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The Secret Luna: Reborn to Destroy the Man I Once Loved is a gripping short drama that blends werewolf fantasy, romance, revenge, and rebirth into one unforgettable story. After suffering heartbreaking betrayal, a powerful Luna is reborn with one goal—to rewrite her destiny and make those who hurt her pay. But when old feelings resurface and dangerous secrets come to light, love and vengeance collide in an epic battle of fate.

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00:00I was reborn. Back to the night I unbond my chest before the Alpha here. Thank the moon goddess. I
00:07still had not told him my secret.
00:09Cassian's death was spread with portraits of the finest women in all of Silver Air Pack. Just like in my
00:14last life, he waved me over.
00:15Saren, look at these. Who would be my future Luna?
00:19In my last life, I was so jealous that I confessed everything. Born with the moon curse. I became male
00:26by day, female by night.
00:28My wolf was chained deep inside. No shifting. No mate bond. Only the mark of my true mate could break
00:36the curse.
00:37The moment Cassian learned the truth, he swore I was the woman he loved most. I got what I wanted.
00:44He marked me.
00:46From that day on, I stayed in my female body, and I thought the curse was gone for good. I
00:52happily took my place as his future Luna.
00:55My wolf stayed silent. I brushed it off as fallout from the curse. But later, he fell for another woman.
01:02Ten years, he froze me out.
01:04Our pups didn't survive the pack's struggle for power. In this life, I refused to mate with him. Never.
01:10So I pointed to Alora Ashfield, the woman he later favored most.
01:14Her. Alara Ashfield. She's your best move.
01:18Cassian went still. He hadn't expected me to choose Alara.
01:22That woman's too rigid. Every talk with her feels like a council meeting. I won't like her.
01:28That didn't matter. He would, later. On the day I died in the Luna's Tower, he told me...
01:33If I could live this again, I'd rather never have known what you are.
01:39Then I would have married Alara.
01:41I came back to myself and spoke.
01:43Lord Ashfield is head counsellor of the Council of the Pack Council.
01:47If you marry Alora, the whole Pack Council stands with you.
01:51Your claim to the throne will hold.
01:54Cassian looked up. His eyes locked onto mine.
01:58After a long silence, he said...
02:00I see.
02:01I knew my words sank in.
02:03Even in my past life, he had meant to marry Alara anyway, after weighing his options.
02:09Tonight was only his way of testing my reaction.
02:12He wanted to see if I still cared.
02:15I served as his beta for five years.
02:18Shared the same tower.
02:20I ate at the same table.
02:22He knew nothing about my curse.
02:24He thought I was just a man.
02:26Beneath the disguise, I was a woman.
02:28One who often helped him with strategy.
02:30Over time, I fell for him.
02:33Even he started to feel something different for me.
02:36But in his eyes, I was still a man.
02:38As the alpha hare, he needed pups to carry on the Valamont bloodline.
02:43So whatever he felt for me, he could only bury it.
02:46He would never get the chance to say it out loud.
02:49Just before I walked out, Cassian let out a sigh.
02:52Saren, if only you had a twin sister.
02:54If she were anything like you, I'd find a way.
02:57Whatever the cost.
02:59Under the moonlight, I saw the look in his eyes.
03:01It was dark, heavy, and dripping with regret.
03:05His jaw clenched tight.
03:06His Adam's chogel bobbed.
03:08I smiled.
03:10Too bad she doesn't exist.
03:12I knew how he operated.
03:14Once the marriage was locked in, he would cut me out of his life.
03:17If anyone found out the alpha hare fell for a man who couldn't give him an heir,
03:22the pack council would dethrone him.
03:23The pack would shake.
03:25The Valamart family would be ruined by his scandal.
03:27A future king could not afford to hesitate.
03:30A king who hesitates is already dead.
03:33I stood outside the iron gates of Blackthorn Manor, looking up at the carved family crest.
03:39My heart mummered against my ribs.
03:42During my ten years as his Luna, Cassian claimed the Blackthorns held too much power in the
03:47pack council, said we threatened the crown's independence.
03:50He issued a pack dissimilation order, stripped our titles, and exiled us to the borderlands.
03:56My father, Lord Gregor Blackthorn, was a fierce warrior his whole life.
04:00His dying words burned with hatred.
04:02I spent seventeen years forging you into something that could sit at the highest table.
04:07And you threw it all away, for a man who will never choose you over his crown.
04:11From that day on, I lived with regret.
04:14Thank the moon goddess.
04:15She had given me one more chance.
04:18I sat in my study all night, by dawn.
04:21The news broke.
04:22The alpha king issued a royal decree.
04:24Cassian and Alera Ashfield were officially engaged.
04:27At the same time, my own order arrived.
04:30Cassian pulled strings for me.
04:32In two months, I was departing for the south.
04:35My new title was Territorial Warden of Ashenmore.
04:38I marched to the Hare's Tower at once.
04:41But Cassian shut me out.
04:42He sent a messenger instead.
04:44I'd been looking forward to seeing him.
04:46We're Blood Oath brothers.
04:47My closest ally.
04:49Looking out for you is part of the deal.
04:51No thanks needed.
04:51He called me his closest ally.
04:53No thanks needed.
04:54But he didn't know.
04:55In my past life, I was his Luna for a decade.
04:59And taking me out was the only thing on his mind.
05:03Ashenmere was rich and laid back.
05:05Far from Silvercrest's power games.
05:07For me, that was all upside.
05:09Even my father downed a few extra shots at the family dinner.
05:12He raised a toast.
05:13Two years governing your own territory.
05:15That'll prove to everyone what you're capable of.
