Passer au playerPasser au contenu principal
A powerful full drama movie filled with love, secrets, and unexpected twists.

Follow a powerful story where relationships are tested, hidden truths are revealed, and lives change forever. From romantic moments to shocking surprises, this drama keeps you engaged from beginning to end.

Featuring stories about CEO, billionaire lifestyles, family connections, and life-changing decisions, this movie delivers strong emotions and unforgettable scenes.

Watch the full movie and discover what happens in the end.

New full drama movies uploaded regularly. Stay tuned for more captivating and trending stories.

#drama #fullmovie #lovestory #dramatic #billionaire #ceo #family #relationships #movie #story
Transcription
01:00So at the wedding I had looked forward to for so long, they made me the biggest joke of the
01:04day, whispered about and ridiculed by everyone.
06:43Your wedding? Are you still mad at me?
06:45Sylvia's soft, pitiful voice carried across the room.
06:48Only then did the three in the living room finally notice me.
06:52Dad frowned instinctively.
06:56Wipe that look off your face. Get over here!
07:00Mom's expression held a flash of irritation.
07:03Your wedding mess happened because you picked a bad date.
07:06It had nothing to do with Slive.
07:09If you dare stay mad at her, don't call me your mother.
07:13Sylvia pouted dramatically and tugged on mom's sleeve.
07:16Mom, don't say that. You'll make Becca sad.
07:20She sounded like she was defending me.
07:21But the smugness in her eyes was impossible to hide.
07:25I knew better that Sylvia was far from innocent.
07:29A week ago, I told her the wedding date myself.
07:32She saw the message and even replied that she was preparing a surprise.
07:38And she did give me one.
07:40It was just not the kind anyone would want.
07:45This forced choice between us was a game she had played since childhood.
07:51Every single time, I was never the one my parents or Zachariah chose.
07:58Even Eugene, who was supposed to spend his life with me, didn't choose me.
08:03I should have been heartbroken, but maybe I had gone numb.
08:06Hearing their words now barely stirred anything inside me.
08:11The moment I said that, everyone stopped and stared at me.
08:17It was impossible that I wasn't mad.
08:19I caught the expressions on their faces and felt a wave of irony.
08:24They knew what they did was infuriating, yet they chose to do it anyway, and then acted like my emotions
08:30were the problem.
08:32My calmness made my parents and Zachariah uneasy.
08:37After a moment of silence, dad finally said,
08:41Good.
08:43We're a family, so stop taking everything so seriously.
08:47Yes, I understand.
08:49I nodded obediently.
08:52Seeing me act so unaffected, they relaxed and turned back to fussing over Sylvia.
09:00Aside from the shrimp I made, the table was covered in seafood dishes prepared by the housekeeper.
09:06They were everything Sylvia loved.
09:08Sylv, you're so thin. Eat more.
09:13Dad and Zachariah's fork never stopped moving.
09:16Before long, the food was piled high in her plate like a tiny mountain.
09:23She beamed as she bragged to the family about her life overseas.
09:29She claimed she had already secured a spot in an orchestra and would be performing with them soon.
09:35My parents and Zachariah showered her with praise.
09:39I quietly continued eating my rice.
09:42My silence must have finally stirred some guilt in mom,
09:45because she suddenly remembered I had been humiliated today.
09:52A shrimp was placed on my plate.
09:55I looked up.
09:56Mom's expression was a little stiff.
09:59Eat.
10:00Don't think we only care about Sylve.
10:02Didn't I just give one to you too?
10:05I stared at the shrimp for a long time,
10:07then set my fork down.
10:10No need.
10:11I'm full.
10:16Mom looked embarrassed and a little irritated.
10:22What's wrong with you now?
10:24Just as she was about to say more,
10:26Sylvia, who was sitting beside her,
10:28suddenly grabbed her throat.
10:30Her facial expression changed instantly.
10:35Mom!
10:36I can't breathe!
10:39When my parents and Zachariah rushed to Sylvia's side and saw the hives spreading across her skin,
10:44they panicked.
10:48She's having an allergic reaction!
10:51How could this happen all of a sudden?
10:54Mom's gaze flicked around then landed on me.
