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Presidents! Stop Fighting For Me ✅ FULL [Eng Sub]
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00:00:28Ethan Harlow
00:00:43Ethan's voice was flat
00:00:48So, you wouldn't mind if I went after Quinn?
00:00:51He blew out a smoke ring, barely interested
00:00:53Go for it, as long as you're both fine with it
00:00:56Dude, have some self-respect!
00:00:58You really want Ethan's leftovers?
00:01:00More laughter
00:01:01I didn't go into that room that night
00:01:02I texted him some excuse about a headache and went home
00:01:05Ethan didn't ask a single question, just hung up
00:01:08Whatever was left of my will to stay, it died that night
00:01:28After all, what happened was a good night
00:01:34I left the mountain to the sky with a sudden
00:01:34I've just heard a moment of Fred
00:01:35What happened to a hotel where he couldn't be
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00:03:19Two days later, everyone in their circle was talking.
00:03:22Ethan was chasing some sophomore, performing arts school.
00:03:25Young, soft, naive.
00:03:26He always pursued others in a grand fashion, just like he did with me back then,
00:03:31showering them with flowers, fancy cars, and jewelry.
00:03:34The girl couldn't resist his advances at all.
00:03:36They soon got together.
00:03:37At a friend's dinner, Ethan walked right in with her on his arm.
00:03:40The room went quiet the moment he stepped through the door.
00:03:43A few of my closer girlfriends shot me worried looks.
00:03:45I smiled.
00:03:46Why'd everyone go quiet?
00:03:47What are you all staring at?
00:03:49Ethan settled the girl into a seat and finally looked at me.
00:03:51Quinn.
00:03:53Perfect timing.
00:03:54Let's just say it plainly.
00:03:55Sure, go ahead.
00:03:57Mia's young.
00:03:58She's genuine.
00:03:59I actually like her.
00:04:00I don't want to do her wrong.
00:04:01I gripped my hands together.
00:04:02The ring on my finger pressed into the flesh.
00:04:04Deep and sharp.
00:04:05But I couldn't feel a thing.
00:04:07He stroked the girl's hair.
00:04:08She deserves love real.
00:04:09I nodded lightly.
00:04:10I understand.
00:04:11We can still be friends.
00:04:13Anything you need, just say the word.
00:04:15That's okay.
00:04:16I smiled.
00:04:17Stood up.
00:04:17If it's over, let's make it clean.
00:04:19No point confusing anyone.
00:04:20Ethan raised an eyebrow.
00:04:22Slightly surprised.
00:04:23Fair enough.
00:04:24You all enjoy the dinner.
00:04:25I'll head out.
00:04:27Want the driver to take you?
00:04:28No.
00:04:28I'll grab a ride.
00:04:29I walked out and pulled the door shut behind me.
00:04:31Through the gap, I heard someone ask.
00:04:33How long do you give her this time?
00:04:35Two days.
00:04:37She seemed actually upset this time.
00:04:40I'll say a week.
00:04:41Ethan laughed cold.
00:04:42Three days.
00:04:43She'll be crying back to me before then.
00:04:46Every single time.
00:04:48Getting tired of watching it.
00:04:49Yeah, because Quinn's obsessed with you.
00:04:51Everyone knows how far gone she is.
00:04:54I smiled bitterly to myself, clutched my bag tighter, and walked fast toward the elevator.
00:05:12I thought she's even trying to help.
00:05:13But he was the best friend of the other day.
00:05:18As for the next one, he goes.
00:05:23I was like, I'm sorry.
00:05:23I will talk to you in a room or anything.
00:05:23I'm sorry.
00:05:23R-B-4.
00:05:23You're the best friend of the other day.
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00:06:30Back at the apartment, I went to the back of the closet and lifted down the dress.
00:06:34I'd waited half a year for it.
00:06:36A custom order.
00:06:37No returns.
00:06:38Such a shame.
00:06:39I'd never get to wear it.
00:06:41I found a pair of scissors and cut it apart.
00:06:43It had no business being here anyway.
00:06:45Before I left, I took off the ring and set it on the coffee table.
00:06:48I didn't take much.
00:06:49My personal things.
00:06:51Everything else I left behind.
00:06:52I thought about it, then wrote him a note.
00:06:54The apartment and everything in it.
00:06:56Do whatever you want with it.
00:06:57Don't ask me.
00:06:58I booked the earliest flight to Miami.
00:07:00My best friend had moved there earlier that year.
00:07:02She dragged me out for shopping and afternoon coffee.
00:07:04That evening, there was a small get-together.
00:07:06Old classmates.
00:07:07Old friends.
00:07:08Midway through the drinks, the door swung open.
00:07:10A few of the girls immediately lit up.
00:07:12Lucas?
00:07:13Since when do you show up to things like this?
00:07:15Seriously.
00:07:15What brings you out tonight?
00:07:18Had a meeting next door.
00:07:19Heard there was a reunion.
00:07:21Figured I'd drop by.
00:07:22Lucas said this, never taking his eyes off me.
00:07:24My best friend pinched my arm.
00:07:26Quinn.
00:07:27He came for you.
00:07:28I looked at him through slightly unfocused eyes.
00:07:30Taller than Ethan by an inch or two.
00:07:32Black overcoat.
00:07:33Dark suit underneath.
00:07:35Sharp features.
00:07:36A great build.
00:07:37Legs that went on forever.
00:07:38I squinted at him for a moment, then shook my head.
00:07:41No way.
00:07:42We haven't talked in years.
00:07:44She wasn't listening.
00:07:45She called out to him directly.
00:07:46Lucas!
00:07:47Could you do me a favor and drive Quinn home later?
00:07:50We've all been drinking, and I don't trust her in a taxi.
00:07:52I looked up at Lucas, startled.
00:07:54His eyes traveled across the room and settled on my face.
00:07:57Then I saw him nod.
00:08:00Sure.
00:08:00My best friend sat back down, leaned close to my ear.
00:08:03Quinn, after seven years with one man, it's time to move on and embrace a new life.
00:08:08Even Ethan has done it.
00:08:10Why can't you start a second chapter of your own?
00:08:13Besides, a man like Lucas?
00:08:15If you don't take your shot, it's practically a crime.
00:08:18What makes you think he'd even want to?
00:08:20Babe, the way he looked at you?
00:08:22Trust me, I've been through 18 of them.
00:08:24I know what I'm talking about.
00:08:45Lucas drove me back to the hotel.