05:16By this time in my last life, I had already survived my mating night with Cassian.
05:21The curse shattered.
05:22I was fully female again.
05:23Snow dumped from the sky.
05:25Cassian stood outside the Alpha King's hall.
05:27He used his raw Alpha bloodline to block a king's command.
05:30Never backing down.
05:31The Alpha King was furious.
05:33He would not accept a moonbound.
05:36A cursed woman who could not shift as his son's future Luma.
05:40The throne or a woman.
05:42Tell me you can see the difference.
05:44Cassian dropped to one knee.
05:45He never let anyone see his emotions.
05:47His face always showed nothing.
05:49But at that moment, a tear slipped out.
05:51Father, if I can't have Saren Blackthorn, the crown means nothing to me.
05:56In the end, the Alpha King gave in.
05:58But after that day, they bled my father's power dry in the shadows.
06:02In just a few months, his hair turned gray.
06:05Now, none of that would happen.
06:07From that day forward, I threw myself into preparing for my post.
06:12As for Cassian, he was busy locking down his future Luna.
06:16He stopped calling for me.
06:18Kale Valamont, the second prince.
06:20And I knew each other fairly well.
06:22He was notoriously idle.
06:24Never took anything seriously.
06:26But out of nowhere, he showed up at my door to question me.
06:29You two were inseparable.
06:31He personally arranged the Ashmore post for you.
06:34I'm genuinely jealous.
06:35So why haven't I seen you together lately?
06:37I smiled but said nothing.
06:39But I knew it.
06:40From here on out, Cassian and I were only going to drift apart.
06:44That was all.
06:46Not long after, Kale told me.
06:49Cassian and Allura were making a public appearance at the Lakeside party for the Moonfire Festival.
06:54He pushed me to tag along.
06:57And watch.
06:58Honestly, Saren, is something wrong with your head?
07:01You've been icing Cassian out for way too long.
07:04If you don't show your face soon, he's going to forget you.
07:08That was exactly what I wanted.
07:10I turned him down.
07:11I'm not going.
07:13I'm departing for Ashmore in two months.
07:15I've got too much to do.
07:17Kale backed off at the time.
07:19But on Moonfire Festival night, he sweet-talked me out of my tower.
07:24Cassian has never, not once, been close to a woman.
07:27Aren't you the least bit curious what he's like with Allura?
07:30Honestly, I was not curious.
07:31Because I had already seen her.
07:33He would neglect everyone for her.
07:35She was frail and could not carry pups.
07:37Until the day I died in my last life, the royal family had only the son and daughter.
07:41I gave him back when he still loved me.
07:43He would sneak her out of the palace at midnight.
07:45Just to watch plays.
07:47For ten years, every noblewoman in Silverhouse learned to ride.
07:50Only because Allura thought it was fun.
07:52A dull ache hit me deep under my ribs.
07:54My pups.
07:55Forget it.
07:56I would not be having pups in this life anyway.
07:59With that, I turned to leave.
08:00Kale grabbed my arm and waved at someone in the distance.
08:04Cassian!
08:06I froze in my tracks.
08:08Wasn't he supposed to be at the lake now?
08:10How the hell had we run into him halfway there?
08:13Then I felt a gaze land on me.
08:15Heavy.
08:16Burning.
08:17And gone just as fast.
08:18The crowd was packed.
08:20Silver bonfires lit up every maskin in the square.
08:23On Moonfire Festival night, the air was thick with the scent of unmated wolves.
08:28All of them chasing and testing one another.
08:31I turned around.
08:33Met Cassian's eyes.
08:34He had no intention of speaking to me.
08:38Instead, he started talking to Kale.
08:40They walked ahead, leaving me half a block behind in a blink.
08:45I noticed Allura was not at his side.
08:48Later, I learned this appearance had been arranged by the Alpha King and Luna Queen.
08:53But at the last minute, Cassian had stood Alina up.
08:59I had no interest in tailing them.
09:01So I turned the other way.
09:03Back in the day, Cassian never let me me out of his sight.
09:07Now, he would not care whether I stayed or went.
09:11He had Kale now.
09:12Allura too.
09:13And one day, he would have his pups.
09:16Still thank the Moon Goddess.
09:18I was no longer that jealous and neglected Luna.
09:21I wandered deep into the festival.
09:24Played a couple of street games.
09:26On the way, I happened to save a girl from a few rogues.
09:31She wore a silver mask.
09:32Her hood pulled low.
09:34Her voice cheeky with sobs.
09:36Hard to hear clearly.
09:37I was supposed to meet someone tonight.
09:39He didn't come.
09:40I did not think much of it.
09:42Tossed her a few comforting words.
09:45But the second we parted ways, someone slammed into me.
09:49Kale bear hugged me, pounding his fist into my back.
09:52I quickly grabbed his wrist.
09:53What happened?
09:54Kale gave a huff.
09:55You impossible creature.
09:57You vanished on us.
09:58We've been tearing this place apart looking for you.
10:00I laughed.
10:01It's not like we never got separated before.
10:03I'm a blackthorn.
10:04What's going to happen to me?
10:05I told him the same thing.
10:07But you know Cassian.
10:08He heard about the rogues and nearly lost his mind.
10:11He stepped aside.
10:13Cassian was standing behind him.
10:14He just stared at me.
10:16Unmoval.
10:17I noticed his eyes.
10:18The color was darker.
10:20His wolf was on the razor's edge of shifting.
10:22The way Kale was holding me, it looked way too intimate.
10:26Kale, of course, noticed nothing.
10:28His arm tightened around me, and his voice turned teasing.
