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Nightly Stand-In For Sister Secretly Pregnant With The Wolf King’S Baby - Ep
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00:00outlining his towering frame then his scent wrapped around me iced cedar and untamed danger
00:06my heart stopped completely powerful body claimed mine every single night
00:12and every night tonight was my last chance to conceive
00:18but my mother's death my own it all started three months prior the strongest blackstone pack
00:24demanded a bride my sister sarafina was desperate for the crown but she had moonheart
00:29syndrome taking an alpha's full strength in bed would literally kill her so luna lilith summoned
00:35me you'll be sarafina's stand-in for the alpha's bed no luna please i can't i'm waiting for my
00:42fated mate then your mother can keep scrounging through the trash like a worm and die there
00:46my mother hannah was an omega maid here the day i was born lilith shattered her legs and tossed her
00:53into the junkyard i was kept as their maid now i finally understood why and i had no way out
00:59i hid among the servants and followed sarafina into blackstone territory on the first night she took
01:04to her bed exhausted from the welcoming ritual i put on her nightgown and made my way to the alpha's
01:09villa in her place the shower stopped running moonlight sliced through the shadows outlining
01:15his towering frame then his scent wrapped around me iced cedar and untamed danger my heart stopped
01:22completely my body were almost a mere image of sarafina's the same full breasts and narrow waist
01:30and with every step soren's breathing grew heavier you're beautiful i knew he meant sarafina i stood on
01:37my tiptoes and kissed him he swept me up and threw me onto the bed before dawn broke i sneak
01:42back to
01:43sarafina's villa she saw the love bites covering my skin good just get pregnant give me the pup then your
01:50part is over then her hulking maid grace dragged me down and locked me back in the basement right
01:58before dinner grace appeared again sarafina wants you helena the pack witch was mixing perfumes for
02:05her she forced me to find the perfume matching the pheromones i released when soren claimed me
02:10sarafina grabbed the bottle jaw tight and sprayed it over her body soren's coming for dinner you know
02:16what to do don't worry my lady i'll stay out of sight i turned around and hid in the corner
02:21until there was a pup growing inside me i had nothing grace tossed a piece of moldy bread at my
02:27feet a cold breeze drifted through the skylight iced cedar the moment soren entered the dining room
02:33sarafina rushed to greet him darling i made dinner myself your favorite venison roast and mushroom stew
02:39thank you soren offered her a polite embrace i didn't understand it why was he so distant with
02:44her had i failed sarafina pulled out his chair wrapping her arms intimately around his neck
02:50soren's straky nose brushed against her skin his movement slowed to a stop as he caught her scent
02:55why do you smell different tonight panic flashed in sarafina's eyes my heart hammered against my ribs
03:01i just showered body wash throws off our wolf scent to our first dinner together alpha soren stared her
03:08down finally he lifted his glass in a silent toast when she slammed the glass down her furious eyes
03:14landed on me my breath caught in my throat it's my honor to be the chosen mate of such a
03:19powerful
03:20handsome alpha he sliced a piece of venison bringing it to his licks i'd rather mock you while we're in
03:26bed my chest tightened for a second i wondered if he already knew the truth what no i'm the white
03:33moon
03:33alpha's daughter i deserve a glorious public ceremony sarin's nose twitched again then he calmly
03:40disentangled himself from her grip then you can wait his face turned cold he stood up and strode
03:46toward the door panic flashed across sarafina's face she hurried after him alpha aren't you staying
03:52for dinner bring her upstairs evangeline did you sabotage me do you really think you'll outlive
04:04me when this all comes out for my mother's sake i didn't dare dodge please believe me that perfume
04:11was the closest match the closest you think the strongest alpha in the world is an idiot i need an
04:17exact match if he warned her to stop she would have lashed me to death tears stung my eyes but
04:23i
04:24refused to let them fall my wolf selene was weak still trying to mend my shredded skin years of
04:29starvation had left her with almost nothing to give the pain only grew sharper i had never blamed her
04:35for the fact that we hadn't found a faded mate you're a smart girl you're going to keep helping me
04:40right we can't afford any more mistakes evie this time helena needs to smell exactly what you give
04:48off while a man takes you without another word she ordered graves to drag me back to the basement
04:53an hour later back creaked open a foul rotting stench reached me where i sat standing there was the
05:00slave who lived on the outskirts of pack territory jim's a repairman he's as strong as any alpha
05:07let's see if he can draw that sweet scent out of you no seraphina please i have another way don't
05:14believe you anymore she grand my stomach turned
05:17we have to run jim's hands reached for my body then a knock sounded at the front door i didn't
05:26hesitate the second grace's grip loosened i broke free the door swung open before anyone could answer
05:33the moment jim caught sight of the hymn of her dress he bolted she was victoria the adopted
05:39daughter of the former luna margaret margaret adored her even backing her to become soren's mate
05:45moon goddess i've never heard such a thing the alpha's first dinner with his new wide and his
05:51foolish mate drove him away oh i forgot you're not even marked yet looks like you'll be sent back
05:56are you here just to mock me so what if soren didn't finish dinner with me at least he claimed
06:02me last night that was last night tonight you won't get the chance soren's already bored of you
06:07now he's just disgusted by how stupid you are soren isn't tired of me he's just busy with pack duties
06:13if lying to yourself helps go ahead but soon enough you'll learn the truth
06:17you're about to become blackstone's favorite joke good luck foolish luna
06:25get that maid up here
06:31please i can win him back for you he left something on my desk
06:35our photo cut into tiny pieces i couldn't even make out our faces
06:42slept for six years
06:45griffin pinned me against the dark stairwell
06:48seraphina you really think you can keep sleeping with your brother forever
06:51but he doesn't know that this time i'm no longer the one at his mercy
06:56we're done time to wake up
07:02i didn't tell him the truth didn't tell him i'd already agreed to marry his friend
07:06and my wedding would happen first
07:10at thanksgiving dinner my stepbrother griffin finally came home
07:13after three months of ghosting me he wore a perfectly tailored suit
07:17a stunning woman was clinging to his arm
07:21everyone this is brielle my girlfriend
07:25welcome
07:25my mother's entire face lit up
07:29griffin pulled out brielle's chair and poured her wine
07:32every move deliberate and attentive
07:36at the head of the table my stepfather harrison smiled approvingly
07:40well looks like griffin finally came to his senses for a while there i thought my son would never bring
07:43a woman home
07:45no one at that table knew the truth
07:48we'd been sleeping together in secret for six years
07:51footsteps followed close behind me
07:53i turned around and griffin was right there
07:56griffin and i were never just brother and sister
07:58when i was 14
08:00my mother married harrison ashford
08:01his son griffin was one year older than me
08:04the summer i turned 18 i cornered him in the pool house
08:07and told him how i felt
08:10you serious
08:12fine but if our parents lose their minds over this you'd better have my back