00:08:47When we pulled up downstairs, I uncliffed my seatbelt.
00:08:51Thanks for the ride.
00:08:52Lucas glanced over at me.
00:08:53Don't mention it.
00:08:54I pushed the door open.
00:08:55Before I could think, I'd already spoken.
00:08:57Want to come up for a drink?
00:08:58He helped me walk toward the hotel.
00:09:00Lucas kissed me in the elevator.
00:09:02I was already tipsy, and he was demanding.
00:09:04Relentless.
00:09:05I nearly blacked out just from the kiss.
00:09:07There's a camera.
00:09:08I gasped, cheeks burning, legs so weak I had to hold onto his waist just to stay upright.
00:09:14Lucas glanced at the lens, turned me, shifted the angle, and kissed me again.
00:09:17When the door swiped open, he stopped and looked at me.
00:09:20Quinn, if you regret this, I'll still back off.
00:09:23Regret what?
00:09:24I tilted my face up at him, fingers looping around his tie, pulling him closer.
00:09:28You kissed my lips halfway to swollen?
00:09:30A little late to talk about backing off.
00:09:33Lucas laughed then.
00:09:34He reached out and brushed his thumb across my lower lip.
00:09:37And don't go blaming me later.
00:09:38Our first night together, Lucas didn't even make it to the bedroom.
00:09:42He pinned me against the wall, and it was rough enough to hurt a little.
00:09:44I bit down on his shoulder in protest.
00:09:47Lucas, what is wrong with you?
00:09:49Ever heard of being gentle?
00:09:50His warm hands pressed against my back.
00:09:52Then he was breathing against my neck.
00:09:54Quinn, I'm not sure I can hold back.
00:10:29ергie Lynn, don't mind.
00:10:38I'm not sure if he's breathing against my back.
00:10:39I'm not sure if the best is last night.
00:10:39Let's do it.
00:10:41I don't assume it's brute extra if it's impossible, so please don't harm.
00:10:57Five minutes later, I understood what he'd meant.
00:11:00He carried me to the bedroom.
00:11:02I buried my face in the pillow, laughing.
00:11:04Lucas, how long has it been for you?
00:11:07He gave me a look.
00:11:08A while.
00:11:09Work's been everything lately.
00:11:11I stared at him, the laughter fading.
00:11:13A moment later, tears came out of nowhere.
00:11:15I'm sorry.
00:11:17I shouldn't have...
00:11:18Quinn, don't.
00:11:20He fumbled to wipe my face, but the tears wouldn't stop.
00:11:23I shouldn't have dragged you into this.
00:11:24But you already did.
00:11:26He leaned down, cupped my face in his hands, steady, almost serious.
00:11:30Quinn, since you started this, you don't get to stop halfway.
00:11:43You're like, I'm Fran.
00:12:03You're welcome.
00:12:03Question.
00:12:06Question for the rest of the questions.
00:12:06You're welcome.
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00:15:10Jamie sent me a text. Quinn, when are you coming back? No plans to, for now. We all miss you.
00:15:15Ryan's birthday's in a few days. Come celebrate. Tell him I'm sorry. I'll mail a gift. All right,
00:15:20take care of yourself. Back in the city, Jamie handed the phone to Ethan. Look, maybe you should
00:15:25call her. She'll listen to you. Ethan stared coldly at the screen. Then he stubbed out his
00:15:29cigarette and stood. She can rot out there for all I care. Ethan, don't be angry. She's just
00:15:34hurting. She even took the ring off this time. It's really crushed and honestly, it's your fault
00:15:38for pushing it so far with that girl. We already broke up. What more does she want?
00:15:42Ethan snapped, voice rising. Listen up. Nobody contacts her. Not for anything. Okay. Okay. We
00:15:49won't. Calm down. You just got out of the hospital two days ago. Your stomach. She was around and
00:15:55your stomach never acted up. She leaves for five days and you do this to yourself. With every word
00:16:00from his friends, Ethan's expression went darker. Eventually, he grabbed his jacket and walked out,
00:16:04slamming the door. He hit the street. Cold air rushed in. The anger still burned in his chest.
00:16:10Seven days. No calls. No texts. Not even one. He pulled out his phone. Blocked her number.
00:16:22Lucas called just as I typed the last line and hit send. I've been writing columns for magazines since
00:16:27college. It turned out to be enough to make a living. Freelance life. Laptop, good Wi-Fi,
00:16:32and I could work from anywhere. So when it ended, I had no reason to stay in the city and
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00:16:39Quinn, what do you want for dinner? His voice came through clearly. After an afternoon of work,
00:16:43something in me settled. I'm exhausted. You pick. How about steak? I know a place with a really good
00:16:50steak. You'll love it. I always like my steak rare, but Ethan used to say watching me eat it turned
00:16:55his
00:16:55stomach, so I stopped. Though I vaguely remembered Lucas preferring lighter food. Lucas, you don't have to do
00:17:00this for me. I'm not picky anymore. I actually want it too. Remember in college? There was that
00:17:05little joint near campus. The steak were amazing. Hearing him say that made me hungry for it too.
00:17:10That place was genuinely good. I ate there for four years and never got tired of it.
00:17:15Okay. Steak then. I'll come get you now. Sure.
00:17:21Lucas took me to a place that'd been in Miami for years. Old and a little cramped,
00:17:25but always packed. And Lucas in his tailored suit, sitting in that grimy booth, was a completely
00:17:31ridiculous visual. I watched him carefully wipe down my chair with a napkin. For someone like him,
00:17:36these small domestic gestures came surprisingly naturally. Lucas, your ex did a great job with
00:17:42you. I couldn't help saying it. In the beginning, when Ethan was still chasing me, I felt it. Being
00:17:47cared for. Being someone's priority. Then we moved in together the year after graduation. A little over
00:17:53a year. And I became the household. Managing his diet, his rest, his schedule. Like a wife before
00:17:59the wedding. But I understand now what I didn't then. I lost myself loving him. Forgot that you have
00:18:04to love yourself first. No wonder the love wore out. Lucas glanced up from tending the pot.
00:18:09Where'd you hear I had an ex?
00:18:17I paused. The girl who was always around you in college? Weren't you two childhood friends?