10:59The next second, she slapped me with all her strength.
11:05I staggered, couldn't steady myself, and fell to the floor.
11:09My head buzzed.
11:13Rebecca, what did you put in the food?
11:15Don't you remember what Sylvia's allergic to?
11:17Zachariah looked at me with utter disappointment.
11:21I knew it!
11:21It was weird that you were acting so agreeable.
11:25You were really planning to hurt Sylph.
11:29Rebecca, how can I have such a vicious sister?
11:35Enough!
11:36Stop yelling!
11:39Take Sylph to the hospital first!
11:42Dad slammed the table,
11:43and only then did Mom and Zachariah tear their hateful glares away from me.
11:48My whole family rushed out in a blind panic.
11:51And I was the only one left sitting on the floor,
11:54holding my swollen cheek in a daze.
11:57It wasn't me.
11:59I wanted to say it so badly.
12:02But things like this had happened to many times,
12:04and I knew they wouldn't believe me even if I said it.
12:09So I would just forget about it.
12:13One of the house staff came running over after hearing the commotion.
12:17She tried to help me up,
12:18but froze when she saw my hands.
12:20Miss Rebecca, what happened to your hands?
12:24Why are they so swollen?
12:26I'm fine.
12:28I rejected her help,
12:29stood up on my own,
12:31and went upstairs to my room.
12:36I picked up the notebook on my desk
12:38as a flood of memories surged through me.
12:40When I was eight,
12:41our family had very little money.
12:43All five of us squeezed into one old cramped house.
12:51My parents were overwhelmed with work
12:53and couldn't take care of three kids at the same time.
12:56They decided one of us needed to be sent
12:58to our grandparents in the countryside.
13:01But Zachariah was about to start high school at a critical time.
13:05And Sylvia was too young and frail for them
13:07to feel at ease sending her away.
13:11I didn't want to see my parents looking so stressed,
13:14so I lifted my hand and volunteered.
13:18And just like that,
13:19I was sent to the countryside.
13:23Before I left,
13:25mom stroked my head and said I was the most sensible child.
13:29But no one told me the price of being sensible
13:31was that I would stay there for eight whole years.
13:35For eight years,
13:36except for the new year,
13:38I didn't see my parents,
13:40Zachariah or Sylvia.
13:44I watched their clothes get nicer every year
13:46and could guess that life at home had improved a lot.
13:50I kept waiting for mom and dad to bring me home.
13:53But I grew from an elementary schooler
13:55into a high schooler.
13:57And even after my aging grandparents passed away,
14:00they still hadn't come for me.
14:04I only returned once there was no one left to take care of me.
14:08The tiny run-down house in my memories was gone.
14:12In its place stood a three-story villa.
14:17The room they gave me was on the first floor corner.
14:20It was nothing like Zachariah's room
14:22filled with books and gaming gear.
14:24Nor like Sylvia's room overflowing with girlish decorations.
14:29It mirrored my place in this family
14:31never important enough to matter
14:32and always easy to overlook.
14:37I packed the few belongings I had
14:39and stuffed them into my suitcase.
14:43The wedding leave I had requested
14:45from my advisor, Raiden Delian,
14:47was useless now.
14:50I was about to call him to say
14:52I would be back tomorrow
14:53when my phone suddenly rang.
14:56It was Eugene.
14:59I thought he was calling about wedding follow-ups,
15:02but the moment I picked up,
15:04he started yelling.
15:06Rebecca, what did you do to Syl?
15:10Why is she in the hospital?
15:13The man who was always calm and composed
15:16had lost it twice in one day.
15:19The first time was when he heard
15:21Sylvia was back in the country.
15:23The second time was because
15:24she went to the hospital.
15:28I found it funny,
15:30considering he was supposed to be my fiance.
15:35She had an allergic reaction.
15:38So it was you, wasn't it?
15:40How could you do that to your own sister?
15:43His voice was thick with anger.
15:45Rebecca,
15:47I always thought you were a kind person,
15:49but just because of something this small,
15:51you sent Syl to the hospital.
15:53Do you even have a conscience?
15:56I listened to his accusations,
15:58too tired to bother explaining.