08:15i took that as a yes
08:17i followed him to college in london
08:20in that dim bedroom
08:21we crossed every line over and over again
08:23do you regret it
08:25you asked for this seraphina
08:27after graduation we moved back to new york
08:29then everything went underground
08:31you can't keep dragging your stepsister to these things
08:33when are you getting a real girlfriend
08:34no chance
08:36i'm too busy for relationships
08:37i'll probably never get married
08:39that year he spoiled me senseless
08:42so i decided to force his hand
08:45griffin
08:46i wanted to marry you
08:47and he said yes
08:50you two look perfect together
08:52thank you
08:53we flew to a tiny coastal town
08:55where nobody knew us
08:56and took wedding photos
08:57that photo stayed in his wallet for a very long time
09:00until he realized i was serious
09:03put this away seraphina
09:05you are not 18 anymore
09:06stop being so naive
09:08we can't get married
09:09what about you
09:11are you gonna marry someone else one day
09:15maybe if father insists
09:17and if there's a suitable match
09:18i won't say no
09:19that was how marriage worked in our world
09:21a transaction
09:22two families bound together by a contract
09:24love was never part of the deal
09:26then we're done
09:28fine
09:29he agreed so fast
09:30almost like he was scared
09:31i'd take it back
09:32the next day he flew to london
09:34said it was a business trip
09:35he left something on my desk
09:37our photo
09:38cut into tiny pieces
09:40i couldn't even make out our faces
09:44for the next three months
09:45my life was a living nightmare
09:47i called him
09:48but every call went straight to voicemail
09:50eventually my mother noticed
09:52my eyes were constantly red and swollen
09:55i told her everything
09:56she didn't even look surprised
09:58it's griffin isn't it
09:59for three months
10:00i let alfasaurin own me in the dark
10:02his powerful body claimed mine
10:04every single night
10:05my own
10:05it all started three months prior
10:08the strongest blackstone pack
10:09demanded a bride
10:10my sister sarafina
10:12was desperate for the crown
10:13but she had moonheart syndrome
10:14would literally kill her
10:15so luna lilith summoned me
10:17you'll be sarafina's stand-in
10:19for the alpha's bed
10:19then your mother can keep
10:20scrounging through the trash
10:21and i had no way out
10:22good
10:23just get pregnant
10:24give me the pup
10:25then your part is over
10:26for three months
10:27i let alfasaurin own me in the dark
10:29his powerful body claimed mine
10:31every single night
10:32tonight
10:32was my last chance to conceive
10:35it all started three months prior
10:37the strongest blackstone pack
10:39demanded a bride
10:40my sister sarafina
10:41was desperate for the crown
10:42but she had moonheart syndrome
10:44taking an alpha's full strength in bed
10:46would literally kill her
10:48so luna lilith summoned me
10:50you'll be sarafina's stand-in
10:51for the alpha's bed
10:52no
10:54luna please
10:55i can't
10:55i'm waiting for my fated mate
10:57then your mother can keep
10:58scrounging through the trash
10:59like a worm
10:59and die there
11:00my mother hannah
11:02was an omega maid here
11:04one night
11:05drunk
11:05my father forced himself on her
11:07the day i was born
11:09lilith shattered her legs
11:10and tossed her into the junkyard
11:11i was kept as their maid
11:13now i finally understood why
11:16and i had no way out
11:17i hid among the servants
11:19and followed sarafina
11:20into blackstone territory
11:21on the first night
11:22she took to her bed
11:23exhausted from the welcoming ritual
11:25i put on her nightgown
11:27and made my way
11:27to the alpha's villa
11:28in her place
11:29the shower stopped running
11:30moonlight sliced through the shadows
11:32outlining his towering frame
11:34then his scent wrapped around me
11:36iced cedar
11:38and untamed danger
11:39my heart stopped completely
11:42my body were almost a mere image
11:45of sarafina's
11:46the same full breasts
11:47and narrow waist
11:48and with every step
11:50sorin's breathing grew heavier
11:51you're beautiful
11:53i knew he meant sarafina
11:54i stood on my tiptoes
11:56and kissed him
11:56before dawn broke
11:58i sneak back to sarafina's villa
11:59she saw the love bites
12:01covering my skin
12:02good
12:03just get pregnant
12:04give me the pup
12:05then your part is over
12:09then her hulking maid
12:10grace
12:11dragged me down
12:12and locked me back in the basement
12:13right before dinner
12:14grace appeared again
12:17sarafina wants you
12:18helena
12:18the pack witch
12:19was mixing perfumes for her
12:21she forced me to find the perfume
12:23matching the pheromones i released
12:25when sorin claimed me
12:26sarafina grabbed the bottle
12:28jaw tight
12:29and sprayed it over her body
12:30sorin's coming for dinner
12:32you know what to do
12:33don't worry my lady
12:34i'll stay out of sight
12:35i turned around
12:36and hid in the corner
12:37until there was a pup
12:38growing inside me
12:39i had nothing
12:41grace tossed a piece
12:42of moldy bread
12:43at my feet
12:44a cold breeze
12:45drifted through the skylight
12:46iced cedar
12:47the moment sorin
12:48entered the dining room
12:49sarafina rushed to greet him
12:51darling i made dinner myself
12:52your favorite venison roast
12:54and mushroom stew
12:55thank you
12:56sorin offered her
12:57a polite embrace
12:58i didn't understand it
12:59why was he so distant with her
13:00had i failed
13:01sarafina pulled out his chair
13:03wrapping her arms
13:04intimately around his neck
13:06sorin's straky nose
13:07brushed against her skin
13:08his movements slowed
13:09to a stop
13:10as he caught her scent
13:11why do you smell
13:12different tonight
13:12panic flashed
13:13in sarafina's eyes
13:14my heart hammered
13:16against my ribs
13:17i just showered
13:18body wash
13:19throws off our wolf scent
13:21to our first dinner together
13:23alpha
13:23sorin stared her down
13:24finally
13:25he lifted his glass
13:26in a silent toast
13:27when she slammed
13:28the glass down
13:29her furious eyes
13:30landed on me
13:31my breath caught
13:32in my throat
13:32it's my honor
13:34to be the chosen mate
13:35of such a powerful
13:36handsome alpha
13:37he sliced a piece
13:38of venison
13:39bringing it to his licks
13:40i'd rather mock you
13:41while we're in bed
13:42my chest tightened
13:43for a second
13:44i wondered
13:45if he already knew
13:46the truth
13:46what
13:47no
13:48i'm the white moon
13:49alpha's daughter
13:50i deserve a glorious
13:51public ceremony
13:53sorin's nose
13:54twitched again
13:55then he calmly
13:56disentangled himself
13:57from her grip
13:58then you can wait
13:59his face turned cold
14:00he stood up
14:01and strode toward the door
14:03panic flashed
14:04across sarafina's face
14:05she hurried after him
14:06alpha
14:06aren't you staying
14:08for dinner
14:11bring her upstairs
14:16evangeline
14:17did you sabotage me
14:19do you really think
14:20you'll outlive me
14:21when this all comes out
14:21for my mother's sake
14:23i didn't dare dodge
14:24please
14:25believe me
14:26that perfume
14:27was the closest match
14:28the closest
14:29you think the strongest
14:30alpha in the world
14:31is an idiot
14:32i need an exact match
14:34if
14:35he warned her to stop
14:36she would have
14:37lashed me to death
14:37tears stung my eyes
14:39but i refused
14:40to let them fall
14:40my wolf
14:41selene was weak
14:42still trying to mend
14:43my shredded skin
14:44years of starvation
14:46had left her
14:47with almost nothing
14:47to give
14:48the pain only grew sharper
14:50i had never blamed her
14:51for the fact
14:52that we hadn't found
14:53our fated mate
14:53you're a smart girl
14:55you're going to keep
14:56helping me right
14:59we can't afford
15:00any more mistakes evie
15:01this time helena
15:02needs to smell
15:03exactly what you give off
15:04while a man takes you
15:05without another word
15:06she ordered graves
15:07to drag me
15:08back to the basement
15:09an hour later
15:10back creaked open