00:18:21You mean Sophie? He laughed once. We grew up together, yeah. But we never dated. I never felt
00:18:27that way about her. She was more like a little sister. So you haven't been with anyone all these
00:18:31years? Went on a few setups. It wasn't right, so it ended. And after that, I looked down, thinking about
00:18:39that first night. Suddenly, it made complete sense. Quinn, I'll do better next time. His comment came out
00:18:44of nowhere. I blinked. Better at what? He turned his face away, cleared his throat quietly. His ears
00:18:50were deeply flushed. You'll see later. He kept his word. After dinner, back at the hotel, once he'd
00:18:55carried me out of the bathroom and onto the bed, I finally understood what he'd meant. By then, I was
00:19:00completely undone. Lucas. I tried to glare at him, but my eyes were misted over, which only made me look
00:19:06more helpless. His name in my mouth came out soft, nowhere near as angry as I wanted. Lucas bowed his
00:19:11head and kissed me softly. Quinn, is this okay? I shook my head, refused to answer. He didn't push,
00:19:16just kept kissing me, over and over, patient and unhurried. I couldn't hold out. Tears were leaking
00:19:21from the corners of my eyes. My nails pressed into his lower back, and there was a sound in my
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00:19:26couldn't quite control. Quinn, tell me now. Is this okay? Lucas's own eyes had gone red, arms taut,
00:19:34sweat falling in drops. I gave in, voice small and wrecked. Yes. Yes, it is. As my last thought
00:19:40drifted away, Lucas put his lips to my ear and whispered very low, Quinn, if this is good,
00:19:46then promise you'll never leave me, okay?
00:20:30And this is a great story of a me who worked in. So I've ever been answering that question.
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00:25:20birthday, the gift I'd sent from Miami made it to his party. Ethan sat on the couch, smoking,
00:25:24the bottle in front of him mostly empty. The gift had been chosen by Lucas and me together,
00:25:28a vintage pair of cufflinks from a high-end label Ryan loved. These are beautiful. Ryan laughed a
00:25:33little stiffly, reading Ethan's expression, and quickly had his girlfriend put them away. Let me
00:25:37see. Ethan spoke without warning. Ryan froze but handed the box over without a word. Ethan stared
00:25:42at the pair of cufflinks. The brand's logo was discreet, almost invisible, but Ethan stared at
00:25:46it for a long moment. Put them away. He closed the box and pushed it aside. Ryan exhaled with
00:25:51relief and reached for it. Ethan snatched the empty bottle from the table and smashed it against the
00:25:55coffee table. Glass scattered. A long gash opened across the back of his hand. The room erupted.
00:26:00What happened? Why did you? That's a bad cut. It won't stop bleeding. Hospital. Ethan stood there
00:26:05motionless, face dark, still as stone. Quinn never bought anything from that label. His voice was low
00:26:10and frayed. Ryan smiled quickly. So what? Quinn probably just picked something at random. Not like
00:26:14your birthday. She'd been planning your gift for six months. Exactly. You know what she
00:26:20means to you. None of us combined are worth a tenth of what she feels for you. Ethan laughed
00:26:24sharply. Feels for me. The noise in the room bled away, one degree at a time. Ethan, should
00:26:30I call Quinn? We need to deal with that cut first. Ryan suddenly worked up the nerve, picked
00:26:34up his phone, and photographed Ethan's torn up hand, then sent it to Quinn on the spot.
00:26:39Ethan didn't stop him.
00:27:06The room went still. About ten seconds passed, then Ryan's phone rang. See? I knew she loved you more than
00:27:13anything. Look, Ethan, it's Quinn. The others noticed it too. The tension in Ethan's face
00:27:18had eased, just slightly. You want to take it? Ryan held out the phone. Ethan didn't look at it.
00:27:22He turned away. I'll get it. I'll get it. Ryan said eagerly, putting it on speaker. When Quinn's
00:27:26voice came through, Ethan's jaw locked. Ryan, are you okay? Are you hurt? It's not me. It's Ethan's
00:27:32hand. You have no idea how bad it is. Blood everywhere. He won't stop. Ryan rambled on. The other end
00:27:37went quiet. Quinn, are you there? Maybe, maybe you should come back. Ethan won't go to the hospital. He can't
00:27:41just keep bleeding like this. Ryan. Her voice was still soft, still the same. Yeah? Yeah, I'm here.
00:27:46Go on. Ryan signaled frantically to Ethan. Don't tell me about him anymore. Ryan's smile collapsed.
00:27:51Quinn? And happy birthday, Ryan. Wait, Quinn, don't hang up! The line went dead. Ryan stood there
00:27:57holding the phone like it had burned him. He wanted to slap himself. What was he thinking? Getting
00:28:01involved. Now look at the mess. Silence. Ethan looked around at everyone and smiled lightly.
00:28:05You all go mute? No one dared speak. He smiled again. What, nobody's got anything to say? Ethan,
00:28:10don't get worked up. The cut's bleeding more. Ethan, you know how Quinn is. From the corner,
00:28:13where she'd been sitting quietly through everything, Vera finally spoke. I've wanted
00:28:17to say this for a long time. What you did was cruel. Quinn's a woman. Women have pride. Even
00:28:22if you stopped loving her, you could have ended it cleanly. Who says I wanted it to end cleanly?
00:28:26Ethan smiled, sharp and cold. She gave me seven years. Seven years? You think that's nothing
00:28:32to me? Vera smiled very quietly. But did you ever stop to think? A girl only has so many seven
00:28:38years. What if Quinn never comes back? Impossible!
00:28:42No one caught it, but there was the faintest tremor at the end of that word. What's impossible
00:28:46in this world? Once the heart's been hurt badly enough, can you really warm it back up?
00:28:50Ethan, stop doing things you'll regret. Vera said nothing more. She picked up her bag and walked
00:28:55out. Across the room, Daniel watched her leave. His own wife of two years. His expression unreadable.
00:29:00Was she pitying Quinn? Defending her? Or was she talking about herself?
00:29:04Aren't you gonna go after her? Daniel curved his lips, lit a cigarette.
00:29:08She's not my wife tonight. My wife is on set. She's out of the production next month.
00:29:12You're gonna wreck yourself. His friend sighed.
00:29:14Daniel didn't respond. Vera and Quinn were different. Quinn had no family draining her,
00:29:19earned her own money. A breakup just meant a softer lifestyle for a while. But Vera had her
00:29:23family's debt behind her, and a brother bedridden at home. She couldn't leave him. She wouldn't
00:29:28dare, no matter how many chances she had.
00:29:34That's the way he was nothing toanaise. I've got him. She couldn't leave her...
00:29:44Sure, I'm trying to stand up laissez- Seeing...