10:32I've seen the finest women in the Velvet Den, and your waist is narrower than any of theirs.
10:37It's a damn shame you're not a woman.
10:39The moment the words left his mouth, my body went stiff.
10:43Damn it.
10:44It was nighttime.
10:46I was back in my female body.
10:47The moonstone pendant held the illusion in place.
10:50The wolf's babe's scent blocker suppressed my pheromones.
10:52But physical contact this close?
10:55His hand was on my waist through my thin shirt.
10:58He could feel it.
11:00The curves were all wrong for a man.
11:02I prayed he wouldn't notice.
11:05Cassian suddenly let out a cold laugh.
11:07He stared at me.
11:08His eyes had fully shifted to deep amber.
11:13Saren Blacktharn as a woman?
11:15No one in Silverest would dare take her.
11:17Then he turned.
11:19And strode away.
11:22Without a glance back.
11:26I knew Cassian inside out.
11:28He was furious.
11:30Good.
11:31That was exactly how it should be.
11:33It pushed us back to where we belonged.
11:35A prince and his beta.
11:36Nothing more.
11:37Before all this, we had played chess and traded letters.
11:40I was smaller than the other men.
11:42The noble brads picked on me.
11:43He was the only one who ever protected me.
11:45We were young.
11:46Too close for our own good.
11:47We were the only ones who truly knew each other.
11:50But I had lived one life more than he had.
11:52I understood now.
11:53Being with him meant ten years of ice.
11:56Endless blood and tears.
11:57I had no power now.
11:59All I could do was stay far away from him.
12:01If the chance ever came.
12:02And my blade was sharp enough, I would kill him.
12:05But that afternoon, a clerk from the steward's office came to me.
12:09My appointment to Ashenmere was still missing one final formality.
12:12The heir's seal.
12:14Without his highness's heir's seal, the office cannot release the final transfer papers.
12:18I ran into an obstacle.
12:20But then I got lucky.
12:21Ashford Hall was throwing a feast to celebrate Lord Ashford's achievements in the PAC Council.
12:25I got the wax sealed invite in my past life too.
12:27Back then I was waiting to marry Cassian.
12:29Rumors about me were everywhere.
12:31At the time I had not wanted to go out and face any of it.
12:33But this time, my eyes lit up.
12:35If Ashford was hosting a feast, Cassian would be there.
12:39At the feast, I saw Allara.
12:42She sat beside Cassian.
12:44She already had that graceful, untouchable posture of the future Luna.
12:49I sat across from them, just watching them cozy up.
12:52It was like a glimpse of a past life.
12:55The Alpha King and his precious Luna, madly in love.
12:59Halfway through the feast, I lifted my glass and walked toward them.
13:03Your Highness.
13:04Cassian kept his eyes on the stage.
13:06He ignored me.
13:08Your Highness.
13:09He glanced sideways.
13:10He finally turned his head.
13:12What is it?
13:13I laid out my request.
13:14This is a feast for my fiancé's father.
13:17I don't want to deal with this now.
13:19Catch me another day.
13:19I took a breath and was about to press the matter.
13:22Suddenly, a mind-controlled, poisoned rogue lunged from the shadows and instinctively reached for me.
13:29I saw his move and dodged away at once.
13:31I shoved Alara beside him, but I wasn't fast enough.
13:34I collapsed on the floor.
13:36He let out a cold laugh.
13:38Loyal to a fault.
13:39You'd rather get hurt yourself to save my future Luna.
13:44That's a baiter's duty.
13:46I thought he was losing his mind.
13:48In front of the whole court, he ignored his future Luna, trying to save me instead.
13:54If word reached the pack council, what would the elders think of him?
13:59Hunt the assassin down.
14:00A second later, Cassian barked orders to hunt the assassin down.
14:04Then, he unclipped his heir's seal from his belt.
14:07He handed it to a nearby guard.
14:09Go to the healer's wing.
14:10Bring every royal healer here.
14:12No.
14:13Cassian looked down at me and said coldly,
14:15You're bleeding out, and you're still playing tough?
14:18Or do you want me to do it myself?
14:21The healers couldn't come.
14:23It was night time.
14:24If they treated the wound, my female body would be exposed.
14:28The moonstone pendant could only fool the eye.
14:31If someone touched my skin, the illusion would crack.
14:35And Cassian definitely could not touch me either.
14:38My finger pointed at Kale.
14:39He stood nearby with panic all over his face.
14:42Kale knows battlefield first aid.
14:44Let him do it.
14:45Cassian's face dartened.
14:47After a long silence, he sneered.
14:49Guess I'm just in the way.
14:51I was taken to a guest room in Asheville Hall.
14:53Kale carried me through the door.
14:55I only had the strength for one sentence.
14:58Don't let anyone else in except you.
15:00When I woke up, hours had passed.
15:02The Alpha King had summoned Cassian.
15:04He was already gone.
15:06Kale sat at the table, sipping tea.
15:08He heard me move and slowly spoke.
15:11So, are you a man or a woman?
15:13I was born under the moon curse.
15:15Male by day, female by night.
15:18My wolf is chained.
15:18Only a mate's mark can break it.
15:21You're not gonna tell my brother?
15:23I always knew something didn't add up.
15:25Now it does.
15:27Tell him, and the Luna's crown will be yours.
15:30Not in this life.
15:31In my last life, I had already tasted the price of that choice.
15:36Hadn't I?
15:37Kale fell silent for a moment.
15:39Oh, right.
15:40Allura came by earlier.
15:41He tossed a jar of healing salve to me.
15:44She told me to give this to you.
15:47I had never expected this.
15:48I fought her my whole past life.
