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Eun-a takes a bold step forward in resilience. As Dong-man grows increasingly impatient with production timing, will he finally release his film?
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00:00:16To be continued...
00:00:41What was the most difficult moment in your life?
00:00:50I bet you've never told anyone about it, have you?
00:00:59I was taking the subway with a friend after we had dinner, and out of nowhere, she asked,
00:01:05What was the most difficult moment of your life?
00:01:10My heart just started racing.
00:01:13I tried to think of an answer for a while.
00:01:17Then I felt like I was about to burst into tears, so I just got off the train.
00:01:24I walked all the way home that night, crying my eyes out.
00:01:29And I realized, somehow, I had never once said it out loud, what happened back then.
00:01:40Even at that age, the worst part of it all was the simple reality of being conscious.
00:01:46I knew I was feeling that vivid fear because I was aware of the experience, but I had no idea
00:01:52how to stop.
00:01:55So I had no choice but to endure it.
00:01:58I was so helpless in the face of all that suffocating fear.
00:02:04More than anything back then, I wished I could grow up faster, so I could just leave, go anywhere else
00:02:12like it was nothing.
00:02:13I used to think, how great would it be to be old enough to wander around alone at night.
00:02:23I was just sitting there.
00:02:26And suddenly, I got a nosebleed.
00:02:31Crows kept swooping down and landing by the window.
00:02:34I thought, oh, I guess I'm going to die soon.
00:02:43That's when my dad came home.
00:02:51After 28 days, my mother, it turned out she was gone for good.
00:03:02I'd never told anybody.
00:03:05I didn't talk about it.
00:03:09I think I'd been consciously blocking it out.
00:03:12And then, the second my friend asked that question on the subway, a bolt of lightning hit me.
00:03:21I was pissed.
00:03:24Until that point, whenever I would see her face anywhere, I wasn't bothered.
00:03:32It felt like we'd never met before.
00:03:35But once I acknowledged that anger, I just couldn't bear to be around that stuff.
00:03:43That phase was the source of all my pain.
00:03:51My own mother, the one who left me alone, was her.
00:04:09Now, here I am in my 30s.
00:04:11I've lived over 10,000 days.
00:04:14But it's like that month alone really made me the woman I am.
00:04:20When something happens, I go right back to that time.
00:04:24All this talk of wounds.
00:04:27I hate it.
00:04:28It sounds like the person is weak.
00:04:31And yet, that's what I'm doing right now.
00:04:38Whenever something goes wrong in my life, I think, well, truth is, I was a broken kid.
00:04:44And that's why I'm a disaster now.
00:04:46Now, all the issues I have are rooted in that time.
00:04:54But if my life had been better, would I still be clinging to my difficult past like this?
00:05:04Am I just dragging it around as an explanation for the way things haven't been working out?
00:05:15How could you not drag your past around?
00:05:19Sounds like you're punishing yourself.
00:05:21You don't bring up your childhood, though.
00:05:25You don't use your past to excuse the way your life is going in the present.
00:05:32Not too much to draw on, if I'm being honest.
00:05:35You might not believe it.
00:05:37But we used to be well off.
00:05:41We were a pretty happy family.
00:05:45Till sophomore year of college.
00:05:47My dad's business went under and the money we had in the family flew out the window.
00:05:54First mom, then my dad.
00:05:57They died one after the other.
00:06:00I remember thinking, wow, life can fall apart overnight, can't it?
00:06:04There were even people who took pleasure in our downfall.
00:06:07It made all of them feel like they were better.
00:06:11You know, it makes sense to want to see fortunes change like that.
00:06:16If everyone's family wealth lasts forever, what's the point? Seems unfair.
00:06:24All the stuff from when we had money, it's all just sitting in storage.
00:06:29It's been there for 20 years.
00:06:31We've been paying good money for it, too.
00:06:33You can't abandon that part of your story?
00:06:37It's not really about that.
00:06:40It says that we were thriving once.
00:06:48Without a reminder.
00:06:54I don't have much to hold on to.
00:07:02I can't move on or get rid of that stuff till I'm a little further along.
00:07:10Once my movie comes out, and I make a splash, I'm getting rid of it all.
00:07:17So that was it?
00:07:18The most trying time you ever had?
00:07:28Well, no.
00:07:37You've never...
00:07:40talked about it before with anybody, have you?
00:07:57I want to know my favorite sound in the world.
00:08:05It's my brother snoring.
00:08:09When I hear him snore,
00:08:13I feel at ease.
00:08:17I go, oh.
00:08:20He's asleep.
00:08:22I should sleep, too.
00:08:26But when I don't hear anything,
00:08:29I start wondering why he can't sleep.
00:08:37I have to improve my life, even just a little.
00:08:40I have to achieve something,
00:08:42even if it's something small.
00:08:43That's the only way I'll be able to let go of the pain in my past.
00:08:47That's the only way.
00:08:49I can stop feeling anxious that you're going to take off into the stratosphere.
00:08:53And stop worrying that my brother has trouble sleeping.
00:08:57I can't be free until...
00:08:59Until I know I've accomplished something.
00:09:02Until I see what I'm capable of.
00:09:13Bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce.
00:09:15Bounce, bounce.
00:09:22Safe.
00:09:39Stay for the liking.
00:09:41크� specialist.
00:09:42Don't you?
00:09:42Can I see what you've done?
00:10:01Go, go it.
00:10:05Let's go.
00:10:15How are you?
00:10:16Hi.
00:10:18Oh, I appreciate it.
00:10:35Hi, Barry.
00:10:57I get two strong, handsome men picking me up.
00:11:01Pretty nice, isn't it?
00:11:18Home's where the heart is, huh?
00:11:41Normally, I wouldn't be asking for money after a fight. But a front tooth really costs.
00:11:49An implant was a lot, so I got a denture.
00:12:02I'll give the implant later when I have a little money. Here's my account info.
00:12:11Oh, jeez.
00:12:25So my aunt has two children, two grown daughters. When her sons and Lara mean to them, she says, if
00:12:31they had a brother, their husbands wouldn't dare behave like that.