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00:30:03I see the face, with no more...
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00:33:17I just ended the call when Lucas wrapped his arms around me from behind.
00:33:20He rested his chin on the side of my neck and said nothing.
00:33:22I laughed softly.
00:33:23What?
00:33:24Quinn, are you going back?
00:33:26Back where?
00:33:27Back home.
00:33:28Not right now.
00:33:30Eventually, maybe.
00:33:31It's not like I did anything I need to run from.
00:33:34My family's there.
00:33:35My apartment's there.
00:33:36I'm not staying away forever.
00:33:38Lucas went quiet again.
00:33:45I caught up.
00:33:46Are you asking if I'm going to get back together with Ethan?
00:33:48Are you?
00:33:48If I say absolutely not, do you believe me?
00:33:52He lowered his eyes, that sharp nose brushing the side of my face.
00:33:55I want to.
00:33:56Lucas, I have a face and a spine.
00:33:58Do you still have feelings for him?
00:33:59I thought about it honestly.
00:34:00If I said there's nothing left, that wouldn't be true.
00:34:04It's been a long time.
00:34:05Lucas bit down on my shoulder, lightly.
00:34:07Don't say anymore, Quinn.
00:34:08Let me finish.
00:34:10But to say I still miss him, or that I can't let go, that's not right either.
00:34:14I touched his face gently.
00:34:15Leaving him didn't destroy me.
00:34:18So maybe I stopped loving him a long time ago.
00:34:20Maybe the moment he started coasting on this relationship, I'd already started preparing for the end.
00:34:24I won't.
00:34:25Won't what?
00:34:26I won't get distracted.
00:34:28Won't play around.
00:34:29Won't make you cry or hurt you.
00:34:31He held me tighter and tighter, and then he kissed me.
00:34:33Quinn, be with me for real.
00:34:40But I didn't kiss him back.
00:34:41In the end, I gently pushed him away.
00:34:43Lucas, I'm sorry.
00:34:46Why are you sorry?
00:34:47He looked down at me, his eyes faintly red.
00:34:50It's my issue.
00:34:51I looked away.
00:34:51I don't want to be in a relationship right now.
00:34:53Then what have we been doing?
00:34:55Lucas gripped my shoulders, voice unsteady.
00:34:57Quinn, what am I to you?
00:35:00I squeezed my hands tight and breathed.
00:35:02Think of it as two people getting what they need.
00:35:05If you want, we can keep things as they are.
00:35:07If you meet someone you actually want, you can end this whenever.
00:35:10Getting what they need, like I'm a tool for you?
00:35:13You can see it that way.
00:35:14I wouldn't look at him, afraid I'd cry if I did.
00:35:17Lucas, I'm truly sorry.
00:35:18If this arrangement makes you uncomfortable, I'll leave Miami right away.
00:35:22I swear I'll never bother you again.
00:35:25Quinn.
00:35:26His eyes burned red.
00:35:27He let go, stepped back slowly.
00:35:29Something in his expression was broken, even as he tried to smile.
00:35:32Quinn, you can't do this to me.
00:35:35Lucas.
00:35:36He turned, picked up his coat, and walked toward the door.
00:35:38I took one step after him, then stopped.
00:35:41He made it all the way to the door, hand on the knob.
00:35:43And then he turned and looked back at me, even managed a reassuring smile.
00:35:46Sorry, I just need a little time alone.
00:35:48I nodded.
00:35:49Go ahead, I won't bother you.
00:35:51Quinn, give me some time.
00:35:53I'll get back to you.
00:35:54He left.
00:35:55I sank slowly onto the couch.
00:35:57All the energy gone from my body.
00:35:58I felt something I couldn't name.
00:36:00It hurt in a way that wasn't pain, exactly.
00:36:02But I knew, clearly, that I couldn't do it.
00:36:04Couldn't throw myself into love again.
00:36:06Not like that.
00:36:07Not without walls.
00:36:07Not a new beginning.
00:36:08I was scared.
00:36:09Scared it would end the same way.
00:36:11Two people watching each other with contempt.
00:36:13The warmth gone cold.
00:36:14The cold gone freezing.
00:36:15I didn't want to go around again.
00:36:16I just shouldn't have gotten Lucas involved.
00:36:18If I'd known from the start that he had feelings for me.
00:36:20I never would have let him drive me home that night.
00:36:45I went to extremism on the night.
00:36:46And of course, if I hadsole, I knew over to him, she killed heaven.
00:37:04I hadn't heard of it, but it has happened decades ago.
00:37:04But I could've fallen by no time.
00:37:04This man of a man of a black hole.
00:37:04It worked very well.
00:37:09I didn't really pay способ the State Department Quinn.
00:37:09It was likeперация Hall of crushed.
00:37:09It was nice because there was something I haven't been able to do today.
00:37:10I never knew where one the music you once was broke up.
00:37:10The weather seemed quite concrete.
00:37:52It was past 3 a.m. when Lucas drove back to Quinn's hotel.
00:37:55He got out of the car but didn't go in.
00:37:57He leaned against the door and lit a cigarette.
00:37:59Countless windows glowing above him.
00:38:00He couldn't tell which one was hers.
00:38:02But knowing she was there.
00:38:03Knowing she was in the same city as him.
00:38:05Knowing that if he walked through those doors, in 10 minutes he'd see her.
00:38:08That was enough.
00:38:09Something like contentment.
00:38:10It hadn't taken him two days to figure it out.
00:38:12Quietly, he'd talked himself down.
00:38:14Quinn had just come out of something long and damaging.
00:38:16Not wanting to dive back into a relationship made complete sense.
00:38:19Being disappointed in men, in love, in the idea of marriage, made even more sense.
00:38:23Maybe he'd pushed too hard.
00:38:24He shouldn't have cornered her like that.
00:38:26If keeping things loose made her feel lighter, easier, he didn't need a label.
00:38:29What's worse than wanting someone and never having them?
00:38:31Maybe a year and a half ago, when he found out Quinn had moved in with him.
00:38:34That was when he genuinely decided to let go.
00:38:37So he'd tried the setups.
00:38:38Tried to meet someone new.
00:38:39Tried to move forward.
00:38:40Couldn't do it.
00:38:41Recognized that quickly.
00:38:42Cut it off.
00:38:42After that, no matter how much pressure came from his family, he never went back down
00:38:46that road.
00:38:46If Quinn hadn't left Ethan and come to Miami, if she hadn't invited him up that night,
00:38:50he probably would have stayed alone his whole life.