15:51Now, I had saved her life.
15:54Sleepiness washed over me.
15:55I fell back asleep.
15:57Later that night, my father sent a carriage for me.
16:00The carriage rolled over the cobblestone streets.
16:03The carriage rolled over the cobblestone streets.
16:06I pulled back the curtain.
16:08Coachman had been knocked unconscious.
16:12I stepped out of the carriage.
16:14Cassian stood not far away.
16:16His voice was low.
16:18Saren, didn't you say you needed my hair's seal?
16:21I nodded quickly.
16:23Taking that hit was worth it.
16:24He had come to bring it up himself.
16:27Leave by the end of the month.
16:29What?
16:31He had come just to kick me out early?
16:34He stayed silent for a moment.
16:36Gave me a slight sideways glance.
16:37Saren, I'll arrange a marriage alliance for you.
16:40The mating ceremony is on the 17th.
16:42Once it's done, you take her and leave.
16:45Get far away from Silverhead.
16:47I was already injured.
16:48Hearing that nearly made me pass out on the spot.
16:51Do I have to?
16:52He nodded and said calmly.
16:54Yes, you have to.
16:56Why?
16:57He didn't answer.
16:58I watched him in silence.
17:00After a long time, he stepped closer.
17:02He walked right up to me.
17:04He didn't stop.
17:05I stumbled back two steps.
17:06Before my waist nearly hit the carriage wall, he slid his hand behind me to cushion the impact.
17:13He didn't pull his hand away.
17:14He leaned in close to my ear.
17:17I caught his scent.
17:19Cedar, storms, and campfire smoke.
17:22It was so strong.
17:24It felt like an invasion.
17:26He lowered his voice.
17:28You're too smart, Saren.
17:30You figured it out a long time ago, didn't you?
17:33My wolf won't let me touch Alara.
17:35It never has.
17:36It only wants you.
17:38How absurd.
17:39The alpha heir.
17:40In love with a man who can't even give him pups.
17:43I stopped breathing.
17:45He actually said it.
17:46Today, I chose you over her.
17:49Tomorrow, I'd do it again.
17:51Every time.
17:53The night wind howled.
17:55His words struck like thunder.
17:57My heart pounded wildly.
17:59In my last life, he fell for Alara barely six months after marking me.
18:04He clearly didn't love me that much.
18:06So why now?
18:07Why was he saying this?
18:09Thought I was a man?
18:10At last, he said.
18:12So yes, you have to marry.
18:15He needed me to have a wife.
18:17That way, he could kill his own hope.
18:23Cassian moved fast.
18:24He picked a bride for me in record time.
18:28Her family, looks, and bloodline.
18:31Every one of them was top tier.
18:34Kale tracked me down.
18:35He flashed a wicked smirk.
18:38So what's the plan?
18:39Bait each other's hair and pretend nothing's weird?
18:41I rolled my eyes.
18:43If you won't help, at least don't mock me.
18:45He raised a brow.
18:46Hypothetically, if someone who wasn't your faded nightmare happened to fall for you,
18:51would that count?
18:52Asking for a friend?
18:53I grabbed an ink will off the desk, smashing it at his feet.
18:57Shut up.
18:58But it triggered a memory.
18:59In my past life, after I became Luna, I had seen Kyle once.
19:03He told me he was going to work at the Northwand Frontier.
19:07Not long after that, I heard news of his death.
19:11Are you planning to join the army at the Northford Frontier?
19:13You need to think that through.
19:15Absolutely not.
19:16I'm not setting foot in that frozen hell over my dead body.
19:18Well, in my last life, you did go.
19:21And you really did die.
19:22But he was driving me insane.
19:24Sticking to me like glue lately.
19:27Maybe I should beg my father too.
19:29Get me a post in Ashen Mall.
19:31If I go there, we can keep being brothers.
19:33If he didn't know my secret, I swear I would have cut him off forever.
19:36But soon enough, an idea came to me.
19:39I had kale spread word outside.
19:41I suffered from mate-bond rejection syndrome.
19:43A super rare condition that meant I could never form a bond with anyone.
19:48The rumor blew up for two days.
19:50That omega bride got scared.
19:52I might cling to her.
19:53Before long, she locked down another marriage to escape me.
20:00Kale and I were both pleased.
20:02He said he wanted to buy me a drink.
20:05I could hold my liquor.
20:06I considered him a friend.
20:08So I said yes.
20:11Halfway through the night, he threw his arm around my shoulder.
20:15Just like always.
20:16His lips brushed dangerously close to my face.
20:21Saren, I really do want to go to Ashen.
20:24Through the alcohol haze, I saw who it was.
20:28Cassian.
20:28His face dark.
20:30He seized kale by the throat and slammed him to the floor.
20:34I froze in shock.
20:35I could not say a word.
20:37Cassian kicked the table.
20:39Glasses shattered.
20:40He glared at me coldly.
20:42I hand you a perfect marriage, and you throw it away.
20:45Just to fool around with him.
20:48I did everything for you.
20:50And this is what I get?
20:51He scooped me off my feet.
20:53When he threw me into his carriage, I realized he had cleared out the whole tavern.
21:00Kale stormed out after us.
21:02What the hell is this, Cassian?
21:04Since when is having a drink with Saran a crime?
21:07Cassian scoffed.
21:09His eyes flashed, almost shifting.
21:12Get the hell out.
21:13Kale didn't flinch.
21:16His eyes flashed, too.
21:18In the next second, Cassian shifted first.
21:21From the shell of his human body, a black giant wolf tore its way free.
21:25Fur the color of a starless knight.
21:26Eyes molten gold with rage.