00:12:35Because some guys think a house with women is an easy target.
00:12:46Luna's house has more than just ladies in it.
00:13:08I have to be careful what I say. Just know, if you start bothering her, you'll be in real trouble.
00:13:18I'm serious.
00:13:20Knock, knock, knock, knock would be over. And it could end your entire career overnight.
00:13:27Have I made myself clear? Huh?
00:13:29I don't want you to come whining later about how I should have been more straightforward.
00:13:46See ya!
00:13:56You have the episode synopsis yet?
00:13:58Could you please not first?
00:14:03Why? You playing video games?
00:14:05No, Hyejin, I'm not. You really think I could do that?
00:14:08What happened to writer Pak?
00:14:13She should be here.
00:14:15We decided to write separately.
00:14:17Why?
00:14:20How we're supposed to look at each other now?
00:14:38Listen closely.
00:14:40Okay. Just spit it out. Reading you loud and clear, okay?
00:14:43What the hell is this? Middle school?
00:14:46Listen closely.
00:14:53I regret going off on you
00:14:56I'm sorry
00:14:57You had momentum for a change
00:15:00And I poured cold water on it
00:15:05I should have left you alone
00:15:06Until you were finished
00:15:08I just lost it
00:15:11I'm sorry
00:15:14Don't worry about me
00:15:15Just try to keep going
00:15:16I mean it
00:15:20And we should
00:15:26We should get a divorce
00:15:27When it feels right
00:15:34Oh jeez
00:15:35Since the day we got married
00:15:37I've never once brought up the word divorce
00:15:42I told myself to bring it up
00:15:43Only if it really felt necessary
00:15:48And now it does feel necessary
00:15:51If you want to write seriously
00:15:52You have to give yourself over to a deep feeling
00:15:57Then be willing to move on to another
00:15:59On occasion you have to be a nasty guy
00:16:03You have to explore every side of yourself
00:16:07I'm holding you back right now
00:16:11You're afraid to do the bold thing
00:16:16You're stuck trying to be the kind of man your wife wants
00:16:22There are couples who manage to support whatever feelings their partners are going through
00:16:28I just don't think either of us is cut out for that
00:16:33Most great directors like most great writers are total assholes
00:16:37If you can't let go of that half decent guy inside who's been hemming you in
00:16:41I doubt you'll go anywhere
00:16:47I think we should divorce
00:16:50So you don't have to hold back like this
00:16:54Obviously I know that it's tough
00:16:56And I'm not even sure if I
00:16:59Really have the strength to break up or not
00:17:01Still
00:17:04I'm putting it out there for now
00:17:06So you have the option to be free
00:17:10Don't let me hold you back
00:17:13It's time to go all in
00:17:15Things may be tough right now
00:17:20Eventually we'll know when it's right
00:17:23We'll do it then
00:17:34You should bite into the watermelon and taste some of its sweet juice
00:17:38No holds barred, okay?
00:17:57Damn, that's one hell of a threat
00:18:17So I was at the dollar store and I asked this employee
00:18:20Do you know where that is?
00:18:22She didn't know because she hadn't worked there very long
00:18:24So I went back a week later, told me the same thing
00:18:27I haven't worked here very long
00:18:28This week too, same thing
00:18:29Man, if that was me, I would
00:18:31I'd have the whole store mapped out in my head in a day
00:18:34I knew she'd be bad at her job
00:18:36Her mouth was...
00:18:38Open, you know?
00:18:40Her mouth was hanging open
00:18:42No focus, just gaping like an idiot
00:18:44I have a friend that works at a dollar store
00:18:46And no matter what, he always wants me to meet him up front
00:18:49He comes in early every day
00:18:51So he can survey everything
00:18:53How the store is laid out, all the new displays
00:18:56He's deputy manager
00:18:58Wow, no way
00:18:58Only took him five years to get there
00:19:02Two workers in equal roles
00:19:03How can one of them succeed and one of them fail?
00:19:07It's about focus
00:19:09Take me for instance
00:19:10I can get scatterbrained, it's true
00:19:12I'm a beast when I'm focused on something though
00:19:15Look at my face
00:19:17Look here
00:19:20Focused in my whole face
00:19:24Principal photography can start autumn next year
00:19:26I've got it all up here
00:19:28All the shots, the whole visual language
00:19:30Autumn next year, roll camera
00:19:32Look, from now on, when you talk
00:19:35Just start with your point
00:19:37Open with your concluding thought
00:19:39And if I'm interested, then tell me the rest
00:19:41And if we're on set, you ramble
00:19:43We'll never get anything done
00:19:47Right, you got it
00:19:48Also, whether you shoot next year or not
00:19:51I'm booked already
00:19:52I have a shoot
00:19:53And it also starts next year, understand?
00:19:55With director Park Jin
00:19:56So I gotta do it
00:19:57Hang on
00:19:58But that script needs some major revisions, I thought
00:20:01And you've read my script, right?
00:20:02Of course not!
00:20:03We're a year away from starting that
00:20:05Cut me a check first
00:20:07Look, it's a flawless script
00:20:09I'm telling you, there's nothing to fix
00:20:11Investors are already on board
00:20:12Right, sure
00:20:13Shut your mouth now
00:20:15And don't ever come on set again
00:20:18All of my focus is gone thanks to you
00:20:22Get up here, come on
00:20:23Over here, over here
00:20:24Okay
00:20:25Head down, Dongman
00:20:29We're going to do ten laps this morning
00:20:32All right?
00:20:34One
00:20:35Count louder
00:20:36One
00:20:37Okay
00:20:37Two
00:20:38Louder
00:20:39Three
00:20:39Four
00:20:40You can't shoot till the year after next
00:20:42It's driving me nuts
00:20:44I'd start shooting tomorrow if I could
00:20:45I have to keep waiting now?
00:20:47You've waited 20 years, Dongman
00:20:49You can't wait another year?
00:20:50Yeah, it's been 20 goddamn years
00:20:52I can't wait anymore
00:20:53You know what if Kangshik does something stupid
00:20:55And gets cancelled before the shoot?