16:02Yeah,
16:03guess I don't.
16:05It's my fault.
16:06I'll apologize to her when she gets back.
16:10Are you happy now?
16:12If you've said everything you needed to say,
16:14I'm hanging up.
16:16I have things to do.
16:20Eugene froze.
16:21He clearly didn't expect this reaction.
16:25Before this,
16:26we had fought countless times over Sylvia.
16:30On dates,
16:31he would get lost in conversation with her.
16:34At meals,
16:36he would forget my food allergies
16:37but always order her favorites.
16:40Whenever I accused him of crossing lines,
16:43he would respond with,
16:44You're overthinking.
16:45She's your sister.
16:47I'm just looking after her for you.
16:51His indifference made me look like some controlling,
16:54jealous lunatic.
16:56My parents and Zachariah took his side every time,
16:59saying I was too possessive.
17:03So when Sylvia left the country for a year,
17:06I shamefully felt relieved.
17:09But I had been starving for affection for so long
17:12that I forgot broken glass cuts.
17:15I kept clutching those shards long after they should have been dropped,
17:18and now all I was left with were bleeding hands.
17:24Rebecca,
17:25you'd better mean what you said.
17:28If anything happens to Sile again,
17:30you can forget about our wedding.
17:33Eugene's voice carried a clear threat.
17:37I heard him get out of the car,
17:39the door slamming shut,
17:41and the noise around him suddenly growing louder.
17:44I could tell he was going to the hospital,
17:46probably rushing in to check on Sylvia.
17:50He was using my name as an excuse
17:52just so he could fuss over the woman he actually cared about.
17:55Did he really think I was stupid enough to fall for it?
18:00I let out a dry laugh,
18:02hung up,
18:03and called Raiden.
18:07By the time my parents and Zachariah finally dragged themselves home,
18:11exhausted,
18:12I had already finished packing and was ready to move into the dorms.
18:17just in time to hear mom sigh.
18:21If only Gino's family were better off.
18:24He and Syl would make such a good match.
18:28Look at him.
18:30He's so attentive.
18:32My steps faltered.
18:35Then Dad spoke.
18:38Yeah,
18:39he's decent looking too.
18:41I think Syl actually likes him.
18:46If I had known earlier,
18:48I wouldn't have arranged for Eugene and Rebecca to meet.
18:55Don't overthink it,
18:56mom said.
18:58I can't bear the thought of Syl suffering with him.
19:01Better for Eugene to be with Rebecca.
19:03They match each other.
19:08Besides,
19:09Syl is going to be a pianist.
19:13Even if he's her brother-in-law,
19:15he can still spoil her.
19:18She kept talking,
19:19then lifted her head and saw me standing on the stairs.
19:23She jolted back a couple of steps in panic.
19:28Rebecca?
19:31What are you doing here?
19:33Mom must have assumed the lights were off because I was asleep.
19:37Who knew how much of their conversation I had heard?
19:41I ignored the faint sting in my chest and walked right past her.
19:48I have things to take care of at school.
19:50I'm heading back.
19:52Seeing that I looked calm,
19:53my parents exchanged a glance and finally relaxed.
19:57Zachariah frowned when he noticed the suitcase at my side.
20:00You're taking luggage to school?
20:02What?
20:03Are you afraid we'll accountable for Syl's allergy?
20:06Are you planning to run away?
20:08The moment he brought it up,
20:10my parents,
20:11who had looked guilty just seconds earlier,
20:13straightened their backs and towered over me with righteous indignation.
20:17Right!
20:18We almost forgot!
20:20Rebecca,
20:21do you realize Sel ended up in the hospital because of you?
20:25You won't apologize?
20:27And now you want to walk away?
20:32Do you think you can get off that easily?
20:38Irritation crept up my spine when I saw they were worked up and clearly unwilling to back down.
20:43I pulled out my phone,
20:45dialed Sylvia,
20:46and put the call on speaker.
20:47She was awake now.
20:50At that moment,
20:52she was basking in Eugene's attentive care.
20:54The moment she picked up,
20:56her voice dripped with faux innocence.
20:58Becca?
21:00Why are you calling me?