21:28His body far larger than any ordinary alphas.
21:30Kale shifted right after him.
21:32His wolf didn't back down.
21:33Cold, silver-gray fur.
21:35Leaner.
21:35Faster.
21:36Like a drawn blade.
21:37The two wolves crashed into each other in front of the tavern.
21:40Cassian snapped his jaws at Kale's throat.
21:42Kale dodged.
21:43His fangs ripped into Cassian's shoulder.
21:46Blood splattered the cobstone.
21:47Their roars were forced every wolf within a mile to stumble back on instinct.
21:52I ran between them and shouted for them to stop.
21:56Afraid they might hurt me, they shifted back to human after a tense standoff.
22:00I looked at Kale.
22:03Kale, Cassian and I need to talk.
22:05We'll drink tomorrow.
22:06Kale grabbed my hand.
22:07He stared right into my eyes.
22:09I don't say things I don't mean.
22:10If you need me, I'm here.
22:12I'll prove it.
22:13Cassian lost his mind again.
22:15I quickly agreed with Kale, then pulled Cassial into the carriage.
22:18Go!
22:18I ordered the coachman to whip the horses.
22:20The carriage instantly rolled away.
22:22Did you misunderstand something?
22:25Cassian's face twisted.
22:26I know exactly how he looks at you.
22:28That's not how a man looks at another man.
22:30The alpha heir of the pack.
22:32In this moment, all his royal grace was gone.
22:35Replaced by pure paranoia, his eyes kept flashing between human and wolf.
22:40I opened my mouth.
22:43No sound came out.
22:45He leaned back against the carriage wall, rubbing his brow.
22:48After a long while, he finally spoke with exhaustion.
22:52What am I supposed to do with you?
22:54I stared at him.
22:56Marielara.
22:57She's good.
22:59You'll learn to love her.
23:00Cassian didn't look at me.
23:02He looked out the window.
23:04His voice choked.
23:05I won't.
23:10Cassian saw me back to Blackthorn Manor.
23:13Marriage is a big deal.
23:14It's not a game.
23:16I'll scrub those rumors clean.
23:18I'll find you another bride.
23:20Can't I decide this for myself?
23:22He looked at me calmly.
23:23Saren Blackthorn, don't forget.
23:26You picked my Luna for me.
23:27So I'm picking your wife.
23:29I could feel it.
23:30He was hanging on by his thread.
23:32After that day, Kale locked himself away.
23:34But I knew the truth.
23:36He was badly hurt.
23:37Afterward, he and Cassian fought again.
23:39Wolf against wolf, they tore into each other with murder intent.
23:42Nobody knew why.
23:43The pack just assumed the brothers were fighting over the throne.
23:46I didn't visit either of them.
23:47Not until the end of the month.
23:49The blood hunt.
23:50I saw Kale again.
23:52He arched a brow at me.
23:54Heartless.
23:55Truly heartless.
23:56You haven't spared me a single glance.
23:59I had nothing to say.
24:00Once inside the hunting grounds, my mind was elsewhere.
24:03I shot a few rabbits and a deer.
24:05I packed up my bow, ready to leave early.
24:08But I forgot something.
24:09I had no sense of direction.
24:11In the past, I always just followed Cassian.
24:13So the more I walked, the farther in I went.
24:15By the time I realized it, a feral blocked my path.
24:20Huge.
24:21Red-eyed.
24:22And mindless.
24:24In both my last life and this one, I had never faced anything like it.
24:28I drew the silver dagger at my waist.
24:30Cassius gave it to me for protection.
24:32I slashed once.
24:34The blade cut the feral's front leg.
24:36But it wasn't a kill shot.
24:38It roared and lunged again.
24:40I thought I was dead.
24:42But someone rushed in front of me.
24:44He took the hit.
24:45He was thrown to the ground.
24:47Coughing up blood.
24:48He shot me one look.
24:51Then pushed himself back up and charged in again.
24:54A second later, he shifted.
24:56A giant black wolf erupted.
24:57He tackled the feral in mid-air.
24:59His fangs ripped its throat out.
25:01I watched him tear the feral to pieces.
25:03Cassian Valamont, who had always been controlled, cold, and perfect, had never looked so broken,
25:08yet so savage.
25:12Cassian blacked out.
25:13His wounds were still bleeding.
25:15He shifted back to human.
25:16Covered in blood.
25:17His clothes shredded from the shift.
25:19I patched him up the best I could.
25:21I stared at his face.
25:22It suddenly hit me.
25:23This was the man who wiped out my entire bloodline in my past life.
25:27He had treated me zorgly too.
25:29Since I woke up in this life, I forced myself to forget.
25:32If I couldn't get revenge, I had to let it go.
25:34But now he lay there before me, almost fragile.
25:37My hand moved on its own.
25:39I pulled the silver dagger at my waist.
25:42Cassian gave it to me, himself.
25:44Told me to use it for protection.
25:46But now, I was going to use it to kill him.
25:49Everything from my last life flashed before my eyes.
25:52I saw my son and daughter.
25:54They were born into pack politics and died in the end.
25:58When he issued the pack disovelation order, I ran to him crying.
26:01I told him I regretted everything.
26:04I wanted nothing.
26:05Only that he spare my family.
26:07No.
26:07The day I died was my pup's death anniversary.
26:09I went to find him.
26:11His guards locked me out.
26:12I saw him walking side by side with Alara in the royal gardens.
26:15My beautiful Luna.
26:16He picked a winter rose for her.
26:18Called her beautiful Luna.
26:19I finally lost my mind and cursed Cassiel out in front of everyone.