00:38:52Lucas stubbed out the cigarette.
00:38:53His eyes went still and settled.
00:38:55But Quinn did come to Miami.
00:38:56And she did ask him up.
00:38:57If the girl he'd loved for years came to him and he let her slip away anyway, then
00:39:01Lucas Shaw, you don't deserve the happiness you want.
00:39:18And she would have won!
00:39:18Bye!
00:39:19Bye!
00:39:19Bye!
00:39:42.
00:40:12.
00:40:43The night before I was set to leave Miami, I went out for drinks with my best friend.
00:40:46So, how's things with Lucas?
00:40:48She looked me over.
00:40:49Look at you. That glow.
00:40:51Your skin's been absolutely luminous all week.
00:40:54He's been good for you.
00:40:55I should stop.
00:40:57I don't want a relationship. I don't want to get married.
00:40:59Quinn, why are you punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes?
00:41:02And it's not fair to Lucas either.
00:41:03The saying goes, one person plants the tree, another enjoys the shade. Fine.
00:41:07But that doesn't mean the person who planted the tree gets to leave a storm behind for the next one.
00:41:10Ethan was terrible. But Lucas is a good man. One worth something real.
00:41:13Why should Ethan's garbage keep you from giving Lucas a real chance?
00:41:17It's not that I'm biased against him.
00:41:19I just haven't gotten over the damage yet.
00:41:21You haven't gotten over the damage.
00:41:23Babe, Ethan spent seven years running you down and you don't even know it.
00:41:27You think you're not worth being loved?
00:41:28I stared at her. Was she right?
00:41:30The exhaustion of the back and forth. The constant anxiety.
00:41:33The feeling of never being enough. Never being secure.
00:41:35So now my guard was up against everyone. Against the whole world.
00:41:38Convinced that no one would ever love me without conditions.
00:41:41But why shouldn't I deserve that?
00:41:42The ones who waste your love. Let them choke on it.
00:41:44The ones who love honestly. The universe opens a window for them.
00:41:47Babe, do you know how incredible you are?
00:41:49My best friend pulled me in. Swayed gently.
00:41:51You're gorgeous. You have an amazing body.
00:41:53You were making your own money since sophomore year.
00:41:56Paid your own rent and practically kept me fed too.
00:41:58You're talented and driven and kind.
00:42:00If I were a man, I'd fight anyone to marry you.
00:42:03You deserve to be loved, Quinn. Genuinely loved. By the right person.
00:42:08Not ground down and wasted on someone like Ethan.
00:42:10Trust me on this. He will regret it.
00:42:13For the rest of his life, he won't be able to shake losing you.
00:42:16Now, call Lucas. And cancel your flight home.
00:42:18Don't think I don't know you already rebooked it.
00:42:20My eyes were getting hot.
00:42:21But what if Lucas and I end up in the same place?
00:42:24What if it ends the same way?
00:42:25It won't. How do you know?
00:42:26Because a man with that kind of self-control, who's never settled for less,
00:42:29will not be stupid enough to throw away the girl he actually chose.
00:42:32He's not Ethan.
00:42:33I shook my head. He wasn't. He really wasn't.
00:42:35So, call him. You have no idea how happy it'll make him.
00:43:06I thought Lucas would be happy.
00:43:08I didn't think a man in his late 20s running a company could be that happy over a phone call.
00:43:12Like a kid on Christmas morning, my best friend beamed at me.
00:43:15Quinn? Happy?
00:43:16I nodded slowly.
00:43:17I think, yeah. Really happy.
00:43:19See? You're happy. Lucas is happier.
00:43:23What else is there to figure out?
00:43:24Then she laughed.
00:43:25Honestly? I just keep thinking about how miserable Ethan's going to be.
00:43:29That alone puts me in a great mood.
00:43:31Who knows? He's probably already moved on.
00:43:34I smiled faintly.
00:43:35Let's stop talking about him.
00:43:36In that moment, I could say it with no weight at all.
00:43:38Like he was just a name. Someone with no claim on me anymore.
00:43:41Lucas' car pulled up downstairs just as I stepped out of the bar.
00:43:45He stood in the night air with his arms open.
00:43:47I stopped and looked at him.
00:43:48Honestly, he was striking.
00:43:50Every feature exactly what I'd want.
00:43:51Men can like whoever they want.
00:43:53Overlap if they choose.
00:43:54The world hardly blinks.
00:43:55So why can't I, after a real ending, start something new?
00:43:58I walked toward him.
00:43:59He walked toward me.
00:44:00People moved around us.
00:44:02We kissed like no one was watching.
00:44:03His heart was pounding so fast.
00:44:05I reached up and touched the back of his neck.
00:44:07Burning hot.
00:44:08He was still warm when I pressed my forehead to his.
00:44:10Slightly breathless.
00:44:11Voiceless.
00:44:12Quinn, do I have a fever?
00:44:14Maybe.
00:44:15Too much touching and this happens.
00:44:17I laughed and kissed under his chin.
00:44:19Maybe more of this and you'll be cured?
00:44:22His ears went redder.
00:44:23He cupped my face, eyes open and searching.
00:44:25Quinn, what am I to you right now?
00:44:27I teased him.
00:44:28What do you think?
00:44:30A hugger or a boyfriend?
00:44:31He asked, then immediately shook his head, pressing his face into my neck.
00:44:34Never mind, I don't want to know right now.
00:44:35I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer.
00:44:38You sure you don't want to know?
00:44:39Boyfriend.
00:45:19I'll just say so.
00:45:19Please, just turn off.
00:45:19I want you to call it, everyone.
00:45:22All right.
00:45:23Well, let it go.
00:45:23You're welcome.
00:45:26I'm sure you're welcome.
00:45:30.
00:46:07Ethan's car stopped at the mouth of an alley.
00:46:09He got out and walked into the narrow street on foot.
00:46:11At the end of it lived an old tailor.
00:46:13His family had been in the trade for generations.
00:46:15Old world craft, long retired, no longer taking clients.
00:46:18But Ethan had ways of getting to him.
00:46:20Quinn's shredded wedding dress had been brought here two weeks ago.
00:46:22Today, it was nearly finished.
00:46:24He walked and thought.
00:46:25Ryan had been right.
00:46:26Every girl dreams of wearing a dress and marrying the person she loves.
00:46:29Seven years together and he'd never once thought about proposing.
00:46:32He'd never imagined Quinn would have thought about proposing to him.