00:20:56Ugh
00:20:57I just want the cameras to start rolling
00:20:59And be done with this
00:21:00Really?
00:21:02All right
00:21:03I'll call you later
00:21:22It's another word for person
00:21:25A synonym for it
00:21:27Human
00:21:28It's a compound noun
00:21:32Mankind?
00:21:34Human being
00:21:35B-E-I-N-G
00:21:38Not human doing
00:21:40Human being
00:21:43Just relax and try to be still
00:21:47Don't run around all over the place
00:21:49Just so you can say
00:21:51I did this
00:21:52I did that
00:21:52Don't do so much
00:21:54B
00:21:56Try to be still
00:22:00It's impossible to be still
00:22:02Why don't you be still
00:22:04Instead of drinking yourself blind?
00:22:09B-E-I-N-G
00:22:24You boys see it?
00:22:26The AI movie that's out
00:22:27A short two-line idea
00:22:29Made it create a whole story
00:22:30With great visuals
00:22:31And special effects too
00:22:32Wow
00:22:34Something we'd spend years on
00:22:35It does in a couple of minutes
00:22:37I mean
00:22:38I knew the AI era was coming
00:22:39But I didn't really think
00:22:40It would be here so fast
00:22:43So is this the end for us?
00:22:45We have to take on AI now?
00:22:47Everyone's trying to get on
00:22:48The last train
00:22:49Before everything they've written
00:22:50Turns into scrap
00:22:51They're all frantic
00:22:52To shove their scripts at investors
00:22:55Kyung Se will make that train
00:22:57He starts shooting next year
00:22:59The company's already casting
00:23:00I hear the script's good
00:23:03His scripts aren't the issue though
00:23:06The problem is
00:23:07He never shoots what's in them
00:23:09Once he's on set
00:23:10It turns into a big old mess
00:23:11Everything
00:23:12Comes crashing down
00:23:13Plus the actors start to sour on him
00:23:15And then they complain
00:23:16They go
00:23:17Hold on
00:23:19This is just wrong
00:23:20He always winds up with a big mutiny
00:23:22Once shooting starts
00:23:23I think mutiny is a strong word
00:23:25No
00:23:26Of all the people he's worked with
00:23:28Name one actor who likes him
00:23:29Chang Miran
00:23:30She's still holding a grudge
00:23:32The script duped her into doing it
00:23:33And now word's gotten out
00:23:35So casting's gonna be
00:23:36A tough road to hoe
00:23:38So he's kinda screwed
00:23:40Honestly
00:23:40The only reason someone like Kyung Se
00:23:42Is still making movies
00:23:43Is because his wife begs her friends
00:23:45And he exploits her connections
00:23:46If he wasn't her husband
00:23:48He'd be done
00:23:49The verdict would come down fast
00:23:51Total career death
00:23:56Oh hey there
00:23:57Good to see you
00:23:58Could you
00:24:00So that AI movie I was telling you about
00:24:03The lighting was
00:24:05Chum chum chum
00:24:06Let me make something clear
00:24:12You need my permission to go see actors
00:24:14Anything related to the project
00:24:16Anyone you meet
00:24:17You clear it with me first
00:24:18You got it?
00:24:23Come on get out of here
00:24:24You have writing to do
00:24:29I said get moving
00:24:30Get upstairs and get some writing done
00:24:42What?
00:24:43You were talking about Kyung Se
00:24:44Weren't you?
00:24:47What did you say?
00:24:54Whatever
00:25:06Hey
00:25:09Have a drink
00:25:12Jeez
00:25:13Shit
00:25:14This is all your fault
00:25:15Okay
00:25:16Come on
00:25:17You brought Kyung Se
00:25:18Making the last drink
00:25:19Didn't you?
00:25:19Oh my god
00:25:20You
00:25:24Oh
00:25:28Here have a drink
00:25:32Everyone out
00:25:32Leave
00:25:33All of you
00:25:35Might as well take off
00:25:36If there's an audience
00:25:37It'll get worse
00:25:37Own it now?
00:25:40Don't throw punches
00:25:41Till we're gone
00:25:45Everyone get out
00:25:46Oh yeah
00:25:47We should go
00:25:48Hey where are you heading ma'am?
00:25:49Home
00:25:50I'm going home
00:25:51I'll walk you out
00:25:52Let's go
00:26:08I'm sorry I thought we were alone
00:26:13You know I'm curious
00:26:16What your funeral will feel like in the end
00:26:20This is going to end
00:26:23This torturous relationship will end eventually
00:26:25And I wonder how exactly it'll end for the two of us
00:26:31Oh good, he died
00:26:34That lunatic who made so much noise
00:26:36Like he'd live forever
00:26:37Turned out he was mortal
00:26:41I want this to be over
00:26:44But I don't know how
00:26:45And it makes me want to lay down in traffic
00:26:49Every night I have this dream where
00:26:52We're living in the time when people dueled
00:26:55If you and I lived in that era
00:26:58We could put this all behind us with a single move
00:27:18Back when we'd stayed up watching foreign movies
00:27:23I always used to think
00:27:24How can they fight over something so trivial
00:27:27Now I'd be glad
00:27:29To do
00:27:31I want to get out of this non-stop loop of bullshit
00:27:34And end this cleanly for both of us
00:27:38I wondered how you made me get this angry
00:27:40And I realized you know the weak spots
00:27:43You know how to prod me where it hurts
00:27:45You know all the chinks in my armor, don't you?