26:23And then Cassian said to me,
26:25If I could live this again, I'd rather never have known what you are.
26:29Something hollowed out inside me.
26:31Life had no meaning anymore.
26:33That night, I tried to force my chained wolf awake.
26:39It was a forbidden rate, backfiring from within, tearing my body apart.
26:45I died.
26:48I snapped back to the present.
26:51Looking at the man before me, pure hatred boiled in my chest.
26:55It swallowed me whole.
26:56I raised my hand to drive the silver blade toward his chest.
27:01Before it could sink in, a hand caught my wrist.
27:05Cassian was awake.
27:06His eyes were open now, calm as he looked at me.
27:09Saren, what do you think you're doing?
27:14Answer me.
27:15I wanted to kill him, but was caught in the act.
27:17Murdering the alpha hare.
27:19Ten lives wouldn't be enough to pay for that.
27:21I bit my lip.
27:23I just wanted to see if your wounds were getting better.
27:26It was a terrible lie.
27:27I dropped the silver blade, but he bought it.
27:29He let out a breath.
27:30My life is yours then.
27:32He closed his eyes.
27:33I didn't dare try again.
27:34I had been too reckless before.
27:36Only we remained.
27:36His death here, no matter how it happened, would be laid on me.
27:39Too heavy to carry, I could only wait.
27:41Not long after, the royal guard tracked us down.
27:44I followed them back to the heir's tower.
27:47Cassian was badly hurt.
27:49The alpha king and luna queen were frantic.
27:52Alara came too.
27:53I couldn't shake the feeling.
27:55She kept glancing at me in secret.
27:57The luna queen wiped her tears and said to me,
28:01Cassian values you most.
28:02Stay here and watch over him.
28:04I quickly agreed.
28:06Guilt swallowed me.
28:08I didn't leave his bedside all day.
28:11I meant to keep watch, but sleep crept up and took me.
28:15In that hazy half-sleep, I felt someone lift me onto the bed.
28:19Someone parted my lips.
28:21A soft bite.
28:25I woke up.
28:27Cassian sat nearby, reading a stack of papers.
28:30He wore only a loose shirt, the collar open wide,
28:34his whole posture lazy and careless.
28:37He didn't look like a man who almost died yesterday.
28:40All at once, I remembered.
28:41Right after our mating night in my past life.
28:44He wouldn't wake me.
28:45He sat just like this, reading beside me and waiting.
28:48He saw that I was awake.
28:49Hungry?
28:50I was about to shake my head.
28:51My stomach growled first.
28:53Cassian smiled.
28:54He had the maid bring in a bowl of venison broth.
28:56One bite in, I knew.
28:59Cassian made this himself.
29:00Too much salt.
29:01The meat was tough as leather.
29:03The same taste as the first meal he cooked for me after we mated.
29:07I stopped eating.
29:08Pushed the bowl aside.
29:09I'm leaving.
29:11Disappointment flashed in his eyes, but he still nodded.
29:14I turned for the door.
29:15He suddenly called my name.
29:17Ren.
29:18I looked back.
29:19He stared at me.
29:20Confusion twisted his face.
29:22I was hurt this badly.
29:24You've been awake this whole time and you haven't asked how I am feeling.
29:27And in the woods, you hate me.
29:29He sounded sure of it.
29:31It was the first time I'd ever seen that look on him.
29:33The alpha aura.
29:35The prince's mask.
29:36All gone.
29:37He just looked lost and broken.
29:40Why?
29:41I've never done anything to hurt you.
29:43Not once.
29:44Not in this life.
29:45A dell'ache struck me under my ribs.
29:47Yeah.
29:48I always wanted to ask the past life Cassian the same thing.
29:51Cassian in front of me loved me so much.
29:53Even believing I was a man, he had saved me over and over again.
29:56So how did the old Cassian throw me away so easily?
29:59In the end, neither of us had the answer.
30:01You're overthinking it.
30:06Soon, the date was set for Cassian and Alara's mating ceremony.
30:09First day of next month.
30:10Ivy and white roses crawled up the castle walls.
30:13The air was heavy with sweet floral scents.
30:15It was the best time of the year.
30:16Naturally, Cassian paid no mind to my marriage alliance.
30:20To avoid more trouble, I locked myself in Blackthorn Manor.
30:23But Kale came to see me.
30:24He said his birthday was coming.
30:25He asked if I could grant him one wish.
30:27Cassian tore him up over me, and he spent three weeks in bed.
30:30I felt a little guilty.
30:31What do you want?
30:32Just a heads up, I don't have much money.
30:34Relax, I don't want your money.
30:36Just one day.
30:36That's all I'm asking.
30:37As luck would have it, his birthday fell on the eve of Cassian's mating ceremony.
30:44Cassian gets married.
30:45Then I ship off to Ashenmore.
30:47Everyone would get what they wanted.
30:49That night, I stepped out as we had agreed.
30:51But Kale didn't show.
30:53Alara did.
30:54She looked at me as if she burned all her bridges to stand here.
30:57If I could find a way out of this, would you take me with you?
31:00I stared at her.
31:01Why?
31:02Cassian doesn't want me.
31:03His heart belongs to someone else.
31:05And mine belongs to...
31:07Did you forget?
31:07You saved me twice.
31:09My mind went blank.
31:10The masked girl I saved from the rogues at the festival.
31:12It was Alara.
31:13I was completely flattered.
31:14The person she liked.
31:15Could it really be me?
31:16What a mess.
31:17A total mess.
31:18In this second life...
31:19Cassian will love you later.
31:20You two are a perfect match.
31:22Trust me.
31:23Are you really going to reject me?
31:25She bit her lip.
