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00:00I'm not enough for you
00:09Doesn't mean I'm not enough
00:20I feel kind of sorry
00:23What the fuck were you thinking?
00:25What happened to we're never going to tell Sam?
00:34I had to tell him
00:35Why?
00:36So you could ruin his life?
00:38No
00:39He don't understand
00:40He came to me
00:42And had broken up with Taylor
00:44He was talking about second chances
00:46He ended things with her because of me
00:48I couldn't let him do that without knowing the truth
00:51If he has any chance of happiness
00:53With Taylor
00:54So then I'm just collateral damage
00:56I know how complicated this makes your relationship
00:58Do you actually?
00:59Because I'm pretty sure Sam's never going to forgive me
01:01You swore this was going to stay between us
01:03I am so sorry
01:06I really am
01:07But
01:09I just need to know
01:10Is Sam okay?
01:12If you truly care about his well-being
01:13You'll go back to Seattle
01:16Today
01:17You're fucking selfish, Percy
01:20You're fucking selfish, Percy
01:21I'm not sure
01:22If love has
01:51I can't believe this is going to be our whole summer
01:55I can't believe you got dad's boat working again
01:57Isn't that hard really?
01:58Just a few repairs here and there
01:59I know it looks like shit from the outside now
02:02But I figure we sand it down and put on a fresh coat of paint
02:04Yeah, we're here to help
02:05Right, Sam?
02:13Uh, guys?
02:14What's happening?
02:15Oh, shit
02:21Okay, maybe I didn't fix that spoon
02:22Yeah, what gave you that idea?
02:25So we're trapped out here?
02:26Oh, good thing we got oars
02:29Ready to get your workout on?
02:32I'll be cocked in
02:35She said cock
02:36When will you ever grow up?
02:38Hopefully never
02:39All right
02:40Come on
02:41All right
02:42Put your back into it, boys
02:49I'm guessing the engine's flooded
02:51I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs
02:52I'll be back in a minute
02:55That's some impressive rope action
02:58You are easily impressed
03:00Cleet hitch is pretty much a day one full of stuff
03:03How lucky am I to have a boyfriend
03:05Who is both hot and smart?
03:07Yeah, you are very, very lucky
03:09Master of maritime knots
03:12Full scholarship to Stanford
03:15Valedictorian
03:15How does one address a boat expert?
03:18Valedictorian
03:19Captain
03:20Oh, so Captain Valedictorian
03:22No, no, no
03:22Captain's just fine
03:23Will you still love my little old UW State School self
03:27When you're hundreds of miles away at fancy Stanford?
03:29Always
03:38I can't believe
03:39This is our last summer before college
03:46We need to make it epic
03:47And revisit all our greatest hits
03:50I think we start with a rewatch
03:51Of the entire Halloween series
03:53But this time we start with the H2O timeline
03:57You hate this idea?
03:59No, no, no
04:00I think it's great
04:00It's epic for sure
04:04Okay, something's going on with you
04:09So, Spell, what's up?
04:12I got into that summer intensive
04:16No way!
04:18Okay, I'm officially changing your boyfriend position
04:20From hot and smart to hot and genius
04:23Didn't they only have room for like ten people?
04:25Yeah, and I get like six hours of college credit
04:27I need to get in
04:29I'm so proud
04:32The only thing is
04:33It starts in two weeks
04:36Wait, for how long?
04:38For the whole summer
04:41Hold up
04:42So
04:45So you're telling me in two weeks
04:49You're leaving for good
04:50And we won't see each other until winter break
04:52Maybe Thanksgiving
04:53I know your parents said
04:54They might want to come into town
04:55Five months
04:55Yeah, but we still have two weeks
04:58Look, we can fit everything in on your list
04:59How long have you known about this?
05:05I found out end of April
05:06So for the past six weeks
05:08You've been hearing me talk about
05:10All the things we were going to do
05:11And you've been pretending
05:12I wouldn't say pretending
05:13But you knew they weren't going to happen
05:15Yeah, I guess I did
05:16Kind of makes me feel stupid
05:21I should have said something earlier
05:22But you were so excited and cute
05:24With all your ideas
05:24I didn't want to ruin
05:25What little time we had left
05:26So we're in our last two weeks together instead
05:28Cool
05:29I also sort of knew you might react this way
05:31Well, so you're blaming me
05:32For you not telling me
05:33No, I
05:34I was just dreading telling you
05:36Look, I know we don't have the entire summer
05:38But
05:39I promise we will make these next two weeks
05:41As epic as possible
05:4420 minutes max
05:45And we'll be back on water
05:48Yeah, maybe tomorrow
05:53Finally told her, huh?