00:27:48And you know how to pierce through
00:27:51With a smile
00:27:55If I were a more confident man
00:27:57I could just laugh at you
00:27:59The truth is I'm not
00:28:02And that drives me insane
00:28:06People spend their whole lives
00:28:07Just trying to be seen as trustworthy and decent
00:28:10They try to be moral
00:28:12But you
00:28:13You were born to ruin that
00:28:16You mouth off and start jabbing at people
00:28:19With your stupid tongue
00:28:20I was having some fun earlier, that's all
00:28:23Sometimes it can be fun to talk shit
00:28:26Sure, you just keep doing it for fun
00:28:28But I'll be over here dripping blood
00:28:31Every time you swing your sword for a laugh
00:28:36Let's be done, Dongman
00:28:41You must get tired of this
00:28:44Let's be done for good
00:28:48Why don't we leave town
00:28:50For a couple of nights
00:28:52The two of us
00:28:56We'll use the time to get it all out
00:28:59First we'll make sure all of our grudges are on the table
00:29:01We'll talk
00:29:02And then I'll bury you or you'll bury me
00:29:05I won't blame you if you win out
00:29:08Let's end it
00:29:12Come on
00:29:14Please
00:29:16It's time to
00:29:18Get it over with
00:29:21It's over
00:29:25It's over
00:29:32It's over
00:29:33Dongman
00:29:36Dongman
00:29:37Come on
00:29:39Dongman
00:29:42It's over
00:29:44Dongman
00:29:48Let's end it now
00:29:51Dongman
00:29:52Wait
00:29:54Let's end it already
00:30:00Let's put an end to this right here
00:30:01Right now
00:30:05Hang on
00:30:06Hey, come on, man
00:30:07I just got my new tooth
00:30:15You've heard stuff like that before, right?
00:30:17That your work has no voice
00:30:19No punch or emotion
00:30:21Your movies are all lifeless
00:30:23Don't tell me it's your first time hearing this, Gongsi
00:30:26You just
00:30:26You just dismiss it because it's coming from me
00:30:29A nobody who's made nothing
00:30:33What?
00:30:34I'm not allowed to talk shit?
00:30:35I can't get a break
00:30:36You're just scared you might actually get passed up by a loser like me
00:30:39Instead of trying to stomp on everybody below you
00:30:42Why don't you try getting better and try to rise above all this?
00:30:47Yeah, let's see
00:30:48Once we're both in the ground
00:30:50What they say about you
00:30:52And what they say about me
00:30:56Cut
00:30:56The end
00:31:10Relief, relief, relief
00:31:16Oh, shit
00:31:25This is regret
00:31:55Look
00:31:59I'm sorry
00:32:01I was wrong
00:32:10I, um
00:32:11I'd be better off not talking smack
00:32:14I shouldn't
00:32:16Shit on a guy I was close to once
00:32:20I've been meaning to stop doing that
00:32:24I can't, though
00:32:30If we want some closure
00:32:32Or to get our old friendship back
00:32:35There's one way to do it
00:32:38I gotta have my debut
00:32:43I have to operate on your level
00:32:45Then what you say won't always rub me the wrong way
00:32:48And what I say won't be so pathetic to you
00:32:52When we were in the same boat
00:32:54When we were both nothing
00:32:58That was so great
00:33:00We were so full of piss and vinegar
00:33:04Remember when we'd watch bad movies and rip the director a new one
00:33:09Remember when we watched Belly Elliot
00:33:12We'd put it on over and over
00:33:14We'd be sobbing like little boys
00:33:16Remember Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
00:33:20Every time we watched it
00:33:21That movie made us
00:33:25Feel lost and sentimental
00:33:31Practically half the movies I've ever seen
00:33:34I watched with you by my side
00:33:41I always wanted to get close to you again
00:33:43I just don't know how to do it
00:33:45So I've been doing everything I can to be like you
00:33:48So we can reunite
00:33:50But now you're
00:33:53You're trying so hard to go your own way
00:34:00Hey man
00:34:02I want to see eye to eye with you again
00:34:05Okay
00:34:07I'll get my debut and we'll be equals again
00:34:10For real
00:34:12So let's see eye to eye again
00:34:16Okay
00:34:18Let's go back to the way we were
00:34:56We're here, Miran
00:34:57Just go say sorry, nothing to it
00:34:59Think of it like you're acting
00:35:01One quick apology, that's all
00:35:03And you'll save a hundred mil
00:35:23That's it
00:35:30Yeah
00:35:31I'll talk her down and get her to say sorry
00:35:33Sure, don't worry
00:35:34I got it
00:35:58Ma'am, could you step on your mark?
00:36:03How many times am I supposed to say sorry?
00:36:05You really behave like this when you're sorry?
00:36:07Uh-huh, I'm being apologetic
00:36:09Look, this is just how I sound when I'm sorry
00:36:11It comes off as offensive, all right?
00:36:13Am I supposed to say
00:36:14Forgive me, Sung-ah?
00:36:15I can't
00:36:16The idea of it makes my skin crawl
00:36:17You're right
00:36:18I was wrong
00:36:19I'm a horrible person
00:36:20I'm sorry
00:36:20Here, hit me
00:36:21Go ahead, take a few shots
00:36:23Please
00:36:24Do it
00:36:24Hit me
00:36:24Go ahead
00:36:25Get on all fours and say these words
00:36:28I am a crazy bitch
00:36:29Yep, can't deny it
00:36:30Jong-hyeon was never into me anyway
00:36:34This is ridiculous
00:36:36You want me to destroy you instead?
00:36:38Hit me already
00:36:39Okay, I'll let you tear my head off
00:36:41Go ahead
00:36:42Come on
00:36:42I can take it
00:36:44Here
00:37:12Well, I'm not surprised at what I see here
00:37:14A couple of grade-A morons
00:37:16Both of whom are too immature to resolve a conflict
00:37:21Yano's type is infantile airheads, huh?
00:37:24You really think you can have your one big dust-up
00:37:27And just quit and live a normal life?
00:37:30Your fame will follow you around forever
00:37:32And people never forget
00:37:34You open a cafe and you're
00:37:36That bitch who exploded and blew up her career
00:37:38Tearing Sung-ah's hair out
00:37:39Open a restaurant and you're
00:37:41That crazy lady who got in a big fight with Jang-mi-ran
00:37:44You'll be 85 years old
00:37:46And you'll still be the girl who had a freakout
00:37:48And barely survived the industry rejecting her
00:37:52You won't ever live it down
00:37:53Why would I go down?