00:46:34He'd been a wreck these past weeks.
00:46:36He knew it.
00:46:37But the other women had never meant anything.
00:46:38A moment's impulse, nothing more.
00:46:40Even Mia, the one who'd actually triggered Quinn walking out.
00:46:42She lasted three days before he was already over it.
00:46:45He kept thinking about Quinn.
00:46:46Seven years had made him lazy, complacent.
00:46:48He'd taken it all for granted.
00:46:49But some people are like the air.
00:46:51You don't notice until they're gone.
00:46:52Since Quinn left, he couldn't focus on anything.
00:46:54He'd be with his friends and she'd be in the back of his mind the whole time.
00:46:57Especially when he drank.
00:46:58If Quinn were there, she'd fake scold him and try to slow him down.
00:47:00And if she couldn't stop him, she'd be up at 3am making soup.
00:47:03Letting him put his head in her lap.
00:47:05Rubbing his temples with her hands.
00:47:06Her fingers were soft.
00:47:07The little complaints she'd mutter.
00:47:08The way she'd fuss over him.
00:47:10It had annoyed him back then.
00:47:11Now he'd give anything to hear it again.
00:47:12This time, when Quinn came home, he'd propose.
00:47:14He'd always known how much she wanted to marry him.
00:47:16Give her that and she'd feel safe.
00:47:18She'd forgive him.
00:47:19She would.
00:47:28The place where I'd leave her.
00:47:30She was very rude.
00:47:31She would bring him on.
00:47:35She's too close to her.
00:47:36She'd help him.
00:47:41The ways she could buy him.
00:47:42She'd ask him more money.
00:47:42The way he could do that is.
00:47:45The way he did the way.
00:47:46The way he made him carry him.
00:47:47The way he went.
00:47:51The way he could get his life.
00:47:51The way he could do it.
00:47:52The way he could do it.
00:47:53.
00:48:23.
00:48:53.
00:49:23.
00:49:55.
00:50:00The old man's work was remarkable.
00:50:02The dress looked almost exactly as it had before.
00:50:04Ethan paid him and was heading out when his phone rang.
00:50:06His pulse spiked slightly until he saw Ryan's name on the screen.
00:50:09His heart slowed back down.
00:50:10Ethan, there's something I need to tell you.
00:50:12I wanted to think it over first.
00:50:14Go ahead.
00:50:14Just don't freak out, okay?
00:50:16It's probably just rumors.
00:50:17Could be nothing at all.
00:50:19What is it?
00:50:20It's about Quinn.
00:50:21Actually, forget it. I'm probably 80% sure it's someone making stuff up.
00:50:24Ryan, since when do you talk like this?
00:50:26What happened to Quinn? Did she come back?
00:50:29Ethan.
00:50:29Ryan suddenly felt sick.
00:50:31Of all the rumors that could have gotten out, why did it have to be Lucas Shaw?
00:50:34Ethan had been at each other's throats with Lucas for years.
00:50:36Two years ago, they'd gone head-to-head over a major contract.
00:50:39Ethan's company lost.
00:50:40First time he'd ever tasted defeat.
00:50:41It had poisoned what was already a tense relationship into something close to hatred.
00:50:44I said, don't freak out.
00:50:46This is all second-hand. There's no confirmation.
00:50:48Someone spotted Quinn in Miami.
00:50:49Ethan's grip on the phone tightened. His voice stayed controlled, barely.
00:50:53So she's in Miami. So what?
00:50:54She was with Lucas Shaw. Could just be dinner?
00:50:57Probably nothing.
00:50:58Got it.
00:50:58Ethan.
00:50:59Nothing else? I'm hanging up.
00:51:00The call cut off.
00:51:01Ethan stood in the narrow street, shopping bag in hand.
00:51:03The bag holding the dress Quinn had bought.
00:51:05He walked, step by step, through the cold of early winter, all the way to the mouth of the alley,
00:51:09back to his car.
00:51:10He stopped. A quiet smile crossed his face.
00:51:12Slow, faint, laced with something sharp and bitter.
00:51:15And then, without hesitation, he dropped the elegant shopping bag into the trash can at the curb.
00:51:19Crazy seats with him.
00:51:23Thanks, Chris.
00:51:48This is a
00:51:49.
00:52:19.
00:52:49.
00:53:19.
00:53:49.
00:54:20.
00:54:20.
00:54:31The second month after Quinn left, Ethan sent her a text.
00:54:34It went through, no response.
00:54:36The message read, Thinking about selling the apartment.
00:54:38What do you want to do with your clothes?
00:54:39Maybe he forgot she'd left a note saying to deal with everything herself, dispose of
00:54:43it all however he liked, or maybe it was intentional, an excuse to reach out.
00:54:46Maybe Ethan told himself he was giving her a way back in.
00:54:49She was smart. She'd know to take the out. His temper looked bad, but he wasn't that hard to
00:54:53deal with. Quinn never replied. The apartment didn't sell. Her clothes and everything else
00:54:56stayed exactly as they were, like she'd never left. Ethan came back late nights after going out,
00:55:01lay down in her bed, stared at the ceiling until almost dawn. The third month after she left,
00:55:05same as always, late and still. When the clock hands crept toward midnight, Ethan dialed her
00:55:09number.
00:55:21The second month after Quinn left, Quinn had been careful, quiet, a good girl in the old-fashioned
00:55:29sense. Her family was ordinary, but comfortable. Her parents adored her, and because she'd been
00:55:34beautiful since she was young, they'd kept a close eye on her. It wasn't until the fall after
00:55:37graduation that Quinn moved in with Ethan. He still remembered that night. She'd been shaking from
00:55:41head to toe. Her skin flushed everywhere, a deep, burning pink. She was breathtaking, fragile beneath
00:55:46him in a way that made his chest ache. When it was over, she cried for a long time. Over
00:55:50and over,
00:55:51she said, Ethan, you're not allowed to hurt me. Not now, not ever. You have to be good to me.
00:55:56You have to marry me. Ethan, we're gonna be together forever, right? The girl who'd believed all of
00:56:02that, who trusted with her whole self that she'd end up with the man she loved. He'd lost her a
00:56:06long
00:56:06time ago, long enough that he couldn't even recall. The last time they'd said goodbye, what had her face
00:56:10looked like? Did she smile and nod, or did her eyes go red? The phone rang for a while. He'd
00:56:15almost given up.