06:08I'm really going to miss you
06:11I promise you I'm going to miss you even more
06:13I don't think that's possible
06:17Hey
06:19We'll FaceTime every night
06:21And text
06:22I'll even record all my lectures
06:23So you can pretend like you're there with me
06:25The perfect bedtime stories
06:27I'm going to be asleep in mere minutes
06:28I don't know
06:29Organic, Kim, sounds pretty riveting
06:31I mean, the structural properties
06:33Of carbon-containing compounds
06:35Come on, right?
06:40Hey, we're going to talk so much
06:42You're going to think I'm right next door
06:44Except you'll be nine hours away
06:52Why does this goodbye feel so final?
06:57Hey, you look at me
07:01We got this
07:03Okay?
07:05Okay?
07:18I'll say goodbye my own way
07:21I can't show my face at the funeral
07:24Charlie's right
07:24It'll just complicate things
07:26Since when does Charlie Florek
07:27Decide what you do?
07:29He doesn't
07:30I think he's right
07:31Look
07:32If you don't want to go to the funeral
07:33I get it
07:34We can leave whenever you want
07:36Thank you
07:37But what happened between you and Charlie
07:39Is not just on you
07:39Charlie was a part of it too
07:41Look, he
07:42He probably leaned in first to kiss me
07:44And then even if the kiss didn't even
07:47Leaned in to kiss you first
07:49Is, uh
07:52I'm just saying
07:53It's probably his fault
07:54You okay?
07:56About the
07:57Geordi of it all?
08:00Yes
08:01Sure
08:01Yeah
08:02I
08:04I don't know
08:05What's happening with me
08:06If Charlie hadn't walked up
08:08I think my almost
08:10Kiss would have been not so almost
08:12For you
08:14Into
08:15Geordi
08:17Maybe
08:20I don't know
08:21No, no
08:21I'm not
08:22I can't be
08:22I barely know
08:23No, no, I'm not
08:25Okay
08:26Well
08:28Coming from someone
08:29Who made a rash decision
08:31That affected the rest of their life
08:32Just
08:33Take a beat
08:35Before you blow up
08:36Your relationship with Drew
08:40I am nothing if not rational
08:42Beat happening in perpetuity
08:46I don't want to talk about this anymore
08:47No
08:48No, I don't want to talk about this
08:49I
08:51Let's just talk about you
08:53I prefer to be the cross-examiner in this relationship
08:56Yeah, of course you do
08:58Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy here
09:01And it's not fair
09:04I hate that he won't admit his part in this
09:05I'm not sure he can
09:06It's too painful
09:07For who?
09:08Percy, you cannot leave here without telling Charlie what he needs to hear
09:11What is the point?
09:13I just want to forget all about Charlie Florek
09:16No
09:16No, that's one of the reasons that you're here in the first place
09:20Your whole life was torn up by this
09:22While he went off and made a shit ton of money
09:24With a good job and a gorgeous apartment
09:26The watch that he wears is 50k
09:28While you have spent the last decade stagnating in a dead-end job
09:32With hot but painfully stunted hookups
09:35And a shitty four-floor walk-up
09:36Hey, my apartment's cute
09:39The point is
09:40You have lived with regret for the last ten years
09:43Maybe confronting Charlie will help with some part of that
09:46Help you move on, get unstuck
09:48What do you want me to do?
09:50What, yell at him on the day of his mom's memorial?
09:52No, I want you to yell at him today
09:54Tomorrow we're going to be gone
09:56And you cannot let him push this false narrative
09:59If it were me, I would rip him a new one
10:06You know what?
10:09I will
10:11Yeah?
10:12I'm going to yell at him
10:13And then I'm going to leave here with my head held high
10:15Or at least less filled with shame and regret
10:18Good, good
10:19Mm-hmm
10:20Okay, I'm going to
10:21I'm going to get your stuff from Delilah's room
10:23And then I'm going to pack the car
10:25Okay
10:25Okay
10:27Um, oh, just, uh, tread lightly
10:31She was pretty fragile last night after Whit kicked her out
10:37Good morning
10:38Um, hi
10:40Please come in
10:42I feel like I'm, uh, walking to a Jordan Peele film
10:46Um, there's no basement in here, right?