00:37:55Miran grabbed my hair and started the whole thing
00:37:57Both of you will crash
00:38:00You won't be able to live like a normal person
00:38:03So you might as well take the glory
00:38:06Try to enjoy celebrity status while you can
00:38:09That's why I'm here to begin with
00:38:10It's your daughter
00:38:11Not my fault
00:38:13She doesn't know how to apologize
00:38:17She's a terrible actor
00:38:18She's incapable of a wholly authentic apology
00:38:21So don't expect one out of her
00:38:25So move on
00:38:27For the next year, Jang-mi-ran won't engage in public activities or outings
00:38:31She won't attend overseas promos either
00:38:33We'll make sure she doesn't go
00:38:35And pay the penalties
00:38:37We'll also handle the settlement separately
00:38:39To make sure Miran doesn't see Hyun-woo
00:38:42So what else do you want
00:38:44Other than an apology?
00:38:49Assuming we're finished
00:38:50How about we call it even?
00:38:51I have to get back to the set
00:38:53Anyone would think she's your real daughter, huh?
00:38:56Why don't you take this opportunity
00:38:58To cut ties with your husband and stepdaughter
00:39:00And make an effort
00:39:01To take care of the real daughter
00:39:02You've been neglecting all these years
00:39:05That's how celebrities usually
00:39:06Clean up their messy family situations
00:39:08It's the perfect chance
00:39:09I'll release the footage and everything
00:39:11Hey!
00:39:16All right
00:39:18Release it
00:39:19Go on
00:39:21I've watched that footage over and over
00:39:23From the cameras at the salon
00:39:25I'm curious how you think people will see it
00:39:28You're having a quiet chat
00:39:30Miran walks through the doors
00:39:32And suddenly you're laughing and sneering over the top
00:39:34You're tossing your head around
00:39:36And sitting there all arrogant and superior
00:39:42But you better not cut a frame out
00:39:44Release it all
00:39:46Jang-hyun-woo
00:39:47Has a bit of a history when it comes to flings with his co-stars
00:39:50You know that
00:39:51And when a rumor got around involving Miran
00:39:53You just wanted to shut it down
00:39:55By branding my daughter as a crazy young bimbo
00:39:58Who can't tell acting from real life
00:40:00I've met all the actresses you've done this to before
00:40:03And they'll back us
00:40:04If you want to try to burn this whole thing down
00:40:12Don't be stupid
00:40:13And learn when to back down
00:40:15Because you really don't want to take this to the bitter end
00:40:18We're done
00:40:19All right
00:40:19Let's go
00:40:24You see, I'm curious
00:40:25So I'll tell you about her
00:40:28My real daughter
00:40:30You don't even compare to her, honey
00:40:32She's outstanding
00:40:35And she doesn't leech off anyone
00:40:37Not men like you do
00:40:38Nor her mother like you
00:40:44Goodbye
00:41:05Why do I get swept up in feelings that are so difficult
00:41:10Abandonment
00:41:12Loss and despair
00:41:17I just don't want all my stories to be like that
00:41:21What is it that makes a story feel real?
00:41:28Emotions
00:41:31With your emotion watch
00:41:33When you saw the emotions displayed accurately
00:41:36How did it feel?
00:41:50Like my emotions were fading
00:41:54That's right
00:41:56When it comes to negative feelings
00:41:58Identifying them will lead to controlling them
00:42:02At the very least
00:42:03It'll help you from piling one anxiety on top of another and spiraling
00:42:07The emotion will dissipate
00:42:09And the story behind it will get less intense, too
00:42:14You've practiced observing your emotions a lot at this point
00:42:17So you'll probably be able to engage in this process without the emotion watch now
00:42:22Give it a try
00:42:25Practice reading your emotions with precision
00:42:35Hello, ma'am
00:42:37Hello
00:42:38Ah, Miss O, you're here
00:42:40This way, please
00:42:44Go on in
00:42:45Bring more water
00:42:58This is Pyonuna, one of our creative producers
00:43:01She's very bright, always cooking up great new ideas
00:43:04She'll give us a hand as we get started on revisions
00:43:08Have a seat
00:43:13So is the ghost writer still against me doing the role?
00:43:20She's not really opposed to the idea
00:43:23She just wants a chance to think it over more carefully
00:43:25Yeah, that's pretty much what she was saying
00:43:27Actors are dying for these roles
00:43:29Everybody's been praising the script
00:43:30So it's probably all gone to her head
00:43:32Tell her to cool it
00:43:34Because she can't afford to turn me down
00:43:37When I said the script was good
00:43:39I meant good for a writing rookie
00:43:42I'm sorry
00:43:42I still can't tell what you wrote
00:43:45And what this other mystery writer wrote
00:43:47But I want to tell you this too
00:43:53This script constantly says, like crazy
00:43:55You should count how many there are, I mean it
00:43:59Sprinted off like crazy
00:44:00Eating like crazy
00:44:01Swearing like crazy
00:44:04Where's the substance?
00:44:07Repeating those words tells me
00:44:08You don't know what's happening
00:44:10And you expect the actor to cover it
00:44:13Scenes that should be carefully thought through
00:44:15With specific action
00:44:16Are reduced to a lazy idiom in the directions
00:44:22The writing is general and artificial
00:44:24But you expect the actor to make it real?
00:44:26There are quite a few scenes
00:44:28Where you sort of gloss over issues like this and move on
00:44:32But you can't pretend that there's substance
00:44:34Once that's stripped away
00:44:37You'll see the empty spots
00:44:40This isn't the time to be talking about some silly decision
00:44:43Like whether switching the lead to a woman is the right call
00:44:48When an uncomfortable feeling comes up
00:44:50The second you feel it
00:44:53Trap it and try to pin it down precisely
00:44:56So it can't run wild
00:45:00I feel attacked
00:45:01Even if it's a stock phrase
00:45:02You can't use something you've never seen in real life
00:45:05Afraid
00:45:07And then
00:45:08Trace it right back to the root
00:45:12What's at the root of this feeling?
00:45:15And all of that
00:45:16Is what makes you a rookie
00:45:29But
00:45:31It's not going to kill me
00:45:35And I
00:45:38Am not someone your words can kill
00:45:49As I am in a wrong rank
00:45:52In a longах
00:46:06Outside
00:46:06On one now
00:46:06And I
00:46:07To
00:46:07Let's
00:46:07On one
00:46:07Orفي
00:46:09Up
00:46:26It's okay.