21:02Did someone tell you Gino is here?
21:04Taking care of me?
21:05Are you upset about that?
21:08The moment Sylvia's voice came through,
21:11my parents and Zachariah both froze.
21:13They could hardly believe that such petty.
21:16Spiteful words were coming out of the mouth of the daughter and sister they adored.
21:20I didn't care what they were thinking,
21:22nor did I care about Eugene hovering over her.
21:25I said flatly,
21:26Mmm,
21:27Eugene's taking good care of you.
21:32Everyone listening was stunned.
21:35Sylvia, too,
21:37sounded confused.
21:39Becca, are you serious?
21:42Of course.
21:44I replied without hesitation.
21:49I don't know what exactly triggered your allergy,
21:53but I'll apologize anyway.
21:54I'm sorry.
21:59Before anyone could react,
22:01I hung up cleanly,
22:03then looked at my family.
22:04Every one of them was dumbfounded.
22:07Can I go now?
22:08I asked calmly.
22:11This time,
22:12no one even tried to stop me.
22:15I didn't bother taking Zachariah's snide remark.
22:18Why aren't you throwing a fit now?
22:20To heart.
22:22Back at school,
22:23I switched my phone to airplane mode
22:25and locked myself in the lab,
22:27working nonstop for 13 straight days.
22:33I didn't step out of the lab
22:34until the day before my departure
22:36when I finally finished my experiments.
22:41The moment I turned my phone back on,
22:43it exploded with notifications.
22:48There were messages from everyone my family,
22:50Eugene,
22:51and a flood of texts from my friends.
22:55I opened my friend Eleanor Hamilton's conversation first.
23:01She was furious.
23:02She had sent 70 or 80 messages in a row,
23:05all cursing out Eugene and Sylvia.
23:09Then she sent a screenshot from Sylvia's Instagram.
23:15It was a family portrait.
23:16My parents,
23:17Zachariah,
23:18Sylvia,
23:19and even Eugene,
23:20were in the photo.
23:22He was standing next to Sylvia,
23:25staring at her like a knight guarding his princess.
23:28His eyes were soft and full of devotion.
23:32Sylvia's caption read,
23:34With the people I love most.
23:37The audacity nearly sent Eleanor over the edge.
23:40She ranted endlessly and even commented under the post.
23:45Your sister isn't even there.
23:47It looks like your brother-in-law is taking good care of you.
23:52I soothed her with a few replies before opening the rest of my messages.
24:00Without exception,
24:01every message scolded me for letting Eleanor bully poor Syl.
24:07I apologized one by one.
24:09Just as I was about to lock my phone,
24:12Zachariah called.
24:15Rebecca,
24:15what the hell is going on?
24:16Why haven't we been able to reach you?
24:20You have no idea how worried we have been the past few days.
24:26Right after he said that,
24:28I heard Sylvia's bright,
24:30sugary voice in the background.
24:32Dad, Mom, Jenna,
24:33look at this carousel.
24:34It's so pretty.
24:35So they were at an amusement park.
24:38I asked softly,
24:40Worried?
24:42That single word made Zachariah choke up.
24:45It took him a long time to respond.
24:48Well,
24:50yeah,
24:51we couldn't reach you.
24:53If you were around,
24:55you could have come too.
24:59Besides,
24:59it's all your friend's fault.
25:01Sylva's sensitive.
25:02She cried for hours after seeing that comment.
25:04We had to bring her out to cheer her up.
25:06I already apologized.
25:08He went quiet again,
25:10as if he had no idea what to say next.
25:12After a long pause,
25:14he muttered,
25:16Good.
25:17You finally learned to behave.
25:19The next second,
25:20Eugene snatched the phone.
25:23His deep,
25:24annoyed voice cut through the speaker.
25:26Rebecca,
25:26did you tell your friend
25:27to leave that comment?
25:29Why is your mind always so dirty?
25:31I've told you so many times
25:33that Sylvia is your sister.
25:36I'm only looking after her for you.
25:37Your whole family does that.
25:39I know you're jealous
25:40because everyone likes Sylva more,
25:42but that's not her fault.
25:46Maybe you should think about
25:47why no one likes you.