31:26I nodded.
31:27She pressed her lips together and studied me.
31:29Then gave a relieved smile.
31:31Are you scared I'll care about that mate bond rejection rumor?
31:34Don't worry.
31:34I don't care about that.
31:35If I marry you, we'll figure it out.
31:37In my past life, Alara was the poster child for royal perfection.
31:40I never knew she had this wild, reckless side when she was young.
31:43It's not about that.
31:44Being Luna is your best move.
31:46Trust me.
31:47Your mate will love you.
31:49Alara left.
31:50I finally let out a breath.
31:52Then a voice cut through the dark.
31:54Bad timing, I see.
31:58Yeah.
31:59Bad timing.
32:00You two should be preparing for your mating ceremony.
32:02So what are you both doing here?
32:05Cassian walked toward me.
32:06His black eyes unreadable.
32:08I just realized something.
32:10What?
32:11He gave a slow smile.
32:12His eyes were screaming with Bokduck insanity.
32:15Kale, a waste of Valamont blood gets to sling an arm around you and look at you like that.
32:19Alara, born to the most powerful Nabal house, was trained from childhood to be flawless.
32:23She will be the future Luna, and she asks you to run away with her.
32:26I spoke before thinking.
32:28Don't get the wrong idea about Alara.
32:29She didn't mean it that way.
32:30I don't care about her.
32:32They can have you.
32:34Why can't I?
32:35His words hung in the air.
32:37A bad feeling slammed into me.
32:40But my vision went black.
32:42His raw alpha aura crushed me like a tidal wave.
32:45My legs gave out.
32:47I collapsed into his arms.
32:49He locked me up in the air's tower.
32:52The next day, Cassian and Alara held their mating ceremony.
32:56I sat in my room, listening to the bells and horns outside.
33:02I really should have killed Cassian that day.
33:04That night, after the ceremony, Cassian walked in.
33:07He wore his black and silver ceremonial mating robes, the Valamont crust on his chest.
33:12Cold, chiseled, impossibly perfect.
33:15I remembered it clearly.
33:16In my last life, he had worn the same thing.
33:19He stared down at me.
33:21Take it off.
33:27No.
33:29Then I'll do it myself.
33:31I backed up fast.
33:33I don't feel that way about you.
33:34You know we could never work.
33:36Cassian, don't throw your whole future away from me.
33:39So what?
33:40He didn't care.
33:41He leaned in, reached for my shirt without hesitation.
33:43Alpha strength was not something I could resist.
33:47Cassian!
33:47I swung my hand.
33:49Slapped him hard across the face.
33:51Hmm.
33:52He was not angry in the least.
33:53But in the next second, his fingertips touched something.
33:56His hand froze midair.
33:57He stared at me blankly.
33:59He had touched my chest.
34:00The moonstone pendant flickered.
34:02His touch shattered the illusion.
34:04The moonlight was too bright tonight.
34:06It poured through the window.
34:07Lit up the shock on his face.
34:08It took him a long time to process it.
34:10Then, he laughed.
34:11A deep, breathless laugh.
34:13The laughter faded.
34:14His eyes turned red.
34:15His wolf howled from deep inside him.
34:17No anger.
34:17No pain.
34:18Desperate relief.
34:19Like finding water in a desert.
34:21You're a woman.
34:22My lips trembled as I pulled my shirt together over my chest.
34:25In my last life, when I had confessed my female body to Cassian, he was happy.
34:28But the Cassian in this life, he was happier than he had ever been before.
34:32He paced the room over and over.
34:33Ran his hands through his hair.
34:35He didn't know what to do with himself.
34:36Finally, he stopped in front of me.
34:38I'm going to marry you.
34:38I'm going to my father right now.
34:40Cassian!
34:41You already have a Luna.
34:43Cassian froze.
34:44I can still break the bond.
34:45I never marked Alara.
34:47The mating bond isn't active.
34:49I had already guessed as much.
34:51He never marked her.
34:53But breaking the ceremony could never be that simple.
34:55It involved the pack council, the dignity of House Ashvid, and the political balance of the entire pack.
35:00If it were easy, then in my last life, he would have kicked me out of Luna's tower long ago.
35:04You know it's impossible.
35:06Cassian fell silent for a long time.
35:07I'll find a way.
35:08He glared at me.
35:09His voice shook with fury.
35:11Why didn't you tell me?
35:13Even last night, I could have stopped this.
35:15But you just watched me.
35:17Watched me struggle and break.
35:19Over and over again.
35:20You're cruel.
35:22You know that?
35:23I spoke.
35:24You've already given up too much for me.
35:27Let me go.
35:29Then who do you want?
35:31Kale?
35:31I took a deep breath.
35:34Looked up at him.
35:37Cassian.
35:39Haven't you always wanted to know why I hate you?
35:42I lived a life before this one, Cassian.
35:45And in that life, you destroyed me.
35:48That's not possible.
35:50You ordered the slaughter of my bloodline.
35:53My son and daughter died in pack politics.
35:56I would never do that to you.
35:58I wasn't even 27 when I died.
35:59By then, you had already fallen for someone else.
36:02You walked with her in the gardens.
36:04You picked a winter rose for her and called her beautiful Luna.
36:07Cassian froze.
36:08He didn't say a word for a long time.
36:10He looked at me.
36:11His eyes unreadable.
36:13I've seen that in my dreams.
36:14I looked up.
36:15He gave a broken smile.
36:16Since the hunt, I've seen it in dreams on full moon nights.
36:19A woman's blurry face.
36:21I couldn't see it clearly.
36:22I always thought it was you.
36:24I didn't know it actually happened.