10:48You want an espresso?
10:51Whit had this ship from Milan
10:53And it was, like, one of his favorite things
10:54And now it's mine
10:57Uh, I actually just came to get Percy's stuff
11:00Are you, are you okay?
11:03I am
11:06Making myself okay
11:08Right
11:09Oh, you got the cups too, good job
11:11Thank you
11:13Learned through careful observation
11:16My dad was married three times
11:18So I've seen every variety of post-divorce meltdown
11:20That's helpful, I guess
11:21Oh, beyond
11:22First was my mother
11:23She fell apart
11:24Cut all her hair off
11:25Gained 20 pounds
11:26And I'm pretty sure she's never had sex again
11:27Rough
11:28Mm-hmm
11:29Yes, and that will not be me
11:32Of course not
11:32Number two
11:33Went scorched earth
11:34Bashed in the windows of his mint condition
11:361967 Porsche spider
11:39Wow
11:40That's very Britney Spears
11:42I found it delightful
11:43I agree
11:44And then wife number three
11:48Masterful
11:48Mm-hmm
11:49Just stuffed her anger and sadness and hatred
11:53Just way, way, way, way down
11:55Oh, that's healthy
11:56Always in a full face of makeup
11:58Clad in tasteful clothing
11:59With just a hint of sexiness
12:01And it drove him crazy
12:02That she seemed like she was doing better without him
12:04And you know what?
12:06What?
12:06She walked away with half of his money
12:08The house in Bellevue
12:09And both dogs
12:12Wow
12:13So if I just keep it together like Shannon
12:15I think it was
12:18Sharon
12:22Shonda
12:22I don't
12:23If I keep it together like her
12:24I'm golden
12:27Another espresso?
12:28Yeah, thank you
12:36I, uh, pulled out some of Dad's old ties
12:44Maybe we could both wear one to the memorial tomorrow?
12:48I think Mom would have liked that
12:55I know you might never forgive me
12:57But I need you to know that I did not set out to hurt you
13:02My whole life was spent trying to protect you
13:05And
13:06I blew it all up in one night
13:09Everything you're thinking about me
13:10I've thought of myself
13:11Only worse
13:17Are you just gonna ignore me?
13:18Yes, I am
13:20Jordy said I could stay at the motel until after the funeral
13:22No
13:23Don't do that
13:24This is your home
13:25You were the one who always came back and took care of Mom when I
13:28Selfishly lived your life exactly how you wanted no matter who got hurt
13:33Like you always have
13:36I'll go
13:38Good
13:57Hey
14:01Uh, I came by to see if you needed help setting up for the memorial
14:08Is everything okay?
14:09Yeah
14:10Fine
14:11Perfect
14:13Okay, because you just seem like
14:14Like someone who's looking for the teal tablecloth that I ordered for your mother's memorial?
14:17Yes, can you look in that box, please?
14:20I think they're on the table
14:22Those are aqua
14:23Are those not the same color?
14:24No, they're not
14:25To a discerning eye, they're very, very different
14:29Okay, look, I appreciate everything you're doing here, but I wouldn't stress
14:31I think those are just fine
14:32They're not fine
14:35Just details are very important, and I ordered teal, so
14:40Hey, I think maybe you need to relax for a second
14:46Come sit down
14:48Oh, I had no idea that must
14:55Yeah, that must really hurt
14:58You know, when my dad died, all I wanted was to be a cardiologist
15:01So I could fix people's hearts, but
15:05After all the studying, I finally realized that
15:10You can't really save someone from heartbreak
15:13Nope, you can't
15:15I had worked so hard to forget about Percy, to get out of Barry's Bay, but
15:23You know, I really think that I was just
15:26Trying so hard not to admit to myself that this
15:30Big adult life that I had sacrificed so much for just
15:34Wasn't working
15:36So I threw myself into taking care of mom
15:39And I don't regret it
15:41Obviously, I'll always cherish the time I had with my mom, but
15:45I do think that
15:46It was a little bit of a noble excuse to ghost the rest of my life
15:50Well, ghosting is kind of your M.O.