25:51My grip on the phone tightened
25:53when I heard him run his mouth like that.
25:57When we first started dating,
25:59I had told Eugene about how my family treated me.
26:03Back then,
26:04he held me and said he would always be on my side.
26:09Now he told me to reflect on why myself.
26:16But I didn't feel sad.
26:18A little over 10 days ago,
26:20back at my parents' place,
26:23I finally learned the truth
26:25that Eugene had never liked me.
26:29He had just been playing a part.
26:33And once the act landed,
26:35he could stay by the woman he actually wanted,
26:38protect her,
26:39spoil her,
26:40and never let go.
26:42What I thought was fate
26:43had never been anything more
26:45than a script they rehearsed together.
26:51Sometimes I wanted to ask why,
26:54but there was no point.
26:57Love that wasn't there was simply not there.
26:59Whether it was family or romance,
27:01it didn't need a reason.
27:04On the other end of the line,
27:05Eugene started stammering apologies,
27:08clearly realizing he had gone too far.
27:12It didn't matter anymore.
27:17I glanced at the flight information
27:19my colleague had sent me and spoke calmly.
27:27Eugene?
27:31I was done being someone's tool.
27:34I was leaving.
27:35Hearing my words.
27:37The other end of the call went dead silent.
27:41Just as I was about to hang up,
27:44Eugene suddenly laughed.
27:46He was full of confidence
27:47like he had me completely figured out.
27:51Rebecca,
27:52are you sure you spent so long
27:54preparing for that wedding?
27:55There's no way you actually want to break up.
28:00I sighed.
28:02So you do know I spent a long time preparing.
28:06He seemed convinced I was just throwing another tantrum
28:09and spoke helplessly.
28:12Stop it.
28:13I already told you
28:15that I'll make it up to you.
28:20Acting like this won't work on me.
28:22I didn't have the energy
28:24to explain anything further.
28:26When I heard him and Zachariah
28:28arguing in the background,
28:32I simply hung up.
28:34Then I blocked every number
28:35belonging to my family and to Eugene.
28:42That night,
28:43I slept deeply
28:44and had a dream.
28:48In my dream,
28:49a little girl dressed differently
28:51from her siblings
28:52sat at a desk,
28:54writing in her diary.
28:56She held a pen
28:57and wrote the number one
28:58in a new notebook,
28:59mumbling to herself,
29:01If it ever reaches 99,
29:03I won't want mom,
29:05dad,
29:06Zach,
29:06or Syl anymore.
29:08She paused,
29:09then crossed out the number
29:10and wrote 0.5 instead.
29:12Mom and dad forgot to buy clothes
29:13for me again.
29:14The kids at school
29:15laughed at my old outfit.
29:17I felt sad,
29:19but this is the best I have.
29:22Today,
29:23Syl said I stole her things.
29:25Mom and dad beat me.
29:28I didn't steal anything.
29:30I was trying to clean it for her.
29:35Syl wanted garlic butter shrimp.
29:37I cooked it.
29:39Mom and dad forgot
29:41I'm allergic to seafood.
29:43My hands swelled.
29:46It hurts a lot.
29:48It's Syl's birthday.
29:49The cake is so pretty.
29:52I want a birthday too,
29:54but mom and dad forgot mine
29:55comes two days earlier.
29:59I watched silently as she filled
30:01the notebook page after page
30:02sometimes listing fractions,
30:04sometimes whole numbers.
30:06She made excuses for her family
30:08over and over.
30:09Her face grew increasingly numb.
30:12When the notebook was almost full,
30:14the wedding she had hoped for
30:15fell apart too.
30:17The number stopped at 99.
30:19I found myself staring straight
30:21into the eyes of the girl
30:22in the wedding dress.
30:23I should have left
30:25earlier,
30:26she said.
30:27I nodded.
30:28But it's not too late now.
30:33When I boarded the plane,
30:35all those heavy feelings
30:36I had recorded all the resentment,
30:39disappointment,
30:40and wounds stayed behind
30:41on that land.
30:44I threw myself into studying
30:46with everything I had.
30:49Being alone in a foreign country
30:51could feel lonely.