00:46:28Pretty sure I get it.
00:46:30You don't have to say it out loud.
00:46:36I loved working with you.
00:46:38It's been a pleasure to collaborate, really.
00:46:44Most of the time, I feel like hundreds of people are ready to tear my writing apart,
00:46:48and it raises my blood pressure.
00:46:51But then there's you.
00:46:52You get so excited about my work, and I thought,
00:46:56hey, I guess I am a real writer after all.
00:47:03I started enjoying the process again,
00:47:05sort of like puberty.
00:47:12All right, I should really be at choir practice.
00:47:16I always sing my heart out,
00:47:17so I'm just going to try mumbling and mouthing the words tonight.
00:47:20I need to coast.
00:47:25Being a writer is brutal and unforgiving.
00:47:27It's a hard job to do all alone,
00:47:29knowing they're to support or comfort you.
00:47:33It'd be much easier to hold onto a nice set of coattails.
00:47:58I'm sorry.
00:48:03Do it!
00:48:05You take all the credit you deserve.
00:48:08Be selfish and own your hard work.
00:48:11Do it!
00:48:31Why did you fire her?
00:48:33Knock before you come out, will you?
00:48:34Why did you do it?
00:48:36Have you ever seen an asshole share the credit?
00:48:39I'll write it all myself, Heejin.
00:48:42Love it or hate it, it's going to be mine.
00:48:45I don't want anyone else to be praised for this story.
00:48:48You'll see.
00:48:50You better get ready,
00:48:51because my work is going to get nasty and underhanded from now on.
00:48:54Just wait.
00:48:56You're about to see someone evil and ruthless as hell.
00:49:24Shit.
00:49:42I'm sorry, that was wrong.
00:49:46It was a bad thing to do.
00:49:53It wasn't wrong.
00:49:55It was wrong.
00:49:56No, it wasn't.
00:49:59It was wrong, Heejin.
00:50:05I'll just take third place.
00:50:12I may not be able to take first, but...
00:50:17I can take third.
00:50:48I can take third.
00:50:52I can take third.
00:51:02Those are pretty.
00:51:11How come you never wear heels?
00:51:13They're a little irritating.
00:51:16The click-clack.
00:51:20It makes everyone stare.
00:51:22That's why you wear shoes like that, to get eyes on you.
00:51:26I've never once seen ojangi in a pair of flats or boots.
00:51:29That woman wouldn't be caught dead without heels on.
00:51:31Except on set.
00:51:33I think she uses that sound to scare everyone.
00:51:36Those shoes shift the atmosphere in a second.
00:51:39They make it feel like she'll come out on top no matter what.
00:51:44That's why she's unstoppable.
00:51:47I respect her for that.
00:51:52I don't know if I'll help my dad when I'm all gray and old,
00:51:56but I'll take care of that woman till the end.
00:52:01You know, like you and your grandmother.
00:52:04Like the way you take care of her.
00:52:16What exactly is outstanding?
00:52:19Amazing or cool, I understand.
00:52:21I'm not sure what makes you outstanding.
00:52:25That's what jeongi called her biological daughter.
00:52:49That's what jeongi called her biological daughter.
00:53:12I'm sorry.
00:53:13I'm sorry.
00:53:17I probably should have told you earlier.
00:53:19I don't know.
00:54:11It's a good thing, that you weren't raised by me.
00:54:18You turned out well.
00:54:37Here you go.
00:54:38Oh, thanks.
00:54:42The weather maker.
00:55:13Hey, so can you really start shooting next year?
00:55:20Yes, I can. I'll be ready.
00:55:24Okay, I'm in.
00:55:26Park's movie can wait. I'll do yours first.
00:55:29That's incredible. That means so much.
00:55:32Remain focused. And make sure you prepare.
00:55:35Wang Dongman.
00:55:36Yup, Wang Dongman. We'll be focused and prepped. I promise. Yup.
00:55:48I'm shooting a movie.
00:55:54No Kangshik is doing it.
00:56:00Spring is coming.
00:56:01No Kangshik is doing it.
00:56:36I'm gonna be busy now.
00:56:39I may not be able to come home much.
00:56:42But I'll be in touch.
00:56:48What's your purpose in life?
00:56:52What's your purpose? Come on.
00:56:56To be hilarious.
00:57:01All I want is to be really funny.
00:57:10Good one.
00:57:33Wow.
00:57:34Never thought he'd commit to wearing that coat in the middle of summer.
00:58:01Hi, everybody.
00:58:04Nice to meet you.
00:58:05Wang Dongman. It's a pleasure.
00:58:14It's an honor to work with everybody here.
00:58:17I have a few brief remarks.
00:58:19First of all, I should tell you about this big coat I have on.
00:58:23During World War...
00:58:25We all know about the coat, alright?
00:58:27Hear me out, though.
00:58:29There's a bit of a twist.
00:58:30Oh, whatever. Go right ahead. Go on. Take it away.
00:58:32I went to the Berlin Film Festival and found it at a thrift store.
00:58:35They said it belonged to a member of the Red Army.
00:58:37And I thought if I wore something that was on a World War II infantryman, I too could get swept
00:58:42into the whirlwind of history.
00:58:43So I paid a fortune for it and wore it to every important event.
00:58:47I'd put it on with the greatest respect and reverence.
00:58:50Then one day I got into a fight with someone I really hate.
00:58:53And it tore.
00:58:54Then...
00:58:54Yikes.
00:58:56Then I saw...
00:58:58Branded into the leather, there were four big numbers.
00:59:03Nineteen ninety-eight.
00:59:06Yep, I fell for it.
00:59:08Yep, knew it.
00:59:09Did I love the coat any less after that?
00:59:12Nope.
00:59:13Because now that my coat has a story with a big twist, I love it.
00:59:17So, so, so, so, so, so, so, so much more than before.
00:59:21We're here to make stories.
00:59:23We adore.