15:11a foul
15:12rotting stench
15:13reached me
15:14where i sat
15:15standing there
15:16was the slave
15:17who lived on the
15:18outskirts of
15:18pack territory
15:21jim's a repairman
15:22he's as strong
15:23as any alpha
15:23let's see if he can
15:25draw that sweet scent
15:26out of you
15:26no
15:27seraphina please
15:28i have another way
15:29i don't believe you
15:30anymore
15:31she grinned
15:32my stomach turned
15:33we have to run
15:37jim's hands reached
15:39for my body
15:39then a knock
15:41sounded at the
15:41front door
15:42i didn't hesitate
15:43the second grace's
15:44grip loosened
15:45i broke free
15:46the door swung open
15:47before anyone could
15:48answer
15:49the moment jim
15:50caught sight of
15:51the hymn of her
15:51dress
15:52he bolted
15:53she was victoria
15:54the adopted daughter
15:55of the former luna
15:57margaret
15:57margaret adored her
15:59even backing her
16:00to become
16:00soren's mate
16:01moon goddess
16:02i've never heard
16:03such a thing
16:03the alpha's first
16:05dinner with his
16:05new wide
16:06and his foolish
16:07mate drove him
16:08away
16:09oh i forgot
16:09you're not even
16:10marked yet
16:11looks like you'll
16:12be sent back
16:12poor sephorifina
16:13are you here
16:14just to mock me
16:15so what if soren
16:16didn't finish dinner
16:17with me
16:17at least he claimed
16:18me last night
16:19that was last night
16:20tonight you won't
16:21get the chance
16:22soren's already
16:23bored of you
16:23now he's just
16:24disgusted by how
16:25stupid you are
16:26soren isn't tired
16:27of me
16:27he's just busy
16:28with pack duties
16:29if lying to
16:30yourself helps
16:30go ahead
16:31but soon enough
16:32you'll learn the
16:33truth
16:34you're about to
16:35become blackstone's
16:35favorite joke
16:36good luck
16:37foolish luna
16:41get that mate
16:42up here
16:47please i can
16:48win him back
16:49for you
16:49it's my honor
16:51to be the chosen
16:51mate of such a
16:52powerful handsome
16:53alpha
16:54he sliced a piece
16:55of venison
16:55bringing it
16:56to his licks
16:57i'd rather
16:58mock you
16:58while we're
16:58in bed
16:59my chest
16:59tightened
17:00for a second
17:01i wondered
17:02if he already
17:02knew the truth
17:03what
17:04no i'm the
17:05white moon
17:06alpha's daughter
17:06i deserve a
17:07glorious public
17:08ceremony
17:37sarin's nose
17:39for my mother's
17:39for my mother's sake
17:39i didn't dare
17:40dodge
17:41please
17:41believe me
17:43that perfume
17:43was the closest
17:44match
17:44the closest
17:46you think the
17:47strongest alpha
17:47in the world
17:48is an idiot
17:48i need an exact
17:49match
18:18if he warned her
18:20exactly what
18:20you give off
18:21while a man
18:21takes you
18:22without another
18:22word
18:23she ordered
18:24grace to drag
18:24me back
18:25to the basement
18:25an hour later
18:27back to the
18:28creek
18:28a foul
18:29rotting stench
18:30reached me
18:30where i sat
18:32standing there
18:33was the slave
18:33who lived on
18:34the outskirts
18:35of pack territory
18:37jim's a repairman
18:39he's as strong
18:39as any alpha
18:40let's see if he
18:41can draw that
18:42sweet scent
18:42out of you
18:43no
18:44seraphina
18:44please
18:45i have another
18:46way
18:49we have to run
18:54jim's hands
18:55reached for my
18:56body
18:56then a knock
18:57sounded at the
18:58front door
18:58i didn't hesitate
19:00the second grace's
19:01grip loosened
19:02i broke free
19:03the door swung
19:04open before anyone
19:05could answer
19:05the moment jim
19:06caught sight of
19:07the hymn of her
19:08dress
19:08he bolted
19:09she was victoria
19:11the adopted
19:12daughter of the
19:13former luna
19:13margaret
19:14margaret adored
19:15her
19:16even backing
19:17her to become
19:17sorin's mate
19:18moon goddess
19:19i've never heard
19:19such a thing
19:20the alpha's first
19:21dinner with his
19:22new wide
19:23and his foolish
19:24mate drove him
19:25away
19:25oh i forgot
19:26you're not even
19:27marked yet
19:28looks like you'll
19:28be sent back
19:29poor sephorfinna
19:30are you here
19:31just to mock me
19:32so what if
19:32sorin didn't
19:33finish dinner
19:33with me
19:34at least he
19:34claimed me
19:35last night
19:35that was last
19:36night
19:36tonight you
19:37won't get the
19:38chance
19:38sorin's already
19:39bored of you
19:40now he's just
19:41disgusted by how
19:42stupid you are
19:43sorin isn't tired
19:44of me
19:44he's just busy
19:45with pack duties
19:45if lying to
19:46yourself helps
19:47go ahead
19:47but soon enough
19:49you'll learn
19:49the truth
19:50you're about to
19:51become blackstone's
19:52favorite joke
19:53good luck
19:54foolish luna
19:57get that mate
19:58up here
20:04please i can win
20:05him back for you
20:06in my name
20:07kale
20:07have i finally fed
20:09that hunger
20:10sweetheart
20:10every student at
20:11the academy bonds
20:12with a guardian
20:12spirit at 18
20:13headmaster sterling
20:14granted me a rare
20:15privilege
20:15a choice between
20:16the two most
20:17powerful guardian
20:18spirits in existence
20:19kaleb the golden
20:20lion
20:20or kale
20:21the shadow dragon
20:22they kept chained
20:23in the depths of
20:23the academy's dungeon
20:24everyone warned me
20:25to stay away from
20:26the dragon
20:27they said kale was
20:28a monster
20:28volatile
20:29violent
20:29and untamable
20:31but i looked the
20:31headmaster straight in
20:32the eye and gave my
20:33answer
20:33i choose kale
20:34in my last life
20:36i chose
20:36kaleb
20:37he was the academy's
20:38golden boy
20:39headmaster sterling's
20:40pride and joy
20:40the night we bonded
20:41he was tender
20:42gentle
20:43but six months later
20:44he threw me into a
20:45dungeon and watched me
20:46scream as i was
20:47tortured to death
20:47it was kale who broke
20:48into that cell
20:49covered in blood
20:50and fueled by a rage
20:51that shook the heavens
20:52he held my cool body
20:53and let out a roar
20:54that tore the world
20:54apart
20:55he gave up his soul
20:56for my second chance
20:57this time
20:58i won't make the same
20:59mistake
21:00i walked out of the
21:01headmaster's office
21:02and across the
21:02training grounds
21:03that's where i saw him
21:04kaleb
21:05he was surrounded by
21:06his usual sycophants
21:08his practice staff
21:09slipped from his hand
21:10it clattered on the
21:11ground
21:11stopping just a few
21:12feet away from me
21:13he didn't even
21:14glance at me
21:14pick it up
21:16pick it up yourself
21:17you dare talk back
21:18to me
21:19well i
21:20this is new
21:21two days ago
21:22you were still glued
21:22to him
21:23weren't you his
21:23little shadow
21:24your father would
21:25roll over in his
21:25grave if he saw you
21:26now
21:27then
21:27maya arrived
21:29she was limping
21:30her clothes stained
21:31with fresh blood
21:31she knelt down
21:32her hands trembling
21:33as she reached for
21:34the staff
21:34cold sweat beating
21:35on her forehead
21:36kaleb grabbed her
21:37by the wrist
21:38you should be resting
21:39why are you even
21:40out here
21:41he turned back to me
21:42look at her
21:43she's barely holding
21:44herself together
21:44and she still came
21:45out here for me
21:46you
21:47you can't even
21:48be bothered
21:48you just came
21:49from my father's
21:50office didn't you
21:50what were you doing
21:51let me guess
21:52you tried to play
21:53the pity card again
21:53using your father's
21:54sacrifice to beg for
21:55a bond with me
21:56you're pathetic ivy
21:58i didn't ask for
21:59anything
21:59the headmaster summoned
22:01me because he's
22:01personally overseeing
22:02my bonding ceremony
22:03the other students
22:04swarmed us
22:05immediately
22:06kaleb
22:06if your dad is
22:08involved
22:08i guess you're
22:09stuck with her
22:10look on the bright
22:11side at least the
22:11academy will be yours
22:12one day
22:12i'm not bonding
22:14with you
22:14not unless you
22:15want history
22:16repeating itself
22:16and whatever is
22:18going on between
22:18me and maya
22:19keep out of it
22:20my heart skipped
22:21a beat
22:22history