30:52But unlike Sylvia,
30:54I didn't look for someone
30:56to complain to.
30:57I used every spare moment
30:59to fill myself up again.
31:00Like a sponge,
31:02I absorbed everything
31:03I'd never had the chance
31:04to learn before.
31:05Eventually,
31:06my lab mates begged me
31:07to stop overworking
31:08and forced me to take a break.
31:10I returned to my dorm
31:12and lay on my bed.
31:14While chatting with Eleanor,
31:16she suddenly mentioned
31:17my family and Eugene,
31:19sounding gleeful.
31:21Becca,
31:22you won't believe it.
31:23After you left,
31:24Eugene and the Meyer family
31:25practically went crazy.
31:28Crazy?
31:29I murmured.
31:32I typed a casual reply,
31:34Impossible.
31:35They don't care about me
31:37that much.
31:37Eleanor sent a quick message back.
31:39Who knows?
31:41But apparently,
31:42they've been trying
31:42every possible way
31:43to contact you.
31:45I nodded.
31:47That finally explained
31:48all the recent unknown numbers
31:50calling me.
31:51But since I never answer
31:53unfamiliar calls,
31:54I always ignored them.
31:58It turned out they were
31:59from my family and Eugene.
32:03As I was thinking this,
32:05another unknown number came in.
32:08I hesitated,
32:10then answered,
32:10to my surprise,
32:11it was mom.
32:12The moment the call connected,
32:14she sounded emotional.
32:16Becca,
32:16you finally picked up.
32:18Where did you run off to?
32:19Why did you block all of us?
32:22We thought something
32:22happened to you.
32:25She paused,
32:26then spoke stiffly.
32:29We shouldn't have ignored
32:30your feelings before.
32:32Come home.
32:33We'll celebrate your birthday.
32:37Her sudden change in tone
32:38was too abnormal.
32:40I immediately thought
32:41of the notebook
32:42I had tossed into the trash
32:43before leaving
32:44and figured they must have
32:45fished it out
32:46and read my diary.
32:4799 numbers
32:48and far more than 99 wounds.
32:52No wonder they were suddenly
32:53drowning in guilt
32:54and desperate
32:55to make it up to me.
32:56But what did it change?
32:59Doing something that hurt me
33:01and then coming back
33:02asking for forgiveness
33:03didn't prove they cared.
33:06It only proved
33:07they wanted to soothe
33:08their own conscience.
33:09I said coldly,
33:11no need.
33:12I don't like
33:13celebrating birthdays.
33:16Mom choked on my words
33:18and was left speechless
33:19for a long moment.
33:20When she finally spoke again,
33:22she tried to persuade me
33:24to come home soon.
33:26I looked around
33:27my small dorm room.
33:29It wasn't big,
33:30but everything inside
33:31it was mine.
33:32I had chosen them.
33:35This place was where
33:37I finally felt
33:37I belonged.
33:41No need.
33:42I'm already home.
33:44I said it calmly,
33:45then hung up.
33:47I had assumed
33:48my refusal that day
33:49was clear enough.
33:51But one afternoon,
33:53after finishing
33:54my experiments
33:55and stepping out
33:56of the lab,
33:57I saw the very last
33:59group of people
34:00I wanted to face
34:00standing at the entrance
34:01of my apartment building.
34:05It was Dad,
34:07Mom,
34:08Zachariah,
34:08and Eugene.
34:11When they saw me,
34:12all of them
34:13looked shaken.
34:15Beck!
34:16You're finally back!
34:19Zachariah started
34:19toward me,
34:20but Eugene shoved
34:21past him
34:22and planted himself
34:23directly in front of me.
34:26Beck,
34:26long time no see.
34:29He looked haggard,
34:30eyes red,
34:31like he hadn't slept
34:32in days.
34:33The old me
34:33might have felt
34:34a sting of sympathy.
34:36Now I only felt annoyed.
34:38We already broke up.
34:40Why are you here?
34:41Eugene's eyes
34:42reddened even more.
34:44I didn't agree
34:45to break up.
34:47We just had
34:48a misunderstanding.
34:52A breakup
34:52doesn't need
34:53your consent.