00:59:25We get hurt.
00:59:27We regret.
00:59:29Stories make us live.
00:59:31Without them, we're all dead.
00:59:33All right, Dongman, that's good.
00:59:34Cut to the chase already.
00:59:36Okay.
00:59:38My brother doesn't watch movies himself.
00:59:42So his little brother's out here making a big deal out of this.
00:59:47But he finds films boring.
00:59:48Won't watch them at all.
00:59:51He said...
00:59:52He hates stories.
00:59:57Most stories...
00:59:59Are just us crying out, I exist.
01:00:03I exist in this much pain.
01:00:07I exist in this much grief.
01:00:11I exist in this much misery.
01:00:16I exist in this much joy.
01:00:18I exist in this much joy.
01:00:27Best case scenario, we get a hundred years.
01:00:30And after that century, we're all gone.
01:00:34And to quiet the voice in us that ask questions like...
01:00:39Does something that's bound to disappear ever really exist?
01:00:44People write stories like crazy.
01:00:54We're in sync.
01:00:55We're in sync.
01:00:57We're in sync.
01:00:57We're in sync.
01:00:58We're in sync.
01:00:58If you have to write stories...
01:01:03As long as you're still breathing...
01:01:06They should be funny at least.
01:01:10I couldn't be that person
01:01:14But you should
01:01:20During production there will be plenty of problems
01:01:23But damn it, let's hold on to our sense of humor
01:01:26Thank you
01:01:36Quiet please
01:01:38I don't know how far this film will make it
01:01:41But I'm praying with all my heart
01:01:44I just want it to have a positive impact
01:01:48Even if that's small
01:01:49Even if it just makes a sad person smile for a few seconds
01:01:53Or it gives someone a moment to open their heart
01:01:55Action
01:02:11I don't even know how far this film will happen
01:02:14I don't even know how far this film will happen
01:02:25I'll see you next time
01:02:36I don't know.
01:03:12The person you're trying to reach is on another call.
01:03:15We'll notify you by text when they're available.
01:03:51Look, I'm sorry. I am.
01:03:53I swear, this is the last time I'll ask.
01:03:56The fact is, you're still by far the best poet I know, all right?
01:04:00I told them you'd do two hours, but one will be fine. Sound good?
01:04:07So, Mr. Huang, I heard all the critics were raving when you released your first book.
01:04:11Look, but, uh, it's been the better part of a decade since you debuted.
01:04:17Why exactly did you quit writing poetry?
01:04:19Plus, you've been doing a bunch of odd jobs and drifting around, or so I've heard.
01:04:23Do you feel you have nothing left to write about?
01:04:26Or maybe you think being a welder creates a certain mystique around your image as a poet?
01:04:30Or are you trying to craft a persona that's authentic?
01:04:34I'm curious.
01:04:35What does that mean, to drift around?
01:04:43Drift around.
01:04:45To move from place to place without choosing a destination.
01:04:54I chose welding.
01:04:56I choose my jobs.
01:04:58Where there's no work, I pick cabbages and plenty of other produce.
01:05:03And moving around is fine.
01:05:05There's nothing wrong with being a nomad, but...
01:05:13I shouldn't have so much trouble saying this kind of thing.
01:05:17Clearly, the fact that I do points to unresolved issues.
01:05:20I've still got a long way to go.
01:05:22I hate that question.
01:05:24I hate that warped view.
01:05:26The perspective that a true poet would live as a welder just so we can cultivate a unique identity.
01:05:31If that's such a special kind of persona,
01:05:34let's all quit and...
01:05:37and just go be welders.
01:05:45Okay, let me be clear.
01:05:50I prefer welding to poetry.
01:05:53Well, I don't love it,
01:05:54but it suits me better.
01:05:58I was always disappointed and self-hating when I wrote poetry.
01:06:02Welding's better.
01:06:05Torch just burns and I finish my work.
01:06:10My mind's much clearer and I'm all right.
01:06:14When I put the torch down and finish,
01:06:17all of a sudden,
01:06:18a rush of thoughts and concerns enter my head.
01:06:23When I'm welding, they're gone and I don't have to think about it.
01:06:29For the first time in my life, I'm resting.
01:06:32It's hard work, it just...
01:06:33It just...
01:06:35It feels like I'm resting.
01:06:43Yes.
01:06:46I prefer...
01:06:48welding over poetry.
01:06:50I'm sorry.
01:07:00Hi, how are you?
01:07:03Hi, Jin Man.
01:07:05It's been a while.
01:07:23Uh, sorry.
01:07:24Sorry.
01:07:30What now?
01:07:32What?
01:07:33Does Deng Man want to make sure I'm not drinking?
01:07:35Oh, no.
01:07:36That's not why we're here.
01:07:42Listen, I, uh, I have some fans who live overseas.
01:07:45Yeah, so?
01:07:46Well, I heard some things about you
01:07:48and I posted a little note on social media
01:07:49looking for...
01:07:52Youngshil, your daughter.
01:07:55I'm sorry, I probably should have asked you first, but...
01:07:58I happen to get a DM from someone in Finland.
01:08:11They said their child was born in 2012
01:08:13and is named Hwang Yongshil.
01:08:18I blanked out the middle character, too.
01:08:21Hwang Yongshil was how I wrote it.
01:08:23But then they replied with her full name, Hwang Yongshil.
01:08:56You want to break out the middle of the next day?
01:09:04Real...
01:09:08Do you want to的?
01:09:15I must be in the beginning for a while.
01:09:30Spring is always waiting.
01:09:33It waits for the first snow.
01:09:36It waits for the autumn sky.
01:09:39It waits for every season, each in turn.
01:09:43But it's happening now.
01:09:46Spring, summer, fall, winter, it's all happening now.
01:09:54The leaves turn their faces over, flashing white in the wind.
01:10:19Don't freak out, okay?
01:10:23It's Dong Man.
01:10:26He's just gone quiet.
01:10:28Might be a breakdown.
01:10:34Not a single scene's going the way he wants, and it feels like the crew's starting to lose
01:10:39faith in him.