22:22did he remember
22:23the past life too
22:24was he reborn
22:26just like me
22:27he swept maya up
22:28into his arms
22:28and walked away
22:29without a backward
22:30glance
22:30i watched them
22:31leave and let out
22:31a soft
22:32kola
22:33perfect
22:33stay with her
22:35i never planned
22:36on being bonded
22:36to you anyway
22:37one week later
22:38the day of the
22:39bonding ceremony
22:40arrived
22:40kaleb and maya
22:41made their entrance
22:42late and they
22:43didn't care
22:43who saw why
22:44his collar was
22:45smeared with her
22:45lipstick and fresh
22:46nail scratches
22:47lined his neck
22:48maya's dress was
22:49half unzipped at
22:50the back
22:50her skin covered
22:51in dark blooming
22:52hickeys
22:52they didn't even
22:53try to hide it
22:54they wanted everyone
22:55to know exactly
22:56what they'd been
22:56doing
22:57in my past life
22:58i would have
22:59screamed
22:59i would have
23:00torn them apart
23:01now
23:02one look was
23:03enough
23:03i turned away
23:04i refused to
23:05give them the
23:06satisfaction
23:07kaleb let out
23:07a cruel sharp laugh
23:08what is this ivy
23:09playing hard to get
23:10you're scared i won't
23:11choose you aren't
23:12you
23:12here's the deal
23:13you come to my
23:14room tonight
23:16strip off those
23:17clothes
23:17crawl to my bed
23:19on your knees
23:19and beg me to
23:20take you
23:21maya pouted
23:22leaning against
23:22him
23:23don't bother
23:23kaleb
23:24everybody knows
23:25she'd just lie
23:26there
23:26besides
23:27my body is way
23:29better than
23:29hers
23:30that's
23:31why you come to
23:32me every single
23:33night
23:34isn't it
23:34kaleb pinched
23:35her cheek
23:36obviously
23:38you're worth
23:38ten of her
23:39his hand slid
23:40down from her
23:40face
23:41gripping her
23:41throat before
23:42sliding lower
23:42disappearing into
23:43her neckline to
23:44squeeze her breast
23:45maya let out a
23:46soft performative
23:47moan making no
23:48move to stop him
23:49the room erupted
23:50into laughter
23:50whistles and filthy
23:52insults flew at me
23:52like knives
23:53he was following the
23:54same sick script from
23:55my last life
23:56the public shaming
23:57the casual cruelty
23:58back then i was his
23:59favorite plaything
24:00i'd shake with a rage
24:01that only fed his ego
24:02he used to say my
24:04misery was the only
24:04thing that turned him
24:05on too bad for him
24:07in this life i would
24:08leave him starving for
24:09it i turned to walk
24:10away he snatched my
24:12wrist his grip
24:13tightening like a
24:13vice i didn't say a
24:15word i just ripped my
24:16hand back and stared
24:17at him he was losing
24:18his mind
24:19still playing innocent
24:20we both know how
24:21desperate you are ivy
24:22you're a slut to your
24:24core and no amount of
24:24acting can hide that
24:25rot
24:25watch your mouth
24:27kaleb
24:29he let out a sharp
24:31laugh
24:31since when did you
24:31find a spine
24:32spare me
24:33you'll be begging for a
24:34spot in my bed
24:35soon enough so stop
24:36pretending you have an
24:36ounce of dignity
24:37and what makes you
24:38think i'd ever bond
24:39with you
24:40not me
24:41then who
24:44everyone in this academy
24:45knows you'd die for a
24:46scrape of my attention
24:48and unless
24:49you're talking about
24:50kail
24:50the shadow dragon
24:52he's a monster ivy
24:53they keep him in the
24:54deep sub levels because
24:55he's gone feral
24:56he can't even maintain a
24:57human form anymore
24:58the last cadet who
24:59tried to get near him
25:00was turned to cinders
25:01before he could even
25:02scream
25:02tell me
25:03do you really have a
25:04death wish
25:05if she's really determined
25:06to be a martyr for that
25:07beast
25:09let her go
25:10i just hope she knows
25:12they won't even find
25:13enough of her left to
25:14bury
25:15my choice is none of
25:16your business
25:17either of you
25:18maya's fake smile
25:19froze
25:20suddenly she switched
25:21back to her innocent
25:22act
25:22she clutched her chest
25:23and started coughing
25:24ivy please
25:26don't be like that
25:27i'm only worried about
25:28what that thing will do
25:29to you
25:29i was so sick of her
25:31act that i turned to
25:32walk away
25:32but maya suddenly
25:33lunged toward me
25:34a second later
25:35maya hurled herself
25:36backward and hit the
25:37floor hard
25:38ivy please
25:39tears started screaming
25:40down her face
25:41instantly
25:42i know you're angry
25:43but you didn't have
25:45to shove me
25:45my leg
25:47it hurts so much
25:49caleb's face went
25:50dark as he stepped
25:50in front of her
25:53really ivy
25:54this is how low
25:55you're willing to
25:55stoop
25:56your jealousy is
25:57getting pathetic
25:57over caleb's shoulder
25:59maya peeked out
26:00she gave me a tiny
26:01triumphant smirk
26:02that no one else
26:03could see
26:03i couldn't help
26:04but laugh
26:05i didn't even touch
26:06her
26:08still lying
26:09everyone in the
26:10adamia cadder
26:10knows you've been
26:11desperate for me
26:12if you hadn't
26:13thrown yourself
26:13at me for years
26:14i wouldn't have
26:15spared you a
26:16second glance
26:17maya reached up
26:18and tugged on his
26:19arm
26:19her voice weak
26:20and trembling
26:20caleb stop
26:22she's just
26:23she actually
26:24convinced herself
26:25she had a chance
26:26today
26:27let it go
26:30learn your place
26:32touch her again
26:33and i'll have you
26:34expelled
26:36you
26:37you can't even be
26:38bothered
26:39you just came from
26:40my father's office
26:40didn't you
26:41what were you doing
26:42let me guess
26:43you tried to play
26:43the pity card again
26:44using your father's
26:45sacrifice to beg for
26:45a bond with me
26:46you're pathetic ivy
26:49i didn't ask for
26:50anything
26:50the headmaster summoned
26:51me because he's
26:52personally overseeing
26:53my bonding ceremony
26:53the other students
26:55swarmed us
26:55immediately
26:56caleb
26:57if your dad is
26:58involved
26:59i guess you're
26:59stuck with her
27:00look on the bright
27:01side at least the
27:02academy will be
27:02yours one day
27:03i'm not bonding
27:04with you
27:05not unless you
27:06want history
27:06repeating itself
27:07and whatever is
27:08going on between
27:09me and maya
27:10keep out of it
27:11my heart skipped
27:12a beat
27:12history
27:13did he remember
27:14the past life
27:15too
27:15was he reborn
27:16just like me
27:17he swept maya up
27:18into his arms
27:19and walked away
27:19without a backward
27:20glance
27:20i watched them
27:21leave
27:22and let out
27:22a soft
27:22cold laugh
27:23perfect
27:24stay with her
27:25i never planned
27:26on being bonded
27:27to you anyway
27:28one week later
27:29the day of the
27:29bonding ceremony
27:30arrived
27:31caleb and maya
27:32made their entrance
27:32late and they
27:33didn't care who
27:34saw why
27:34his collar was
27:35smeared with
27:36her lipstick
27:36and fresh nail
27:37scratches lined
27:38his neck
27:38maya's dress
27:39was half unzipped
27:40at the back
27:40her skin covered
27:41in dark
27:42blooming hickeys
27:43they didn't
27:43even try to
27:44hide it
27:44they wanted
27:45everyone to know
27:46exactly what
27:47they'd been
27:47doing
27:47in my past
27:48life
27:49i would
27:49have screamed
27:50i would
27:51have torn
27:51them apart
27:51now
27:52one look
27:53was enough
27:54i turned
27:54away
27:55i refused
27:56to give
27:56them the
27:56satisfaction
27:57caleb let
27:58out a cruel
27:58sharp laugh
27:59what is this
27:59ivy
28:00playing hard
28:00to get
28:01you're scared
28:01i won't
28:02choose you
28:02aren't you
28:02here's the
28:03deal
28:04you come
28:05to my
28:05room
28:05tonight
28:06strip off
28:07those clothes
28:08crawl to
28:09my bed
28:09on your
28:09knees
28:10and beg
28:10me to
28:11take
28:11you
28:11maya
28:12pouted
28:12leaning
28:12against
28:13him
28:13don't
28:14bother
28:14caleb
28:14everybody
28:15knows
28:15she'd
28:16just lie
28:16there
28:16besides
28:17my body
28:19is way
28:19better
28:19than
28:19hers
28:21that's
28:21why you
28:22come to
28:23me
28:23every