34:54I said calmly,
34:57then looked toward
34:58my family
34:58standing awkwardly
34:59to the side.
35:03I heard everything
35:04you said that day.
35:05My parents and Zachariah
35:06went pale in an instant,
35:08and even Eugene's eyes
35:09widened as the truth
35:10finally hit him.
35:11I continued with the truth
35:13I had pieced together.
35:15Eugene has always
35:16liked Sylvia.
35:18You didn't think
35:19his family background
35:20was good enough for her?
35:23So you pushed him
35:24towards me instead.
35:26That way,
35:27you could still keep
35:28someone around
35:29to spoil Sylvia, right?
35:34No, no, that's not.
35:37Mom tried to deny it,
35:40but even she had
35:41no strength to argue.
35:44Dad and Zachariah
35:45both lowered their heads,
35:46shame painted
35:47across their faces.
35:49As for Eugene,
35:51he rushed to explain himself.
35:54I did like Sylvia in the beginning,
35:56but that was only
35:57at the start.
35:58We're about to get married.
36:00How could I not
36:00have feelings for you?
36:03I nodded,
36:04as if acknowledging it.
36:06Relief briefly flickered
36:08in his eyes.
36:08Then,
36:09I struck cleanly.
36:13But you didn't show up
36:14to our wedding,
36:15so we're not getting
36:16married anymore.
36:18No,
36:18we can have another wedding.
36:20I already ordered
36:22your dress.
36:22It's still from
36:23your favorite designer.
36:25I already contacted
36:26the wedding planner.
36:27As long as you agree,
36:29we can redo everything.
36:31It'll be even better
36:33than last time.
36:35Eugene held my shoulders,
36:36voice hoarse with pleading.
36:39Becca, please.
36:40Just listen to me.
36:42I only take care of Syl.
36:44Out of habit.
36:46The person I love
36:47is really you.
36:48I never thought
36:49you would actually leave.
36:51I was a jerk.
36:54I hurt you.
36:55It's my fault.
36:57I gently pushed
36:58his hands off.
37:00His red-rimmed eyes
37:01stirred something
37:02inside me.
37:03After all,
37:04he was the person
37:05who stayed with me
37:05during the loneliest
37:06years of my life,
37:07and he was the one
37:08who made me believe
37:09I could be loved.
37:11And maybe that was
37:12exactly why
37:13I could never
37:13forgive him.
37:16Forgiving him
37:16would mean betraying
37:17the girl
37:18who once waited
37:18so desperately
37:19for her wedding day.
37:22You love me?
37:24No, you don't.
37:26Love doesn't look
37:27like this.
37:29Love means
37:30always feeling
37:30indebted.
37:34Not taking advantage
37:35of someone's feelings
37:36and hurting them
37:37again and again.
37:39Love is two people
37:40trying to understand
37:41each other,
37:41not one person
37:42doing all the giving.
37:45Eugene.
37:47We can't go back.
37:49You know very well
37:50what I wanted.
37:51What I wanted
37:52was someone
37:52who chose me
37:53without hesitation.
37:56But he had never
37:57done that.
37:58Eugene staggered back
37:59like he had been
38:00struck by lightning.
38:02He slumped over
38:03and covered his face.
38:04It looked like
38:05he was crying.
38:06I didn't comfort him.
38:07He was an ex-boyfriend now.
38:09He wasn't worth
38:10my energy.
38:11That was all
38:11that needed to be said.
38:13As long as he wasn't
38:14blocking my path
38:15to the dorm,
38:15that was enough.
38:17Just as I turned to go,
38:19my family stopped me.
38:21That was when I recalled
38:22there were still
38:22three more people
38:23I hadn't dealt with.
38:26I rubbed my temples,
38:27irritated,
38:28then looked at
38:29the three guilty,
38:30hesitant faces.
38:31He's here to beg me
38:32to get back together?
38:34What about you?
38:35What are you here for?
38:39Dad exhaled heavily.
38:41Becca,
38:43only when we read
38:44your diary
38:45did we realize
38:45how much you've
38:46suffered all these years.
38:48Are you done?
38:50You can go now.
38:51I have things
38:52to do this afternoon.
