went wrong.
34:28Kayleen was supposed
34:29to call the blood bank
34:30for an emergency delivery.
34:32She never made the call.
34:33Later,
34:34Kenneth would learn
34:34that she sat in the break room,
34:36scrolling through her phone,
34:37while I bled out
34:38on the table.
34:41He screamed for blood
34:43that never came.
34:44I died on Kenneth Mendez's
34:46operating table.
34:48He was the last face I saw,
34:50the last voice I heard,
34:52screaming my name.
34:53After my death,
34:55my diary was found.
34:57A friend of mine,
34:58Anthony,
34:59discovered it among my things
35:00and posted excerpts online.
35:02The post went viral.
35:08My death diary.
35:15Every entry documenting
35:16how Kenneth treated me,
35:18how Halisa tormented me,
35:20how I died alone,
35:21in pain,
35:22invisible to the man I loved.
35:26Kenneth sat in our empty house,
35:28reading my diary page by page,
35:30reading about the night.
35:31I called him
35:32and heard her voice.
35:38About the movie we never saw,
35:40about every small cruelty
35:42he had ignored.
35:45The more he read,
35:47the more he broke.
35:52When he reached the entry
35:53about the night before surgery,
35:55I'm putting my life in his hands.
35:57I don't know if he'll catch me
35:59or let me fall.
36:00He collapsed.
36:07He is called Haley.
36:13She didn't answer.
36:16He drove to the hospital
36:18and burst into her office,
36:19wild-eyed.
36:22Were the things Rachel recorded real?
36:25Haley tried to play dumb.
36:30I don't know what you're talking about.
36:32She's dead.
36:33Let it go.
36:41He beat her until security pulled him off.
36:44He was fired on the spot.
36:47Kenneth returned home
36:48and began sorting through my belongings.
36:52He found the necklace
36:54Haley had torn into three pieces.
36:56He read my diary over and over
36:58for three days straight,
37:00neither eating nor drinking.
37:03The handwriting blurred under his tears
37:05until the words were unreadable.
37:07Then he collapsed.
37:10When he woke in the hospital,
37:12Anthony was sitting beside him.
37:15Anthony's eyes were cold.
37:19I ran into Rachel about a month ago.
37:22She was alone,
37:23waiting outside the ultrasound room.
37:24I thought it was just a routine checkup.
37:26If I had asked one more question...
37:28Anthony's voice broke.
37:30Kenneth, what you did is inhuman!
37:31You're an animal!
37:33I was wrong.
37:34I'm sorry, Rachel.
37:36Kenneth kept murmuring.
37:37I'm sorry.
37:38He pulled out his IV,
37:40staggered out of the hospital,
37:41and got into a taxi.
37:44Kenneth nearly got into a car accident
37:46on the way back.
37:47He spotted a blood donation bus
37:48and pulled over.
37:49Can I donate blood?
37:50He asked the phyautonomist,
37:52Mira.
37:52Of course you can.
37:53But as he answered the screening questions,
37:55Mira noticed his mental state was abnormal.
37:58Why do you want to donate blood?
37:59Kenneth froze,
38:01then choked up.
38:03Because Rachel died.
38:05I was operating on her.
38:07The blood bank was short.
38:08There was no blood in stock.
38:10So I want to donate blood.
38:11Maybe my blood can save a life.
38:16But Kenneth's blood was unhealthy.
38:18His transcyclineide levels were elevated
38:20from his psychological collapse.
38:23He didn't even qualify to donate.
38:25Before he got off the bus,
38:26Mira hesitated.
38:27Recently, our city's blood bank
38:28has been treadable.
38:29There shouldn't have been a situation
38:31where there was no blood in stock.
38:34Kenneth froze.
38:36He immediately called Anthony.
38:38Kenneth, I've checked.
38:39On the day you operated on Rachel,
38:41the blood bank supply was sufficient.
38:42No operating room needed emergency blood that day.
38:44They never received a call from Haley.
38:48Like a madman,
38:50Kenneth rushed to Haley's apartment.
38:52She had just finished showering.
38:53On the day of Rachel's surgery,
38:55I told you to go to the blood bank.