28:23single
28:24night
28:24isn't
28:25it
28:25caleb
28:25pinched
28:26her
28:26cheek
28:27obviously
28:27you're
28:28worth
28:29ten
28:29of
28:29her
28:29his
28:30hand
28:30slid
28:30down
28:30from
28:31her
28:31face
28:31gripping
28:31her
28:32throat
28:32before
28:32sliding
28:32lower
28:33disappearing
28:34into
28:34her
28:34neckline
28:34to
28:34squeeze
28:35her
28:35breast
28:35maya
28:36let
28:36out
28:36a
28:36soft
28:36performative
28:37moan
28:38making
28:38no
28:38move
28:38to
28:39stop
28:39him
28:39the
28:39room
28:40erupted
28:40into
28:40laughter
28:41whistles
28:41and
28:42filthy
28:42insults
28:43flew at
28:43me
28:43like
28:43knives
28:44he
28:44was
28:44following
28:44the
28:45same
28:45sick
28:45script
28:45from
28:46my
28:46last
28:46life
28:46the
28:47public
28:47shaming
28:47the
28:48casual
28:48cruelty
28:49back
28:49then
28:49i
28:50was
28:50his
28:50favorite
28:50plaything
28:51i'd
28:51shake
28:51with a
28:52rage
28:52that
28:52only
28:52fed
28:52his
28:53ego
28:53he
28:53used
28:54to
28:54say
28:54my
28:54misery
28:54was
28:54the
28:55only
28:55thing
28:55that
28:55turned
28:55him
28:56on
28:56too
28:56bad
28:57for
28:57him
28:57in
28:58this
28:58life
28:58i
28:59would
28:59leave
28:59him
28:59starving
28:59for
29:00it
29:00i
29:00turned
29:00to
29:01walk
29:01away
29:01he
29:02snatched
29:13ivy
29:13you're
29:13a
29:14slut
29:14to
29:14your
29:14core
29:14and
29:14no
29:14amount
29:15of
29:15acting
29:15can
29:15hide
29:15that
29:15rot
29:16watch
29:17your
29:17mouth
29:17caleb
29:19everyone
29:19thought i was chasing alexander blackbay the future alpha what nobody knew was that every night he was away i
29:25was sleeping in his older brother's bed chloe
29:27bursts in the hall my diary in her hand too late chloe climbs onto a chair i want him i
29:33want him i want him i want him i want him i want him i want him
29:57i was sleeping in his older brother's bed now the luna claiming ceremony is finally here alexander is ready to
30:04claim me but before he can i'm going to reject him in front of the entire pack i am elena
30:10hart and i was born into a lie a human orphan raised by the blackwood pack the most ruthless wolf
30:16dynasty in north america by the elders blood pact i was prophesied to be the future luna destined from birth
30:22for the heir alexander blackwood but alexander hated me
30:27and i mated to his brother
30:30elena
30:31you disgusting little freak
30:34chloe bursts in the hall
30:35my diary in her hand
30:37the pack gathering goes silent
30:38fifty wolves
30:40the entire senior circle
30:41and alexander
30:43my promised mate
30:44the future alpha king
30:47standing by the fireplace with a glass of scouch in his hand
30:51my blood turns to ice
30:52i lunge for it
30:54too late
30:55chloe climbs onto a chair
30:57clears her throat
30:58entry 47
31:00his scent makes my wolf sing
31:02i want to be claimed
31:03i want
31:05desperate much
31:06chloe grins and keeps reading
31:07entry 112
31:08i touch myself thinking about him again
31:10i can't stop
31:11i want his hands on me
31:12i want his teeth
31:13the room explodes
31:16someone bangs a fist on the table
31:19i stand frozen
31:20my face burning
31:21my hands shake
31:24pathetic
31:25kai mutters
31:26loud enough for everyone to hear
31:27the future luna writes like a horny teenager
31:31alexander doesn't move
31:32he just watches me with those ice gray eyes swirling his scotch
31:36chloe coos hopping down
31:39alexander
31:39your mate is obsessed with you
31:42how cute
31:43she's not obsessed with me
31:46alexander sets down his glass
31:49walks to me
31:55you embarrassed me
31:57in front of the entire pack
32:00you don't think this makes you look pathetic
32:03i lift my chin
32:04i'm not thinking about you
32:08shut up
32:09the alpha command and it makes my knees weak
32:12look at you
32:13no self-control
32:14no dignity
32:16writing dirty fantasies
32:18like some stray in heat
32:21you think anyone else would want you
32:25he leans down
32:27his nose almost touching mine
32:28my wolf doesn't stir
32:29not a flicker
32:33alexander please
32:37please
32:37looks around at the gathered wolves
32:40did you hear that
32:42the future luna said please
32:43like a beggar
32:45like a dog
32:47chloe covers her mouth
32:48eyes dancing
32:49laughter ripples through the room
32:50he takes the diary from chloe
32:53scrolls
32:54sees entry 203
32:55entry 203
32:57i want him
32:58i want him
32:58i want him
32:59i want him
32:59i want him
33:00alexander reads it aloud
33:01the whole room hears
33:02then he drops the diary on the floor
33:05and steps on it
33:11you will spend the next three days in your room
33:13thinking about what it means to be luna material
33:18but the the pack summit
33:19you're uninvited
33:21he turns away
33:22dismissing me like trash
33:24i'm taking chloe instead
33:26chloe squeals
33:28fine
33:28i said flatly
33:29she's your chosen mate
33:30everyone knows it
33:32his jaw tightened
33:34i'm the alpha heir
33:35you're a human orphan
33:36my mother took in out of pity
33:37i can do whatever i want
33:39he shoves me back
33:41and leaves
33:43the pack disperses
33:52i pick up my diary
33:53open it
33:55entry 01
33:56invisible to anyone but me
33:57too bad the one i want isn't alexander
34:00it's damien
34:00damien was his brother
34:03he was the one i wanted to sleep with
34:05my real fated mate
34:09three days of house abreast
34:10three days of alexander's lessons
34:12breakfast on the terrace
34:14he gestures for the server to set my plate at the far end of the long table
34:17twenty feet from where he sits with chloe
34:20you're not sitting with me until you earn it
34:22earn it how
34:25stop being embarrassing
34:27he doesn't look up from his newspaper
34:29write less
34:30serve more
34:31be worthy of the name blackwood
34:33lunch in the garden
34:34he walks by with chloe on his arm
34:35she wears a white dress
34:36silk flowing
34:37the exact color reserved for the luna
34:39my color
34:39the one i was supposed to wear at the ceremony
34:41this is what a luna looks like elena
34:44poise
34:44grace
34:46elegance
34:46not whatever you are
34:48chloe twirls
34:49the dress catches the light
34:50i meet his eyes
34:52no fear
34:53i've built armor from every insult he's ever thrown
34:56dinner in the hall
34:59the long table glows with candlelight
35:01he makes me serve wine
35:03to him
35:03to chloe
35:05to kai
35:06to every wolf who laughed at me three days ago and would laugh again tomorrow
35:10considerate training
35:12aluna serves her pack
35:14i look at the bottle in my hand
35:16at the wolves watching waiting for me to break
35:19waiting for the tears
35:20waiting for the scene
35:22i'm not a servant
35:23you're whatever i say you are
35:25he finally looks up
35:27ice-free eyes
35:28zero warmth
35:29my mother promised you to me
35:30but that doesn't make you my equal
35:32it makes you my obligation
35:34and right now elena
35:36you're a very disappointing one
35:37i pour the wine
35:39not one drop spills
35:40my hand is steady
35:41because i've practiced this in my mind a thousand times
35:44bend
35:44bend
35:45until i don't have to bend anymore
35:47go to bed
35:48you're depressing everyone
35:50i set down the bottle
35:51straighten my spine
35:52i walk to my room with my head high
35:57through the wall
35:58she'll come around
35:58they always do
35:59he sounds so sure of himself
36:01so completely utterly sure
36:03he's wrong
36:03i'm leaving
36:04that night
36:04through the wall
36:05i hear chloe giggling
36:06alexander's low voice
36:08the sound of them together
36:09i open my ginery
36:10and write
36:11entry 2 is 04
36:12soon
36:12i will be with him the claiming ceremony
36:14close the ginery
36:15close my eyes
36:16a knock
36:17soft
36:18three taps
36:19elena
36:20that voice
36:20the one i've known since i was 12
36:22it's me
36:23damien
36:26everyone thought i was chasing alexander blackbay
36:29the future alpha
36:30what nobody knew was that every night he was away
36:32i was sleeping in his older brother's bed