15:54I had a front row seat to your breakups with Percy
15:56All of them
15:59Yeah, you did
16:02She took it really hard, Tim
16:14We were supposed to have the whole summer, and now it's just gone
16:19You're being dramatic
16:20I can see why you and Sam work
16:22And you still have the whole summer
16:24It's not with him
16:25Yeah, I'm stuck with you
16:28Tragic, but this is my last summer before I have to put on a suit and rot in some corporate
16:32office
16:32That'll hopefully pay me a fuckton of money
16:35I'm not gonna waste it watching you mope about Sam
16:41Empathy's really your strong suit
16:44I'm just saying
16:45Don't let him ruin your summer
16:48Or mine
16:58You need to do something very un-Sam-like to get out of your funk
17:04Why don't you help me fix the boat?
17:10Yeah, manual labor is definitely not Sam's first choice in summer activities
17:16Cool
17:16You'll be here tomorrow at 8 a.m.
17:18I didn't know your species could function before noon
17:20Only for you, Purse
17:24I have to go to a clam bake tonight
17:27Oh, a clam bake
17:28Where are we, the Hamptons?
17:30Yeah, I know
17:33These Seattle tech girls are throwing it
17:35I didn't have the heart to tell them that up here we're all about the oysters
17:38Well, we all know you don't have a heart, Charlie Florek
17:42God damn it
17:54How'd you even find me?
17:58Tried calling and it went straight to voicemail
18:01Figured this is where I'd find you
18:03Why are you even here?
18:05We have nothing more to say to each other
18:06Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?
18:09You may have nothing more to say, but I do
18:13You know what?
18:14I don't want to hear it
18:15You know what?
18:16You don't have a choice
18:17Percy, just go
18:19No, I'm gonna say what happened
18:22Shut
18:25Fuck
18:26Wait, wait
18:26You still have the outdoor lock thingy only?
18:29Mm-hmm
18:30So we're locked in here?
18:32You mean you locked us in here?
18:35Don't you dare blame me for this
18:37Yeah
18:38No, I'll see you in the keys
18:39Thanks, Sam
18:40Okay, bye
18:42Uh, I just closed $40 million worth of business
18:46Congrats
18:47Yeah, uh, we-we bonded over our mutual love of fishing
18:50You mean what you did for the first time yesterday?
18:54Yeah, it turns out that having interests outside of work is actually an advantage
18:58Like maybe there's something to this work-life balance thing
19:02You want work-life balance so you can get more work?
19:05Exactly
19:08You're leaving?
19:10Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can-I-I got it
19:14Yeah, I was going to combine a bit to check out
19:17You can't
19:17I can't?
19:19No
19:20Why?
19:21Oh, did Percy already do it?
19:23No
19:24Uh, uh, yeah, okay
19:26Geordi, about last night
19:28Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that
19:29It's about your final task of the official Geordiworth Lake Life Seminar
19:34Well, tasks are my happy place, as are seminars
19:38Mm-hmm, assuming certificates of completion are also your thing
19:41Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy and maybe a goat seal
19:45Okay, what is the final task?
19:47You gotta jump in the lake
19:48Oh, no
19:49No, no, I-I-I don't do water that is below 95 degrees
19:53Can you give that to me in Celsius?
19:54You know, I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind
19:58But, uh, no, I could not give you your temperature if my life depended on it
20:01Suffice to say, though, I don't do water that's warm
20:04It has to be scalding hot
20:05You know, that certificate might even come with some sort of frame
20:08Hmm, it's tempting
20:09You know you want to
20:12Uh, maybe
20:13The lake is calling
20:15Me, you, the water, just us, no distractions
20:25Hey, uh, Delilah, Geordi and I were just talking about going to the lake
20:30Would you want to join us?
20:32The more the merrier, right?
20:35You should just come with us
20:36That's a very kind offer
20:37No, I have a lot of organizing to do
20:39I have to get more hangers for my more delicate fabrics
20:42Although I agree that the hangers here are subpar, B
20:45Because, well, they are
20:47You should just come with us
20:52Okay, yeah
20:54I'll just get my bathing suit
20:57Right
21:01Help! Hello!
21:02No one's coming, you know that, right?
21:04You could at least try calling someone
21:07With what service?
21:11Help!
21:13What the hell's that, Ernie?
21:14Front door
21:14What the fuck are they doing?