00:56:15Then it connected. In that moment, what he wanted to say was, Quinn, come home. But what came out of
00:56:20his mouth was, Quinn, you've made your point. Come home. His pathetic, idiotic words were cut off by
00:56:25a man's low laugh. That laugh landed like cold concrete. Ethan went rigid, like he'd been encased
00:56:30in ice and couldn't move. Ethan, you snooze, you lose. Can't let a girl stew overnight or someone
00:56:36else steps in. Lucas Shaw? Ethan said the name through clenched teeth, blood rushing into his eyes.
00:56:43It's me. Put Quinn on! Now! His eyes looked flooded. He gripped the phone, voice shaking low.
00:56:50Lucas, if you took advantage of- She could come to the phone.
00:56:53Lucas lowered his head and pressed a soft kiss to his girl's temple. Quinn's lashes were still wet,
00:56:57her mouth in a small pout. Eyes closed, but everything on her face said one thing. I was
00:57:02hurt. His chest clenched. He kissed the corner of her eye, drew away the tear that sat there.
00:57:06She's asleep, upset with me. I have to kiss her awake first.
00:57:09Lucas! Ethan's voice went dead silent. Lucas ended the call, turned off his phone.
00:57:13He brought his lips down to Quinn's, softly. Hey, wake up.
00:57:55I thought about what it would be like to see Ethan again. He came from money, and he knew it.
00:57:59Pride ran
00:58:00deep in him. We'd ended things without a scene. If we ever crossed paths, he'd probably look right
00:58:04through me, or we'd exchange a polite, meaningless smile. My family was in the city. We had mutual
00:58:08friends. It wasn't realistic to think we'd never be in the same room again, but I never expected that.
00:58:12Never expected to see him come undone like that. The day it happened, I'd slept well and woken up
00:58:17in a good mood. I was wearing a new blush pink cashmere dress, makeup done, feeling like myself
00:58:21again. Warm and whole, like a ripe peach in September. I had my hand tucked in Lucas's arm.
00:58:25We were laughing about something as we pushed through the revolving door, and there was Ethan,
00:58:29stepping out of a car. I stopped. My feet stopped with me. Lucas's warm fingers closed around mine.
00:58:33Ethan's shirt was wrinkled. No tie. The exhaustion on his face was plain. His brow heavy. The whites
00:58:38of his eyes shot through with red. People moved past us on both sides. A fountain not far off
00:58:43played something cheerful. The whole moment felt like a slow motion shot from a movie.
00:58:46Except I wasn't watching. I was in it. Ethan looked more undone than I'd ever seen him.
00:58:50Lucas moved instinctively, stepping slightly in front of me, but Ethan's expression was perfectly calm.
00:58:55He said my name the way he used to, back when things were good. Soft. Warm.
00:58:59Quinn. I stood there and didn't move. The music from the fountain kept playing,
00:59:03and yet something in me ached, quietly. I didn't quite know why. Maybe for the girl who'd overheard
00:59:07those words that night. Maybe for the girl who'd gotten a breakup handed to her without warning.
00:59:11Maybe most of all for the girl who'd loved foolishly for seven years and let go in seven
00:59:15days. Quinn. I came to bring you home. He hadn't looked at Lucas once. His eyes were on my face,
00:59:20and they were soft in a way I'd almost forgotten. I couldn't even remember the last time he'd looked
00:59:23at me like that before we fell apart. He stopped about a meter in front of me. Quinn. Come home.
00:59:29We get married. We do it right this time. He meant every word. He was so serious I almost
00:59:34let myself believe that the Ethan who'd said he was giving another girl something real had
00:59:37been a figment of my imagination. But it was too late, Ethan. A broken heart doesn't reassemble
00:59:42itself, and the new one that had grown up from the wreckage, it already belonged to someone else.
01:00:17a whole bunch like aseada holiness who could pick for it. He seemed to be so serious.
01:00:17So we've got an episode of these two of those. Yeah, but I'm not sure that we've got
01:00:18a little bit scared of it. But then when I saw a little bit on it, I thought I could
01:00:18get a little bit more, and then I'd because I said, at the end of it, I saw a little
01:00:18bit
01:00:18in my face and I said, I thought we were gonna get a little bit nervous.
01:00:18And then I said, you know, when we were saying, right, it was just really
01:00:18a little bit, but we were saying a little bit in front of me. And then we were like,
01:00:24.
01:00:54.
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01:04:23I shook my head gently.
01:04:25Ethan, please go.
01:04:27Quinn, I never touched Mia.
01:04:29Three days and I ended it.
01:04:31The dress you bought, I had it repaired.
01:04:33And our rings, I kept them both.
01:04:36Quinn, I had a custom ring made.
01:04:38I mean this-
01:04:39His eyes were getting redder.
01:04:40His voice had the faintest tremor.
01:04:42He held out a small velvet box, held it out to me like an offering.
01:04:45Everything in his face was careful, hoping, terrified.
01:04:48Looking at him, I couldn't pretend it didn't hurt at all.
01:04:51But it was only that, just a little hurt.
01:04:53Ethan, I have a boyfriend.
01:04:55I tightened my hand around Lucas's and stepped out from behind him to stand beside him, shoulder to shoulder.
01:05:00The color drained out of Ethan's face in an instant.
01:05:02His gaze dropped slowly and stopped, on our intertwined fingers, the matching bands on our ring fingers, just like it
01:05:08had been with us once.
01:05:10Quinn, are you serious?
01:05:11I took a breath, turned to look at Lucas and nodded.
01:05:14Yes, completely serious.
01:05:16Ethan laughed softly, just once.
01:05:18You think he's serious about you?
01:05:20You think you know how much of this is real?
01:05:22Two years ago, he fought me tooth and nail over a deal, and now he's going after you.
01:05:26Quinn, don't you think there's something in that?
01:05:28Some other motive?
01:05:29Can he honestly say he's pursuing you with absolutely nothing to prove to me?
01:05:32Quinn, you've always been too trusting.
01:05:34All men are the same in the end.
01:05:36You were with me for seven years.
01:05:37You know how much happened between us.
01:05:39You think Lucas won't care?
01:05:40You think it won't matter to him in the end?
01:05:42You think he's actually gonna stay?
01:05:43That you'll get your happy ending with him?
01:05:44Aren't you afraid that being with him just leads you to another seven years exactly like this one?
01:05:52I shook my head gently.
01:05:54Ethan, please go.
01:05:56Quinn, I never touched Mia.
01:05:58Three days and I ended it.