36:34chloe bursts in the hall
36:35my diary in her hand
36:37too late
36:37chloe climbs onto a chair
36:39i want him
36:40i want him
36:40i want him
36:41i want him
36:41i want him
36:42alexander reads it aloud
36:43then he drops the diary on the floor
36:45and steps on it
36:46you're a human orphan my mother took in out of pity
36:48too bad the one i want isn't alexander
36:50it's damien
36:51now the luna claiming ceremony is finally here
36:53i'm going to reject him in front of the entire pack
36:56everyone thought i was chasing alexander blackbay
36:58the future alpha
37:00even alexander believed it
37:02what nobody knew was that every night he was away
37:04i was sleeping in his older brother's bed
37:06now the luna claiming ceremony is finally here
37:10alexander is ready to claim me
37:12but before he can
37:14i'm going to reject him in front of the entire pack
37:16i am elena hart
37:17and i was born into a lie
37:19a human orphan raised by the blackwood pack
37:22the most ruthless wolf dynasty in north america
37:25by the elders blood pact
37:26i was prophesied to be the future luna
37:28destined from birth for the heir alexander blackwood
37:32but alexander hated me
37:34and i made it to his brother
37:37elena
37:38you disgusting little freak
37:41chloe bursts in the hall
37:42my diary in her hand
37:44the pack gathering goes silent
37:45fifty wolves
37:47the entire senior circle
37:49and alexander
37:50my promised mate
37:52the future alpha king
37:54standing by the fireplace
37:55with a glass of scouch in his hand
37:58my blood turns to ice
38:00i lunge for it
38:02too late
38:02chloe climbs onto a chair
38:04clears her throat
38:06entry 47
38:07his scent makes my wolf sing
38:09i want to be claimed
38:10i want
38:12desperate much
38:13chloe grins and keeps reading
38:15entry 112
38:15i touch myself thinking about him again
38:17i can't stop
38:18i want his hands on me
38:20i want his teeth
38:21the room explodes
38:23someone bangs a fist on the table
38:26i stand frozen
38:27my face burning
38:28my hands shake
38:31pathetic
38:32kai mutters
38:33loud enough for everyone to hear
38:35the future luna
38:36writes like a horny teenager
38:38alexander doesn't move
38:40he just watches me
38:41with those ice gray eyes
38:42swirling his scotch
38:43chloe coos hopping down
38:46alexander
38:47your mate is obsessed with you
38:49how cute
38:51she's not obsessed with me
38:54alexander sets down his glass
38:56walks to me
39:03you embarrassed me
39:05in front of the entire pack
39:07you don't think this makes you look pathetic
39:11i lift my chin
39:12i'm not thinking about you
39:15shut up
39:17the alpha command in it makes my knees weak
39:19look at you
39:20no self-control
39:22no dignity
39:23writing dirty fantasies
39:25like some stray in heat
39:28you think anyone else would want you
39:33he leans down
39:34his nose almost touching mine
39:35my wolf doesn't stir
39:37not a flicker
39:40alexander please
39:44please
39:44looks around at the gathered wolves
39:48did you hear that
39:49the future luna said please
39:51like a beggar
39:52like a dog
39:54chloe covers her mouth
39:55eyes dancing
39:56laughter ripples through the room
39:57he takes the diary from chloe
40:01scrolls
40:01sees entry 203
40:03entry 203
40:04i want him
40:05i want him
40:06i want him
40:06i want him
40:07alexander reads it aloud
40:08the whole room hears
40:10then he drops the diary on the floor
40:12and steps on it
40:18you will spend the next three days in your room
40:21thinking about what it means to be luna material
40:25but the the pack summit
40:26you're uninvited
40:29he turns away
40:30dismissing me like trash
40:31i'm taking chloe instead
40:34chloe squeals
40:35fine
40:36i said flatly
40:37she's your chosen mate
40:38everyone knows it
40:39his jaw tightened
40:41i'm the alpha heir
40:42you're a human orphan
40:43my mother took in out of pity
40:44i can do whatever i want
40:47he shoves me back
40:48and leaves
40:50the pack disperses
40:59i pick up my diary
41:01open it
41:02entry 01
41:03invisible to anyone but me
41:05too bad the one i want
41:06isn't alexander
41:07it's damien
41:08damien was his brother
41:10he was the one i wanted to sleep with
41:12my
41:13real
41:14faded mate
41:16three days of house abreast
41:18three days of alexander's lessons
41:20breakfast on the terrace
41:21he gestures for the server to set my plate at the far end of the long table
41:24twenty feet from where he sits with chloe
41:27you're not sitting with me until you earn it
41:30earn it how
41:32stop being embarrassing
41:34he doesn't look up from his newspaper
41:36write less
41:38serve more
41:39be worthy of the name blackwood
41:40lunch in the garden
41:41he walks by with chloe on his arm
41:42she wears a white dress
41:43silk
41:44flowing
41:44the exact color reserved for the luna
41:46my color
41:46the one i was supposed to wear at the ceremony
41:48this is what a luna looks like elena
41:51poise
41:51grace
41:53elegance
41:54not whatever you are
41:55chloe twirls
41:56the dress catches the light
41:57i meet his eyes
41:59no fear
42:00i've built armor from every insult he's ever thrown
42:03dinner in the hall
42:06the long table glows with candlelight
42:08he makes me serve wine
42:10to him
42:10to chloe
42:12to kai
42:13to every wolf who laughed at me three days ago and would laugh again tomorrow
42:18considerate training
42:19aluna serves her pack
42:21i look at the bottle in my hand
42:23at the wolves watching waiting for me to break
42:26waiting for the tears
42:27waiting for the scene
42:29i'm not a servant
42:31you're whatever i say you are
42:32he finally looks up
42:34ice-free eyes
42:35zero warmth
42:36my mother promised you to me but that doesn't make you my equal
42:39it makes you my obligation
42:42and right now elena you're a very disappointing one
42:44i pour the wine
42:46not one drop spills
42:47my hand is steady because i've practiced this in my mind a thousand times
42:51bend
42:51bend
42:53until i don't have to bend anymore
42:54go to bed you're depressing everyone
42:57i set down the bottle
42:58straighten my spine
43:00i walk to my room with my head high
43:04through the wall
43:05she'll come around
43:06they always do
43:07he sounds so sure of himself
43:08so completely
43:09utterly sure
43:10he's wrong
43:11i'm leaving
43:11that night
43:12through the wall
43:12i hear chloe giggling
43:14alexander's low voice
43:15the sound of them together
43:16i open my ginery
43:17and write
43:18entry 2 is 04
43:19soon
43:19i will be with him the claiming ceremony
43:21close the ginery
43:22close my eyes
43:23a knock
43:24soft
43:25three taps
43:26elena
43:27that voice
43:28the one i've known since i was 12
43:30it's me
43:30damien
43:31three days of house abreast
43:33three days of alexander's lessons
43:35breakfast on the terrace
43:36he gestures for the server
43:37to set my plate at the far end of the long table
43:39twenty feet from where he sits with chloe
43:42you're not sitting with me until you earn it
43:45earn it how
43:47stop being embarrassing
43:49he doesn't look up from his newspaper
43:51write less
43:53serve more
43:54be worthy of the name blackwood
43:55lunch in the garden
43:56he walks by with chloe on his arm
43:57she wears a white dress
43:58silk
43:59flowing
43:59the exact color reserved for the luna
44:01my color
44:01the one i was supposed to wear at the ceremony
44:03this is what a luna looks like elena
44:06poise
44:06grace
44:08elegance
44:09not
44:09whatever you are
44:10chloe twirls
44:11the dress catches the light
44:12i meet his eyes
44:14no fear
44:15i've built armor from every insult he's ever thrown
44:18dinner in the hall
44:21the long table glows with candlelight
44:23he makes me serve wine
44:25to him
44:25to chloe
44:27to kai
44:28to every wolf who laughed at me three days ago and would laugh again tomorrow
44:33considerate training
44:34aluna serves her pack
44:36i look at the bottle in my hand
44:38at the wolves watching waiting for me to break
44:41waiting for the tears
44:42waiting for the scene
44:44i'm not a servant