21:16I'll find out
21:19Oh, man, yes
21:21Oh, no, no, no
21:23That is, that's beyond disgusting
21:24How are you going to be a doctor
21:26If you can't watch someone get their face eaten off?
21:28Okay, that is not in the purview of a cardiologist
21:31This is pretty much a face-eating free zone
21:34Hey, Derek, hold up
21:35Did you finish that sass problem set?
21:37It was gnarly, right?
21:40Hey, I gotta go talk to my buddy for a sec
21:42Can we finish this tomorrow night?
21:44Yeah, sure
21:45Although you might have to
21:56I got your black, extra-hot coffee
22:01Do you realize this is the order of a 75-year-old man?
22:05Shh
22:06Caffeine first
22:07Talk later
22:08Okay, but it's like third-degree burning, juicing hot
22:13It's just how I like it
22:16All right
22:18You ready?
22:19Yeah
22:21Socket wrench
22:21It's the one with the round
22:22I know what a socket wrench is
22:27You're a cool girl
22:27Thank you, I know that, too
22:37It's over
22:39It's over
22:40I'm circling these vultures
22:42Got a brand man this hunger
22:45I'm feeling something rotten
22:47Last time I saw you
22:50Say what's up
22:51And push right through
22:52Then I tried to catch you
22:55But we're always on the move
22:57Now it's sober
22:59Sober
23:00Symptoms of the culture
23:02And the night ain't getting younger
23:04That's cars around the corner
23:07Feeling kind of tilted
23:09And I'm pouring out the truth
23:12Just fading out these talkers
23:14Cause now all I want is healing
23:17Saying
23:21It's all right
23:26It's all right
23:31It's all right
23:35It's all right
23:42Hey, Sam
23:43Leave a message
23:47Let me guess
23:49My doofus brother isn't answering the phone
23:51No, I was just calling my mom
23:53Oh, really?
23:54Mm-hmm
23:55Isn't she teaching a seminar today?
23:58Okay, fine, I'm pathetic
23:59You're not pathetic
24:00He is
24:02He's just
24:03Really busy right now
24:05Too busy to call or text?
24:07Sometimes
24:07And what's the ratio for
24:09I can't talk now
24:10To not talking at all?
24:12Pretty high
24:17Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
24:19Or
24:20About what's going on?
24:22Come on
24:23You have to know something
24:24Like at least
24:26Just from being a guy
24:31I don't know what's going on with him
24:34I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:37But
24:37He shuts down when things get hard
24:39I don't know what's going on
24:39I don't know
24:41I don't know
24:42I don't know
24:42I don't know
24:48We'll all be gone
24:50All our friends will move away
24:55And they're going to better places
25:00But our friends will be gone away
25:11Oh, oh, oh.
25:14Oh, oh, oh.
25:21Been talking about the way things change.
25:30And my family lives in a different state.
25:38Then we will not relate.
25:48Fuck!
25:50No!
25:51No!
25:52No!
25:53No!
25:53Oh, oh, oh.
25:58Oh, oh, oh.
26:04Oh, oh, oh.
26:09Rivers and roads.
26:12Rivers and roads.
26:15Rivers till I reach you.
26:19God, how the hell?
26:20Get out of here!
26:21You know, at some point, Chantal will realize I never came back, but that could be ours.
26:25Yeah, and Sam doesn't give a shit where I am.
26:26No one does.
26:27Oh, boo fucking boo.
26:30You have nobody because you're a selfish asshole.
26:32You did this to yourself.
26:33I did this?
26:34You did this?
26:35You happy now?
26:36No!
26:36I will not let you do this to me.
26:39I may have shut that door today, but how we got here, that's on both of us.
26:45I've spent the last ten years beating myself up, and I sure as hell I'm not gonna...
27:00I'm not gonna...
27:03Perth?
27:10Perth, are you okay?
27:13What's happening?
27:15Are you having a heart attack?
27:19Help!
27:20Somebody help me!
27:23Help!
27:24Ah!
27:26Damn it!
27:28Okay, just breathe.
27:33I got you.
27:34I got you.
27:39I can't.
27:41I can't.
27:42I actually don't think I've ever really been in the lake before.
27:47How is that even possible?
27:49You've been coming here for years, right?
27:50I basically only really waded in because I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl,
27:54but my priority was looking cute for Charlie.