36:26Blood Echoes.
36:28The Royal Valamont bloodline could sense fragments of their destiny.
36:33I lost my voice.
36:35I could only be grateful he had not recovered those memories in full.
36:38After a very, very long time, he finally spoke.
36:42Go.
36:44Don't come back.
36:45Don't ever come back.
36:49Shortly after, I said goodbye to my parents.
36:52I left Silvercrost.
36:53On the road, I heard travelers talk about the Alpha Hare and his Luna.
36:58Said they were a perfect match.
36:59A golden couple.
37:01Or so everyone believed.
37:02I had been a Luna too.
37:04But in my past life, they tore me to shreds.
37:07The pack council spat on me.
37:09The Alpha King and Luna Queen despised me.
37:12The commoners called me the cursed She-Wolf who bewitched the Alpha Heir to abandon his throne.
37:17Not to mention this body of mine that could never shift.
37:19Not long after I arrived in Ashenmore, Kals followed me there.
37:23You left in such a rush.
37:24Didn't even say goodbye.
37:25I came looking for you that day and couldn't find you anywhere.
37:28I was losing my mind, you know that?
37:31I'm standing right here, aren't I?
37:33You impossible creature.
37:34In my second year in Ashenmore, a silver vein plague broke out in the city.
37:39It chewed through a wolf's essence.
37:41Killed your shifting.
37:43Drained your life.
37:44My wolf was already chained.
37:47The plague nearly took me out completely.
37:49Kale stayed by my side day and night, never once closing his eyes.
37:53One night, the fever spiked.
37:55A cold hand brushed my forehead.
37:57The scent on that hand.
37:58Cedar.
37:58Storms.
37:59Campfire smoke.
38:00At dawn, I heard the news.
38:01Cassian was here.
38:02He brought the royal cure and stayed for two weeks.
38:05The day he left, I went to see him off.
38:07I poured him a cup of wine.
38:09His hand hung in the air.
38:10Finally, he took it and drank.
38:12I drank too much.
38:13Passing out on the table.
38:15Just before I faded out, I felt his lips press gently against mine.
38:19Take care of yourself.
38:20Next spring, Cassian took a fatal hit in a rebel uprising.
38:24He died.
38:26Allura remarried.
38:27Miles away in Ashenmore, I finally let myself cry.
38:32Touching my lips, I could still feel the ghost of his kiss.
38:35Soon after, I moved my parents down to Ashenmore.
38:39Kale never marked anyone.
38:41I patrolled my borders.
38:43He watched my back.
38:45I signed paperwork.
38:47He read books beside me.
38:50At 32, I made the first move.
38:53I kissed him.
38:55His eyes lit up.
38:56A quiet, deep joy.
38:58Of a love that had waited and was finally met.
39:01He kissed me back for a long time.
39:04We had our mating ceremony.
39:05When he marked me, it was different from Cassian.
39:08The moment his fangs sank in, I felt invisible chains all over my body shattering.
39:12The moon curse broke completely.
39:13My wolf tore out of the deep binding.
39:15Silver white fur, fast as lightning.
39:18It was my first shift in two lifetimes.
39:20Tears streamed down my face.
39:22Kale, the man who died alone in my past life.
39:25He was my fated mate too.
39:27Did the curse demand marks from both mates to finally break?
39:31Their love gave me my body back.
39:34And for the first time, I was whole.
39:37That same year, I met Alara again.
39:40Hello again, Luna.
39:41How do you know?
39:42I only remembered in the second year after he died.
39:44But I never expected to fall for you in this lifetime.
39:46He was never happy after he came back.
39:48Not long after, he died in misery.
39:51She kept talking.
39:52Actually, after you died in the last life, Cassian arranged everything and then he died
39:55of a broken heart too.
39:56I froze.
39:57How could that be?
39:59Saren, do you know why I never had pups?
40:01He simply never touched me.
40:02Do you know how many blades he caught for you in those ten years?
40:06He stopped loving you because it was the only way to keep you alive.
40:09And me?
40:10I was just the decoy.
40:11But my pups?
40:12They didn't die in political and fighting.
40:14Cassian hid them away.
40:15They watched you from the shadows.
40:17Kept asking when they could come home to mom.
40:18Her words were a sledgehammer, smashing every truth I thought I knew.
40:22Your people weren't exiled either.
40:24She smiled.
40:25He smuggled them all to safety.
40:27The truth is, if you had held on a little longer in that life, he would have finished
40:31off every enemy threatening him.
40:34But back then, no one had told me any of this.
40:37Still in this life, his side really had been dangerous.
40:39I knew of several assassination attempts all on me.
40:41A dull, heavy pain crushed my chest.
40:43I thought it over in silence.
40:45When Cassian died in this life, he had not yet reached 19.
40:48I was 32 now.
40:49Everything.
40:49Everything was over.
40:50Thanks for telling me.
40:51But for me, it doesn't change anything.
40:53Not anymore.
40:54Kale was waiting for me nearby.
40:55Allara saw him.
40:57Something clicked in her head.
40:59She chuckled.
41:00In our past life, the first year Cassian pushed you away, Kale fought him.
41:04I had never seen either of them that mad.
41:06They nearly killed each other.
41:08Once Kale healed, he shipped out to the Northfield frontier.
41:11He said he'd fight Cassian again when he got back.
41:14And then, I knew.
41:16Kale never came back from the Northfield frontier.
41:19Kale never came back.
41:19What about that?
41:20Does that change anything?
41:22Bells rang in the distance.
41:24The sunset painted the harbor lake in amber and rust.
41:30It was beautiful and it was over.
41:34Yes.
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