44:46you're whatever i say you are
44:47he finally looks up
44:49ice-free eyes
44:50zero warmth
44:51my mother promised you to me but that doesn't make you my equal
44:54it makes you my obligation
44:57and right now elena you're a very disappointing one
44:59i pour the wine
45:01not one drop spills
45:02my hand is steady because i've practiced this in my mind a thousand times
45:06bend
45:06bend
45:07until i don't have to bend anymore
45:09go to bed you're depressing everyone
45:12i set down the bottle
45:13straighten my spine
45:14i walk to my room with my head high
45:19through the wall
45:20she'll come around
45:21they always do
45:21he sounds so sure of himself
45:23so completely
45:24utterly sure
45:25he's wrong
45:25i'm leaving
45:26that night
45:27through the wall
45:27i hear chloe giggling
45:29alexander's low voice
45:30the sound of them together
45:31i open my ginery
45:32and write
45:33entry 2 is 04
45:34soon
45:34i will be with him the claiming ceremony
45:36close the ginery
45:37close my eyes
45:38a knock
45:39soft
45:40three taps
45:41elena
45:42that voice
45:43the one i've known since i was 12
45:44it's me
45:45damien
45:46when i opened my eyes again
45:47i was reborn
45:48in this life
45:49i gave up flipping a coin
45:50and also gave up age again
45:51i am willing to go to the borderlands
45:53i will destroy everything you hold dear
45:55adrian burst in
45:56and kicked me hard in the stomach
45:57just as she was about to touch it
45:59she let go
45:59i watched the bracelet break into several pieces
46:02tears
46:02please
46:03let me go
46:04i swear i didn't kill chloe
46:06you think i would believe you
46:09get started
46:11no
46:11no
46:12no
46:12in our family
46:13one beastman had to marry the border lord
46:15the so-called brutal monster
46:16the other would marry adrian
46:18the only son of the jones family in the central tribe
46:20mom made my sister and i flip a coin
46:22in my past life
46:23my sister went to the borderlands
46:25but on the way
46:25she was raped by a low-ranking pig beastman
46:27and killed herself
46:28before dying
46:29she falsely accused me of rigging the draw
46:32adrian took me to my sister's grave
46:33and had the pig beastman rape me when i was already in labor
46:35whatever chloe suffered i will make you suffer again
46:40i cried and begged him to spare me
46:42but he just walked
46:43when i opened my eyes again
46:44i was reborn
46:45in this life
46:46i gave up flipping a coin
46:47and also gave up adrian
46:49before mom could react
46:50i immediately said
46:51mother
46:51i am willing to go to the borderlands
46:53and marry the border lord
46:55let my sister take my place in marrying into the jones family
46:58hearing that i was willing to go
47:00my mom and chloe were both shocked
47:05what did you say
47:06aren't you an adrian
47:07the pain of being violated by a low beastman
47:09still seemed fresh
47:13mom i've decided
47:14i'll go
47:15mom stared at me solemnly for a long time
47:17then finally nodded
47:18silently agreeing
47:19a figure rushed in and hugged chloe
47:21it was adrian
47:22perhaps it's not too late to fix everything
47:24auntie
47:25i want to marry chloe
47:26i know you wanted me to marry joy
47:27but i don't love her
47:27i was stunned
47:28you didn't do this the last time
47:29it seemed adrian had also been reborn
47:31joy
47:31give up that idea
47:33even if i die
47:34i won't mark you
47:35that look was exactly the same as in my past life
47:37when he watched me being violated
47:39i couldn't help but shiver
47:40joy has already volunteered to go to the borderlands
47:43go prepare yourself and come marry chloe
47:45how wonderful chloe
47:46i can marry you
47:47my heart ached
47:48that gentleness once was only for me
47:49adrian took chloe away to buy wedding supplies
47:51mom this time when i go to the borderlands
47:53i accept the marriage alliance
47:55mom paused for a moment
47:56nodded and left
47:57she didn't say anything
47:58but i know she loved me
48:00because last time she cheated on flipping coins
48:02so i could stay
48:03because she knew i liked adrian
48:05i went to the market to buy things for the borderlands
48:08and ran into adrian and chloe
48:09they were picking out a pink wedding dress
48:11in my past life
48:12i had also liked that dress
48:13but because it was expensive and rarely worn
48:15adrian refused
48:16but now watching him buy it without hesitation
48:19my heart still ached
48:20joy what a coincidence
48:22our wedding date is set
48:24three days from now
48:25joy you must come
48:26just as i was about to hurry away
48:27chloe called out
48:28without your blessing i would be sad
48:31i need to prepare for the borderlands
48:32so i won't
48:33if you dare not come
48:35i'll stew pearl
48:36and add it to the feast
48:37pearl was a little black dog
48:38a gift for my own adrian's mother olivia
48:41olivia loved me like her own daughter
48:42after adrian's mother died
48:44pearl became my only memory of her
48:46i nodded and agreed
48:47just as i turned to leave
48:48chloe grabbed my hand
48:49joy
48:49from now on
48:50i will be the jones family's daughter-in-law
48:52shouldn't this bracelet be given to me
48:54this isn't a jones family heirloom
48:56it's just a keepsake from olivia
48:59why do you have chloe's eyes immediately reddened
49:01joy are you saying that just because you're upset
49:03i'm marrying adrian and it's my fault
49:06what's wrong with that woman
49:07did she say the sister's man
49:09i just think olivia's bracelet should be
49:11on her future don law's wrist
49:13adrian frowned
49:14his face full of sympathy
49:15take it off
49:16those three words were cold
49:17without a trace of emotion
49:18i held the bracelet on my wrist
49:20i wanted to say no
49:21but meeting adrian's eyes
49:22i didn't have the courage to refuse
49:24trembling
49:25i took off the bracelet
49:26and handed it to chloe
49:26a flash of cunning passed through her eyes
49:29just as she was about to touch it
49:30she let go
49:31my eyes widened
49:32i reached out to catch it
49:33but it was too late
49:34i watched the bracelet break into several pieces
49:36tears fell uncontrollably
49:39chloe gasped in fake shock
49:40covering her mouth
49:41her eyes full of grievance
49:44joy why would you do this
49:45if you want to marry adrian
49:46just say so
49:47i can go to the borderlands in your place
49:49for the tribe
49:50i would give up love
49:51but this is adrian's mother's keepsake
49:55she spoke loudly
49:56drawing pointing fingers from the crowd
49:57adrian walked toward me step by step
49:59his eyes dark and fierce
50:00he slowly crouched down
50:02his fingernails turning into translucent claws
50:04he pressed my hand hard onto the bone fraggings
50:06cut your little tricks
50:07no matter what you do
50:08i won't mark you
50:09joy don't make me kill you again
50:11adrian left with chloe in his arms
50:13i looked at my bloodied hands
50:14compared to the pain in my heart
50:16the pain in my hands was insignificant
50:17olivia i'm sorry
50:18the promise i made to you
50:20i have to break
50:21when i got home the meal was already prepared
50:23only chloe remained
50:24smiling gently
50:25she pushed a large pot of stewed meat toward me
50:29seeing the sly smile on chloe's lips
50:31my heart pounded
50:32don't look joy
50:33your pearl is right here
50:37she pushed the pot toward me again
50:39my stomach turned
50:40and i couldn't stop dry heaving
50:41since you're going to the borderlands anyway
50:43it's a waste to keep the animal
50:45isn't me thoughtful
50:46letting you have a good meal
50:47before you suffer in the countryside
50:49i bit my lip hard
50:50the taste of blood filled my mouth
50:51i slapped her heart across the face
50:53why do you still torment me at every turn
50:54chloe we are sisters
50:56you took everything that should have been mine
50:59my dear sister
51:00in this life
51:02you will suffer in my place
51:05i will destroy everything you hold dear
51:08since we've both been reborn
51:09you also know that adrian tortured me to death