27:59Well, and having wet hair wouldn't have accomplished that.
28:01I also don't think that any of my bathing suits can actually get wet.
28:04They're strictly decorative.
28:05Yeah, um, I have a rule where I don't swim in places where I can't see the bottom.
28:10Yeah, it's a lake.
28:12I understand that.
28:13I just don't know what's under there, and it's murky, and murky scares me,
28:16which is why I like the law, because it's clear-cut.
28:18Yeah.
28:23Well, I'm going in.
28:24Uh...
28:27Oh, and he's, uh, he's off.
28:32We're not really doing this, right?
28:37Screw it.
28:42Yes!
28:43No!
28:44Well, you've got to come all the way in, otherwise it doesn't count.
28:46I'm scared!
28:47Come on, you too, Chantal!
28:49Yeah, you better!
28:50Fine.
28:52Fine.
28:57Oh!
28:58Oh!
29:01Oh!
29:02Ah!
29:02Oh!
29:03My God, how did you just do that?
29:04I know!
29:05Oh!
29:05Oh!
29:06Oh!
29:09Skid into the water.
29:12Are you ready?
29:13No!
29:13Yes!
29:13Come on!
29:14On the kind of...
29:14On the kind of...
29:15You're great.
29:15Come on!
29:15Come on!
29:17One...
29:18Two...
29:19Three!
29:23Woo!
29:27Delilah?
29:29Are you okay?
29:37You sure you're okay?
29:38Uh, yeah.
29:40I just need to find my phone.
29:41I'll...
29:42I'll catch up.
29:48Well, that was a delightful afternoon.
29:51Almost as delightful as that moment in negotiation when the lawyer across the table realizes that
29:55I have him by the balls, and then he caves.
29:58I think I'm glad to hear that.
29:59Yeah, you would be if you were my client.
30:02Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate that you told me about?
30:05Well, do you want better?
30:06How about we go get drinks?
30:10Dee!
30:12You okay?
30:14Yeah, what's wrong?
30:18Stepmother number three.
30:19Actually, um...
30:21She ended up in rehab.
30:24And her name was Siobhan.
30:25It wasn't Shannon or Sharon.
30:27It was Siobhan.
30:28And I...
30:28I don't know.
30:29I just...
30:29I should have remembered that because she deserved a lot better.
30:36I should have remembered it.
30:38Come on.
30:39Let's get you back to your room.
30:42I really don't know what I would do without you, Jordy.
30:45Come on.
30:45You just have a golf partner worthy of you.
30:47Stay.
30:51Yeah.
30:54Yeah.
30:54It took all of my courage to walk away.
31:06Yeah.
31:14It took all of my courage to walk away.
31:22Hey, it's me.
31:23To walk away.
31:26I think we need to talk.
31:32You sure you're okay?
31:34Yeah.
31:36I'd offer you some water, but...
31:38I don't have anything in here.
31:40I'll be okay.
31:43What just happened?
31:45Panic attack.
31:47Do you get those often?
31:49Often enough.
31:51They started after...
31:55I...
31:56We...
31:58Ruined everything.
32:03It was both of us.
32:05I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you.
32:07I guess I just didn't want to admit my part.
32:10Because then I'd have to admit why I did it.
32:14Why did you?
32:17Beside the fact that you've always been the coolest girl I know.
32:22Three, two, one...
32:26Yes!
32:28She lives!
32:30We did it.
32:31Yeah.
32:33Tomorrow we'll set her free.
32:34I used to be smashed of all the champagne on the hull.
32:37Fuck yeah.
32:40You know, most people wouldn't have stuck with this all summer.
32:43Yeah, well, I'm not most people.
32:45No, you're not.
32:48You know, this has ended up being a really good summer.
33:03Percy, I've been thinking about you so much.
33:06But this summer's been hard.
33:08When we talk, I can hear your disappointment in me.
33:10I hate that.
33:12I hate disappointing you, but I have to succeed here and I need to focus.
33:16This is so much more challenging than I thought.
33:19So I think it's best if we stop talking, otherwise you'll be all I think about.
33:23I'm so sorry, I thought I could handle it.
33:30Sam's phone.
33:31Who is this?
33:32Joe, who's this?
33:34I'm Sam's girl.
33:36Where's Sam?
33:37He just went to get out of some beers.