01:06:00The dress you bought, I had it repaired.
01:06:07The fountain music stopped.
01:06:08Ethan stopped.
01:06:09A silence settled over me.
01:06:10Then came the smallest sound, like something very fine and thin, quietly breaking.
01:06:15And after that sound, relief.
01:06:16Lightness.
01:06:17Whatever last piece of grief I'd been carrying was gone.
01:06:20Nothing left to lose now.
01:06:21It's just such a waste, I thought.
01:06:23Why does living always come with things you regret?
01:06:25Before today, I didn't regret loving Ethan.
01:06:27Good or bad, it was mine.
01:06:28It happened.
01:06:29But in this moment, I couldn't help grieving it.
01:06:31Seven years and I'd never seen clearly.
01:06:33Ethan, at his core, had never really looked at me.
01:06:35Not the way I deserved to be seen.
01:06:37Lucas pulled me into his arms, his eyes full of something pained.
01:06:40I was a little pale, but I smiled and shook my head.
01:06:42I'm okay.
01:06:43Come on, wait by the car.
01:06:44I've got this.
01:06:45I want to be here with you.
01:06:47I held his hand and wouldn't let go.
01:06:48Lucas looked at me for a long moment, then bowed his head and kissed me hard.
01:06:51Quinn, everything I've ever done, I've done with a clear conscience.
01:06:54No regrets.
01:06:56But right now, right now, I genuinely regret not taking you from him when I had the chance.
01:07:01What gives you the right?
01:07:02Ethan cut in.
01:07:02Going after someone when they're at their lowest?
01:07:04What kind of man does that make you, Lucas?
01:07:06Ethan, you didn't deserve a single year of what Quinn gave you.
01:07:09Not one.
01:07:10Maybe those words finally broke something in Ethan.
01:07:12He lost control in a way he never had before.
01:07:14Words he'd never have said otherwise.
01:07:16Oh yeah?
01:07:17And you, Lucas?
01:07:18You go after a woman who spent seven years with me.
01:07:22What right do you have to stand there and lecture me?
01:07:25Tell me the truth.
01:07:25Do you actually love Quinn?
01:07:27Or do you love the idea of having something that was mine?
01:07:38Lucas put his fist through Ethan's face.
01:07:40Ethan wasn't one to absorb him.
01:07:41He came back swimming.
01:07:42They went at each other until both of them were marked up, split and bruised.
01:07:46Security rushed over, finally managed to get between them.
01:07:49The two men stood there breathing hard, still glaring at each other.
01:07:51Not giving an inch.
01:07:53Can we stop now?
01:07:54I was furious and scared, and my voice broke a little.
01:07:57Quinn.
01:07:57Ethan's face was cold.
01:07:58You saw it.
01:07:59Lucas threw the first punch.
01:08:01I'm not letting this go.
01:08:03Yes, he did.
01:08:04Mr. Harlow, I'll have him apologize to you.
01:08:06Whatever you want to do next, we'll cooperate.
01:08:09Quinn, he said it first!
01:08:10Lucas started immediately.
01:08:11I pressed my hand lightly over his, then turned back, calm.
01:08:14Mr. Harlow, I'll apologize on his behalf.
01:08:17You're defending him?
01:08:18Just like that?
01:08:19Ethan stepped toward me slowly.
01:08:20He hit me, Quinn.
01:08:21What would you like us to do about it?
01:08:23Quinn, I'm hurt.
01:08:24He gestured at his face.
01:08:26You can see this, right?
01:08:27This really hurts.
01:08:28I looked at it.
01:08:29We'll call you an ambulance.
01:08:30We'll cover everything.
01:08:32You know that's not what I want.
01:08:33He reached for my arm.
01:08:34I stepped back.
01:08:35Quinn!
01:08:35Everything Ethan had been holding up cracked all at once.
01:08:38The way he looked at me, lost, bare and unguarded.
01:08:41But my chest was still and quiet, genuinely still.
01:08:43Lucas made a sharp sound.
01:08:44Quinn, am I going to be scarred?
01:08:46I turned fast.
01:08:47His lip was split.
01:08:48His eye was swelling.
01:08:48His jaw had blood on it, and it looked worse than it was.
01:08:51I reached into my bag for a tissue and started cleaning it.
01:08:53Ow, Quinn.
01:08:54Gently, gently.
01:08:55He winced and grimaced dramatically.
01:08:57Serves you right, I said quietly.
01:08:59But I was careful.
01:09:00You're going to need stitches.
01:09:01Then come with me.
01:09:02I pass out around needles.
01:09:04I gave him a look, but I nodded.
01:09:05Lucas immediately pulled me into a hug.
01:09:07And I need you to kiss it.
01:09:08Right here.
01:09:09It's killing me.
01:09:10I rose slowly on my toes and pressed my lips, gently, right to the wound.
01:09:37Ethan didn't say anything more.
01:09:38The late son stretched his shadow long and quiet behind him.
01:09:41Maybe it was the moment Quinn dabbed at Lucas' face.
01:09:44Maybe it was the moment she kissed him there, softly.
01:09:46That was when Ethan finally understood it.
01:09:48Quinn did not love him anymore.
01:09:50What Vera had asked that night had turned out to be true.
01:09:52Quinn was not coming back to him.
01:09:54He'd thought he was the one who could walk away from seven years easily.
01:09:56He'd thought he was the one who'd always held the upper hand.
01:09:59He'd thought he was always going to come out ahead.
01:10:01But standing here now, he understood.
01:10:02The one who couldn't let go was him.
01:10:04Quinn had been the string that held the kite to the sky.
01:10:06The string snapped, and the kite lost its way.
01:10:09It was never going to find home again.
01:10:45To be continued...
01:10:54I watched Ethan turn and walk back to his car.
01:10:56I watched that solitary figure disappear.
01:10:58The sun at dusk slid below the horizon all at once.
01:11:01The sky shifted to a pale, soft blue.
01:11:03His car pulled away and got smaller.
01:11:05I felt like I could see it.
01:11:06All seven years, from 17 to 24, rushing away with that car.
01:11:10Gone.
01:11:10From this day on, I knew.
01:11:12His name would be like any ordinary name in the world.
01:11:14I wouldn't try to forget it.
01:11:15I just wouldn't think of it on my own.
01:11:17Quinn.
01:11:18Lucas wrapped me in his arms quietly.
01:11:20I turned and looked up at him, smiling lightly.
01:11:22Let's go.
01:11:23Hospital.
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