38:53Don't waste my time.
38:55How is this
38:55wasting time?
38:56We're apologizing!
38:58Zachariah's voice
38:59trembled with frustration.
39:01Just because you're
39:02apologizing doesn't mean
39:03I have to accept it.
39:04I said firmly,
39:07Zachariah opened his mouth
39:08but had nothing to say.
39:11You keep saying
39:12you shifted your love
39:12for me onto Sylvia.
39:14But why?
39:15I was the one you owed.
39:17She was the one
39:18who benefited.
39:19In your house,
39:20I wasn't even as happy
39:21as I was living
39:22with Grandpa and Grandma.
39:24Now I've left.
39:26I'm far away from you.
39:28We can live
39:28our separate lives.
39:30Isn't that better
39:31for everyone?
39:34Mom was already sobbing.
39:38Becca!
39:39You're our daughter!
39:41You can't just
39:43cut us off like this!
39:44I'd rather not
39:45be your daughter.
39:46After saying that,
39:47I turned and walked upstairs,
39:49not bothering to look
39:50at the three of them
39:51crying in a pathetic
39:52little huddle.
39:55During my final year
39:56of grad school,
39:57a huge scandal
39:58exploded in our
39:59overseas student circle.
40:03It turned out
40:04that after Sylvia
40:05went abroad,
40:06she immediately
40:06tossed aside
40:07the piano she had
40:08bragged so much about.
40:10All the claims
40:11about orchestras
40:12and teacher
40:13recommendations
40:14were lies.
40:17She didn't learn
40:18anything valuable.
40:19What she did pick up
40:20was a chaotic lifestyle
40:21and an STD.
40:26Then at some party
40:27she got involved
40:27with things
40:28she shouldn't have touched.
40:31To get money
40:32from my family,
40:33she lied
40:33that she was
40:34seriously ill.
40:35My parents
40:36and Zachariah
40:37rushed over
40:38out of worry,
40:39only to walk in
40:40on her partying wildly.
40:42Apparently,
40:42she was still high
40:43when they confronted her
40:44and she snapped.
40:48Aren't I your favorite?
40:49Why would you give money
40:50to that bitch Rebecca
40:51instead of me?
40:52If you had given me money,
40:54I wouldn't have had to lie.
40:57During the argument,
40:58she became delirious,
40:59grabbed a knife,
41:00and stabbed Zachariah.
41:04He survived,
41:05but the damage
41:06was permanent.
41:16his body would never
41:18fully recover
41:19for the rest of his life.
41:21My parents called it
41:22a family disaster
41:23and finally cut off
41:24her allowance.
41:27Without money,
41:28she slid even further
41:29down the wrong path.
41:32She passed her disease
41:34to several people,
41:35then returned home
41:36looking for someone
41:37to take responsibility.
41:39and guess who
41:40her target was?
41:41Eugene.
41:46Even though he claimed
41:47to love me,
41:49when his first love
41:51came knocking,
41:53he didn't refuse.
41:56Except that first love
41:58turned out to have an STD.
41:59He got infected too.
42:03What the fuck is that?
42:05Unable to accept
42:06what his life had become,
42:08he snapped and stabbed Sylvia.
42:12She stabbed him
42:14and he stabbed her.
42:16In the end,
42:18one was dead
42:19and the other one
42:21was injured and imprisoned.
42:24I stared at those familiar names
42:26and felt nothing
42:26but a faint,
42:27distant sigh.
42:31whatever emotions
42:32I once had
42:33were long gone.
42:34After graduating,
42:36I returned to America
42:37and became a key researcher
42:38at a pharmaceutical company.
42:40My parents and Zachariah
42:42eventually tracked down
42:43where I worked.
42:44They tried to visit,
42:45but they never even
42:46made it past the front gate
42:47because the security
42:48stopped them.
42:50And so they lived
42:52the rest of their lives
42:53in regret.
42:55They regretted
42:56never cherishing
42:57the girl they once
42:58brought home.
43:00and they regretted
43:01losing the daughter
43:01and sister
43:02who once looked at them
43:03like they were
43:04her whole world.
Commentaires

Recommandations