01:10:40A few days ago, Nokang-shik started calling the shots and running the set.
01:10:46This kind of thing happens to directors sometimes, but I was wondering, do you have any idea what
01:10:52we should do?
01:11:19Hey, get up.
01:11:26Hey, you wanna die or shoot, it's your choice.
01:11:31Go ahead, pick one or the other.
01:11:33Either die or shoot!
01:11:36You wanna die or shoot, you idiot!
01:11:40If you have to write stories, as long as you're still breathing-
01:11:44Shoot, you damn moron! You're gonna shoot!
01:11:53If you have to write stories.
01:11:58As long as you're still breathing.
01:12:28Crazy bastard. You kidding?
01:12:34Ready?
01:12:37Action!
01:12:38Action!
01:12:38Run!
01:13:08Hey, you know what weather is?
01:13:12How terrifying nature gets when it becomes uncontrollable?
01:13:22Well, I think it's comforting that there are things which can't be controlled.
01:13:32It makes me wonder if I could ever be like that one day, uncontrollable.
01:14:26It makes me wonder, too, if I could ever be like that one day.
01:14:31Uncontrollable.
01:15:09I don't know.
01:15:11I don't know.
01:15:15I don't know.
01:15:19I don't know.
01:15:29Please enjoy, guys. Please enjoy.
01:15:32Ten million! Huzzah!
01:15:36Yay!
01:15:39Hey, what'd you hear? Tell me about it.
01:15:42All right. Here we go.
01:15:45Man, I finally get used to digital cameras after film goes out of style.
01:15:49And then, of course, AI arrives.
01:15:53So I've been thinking a lot about whether I should be retiring or not.
01:15:57But after this Tongman's film tonight, I made up my mind.
01:16:02The age of AI, be damned!
01:16:05I'll write to the very end.
01:16:06I'll write till I drop.
01:16:08And I'll shoot till I can't see.
01:16:19Well said. Well said. I'll drink to that.
01:16:23Wang Dong Man.
01:16:25Well, look at this. You made it.
01:16:27Don't say you knew I would!
01:16:29You know me, right, guys?
01:16:30Money talks, so let's give you a shot.
01:16:32Hey, kids, sign with Che Film. You'll get a good rate.
01:16:36Really? That's your answer, you little...
01:16:40Just kidding!
01:16:42Love you, little guy!
01:16:44He's something else. He actually did it.
01:16:49What? What, what, what?
01:16:50We're buddies? I'm your friend. We're supposed to be close now, hmm?
01:16:54You know, guys, I...
01:16:56I love this weirdo.
01:16:58I think I could even give this guy a kiss.
01:17:02Oh, no, what the hell?
01:17:04Wow!
01:17:05Hey!
01:17:11Gyeong Tse.
01:17:12Hmm?
01:17:14So did you like the movie, then?
01:17:18No, I loved it.
01:17:20Oh, good.
01:17:21You know, Dong Man was saying the protagonist is actually you.
01:17:24Huh?
01:17:26A badass lowlife who can't be ruthless when the time comes
01:17:29and disappears without a trace.
01:17:32Park Yong-si to a T.
01:17:33Man, I gotta say, I never thought I'd live to play you.
01:17:36My career is going downhill.
01:17:38You know what?
01:17:39I've written a total of 14 scripts over 20 years,
01:17:42and 12 of those were about this gentleman here.
01:17:45He's boring and pathetic and...
01:17:48And he's...
01:17:52Hmm...
01:17:53Loyal and...
01:17:54And deary.
01:17:57Get ready, all right?
01:17:59I'm gonna create a lot more Park Yong-si stories
01:18:01should raise your reputation.
01:18:05Don't...
01:18:07My first protagonist is you, actually.
01:18:09Hey, that guy was a loser. I'm not like that.
01:18:12Yes, you are.
01:18:13No, shut it. Uh-uh.
01:18:16Okay, we're on the same level now.
01:18:18How about we talk some shop for real?
01:18:20Sounds amazing.
01:18:21Ready, Captain?
01:18:22Sure am. What about you?
01:18:23Uh-huh.
01:18:23All right, ready, action.
01:18:25There's a scene where Kang-shik's character meets Yong-hun.
01:18:28He's sprinting away.
01:18:29I was gonna use a steadicam and follow him from behind, right?
01:18:32But then our director of photography,
01:18:33he insists that we lay a full track into a side hull,
01:18:36but you know how Kang-shik is.
01:18:37The man does whatever he wants.
01:18:42I wish I could watch you for the rest of my life.
01:18:49Even if you never make anything great,
01:18:54there'll always be comedy with you, just like now.
01:18:58Watch.
01:18:59And when you walk straight into the fire,
01:19:01you find a way to smile.
01:19:05Dark stories.
01:19:06Difficult stories.
01:19:09Miserable stories.
01:19:11You chew them all up and turn them into comedy.
01:19:14I want to watch you do that forever.
01:19:25The winner of the 48th Korean Film Awards Best New Director goes to...
01:19:31Hong Dong-man for Weathermaker!
01:19:49Congratulations, Hong Dong-man!
01:20:09I just won an award!
01:20:14I probably have a Wikipedia entry!
01:20:18Youngshil!
01:20:20I'll be your role model now!
01:20:23Una!
01:20:30I'm grateful
01:20:32to always have you by my side.
01:20:35From here on out,
01:20:38I'm gonna work even harder!
01:20:40Thank you, everyone!
01:20:56I'm gonna work.
01:21:01There is things that I've made yeah to my eyes.
01:21:02And what I'm proud of...
01:21:03You, we all love.
01:21:04I know it's been a big deal.
01:21:05I can't do it.
01:21:06I can't do it.
01:21:09And then I'll look back on to the camera.
01:21:11You may be the biggest deal.
01:21:13I can't do it.
01:21:14It's been a big deal.
01:21:41Ready, action.
01:21:50Forever with you.
01:22:15Ready, action.
01:22:18Ready, action.
01:22:20Ready, action.
01:22:20Ready, action.
01:22:32Ready, action.
01:22:33Ready, action.
01:22:33Ready, action.
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