38:57Did you actually go or not?
38:59Of course I went.
39:00She stammered.
39:03How could I not have gone?
39:04You liar!
39:06You never went!
39:08Kenneth roared.
39:09I really did go, Kenneth.
39:11You're pinning her death on me.
39:14Haley burst into tears.
39:16My life was ruined by her diary.
39:18I got fired too.
39:20Kenneth advanced on Haley in fury.
39:25Do you think I have no evidence?
39:27The blood bank doctors can all testify you never went.
39:30I'm going to sue you.
39:32This is a crime.
39:39Just then,
39:40an old man rushed in and shielded Haley.
39:43Stop!
39:47Who is this?
39:49The man sneered.
39:54You must be Haley's idiot ex-boyfriend.
39:57I'm warning you.
39:58Stay away from her.
40:00Back then,
40:01she dumped you so she could go abroad with me.
40:05Later, my wife forced her back.
40:07But now I'm back too,
40:08so she still won't choose you.
40:10Kenneth could hardly believe it.
40:12Haley!
40:13What is really going on?
40:16At this point,
40:17Haley could no longer keep up her pretend.
40:20Kenneth, yes.
40:21I'm a gold digger.
40:22Cedric gives me money,
40:23so I stay with him.
40:24You were a poor nobody back then.
40:27What right did you have to be with me?
40:32She poured out everything she had done to me.
40:35Rachel was killed by me.
40:37Yes!
40:37I deliberately didn't go to the blood base.
40:40I did so many things to her.
40:41Isn't heart patience not supposed to be stimulated?
40:44I deliberately kept stimulating her over and over.
40:50Kenneth went mad.
40:53He shoved Cedric aside and lunged forward,
40:56strangling Haley.
41:05Cedric has plenty of connections.
41:08You're finished!
41:10Those words broke something in Kenneth.
41:13He pushed the guards away,
41:15rushed into the kitchen,
41:17grabbed a cleaver,
41:18and hacked wildly at Haley.
41:21Killing her on the spot.
41:23After hacking Haley to death,
41:26Kenneth staggered into the room,
41:28locked the door,
41:29and dropped to his knees.
41:30Rachel, I've avenged you.
41:32I'm so sorry.
41:34I was truly blind.
41:36Sirens blared.
41:38The police had arrived.
41:40Kenneth staggered to the window and looked down.
41:43A height of more than ten stories was enough.
41:46Rachel, can you forgive me?
41:48He shouted as he leaped from the building.
41:51After Kenneth committed suicide,
41:53his soul separated from his body,
41:55and he was finally able to see me.
42:00Rachel, I finally get to see you.
42:03He rushed over,
42:04wanting to hug me,
42:05but discovered that an invisible barrier stood between us.
42:08He could see me,
42:10yet no matter what,
42:12he could not touch me.
42:16Kenneth's expression shifted from initial disbelief
42:19to growing despair.
42:22Rachel,
42:24are you still unwilling to forgive me?
42:27I did not say a word.
42:29I merely looked at him with utter indifference.
42:34At that moment,
42:35a powerful suction enveloped us.
42:38Carried along by that force,
42:40I lost all consciousness.
42:43When I opened my eyes again,
42:45voices clamored all around me.
42:48Dragging a suitcase,
42:49I was standing at the entrance of New York Medical College.
42:54I had been reborn.
42:57Astonishingly,
42:57I had returned to the very day of college registration.
43:00Looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar surroundings,
43:02at face after face brimming with youth,
43:05my eyes suddenly reddened.
43:07Hey,
43:07I can help you carry your luggage.
43:09A familiar voice sounded from behind me.
43:12I steadied myself for a few seconds,
43:14then turned around and saw Kenneth as he was back in college.
43:17The unfamiliarness in his eyes,
43:19and that faint, distant politeness,
43:21were exactly the same as back then.
43:24This confirmed that he had not been reborn like I had.
43:28I studied him carefully.
43:30After a long while,
43:32I suddenly broke into a gentle smile.
43:36No need.
43:37Thanks.
43:39Thanks.
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