51:11i didn't know you suffered those things
51:13if i had known
51:14i would never have let you go to the borderlands
51:16i just want to ask you one thing
51:18what did you write in that letter
51:20playing the good person now
51:21too late
51:22as for that letter
51:23do you want to know
51:24she slowly walked toward me
51:26just as she reached me
51:27she fell backward
51:28the large pot of steaming stew
51:29went down with chloe
51:30in an instant
51:31her exposed skin
51:32was scalded bright red
51:33adrian burst in
51:34and kicked me hard in the stomach
51:36i fell
51:37then another heavy slap landed
51:39my ears rang with pain
51:41i couldn't hear adrian's curses
51:42he quickly picked up chloe
51:44and rinsed her burns
51:47the world went silent
51:48after adrian tended to chloe's injuries
51:50he grabbed him throat
51:51his claws dug into the skin near my neck
51:53just an inch from my gland
51:55chloe tried to pull him away
51:56but adrian wouldn't let go
51:58the ringing and suffocation overwhelmed me
52:00i didn't even have to strength to fight back
52:02my eyes rolled back
52:03i thought maybe i should just die
52:05finally adrian let go
52:06i greedily gasped for air
52:08i told you i can kill you once
52:10and i can do it again
52:12joy don't test my limits
52:13then he grabbed my hair
52:14and forced my head down
52:15in front of chloe
52:17i'm sorry please
52:19forgive me
52:20i collapsed onto the ground
52:21like a puppet
52:21unable to even cry out in pain
52:23seemingly satisfied with my submission
52:25adrian left with chloe
52:26i numbly got up
52:30bandaged my wounds
52:31and cleaned the house
52:31i packed my luggage
52:33and went to the borderlands early
52:35mom paused for a moment
52:37nodded and left
52:38she didn't say anything
52:39but i know she loved me
52:40because last time
52:41she cheated on flipping coins
52:43so i could stay
52:43because she knew i liked adrian
52:46i went to the market
52:47to buy things for the borderlands
52:48and ran into adrian and chloe
52:50they were picking out
52:51a pink wedding dress
52:51in my past life
52:52i had also liked that dress
52:54but because it was expensive
52:55and rarely worn
52:56adrian refused
52:57but now
52:57watching him buy it
52:58without hesitation
52:59my heart still ached
53:01joy what a coincidence
53:03our wedding date is set
53:04three days from now
53:05joy you must come
53:06just as i was about to hurry away
53:08chloe called out
53:08without your blessing
53:09i would be sad
53:11i need to prepare
53:12for the borderlands
53:13so i won't
53:14if you dare not come
53:15i'll stew pearl
53:16and add it to the feast
53:18pearl was a little black dog
53:19a gift for my own adrian's
53:21mother olivia
53:21olivia loved me
53:22like her own daughter
53:23after adrian's mother died
53:24pearl became my only memory
53:26of her
53:26i nodded and agreed
53:27just as i turned to leave
53:28chloe grabbed my hand
53:29joy
53:30from now on
53:31i will be the jones family's
53:32daughter-in-law
53:33shouldn't this bracelet
53:34be given to me
53:34this isn't a jones family heirloom
53:36it's just a keepsake
53:38from olivia
53:39why do you have
53:40chloe's eyes immediately
53:41reddened
53:41joy are you saying
53:42that just because
53:43you're upset
53:43i'm marrying adrian
53:44and it's my fault
53:47what's wrong with that
53:48woman
53:48did she say
53:49his sister's married
53:50i just think
53:50olivia's bracelet
53:51should be
53:52on her future
53:52dawn law's wrist
53:53adrian frowned
53:54his face full of sympathy
53:55take it off
53:56those three words
53:57were cold
53:57without a trace of emotion
53:58i held the bracelet
54:00on my wrist
54:00i wanted to say no
54:01but meeting adrian's eyes
54:03i didn't have the courage
54:04to refuse
54:04trembling
54:05i took off the bracelet
54:06and handed it to chloe
54:07a flash of cunning
54:08passed through her eyes
54:09just as she was about
54:10to touch it
54:10she let go
54:11my eyes widened
54:12i reached out to catch it
54:13but it was too late
54:15i watched the bracelet
54:16break into several pieces
54:17tears fell uncontrollably
54:19chloe gasped in fake shock
54:21covering her mouth
54:21her eyes full of grievance
54:24joy why would you do this
54:26if you want to marry adrian
54:27just say so
54:27i can go to the borderlands
54:29in your place
54:29for the tribe
54:30i would give up love
54:32but this is adrian's
54:33mother's keepsake
54:35she spoke loudly
54:36drawing pointing fingers
54:37from the crowd
54:38adrian walked toward me
54:39step by step
54:40his eyes dark and fierce
54:41he slowly crouched down
54:42his fingernails turning
54:43into translucent claws
54:44he pressed my hand
54:45hard onto the bone fraggings
54:46cut your little tricks
54:48no matter what you do
54:49i won't mark you
54:50joy don't make me
54:51kill you again
54:52adrian left with chloe
54:53in his arms
54:53i looked at my bloodied hands
54:55compared to the pain
54:56in my heart
54:56the pain in my hands
54:57was insignificant
54:58olivia i'm sorry
54:59the promise i made to you
55:01i have to break
55:01when i got home
55:03the meal was already prepared
55:04only chloe remained
55:05smiling gently
55:05she pushed a large pot
55:06of stewed meat toward me
55:10seeing the sly smile
55:11on chloe's lips
55:11my heart pounded
55:12don't look joy
55:14your pearl is right here
55:18she pushed the pot
55:18toward me again
55:19my stomach churned
55:20and i couldn't stop
55:21dry heaving
55:22since you're going
55:23to the borderlands anyway
55:24it's a waste
55:25to keep the animal
55:25isn't me thoughtful
55:26letting you have
55:27a good meal
55:28before you suffer
55:29in the countryside
55:29i bit my lip hard
55:30the taste of blood
55:31filled my mouth
55:32i slapped her heart
55:33across the face
55:33why do you still
55:33torment me at every turn
55:35chloe we are sisters
55:37you took everything
55:38that should have been mine
55:40my dear sister
55:41in this life
55:42you will suffer
55:43in my place
55:45i will destroy
55:46everything you hold dear
55:48since we've both
55:49been reborn
55:50you also know
55:50that adrian tortured
55:51me to death
55:52i didn't know
55:52you suffered those things
55:54if i had known
55:55i would never have let
55:56you go to the borderlands
55:57i just want to ask you
55:58one thing
55:59what did you write
56:00in that letter
56:00playing the good person
56:01now too late
56:03as for that letter
56:04do you want to know
56:05she slowly walked
56:06toward me
56:06just as she reached me
56:08she fell backward
56:08the large pot of steaming
56:10stew went down
56:10chloe
56:11in an instant
56:11her exposed skin
56:12was scalded bright red
56:13adrian burst in
56:14and kicked me hard
56:15in the stomach
56:16i fell
56:17then another heavy
56:18slap landed
56:20my ears rang
56:21with pain
56:21i couldn't hear
56:22adrian's curses
56:23he quickly picked up
56:24chloe
56:24and rinsed her burns
56:28the world went silent
56:29after adrian tended
56:30to chloe's injuries
56:31he grabbed him
56:32throat
56:32his claws dug
56:33into the skin
56:33near my neck
56:34just an inch
56:35from my gland
56:35chloe tried to pull him away
56:37but adrian wouldn't let go
56:38she's dying
56:38the ringing and suffocation
56:40overwhelmed me
56:40i didn't even have to
56:41strength to fight back
56:42my eyes rolled back
56:44i thought maybe i should
56:45just die
56:45finally adrian let go
56:47i greedily gasped for air
56:49i told you i can kill you
56:50once and i can do it again
56:52joy don't test my limits
56:54then he grabbed my hair
56:55and forced my head down
56:56in front of chloe
56:58i'm sorry please
56:59forgive me
57:00i collapsed onto the ground
57:01like a puppet
57:02unable to even cry out in pain
57:03seemingly satisfied
57:04with my submission
57:05adrian left with chloe
57:07i numbly got up
57:10bandaged my wounds
57:11and cleaned the house
57:12i packed my luggage
57:13and went to the borderlands early
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