33:39He'll be back.
33:40Just give him this message for me.
33:43Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend, and you can't break up with someone over fucking email.
33:47No.
33:50No!
33:53When Sam hurt me, I would lash out.
33:56I would kiss other boys, shove a new boyfriend in his face, sleep with his brother.
34:06I did this to you because I was too insecure to-
34:10Stop beating yourself up.
34:12We made a terrible mistake.
34:15And I'm still trying to figure out why I did it.
34:19Was I jealous of Sam or what the two of you had?
34:23And that I couldn't truly commit to anyone?
34:28I don't know.
34:30And I might never know.
34:32But one thing I am clear on.
34:35Is that this was not your fault.
34:37Because you weren't the only one who was there that night.
34:48Let me be.
34:53Hey.
34:55You're never gonna believe it, but I actually got the radio to work.
34:59Oh shit.
35:03What happened?
35:08Sam broke up with me.
35:11Sam broke up with me.
35:25I'm in.
35:27Wow.
35:29Cheers.
35:31Hm.
35:36You know what gets me?
35:39He robbed me of my last summer.
35:43Our.
35:45Last summer.
35:47I know he's my brother, but fuck him for that.
35:50An email breakup.
35:52I mean that is a total cowardly dick move.
35:57You deserve better.
35:59And when he's back in town I'm gonna kick his ass.
36:01Fuck him.
36:03You know what if it wasn't for you I would have spent this entire summer.
36:07Obsessing over him.
36:09Parsing every email.
36:10Checking every text.
36:12Checking my phone constantly.
36:16So thank you.
36:18For saving me from myself.
36:22I try.
36:24No really.
36:26I had fun.
36:28You're fun.
36:30I mean.
36:32It's kind of my thing.
36:33Yeah you're annoyingly good at it too.
36:39Sam and I.
36:41We weren't fun.
36:45We used to be.
36:49Politely everything's been so heavy and serious.
36:53Summer and serious should never be used in the same sentence.
36:56Greed.
36:57This summer for the first time in a long time I remembered what it was like to just.
37:03Be here.
37:07And to be fun.
37:10I'm glad.
37:17I'm glad too.
37:23So thank you.
37:28Saving my summer.
37:35Percy.
37:51What about?
37:52I don't care.
37:54And I'm so used to your kisses.
37:56All the others seem strange.
37:59Used to your loving.
38:02And I don't wanna change.
38:05I hate to lose you.
38:08I'm so used to you now.
38:13I left the next morning.
38:16Pretty much didn't come back for years.
38:20I missed so much time.
38:22With Sam.
38:28And my mom.
38:31Sorry.
38:34I just didn't know how to cope.
38:38And so I threw myself into work.
38:40And convinced myself that.
38:43If I supported Sam in his dreams that.
38:46It would make up for what I did.
38:50I found it pretty hard to cope too.
38:54That's why my parents sold the house.
38:57What happened?
38:59I.
39:02I don't know.
39:03I don't know.
39:08I started having these.
39:12Episodes where I felt like I couldn't breathe.
39:22And then.
39:24My mom had these pills.
39:26And I thought maybe if I.
39:28Took a bunch.
39:30I wouldn't.
39:31Feel so much.
39:33So.
39:35I.
39:47My parents were terrified.
39:49They thought.
39:50This place was bad for me.
39:52You know.
39:52Dangerous.
39:56This place.
39:58Or us.
40:03I guess both.
40:04You know.
40:05Um.
40:05So.
40:06We left.
40:07But the panic never left.
40:11And I guess it's cause I never really.
40:14Dealt with what I.
40:16Did.
40:17I never.
40:18Rissy.
40:19You have to forgive yourself.
40:23How could I ever forgive myself when I know Sam never will?
40:27How could I ever move on when I love him?
40:30I'm.
40:31I'm.
40:31I'm always gonna love you.
40:32Okay.
40:34Okay.
40:35It's okay.
40:45I'm.
40:46I use it.
40:49Come on.
40:49Love you more.
40:51You've every time from summer.
40:55My Pilate.
40:57I don't want to hold you still.
41:00From the wind.
41:02Don't I'm happy you're here on my heart
41:05We'll try to love you more without a breath
41:10Turn the sun in my eyes
41:14We'll learn to understand
41:16Father, we'll turn on my heart
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